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60. Caterina Volkova, Luna, Goddess, Mother.
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Caterina
I killed Nikolai; I murdered the youngest Volkov, and as I stand in front of his burning pyre, this is all that runs through my head. No one blames me. Of course, they wouldn’t, but whenever I close my eyes, I can see Nikolai’s face looking up at me with pleading eyes as I tear him in two. This IS my fault, no matter how they look at it or how much they deny it.
Kai takes my hand in his and kisses the back. “Let's go home,” he says, leading me back to the car.
I’ve been wracked with guilt ever since we came home from the DA Westcott’s place. The brothers set the place on fire and made it look like a disgruntled former caseworker did it. Knowing that I summoned something dark to do my bidding scares the hell out of me, and the fact that it killed every vampire in his lair terrifies me to my core.
The Volkov Witches told Kai about their part in everything, which included making sure Kai mated with me and fulfil
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