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I wish I was Selena!
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2024-10-29 19:42:56**Nancy's POV**
It's already midnight and I am not getting a single sleep. How would I even get that?
I call Mia but she doesn't receives my phone. She is more than just angry with me. How can I make her fine with me?
My heart feels restless.
It feels really heavy.
I know it doesn't work but whenever I get disturbed another person with whom I could talk to was Kevin, I call him. I used to nag him tell him all of my insecurities and problems.
Even after knowing that he won't be able to pick up the call, I dial his number through speed dial. He is number five in my speed dial.
The rings goes on. My heart feels as if be would pick up the call, that he is okay but he doesn't. He wouldn't.
I cut off the phone and then dial the speed dial number one.
"Sorry! The number you are calling is unavailable," it says.
Tears come out of my eyes.
"Ma... Ma... I just... Miss you... So much," I say even after hearing the voi
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