**Nancy's POV**
I feel like dying right now. Why should it be always me to be like this?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Tears roll down my eyes as I view the other scenery from my window. How can that be? He was playing with me again?
"Excuse me miss! You're tearing?" a lady beside me asks.
"Sorry, I was just sensitive to the first outside," I say as I put on my sunglasses.
Nancy whom are you lying to? I know myself better than anyone else that my heart is crying like hell right now.
I look outside without even realising what kind of places there. Their beauty isn't even recognized by my mind.
"You're foolish and stupid Nancy!" I say to myself and take a book out to read.
I reach my home quickly. The bus is quicker and I walked to my home. But before I walk to home, I take a public washro
**Nancy's POV**He tongue hovers over my skin making me go crazy. I am losing my mind. I am completely losing my mind for someone like him but I really can't help with it.I am melting like a candle in front of his warmth. He knows what's my weakest point and he is trying to hit me on the same spot.As he knows that I am completely lost in him, he slowly unties the handkerchief on my mouth letting me moan louder and breath heavily.He grins as he sees me moaning loudly in front of him.Fuck!It's been so long that I haven't had sex and this man in turning me on crazily.He slowly inserts his hands under my T-shirt and massages my stomach gently making me feel stiff and sending electric currents all over my body.His hands move upper to my breast, the breasts which were touched by him many times and not by other.He stares his eyes at me when I close my eyes not being able to look at him."Look at
**Zion's POV**"Zion, " she calls me and I look at her lifting my head."Get out," she says. My eyes widen in confusion. Is she mad? What happen to her now? Why is she behaving like a child now? After whatever happened between us?"Just get out right now?" her order is strict and firm like she had never joked her whole life."Are you sure?" I ask her trying to look at her eyes but she avoids and turns to another direction and says one more time."Just get the hell out of here and make sure you won't encounter my dad and my brother," she says."I won't. I have send them somewhere else," I say and she turns to me and widens her eyes as sits up holding the thin sheet of duvet in her chest."What do you mean by you send them somewhere? What did you do with them?" she asks knitting she brows and with her expression I can easily realise that she is comp
**Nancy's POV**I get out of the car as it stops in front of my lab. He is still taking a nap and seems like he doesn't know about anything happening outside.I have a plan to ruin his beautiful sleep. I have thought of closing the door with all my might and disturbing him.But as I try to get out of the car, he pulls and towards him. His eyes are full awake and they are gazing at me."Make sure, you do your job," he says.If I don't do my job then, who else is going to do for me? He isn't the one who will be doing that for me."I know my duties," I say as I try to free my hand from his grip but he doesn't leave it."I didn't mean your work. I mean keep yourself healthy," he says and leans in to peck on my lips.What the hell?"Zion, you...," I point my index finger to him and while he grips it and kisses it too."I know I'm cool. Take care babe! Seems like you're running late," he says and presses the button to o
**Nancy's POV**I stand in awe as the shadow of his body falls in me as he is covering me in his huge wings."Zion!" his name squeaks out of my lips as I see him.Why is he here? What is he doing over here?He is in perfect tuxedo and standing straight like a man who never had accident some weeks ago. He looks ravishing and a personality who is more than just enough to drool over."You followed me here?" I ask him raising one of my brows and my face filled with uncertainty."If you think, then yes," he says and my eyes widens."How dare you? Can you just get back to home and not disturb me at all. I just don't like you following me everywhere," I say to him and hold his wrist to lead him outside.But again my bad!It turns out opposite. He pulls my hands and walks me towards the same girl who has been shou
**Zion's POV**"You didn't kill him, did you?" show asks me as she locks her eyes on mine and my whole speaks the truth to her but my lips don't want and the sole reason for that is I want her to trust me like she did to me year ago."I think you should get back to your work," I say to her trying to walk away from her and looking at the city from the large glass window in front of me."Zion, I want your answer. She comes behind me and pulls me from my shoulders towards her." Don't try to change the topic! I want an answer and that answer should be clearer to me. Why are you always silent when I talk about Kevin? Why don't you try to explain anything to me? Don't you know I can take any guess from your silence?" she shouts at me."Guesses like?" I ask her though I know the most probable guess of her."That you...you might have done that to Kevin," she says
**Zion's POV**"Who the fuck did lock the lab's door?" I shout as I stand outside the door of ER.This is fucking irritating and making me more and more angry.Who have the guts to do that? Who the hell can do that?I immediately call in the company and ask to get the background check of everyone who was on the lab at noon.I am restless. My mind cannot think anything properly and on top of that how can this all happen?She has the bad health condition and on top of that how can anyone mess with her conditions?This is unfair. Just so much unfair for her life.My heart is pounding like so loudly when she is still inside ER. It's been almost two hours and they aren't still out from there.Please, god!Please, take me instead of her. I am ready to take her place and die instead of her but I don't want to get her hurt. I want her to be healthy and for that I can do anything for her.I get an
**Zion's POV**Her lips dances gracefully on mine as she clutches the color of my shirt. She is sick and she smells chemicals and the medicines but I love the way she smells.They particularise her and make her special.I pull off in between our kiss and watch her with so much of affection."You good," I ask."Yeah, I'm fine," she says while I have clearly heard her saying that something pains within her."You said something pains and what is it?" I ask.She doesn't speak for a while."Tell me Nan! Is there somewhere that you aren't feeling well?" I ask.She smiles cups my cheek with her hand and caress it with her thumb."Why are you so much protective? Always?" she asks me."I have to be. You are one that my heart longs to have and you are the one my soul yearns to protect always," I answer her.Her hands run through my hair and she rummage her finger in between the strands of my hair.
**Zion's POV****A month ago**I have known about her breast cancer, the day I have decide to come back to the country and asked for the details of all employees.I came back because of her. I had been doing the cross check on her before I had thought of returning back here.Then, I knew that she has breast cancer. The moment I knew about it, I flew here as soon as possible.I don't want to waste anymore time. I don't want to stay away from her. She is sick and I don't want her to suffer alone.The company she is working isn't such a great company. I had the money where I could invest on and the company was currently on loss. I hit the iron right at that moment. Just to be with her.Just to be with her, I returned back here. Just to suffer along with her, I came back to her. I know I am one the major reasons of her suffering and I don't want her to suffer anymore.Selena is my dad's best friend daughter. We were like couple eve
Final chapterNancy's POV:(Before the surgery)"Nan! I'm here. You shouldn't worry about anything. You know I love you, don't you? " He holds my hands in his as he gently caresses them.Me, sleeping in the bed, smile brightly as I look up to his face. His face creases as he looks at me. There isn't a pity in his eyes. There is only the love, care and honest commitment in his eyes."Thank you! Thank you for everything but will you let me go now," I say and he smiles."Yes!" He says and the ward boys take me towards the surgery room.I look around as the bed moves inside the horrible and scary surgery room. I have never been in the surgery room in my whole life.I hated it. I completely hated the surgery room after I lost my mother with the same disease and look at the funniest and most hilarious part of l
**Nancy's POV**"I won't do it. I won't just do it," I shout as I stand on the entrance of the washroom.How can this happen? How can this ever happen?Why me? I have never even imagined that it could be me. It could be I that should go through all of this.I break down in front of the washroom as I fall on the cleanly wiped tiled floor with my both hands supporting me to sit.The tears stream down my cheeks like they are flooded with that salty liquid and are never ever going to stop in my whole life.Zion runs to me as he sees me falling down on the floor."Nan! Don't do this please. You should stay strong and everything is going to be alright after you do your surgery," he consoles but I don't have any intention to get consoled by his words.H doesn't know how can I live without my bre
**Zion's POV**My eyes feel like tearing our right now when she asks me that if she has any problem?How can I say that?How can I literally say that she is diseased?"Miss Nancy, would you please take a seat first. We need to talk with you first," the doctor advises with the gentle voice and she sits right opposite to him sharing me a confused look.I walk to her and pat her shoulder gently."Don't worry, dear I'm always right here by your side," I assure her and she sits quite calm but I know more than anyone that she is so much afraid right now.The doctor explains all of her situation in front of her. She seems to be more shocked and worried when she listened to them."So, what is the solution? What can I do to treat it on time?" she asks with low and hopeless voice. Doctor has assured her that her disease will be alright and she will be healthy again but being a diseased itself is such a huge shock to everyone and wh
**Zion's POV**I get a call from the doctor. He inform me that I should make her ready as soon as possible for the surgery and this could be never done until I tell her what she has as a disease.I cannot hide from her anymore."I think I am all better right now. I don't need to visit hospital," she says brightly.Actually it's about what she went last day, it's about what she has been going all these time and doesn't know about it.It is because breast cancer symptoms are seen at the later stage and she hasn't still seen the symptoms maybe."Still we need to visit the hospital. I want you to meet someone at the hospital," I say as I increase the speed of the car. I am freaking serious right now and there is no joke regarding her health."Don't tell me you are going to set me up with some of your doctor's friend?" she chuckles and I become a little mad.Why the hell would I set up my girlfriend with some other guy?
**Nancy's POV**I tip toe towards my room as I enter inside the house. I don't want to encounter neither dad nor Nathan at all. I don't want our eyes to meet at all.I grab my heels on my hand and slowly tip toe towards the stairs in the pace of cat walks."Caught you," Nathan's voice rings on my ear like hell. Why him? Why of all people it should be him?"Nathan!" I breathe out the air from my mouth as his eyes gazes on mine playfully."Guess someone had a good time tonight," he smirks as he sips the lemon tea from the kitchen counter. He literally loves lemon tea which I hate so so so much."Don't shout. It's not like that. We just wanted to give you peaceful time with your friends and that's all." I throw both of my hands in the air and sigh breathing out loud that even the ants in the room can hear."Your sighs are making me think that
**Nancy's POV**My eyes magnifies as I hear him say that."Shower together?"He grins as he can see confused look on my face."But you are already done, right?" My brows arches up as my hands are still on his shoulders fiddling his bare muscular and toned skin in there."I can take bath again," he says as he closes the bathroom door and locks it from inside.God!Why do I feel hot?I feel like the bathroom is some kind of desert which is really hot and I cannot find any air in there.My cheeks are burning and I guess he can clearly see the blushes on my cheek and anxiety on my eyes.I quickly get down from his waist and stand in front of him."This is bad idea. I am not comfortable with this." I see downward. He grips my chin and lifts it so that my eyes could see him and
**Nancy's POV**The bed dips its mattress as his weight lays beside me, holding me amidst his huge arms and his body dangerously close to me.My heart races like a leopard, making it thump so much loud.Is he able to hear me? What about my heart?I gulp the saliva formed in my throat and I try not to make any sounds so that it will wake him up or he knows that I am not asleep. I forcibly close my eyes as I don't want him to think I am not asleep right now."Not getting a sleep," I hear his murmur which makes my eyes shit open all of an immediaten.I nod absent mindedly and then I immediately realize that I am not suppose to do that. I am just supposed to pretend I am asleep."Nancy! Turn your head to me. I want to see you," he says and I gulp hard on my throat.It's not like he has never seen or something like that. He has seen me and but his approach is always dangerously overwhelming to me.He uses his hand
**Nancy's POV**"Wear this." He hands me the white plain T-shirt which is obviously oversized. It must be his."Should I go out?" He asks. I have never seen him getting my permission while I am changing the dress. I mean I have to push him outside while changing the dress."Uhm... Would you mind?" I say."It's fine. Let me go out and wait for you," he says as he walks out of the room and slams the door gently.It is such a waste that I did quite a make up for the party but didn't even get chance to go over there. By the way, I got to wear the outfit which was rotting almost for years on my wardrobe.I curl up my fingers to reach the bottom of my one piece as I tuck it out of my body. I have rarely watched my body all this time.I mean I rarely get time to adore what I have. These beautiful shoulders, my slender stomach, white and soft skin which I have neglected all this time.And the beautiful busts of mine which are obviously n
**Nancy's POV**"Will you marry me?" Zion's voice enunciates in the whole hall like he has some speaker on his mouth. Or is it because my senses are all filled with his thoughts that I hear him everywhere."What do you mean by marry?" my brows rise up to get the glimpse of his eyes. They are sparkling like hell."I mean you are serious right now? Like really really get married? Right now?" My brows pucker gazing at his amazing smirk which are talking a lot more than his actual words.This man isn't joking at all."I am serious Nan! Will you marry me?" he reiterates."Uhm... Don't you think this is quite awkward position for marriage proposal. I mean who proposes like this,"" I try to wake up but be pulls me back and I yank hard on his chest."Yes or no," he asks firmly. His eyes wandering all over my face like he is scared of rejection that might come from me."Zion, please stop this!" I try to stand up one more time but he doe