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I had been in love with his brother for years. I feel it. The excitement when I saw Jerico. The happiness when he is there talking to me and giving me his attention, and the courage to get him even though he already has a girlfriend, but that feeling is not even 10% of what I am feeling right now. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko maipaliwanag.Now that I am in Leo's arms, I can't explain anymore. I don't know now if what I am feeling for Jerico is really called love or if I am just letting myself think that it is really love dahil wala pa akong minahal sa buong buhay ko.Leozardo Luenco. I hated him very much in the beginning. I hate him for being lalampa-lampa na walang ginawa kundi maghabol sa'kin at bigyan ako ng ginagawa niyang yarn na teddy bear. I hate him kasi subrang kulit niya.I was hating him, so why did I suddenly feel the other way around?"Ouch!" Napadaing ito nang kurotin ko siya.He has taken me many times. I think he33"I'm sorry," I sincerely said after saying that we needed to stop the agreement between us."Mahal mo talaga?" Tanong nito na ikinagulat ko."Zacky--""Wala naman akong magagawa kung sabihin mong oo," natawa ito habang tumatango-tango.To be honest, he is so kind. The news that Zacky Villanueva was a heartless businessman was wrong. They said he was rude and didn't care about the feelings of other people. A womanizer. They are wrong to say that he was rude and mean. Sa pagkakakilala ko sa kanya, hindi siya gaya ng mga sinasabi ng iba.In the little time I've known him, I can say that he is kind and respects girls like me, which is a bit out of character for a rich man like him.Anak mayaman. Oo anak siya ng mayaman, but I know that all he has right now is because of his hard work. Alam ko iyon dahil kay lolo. Galit man noon si Lolo sa mga Villanueva, Lolo is always praised the only son of Zachary Villanueva.
34Only a few people are aware of our relationship. For the time being, we choose to keep it private. I want to enjoy being his low-key girlfriend, even if I want to tell everyone else that we already are. This was our setup for the past few months. "I can't believe that you have a romantic side like this. Daryha Vuenavista, I can't believe this," natatawang sambit ni Herica habang inaayos ang ilang petals sa sahig."Masama bang pagandahin ang paligid kapag sasabihin kung gaano ko siya kamahal?" Natatawa kong sambit rason ng pagkabilaok ni Garry na ngayon ay nakaupo lang sa bakanteng upuan."That was corny, Daryha!" Parang nandidiri pang sambit ni Herica.Malapit na coffee shop sa bahay ang nirentahan ko. Maganda ang coffee shop na ito at malapit sa bahay nila mommy kaya ito ang pinili ko. After this, I'm planning na ipakilala na siya kila mommy. I texted mom that I was going there to tell her something important, wala nga lang siya
35"L-Leo, wake up, please." I begged as I finally got close to him, but he was unconscious and his head was full of blood. I couldn't help but shake while trying to hold him.Paanong biglang naging ganito? We're so happy a while ago. Paanong hawak ko siya ngayon habang punong-puno ng dugo? I should go to the hospital. Bumuhos ulit ang luha ko nang isiping kapag hindi ko nadala siya agad sa hospital ay baka may mangyareng masama sa kanya.Sinulyapan ko si Tito at kahit punong-puno ako ng luha ay nagawa kong tignan siya gamit ang galit na tingin. "Ang sama mo!" Sigaw ko and tried to get something para ihagis sa kanya.Pero kinuha lang niya ang phone nito at may kinausap. I can't believe when I heard what he say."Pumunta ka rito at ipapalinis ako sayo," he said before facing me. Dahil nanghihina ako ay para akong hangin nang hinila niya ako at ilapit sa sarili niya. Hindi ko akalain na ganito kasama ang lalake
36My fault. They blame me because they are right that it is my fault, and that is what I cannot fully accept: that it is really my fault that he is in the hospital and in critical condition. He did nothing but love me, and at that point, he protected me. Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdamam o gagawin ko kapag natuloy ang masamang balak ng taong iyon sa'kin.Pero ngayon, hindi ko alam kung mapapatawad ko pa ang sarili kapag may nangyareng masama kay Leo. "Kumain ka. Kanina ka pa walang kain, namumutla ka na," sermon ni Herica sa'kin.It's already 6 pm at ang huling kain ko pa ay sa coffee shop, kasama ko pa Leo na nakangiti sa'kin at masaya kasi sinabi ko ng mahal ko siya.Pinunasan ko ang mata ko sa luha nang maalala ang huling kain namin. We're so happy. He is happy and even cried after hearing that I'm also in love with him. Kung alam ko lang hindi na sana ako pumunta sa bahay.Napasulyap ako sa singsing na b
37"Wala ka bang gagawin, Dad? That Joseph Vuenavista needs to learn. He almost raped my sister!" I heard an unfamiliar voice. Nanlalabo pa ang mata ko noong umilat ko ito at purong puting dingding ang nakita."Of course, may gagawin ako. Let's just wait until she wakes up, Van. Ayokong magpadalos-dalos. I need to hear from her what really happened," pati ang boses na iyon ay hindi pamilyar Pumikit akong muli bago sulyapan ang dalawang lalakeng nag-uusap sa gilid. Ang isa ay nakaupo, habang ang isa naman ay nakatayo. Ang mas bata ay ang nakatayo, pero halos manlabo ang paningin ko dulot ng luha nang makita ng maayos kung sino ang nakaupo sa sofa.Tumayo agad ito nang makitang dilat na ako."Are you ok, Iha?" Tanong nito agad sa'kin.Tinitigan ko siya. I was just 5 years old when I saw him. Ni hindi ko na maalala ang boses nito dahil bata pa ako noong huli ko siyang nakita, pero kahit anong pikit kong kalimutan ang mukha niy
38While eating, I asked him how he could know all of that. I remembered what he said when I woke up. Alam niyang muntik na akong gahasahin gayung ilan lang naman ang nakakaalam noon.He said that he heard Jerico explaining to Tita Jemni, but Tita Jemni really can't trust me. She believed in the results of the investigation even more. I can't blame Tita Jemni either. I did something wrong years ago, and now, dahil sa kagustuhan ni Leo na protektahan ako ay napahamak siya.Kahit sino namang ina kung napahamak ang anak dahil sa isang babae ay magagalit doon sa babae.I did what Van said. I eat and trust his word, na tutulungan niya ako, and I can't help but feel thankful to him when he handed me a uniform. Uniform ng nurse ang binigay niya kinabukasan. Tapos na kaming kumain at maganda na ang pakiramdam ko, hindi tulad kahapon, reason why he got out to get a nurse uniform for me.We are already willing to do it. He is already wear
39 "Miss Daryha Guevera, congratulations on your newest contract. I heard from Levi that it's a really big project for you, bigger than your last project." I smiled at what the producer said. I'm back here in the States, but this time I'm with my biological dad and my brother. They also introduced me to my Dad's wife, and I'm so happy that they accept me as part of their family. Daryha Guevera. I'm happy to finally use my dad's surname. Hindi ko akalain na magagamit ko ang surname ng totoong ama ko. It's been years since that happened. 2 years. I really don't want to leave him, lalo na sa panahong iyon, pero ginawa kasi alam kong iyon ang nakakabuti sa kanya. Nahirapan ako noong una, but I always remind myself that I need to be strong, na dapat ay panindigan ko ang desisyon ko dahil para iyon kay Leo. "So are you coming to Levi's party this nigh
40 "Van, Kent might look for me. I can't go," I frustratedly said to Van when he said we were going to the bar today. "Mom was willing to look for him, Daryha. Come on, naka-oo na ako kay James. Nakakahiya kung hindi tayo pupunta," sambit naman nito. "Bakit kasi umoo ka kaagad?" Inis na sambit ko. "Kasi alam kong hihindi ka. Come on. Mag-ayos ka na at pupunta na tayo," sambit pa nito. James was a son of our president, so I can't help but be frustrated now because he has said yes, and I don't want to be rude, especially because James is kind to me. "Pumunta ka na, Daryha. Ako na ang bahala kay Kent," bumagsak ang balikat ko nang marinig iyon kay Tita Geva na ngayon ay hawak si Kent. "You have work tomorrow again. You have so much time to unwind, but you have done nothing but work and go home after. There is nothing wrong if you focus all your time and attention on Kent, but don't be too hard on yourself. Daryha," Van said. Napairap ako at tuluyan ng walang nagawa. Nang mag-alas
Leozardo's POV "I love you," I whispered when we were already lying in bed after I had taken her many times. She didn't say anything. She just buried her face in my neck while hugging me. "May lakad pa tayo," I whispered at her. Her dad called us last night. We will go to their house in Makati. I closed my eyes so badly that I thought Daryha had married Vanzeus Guevera. I can't help but think about everything. When I learned that she had already married someone, nawalan na ako ng pag-asa. Akala ko hindi ko na siya mayayakap ng ganito, hindi ko na siya mahahalikan at hindi ko na siya makakasama. "Love," I whispered again. "Pinagod mo ako kaya maghintay ka," masungit na sambit nito, pero mahigpit naman ang yakap niya sa'kin. Natawa ako at hinila siya para mas mayakap ko. The first time I laid my eyes on her when we were still studying, I said to myself that she would be mine, even though I knew that she liked Jerico. Everyone knows that she likes Jerico, but maybe she feels that
Wakas is waving!!!_________________________________________Takot pa rin akong umuwi sa Pilipinas. Nag-aalala ako na baka makita ko si Mommy at ang asawa niyo. Hindi pa rin akong handang makita sila, pero alam ko na dapat kong harapin ang mga nangyare sa nakaraan.It's been a month since Leozardo knew about Kent. We moved into his condo, and dad allowed us because that's what I wanted. Dad, Tita Geva, and Van also went back last Sunday to the Philippines. In a month, Leo and I both did not work. We spend our time together with Kent.I already talked to James and president. Sa totoo lang wala na akong contract sa kanila. I'm just continuing to work as a model, pero wala ng contract. I told them the truth: I want to spend my time with the father of my son and my son.The president and James got shocks when they learned that Leozardo Luenco was the father of Kent.Sa isang buwan namin dito ay kapansin-pansin ang palaging pagtawag ng pamilya niya kay Leozardo. They want Leozardo to go ba
WARNING! 18+ ONLY! ____________________________________________ Tita helped me cook after that, and Manang apologized more times nang madatnan kami at nakitang kami pa ang nagluto. Tita and I just say na hindi naman niya kailangang humingi ng pasensya. Mas naunang dumating si Daddy, kasunod niya lang sila Leo at Kent. Napangiti ako nang makita ang masiglang tawa ni Kent nang papasok na sila ni Leo. "Papasok ka, Anak?" Tanong ni Dad habang nilalagay namin ni Tita ang ilang mga niluto namin. Napansin ko ang pagsulyap sa'kin ni Leo na animo'y hinihintay din ang sagot ko. "Oo, dad. Ilang araw akong absent at kahapon ay hindi ko pa tinapos ang trabaho ko buong araw," sambit ko. "Kung ganoon ay?" Napasulyap si Dad kay Leo. I bit my lower lips. "It's fine if you stay here for Kent habang nasa trabaho ako," alanganin kong sambit kay Leo. Hindi agad ito nagsalita, pero napansin ko na para bang may gusto itong sabihin. Nagpakawala muna siya ng buntong hininga bago tumango. "Okay, th
46 "Let's talk about what you meant a while ago," he said gently and a little weakly while burying his face in my neck. "It's not necessary. Let's not talk about it--" "I want us to talk about it, Love. I want to know what's on your mind," he said quickly, not letting me finish what I had to say. Bumuntong hininga ako bago sabihin ang nasa isip ko. "I just don't want you to decide this fast. I want you to take your time thinking kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman mo. Mamaya hindi ka pala sigurado at gusto mo lang na mabigyan ng buong pamilya si Kent, well I also want to give Kent a complete family, but I don't want to be selfish towards you at ikulong ka sa responsibilidad mo kay Kent. Hinding-hindi kita ikukulong," malumanay na sambit ko. Narinig ko ang malalim na buntong hininga niya. Kumalas siya sa pagkakayakap sa'kin at iniharap niya ako sa kanya. "Ayos lang sayo kung magpakasal ako sa ibang babae?" Tanong nito sa'kin habang titig na titig sa mata ko. Para niya akong b
45Leo was the first to stop crying. He was even able to stop Kent from crying. He talks to him, and Kent seems to know what Leo is talking about. I cannot resist staring at them, especially Leo. I know that he will be a good father."Papa," Si Leo habang tinuturuan si Kent na banggitin iyon."Pap.. pa," Hirap na sambit ni Kent. Titig na titig si Kent sa ama at subrang attentive sa sinasabi ng ama niya.We are all in the sala. We are all sitting. No one talks, and we are all staring. Kent and Leo na para bang may sarili silang mundo."Pap...pa!" Ulit pa ni Kent habang tumatawa na at nagagawa pang pumalakpak."Yes, baby. I'm your papa," Leo said tl Kent.We remained on the sofa until Kent fell asleep in Leo's hand. When Leo fell asleep, I stood up to take Kent, but Leo didn't want to give him to me."Ilalagay ko siya sa kwarto namin," sambit ko, pero umiling ito."I still want to hold him," mariin na sambit niya kaya napabuntong hininga ako."Pero baka mangalay ka---""It's fine," sery
44Masaya ako, pero alam kong may kulang, pero sino ako para hilingin na mapunan ang kulang? We are going to talk, right? Then fine. What I want right now is for him to know about Kent. Kung noon ay medyo takot akong sabihin kasi baka mag duda siya lalo dahil wala itong maalala noon, ngayon ay sigurado akong hindi siya mag dududa. He knows what happened that night. He knows na siya lang at alam niyang nagsisinungaling si Joseph Vuenavista."He is the reason I endured everything that happened in my life these past few years. He is my everything. He saved me when I was so down and broke." dugtong ko.I saw him staring at his glass. Napansin ko ang malalim na pag-iisip niya. Pati ang pagseseryoso niya ay namimiss ko. Nakakainis! Kanina lang ay subra akong naiirita sa kanya."Ikaw? Are you happy right now?" Hindi pa siya nakakasagot ay muli ko iyong dinugtungan. "Of course you are, right? But I want to ask you, is it Danica? or some other girl?"Hindi man lang nagbago ang expression. Ser
43"Mr. Luenco, what do you think are you doing?" Tanong ko, pero nahimigan ko ang sariling gulat sa boses ko.He didn't speak, nagpumiglas ako para mabitiwan, but a car suddenly parked in front of us. The same driver I saw last time got out of that car."Ano ba? Ano ba 'to?" Nagtatakang tanong ko sa kanya at patuloy na tinatanggal ang kamay niya sa palapulsuan ko."Pumasok ka," mariin na sambit niya."N-No! What is this, Mr. Luenco? You think it's nice to pull someone like this? And you think sasama ako sayo? Makakarating ito kay President!" Iritang sambit ko. "Let's talk," seryoso nitong sambit na ikinatawa ko."Bakit kailangan ako? You had a girl beside you a while ago! Kung gusto mo ng kausap, pwede naman siya! Bakit kailangan mo pa akong hilahin!" "I said let's talk, Ryha!" Bulyaw niya na nagpatigil sa'kin.Pareho kaming natahinik sa biglaang tinuran niya. Napapikit siya at bumuntong hininga."Please, let's talk," mas malumanay na sambit na niya.Ayokong paasahin ang sarili kon
42I did what he said. Right in front of him, I called Van and told him that he didn't have to pick me up, but Van said he would still come. He said that I would go with James and the president to the place, but we would go home together. Doon na raw kami magkikita.Tudo tingin ako sa side mirror, malinaw ko kasing nakikita ang kotse ni Leo na nakasunod sa amin."Really, mom? That's good, so we can be able to have our photoshoot in there hotel," I just glanced at James when I heard his happy words to the President."I was really shocked why he suddenly offered his hotels in the Philippines, but well, business is business, and he will have benefits if he lends us his hotels," sambit naman ni President.Philippines? Mukhang napansin ni James ang pagtataka ko sa usapan nila nang sulyapan niya ako sa front mirror ng kotse."This is the project that will be held in the Philippines, and we're lucky that Mr. Luenco offered his hotel. If you don't know, Mr. Luenco is a billionaire. His hotel
41"Daryha, let's go." I heard a serious voice. James diverted his attention to Van, as did Leo and Levi, who both glanced at Van.Hindi na ako nagdalawang isip. Tumayo ako at pilit na ngumiti kila James at Levi. It was hard for me to look straight into his eyes, but I did my best to do that. I smiled at him. He just stared at me blankly, na para bang ni minsan ay hindi niya sinabing mahal niya ako.Nanikip ang dibdib ko at pinigilan ang nagbabadyang luha sa mata ko. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin at naglakad para malapitan si Van. "We go first, James. I'm sorry," paumanhin ni Van kila James."Stay a little bit, Van," sinubukan pang kumbinsihin ni Levi si Van, pero pakoramdam ko ay gusto na rin talagang umalis ni Van.Tumayo naman si James at niyakap ako and say his goodbye. Aalis na sana kami, pero mabilis kaming pinigilan ni James."Oh, I'm sorry. By the way, before you two go, I want to introduce Mr. Leozardo Luenco to you, Van. Mr. Luenco, this is Vanzeus Guevera," pakilala nito."Oh. I