Nahlela
When Kadmia and I were in Primary school, on the feast of all souls, after school we will come home, remove our school uniforms, eat and go to the cathedral with our parents and mom’s family for mass. We will sit by the grave side of our late grandma, decorate her graveside with flowers and candles, make our prayers and talk to her. Kadmia and I always picked special flowers for grandma from the school garden and tied them with blue and pink ribbons. She died when I was three years old, so I did not really remember her but I knew she had joined the Angels in heaven, so I always told her my secrets and prayers. In a sad way, the feast of all souls was bonding time for our family because we reminisced about our dead relatives while eating boiled corn and groundnuts with sandwiches and other snacks.
This year, as has been the case for the past two years, I wasn’t in the mood to bond with family members and reminisce. My sister, my best friend, my playmate, my womb mate, my partner in crime, my best version, my prettier version was dead. I could not bring myself to wake up from bed. I could not bring myself to take flowers to her grave and light candles for her. I could not bring myself to behave like all is well when nothing in my life was going as planned. Kadmia had her whole life ahead of her and didn’t deserve to die of cancer at the age of 23. She always dreamt of being a lawyer and I think she could have made the best lawyer ever. Whenever she saw kids arguing, she tried her best to make them reconcile and they always did. If anyone deserved to live, it was her. Most at times, I really wished that I could take her place but then I am not God and everything is out of my control.
I wore a simple black long gown and wrapped a black shawl on my face. I went to work and took permission from the boss to leave early. Seeing my parents today in a vulnerable state was going to be really hard on me. Since Kadmia died, my parents had always tried to be strong for me but I knew they were hurting inside. Burying a child was not an easy thing and I couldn’t even fathom the pain they were feeling. Since Kadmia died I stayed away from home, not because I was angry at them or anything but because there were a lot of memories I was trying not to remember. A lot of things at home made me remember. I think I had at least one memory for every spot in the house. It was just so difficult being there. Anytime I entered our childhood room, I always expected her to speak to me or scold me for not arranging the bed or for stealing her dress and not washing it, but sadly, she didn’t speak.
At noon, I left the office and went home to my parents. I pushed the gate and entered. The parlour door was always locked, so I passed through the garage door. Mom was in the kitchen when I entered and she stopped what she was doing to hug me before I could even announce my entry. As usual, the house was spotless and it smelled like home. Mom had bought a new house plant and apart from that, everything else looked the same. I asked for Dad and she said he had gone to buy some things.
I went into our childhood room to change into a dress I could use in the kitchen and I noticed that I didn’t have any clothes there. All of the clothes there were Kadmia’s. After her death, Mom and Dad told me to take her clothes but I refused. I could not bring myself to take them. Taking them meant accepting the fact that she was no more and I still had not accepted that bitter and painful truth. I opened her box for the first time since her death and took out the first gown I saw and changed into it.
On our way to church, I begged Dad to stop at my primary school; I promised them not to waste time. I met the day watch who had been there for as long as I can remember. I asked for his permission to cut flowers and take to Kadmia’s grave and he accepted. He reminded me of how we always cut flowers from the garden which was against the school rules and ran when we saw him. Choosing flowers without her had to be the most boring thing ever. At least, her favourite flowers were still in the garden so I cut one of each with a few of my best and tied with pink and blue ribbons as we always did when we were kids.
When everyone had left the graveside, I stayed back. I had a lot to tell Kadmia but I didn’t know where to start from. My mind was clouded and tears were rolling down my cheeks. I cried till I could cry no more. Before I knew it, places were dark and just the candle lights were making the place bright a little. Normally I could be scared in a graveyard, but today I was not scared at all. I made a short prayer, requesting that her soul be granted eternal rest. Her life may had ended prematurely but she deserved to rest in peace.
PASTNahlelaThe semester had just begun and Kadmia was admitted in the hospital. She had been experiencing dizziness, weight loss and fatigue. After attending all my lecture, I went to the hall where she had lectures for the day and collected notes from her classmate and photocopied, then went to the hospital to see her.When I reached the hospital, everyone looked sad. Mom was clearly trying not to cry and Dad looked like someone had died. Kadmia gave me a sad smile and it just confirmed that something was not right. I asked Mom what the matter was and she burst into tears. I turned to Dad and the look he had on his face was not inviting. Before I could ask Kadmia what was wrong, she said “I’m dying, I have leukaemia”.I felt as if life had been knocked out of me. What did they mean by Leukaemia? Ka
NahlelaToday is the first day I was meeting up with Mr “sex on heels” so I have to dress to make a statement. I was going to a football field so I definitely had to dress in a sporty outfit and going to the office and then passing home to change would be a waste of time. I thought of putting on the Chelsea Jersey I used as my sports attire when I was in the university, but it was too obvious. I thought of putting on my pink tied together sweatpants with its matching no sweat crop top but decided against it. After trying different outfits, I settled for my puma classics black and pink tracksuit with black and white vans. Nadine tried taking permission from the boss man so that she could leave early and join me in going to see Jam Timi but unfortunately for her, and fortunately for me he refused to let her leave early. Not that I didn’t want Nadine to come along but It was my first meetin
TimiIn my entire life, I had never met a girl like Nahlela. Most at times, people ignored the bullshit I said and tried to kiss my ass but I must agree, she put me in my place. I intentionally called her Nadia instead of Nahlela to make her feel irrelevant, like a fly on the wall but instead, she told me off. I must confess that she was bold and daring and of course, very outspoken. I always tried to avoid the press as much as possible, but I found myself wanting to do the interview. Not because I was interested in the article she planned on writing, but rather because I wanted to spend time with her. I wanted to know what made her tick. When I first saw Nahlela at the football field, I was immediately drawn to her. She had this glossy dark skin which looked like it was dripping with melanin. she had slender eyebrows with long lashes which looked too long to be natural. Her eyes were li
NahlelaI had just settled down in the office when Nadine rushed into the office and started whispering “He is here; he is here”. I asked her who she was talking about and when she said Jam Timi, my face fell immediately.“Are you not supposed to be happy girl?” she asked.“I think he is coming to report me to the boss. I kind of insulted him.”“what do you mean by that? It is either you insulted him or not”“When I approached him, before I could offer one word, he told me he is not interested. He thought I was propositioning him and when I finally introduced myself and said I am a journalist who wants to write an article about him, he implied that I am trying to use my looks in getting him to do an interview so I told him off and walked away.”“Wow girl, so he said you were sexy?”
NahlelaLast night, I forgot to set my alarm and by the time I woke up, it was already six o’clock. If I didn’t hurry up, I was going to be late. As I was coming out from the bathroom, my phone was ringing and it was my boss. Early morning calls from my boss usually meant more work. I picked up and he told me that Jam called him and informed him of the meeting we had today and he told me not to bother coming in. I was about to tell him that we had no meeting when he dropped the call. I checked my WhatsApp messages and I saw a message from Mr arrogant. It was the location he was talking about last night so I sent him a reply “I will need a better description. There’s no way I am showing a bike rider or Taxi driver this; I will look stupid.”I didn’t expect him to reply immediately, but he did two seconds later
Timi I was just from dropping Amanda off at her place when I met I met Nahlela. When she saw me, she quickly put on her sun shades and bent her head. I knew calling her last night was a bad idea but I still did. I was with Amanda when I called and I noticed that Amanda’s mood changed and she started frowning but I didn’t care. From the start, I had told her that I wasn’t looking for a relationship. What we shared was just sex. We were compatible in bed and that was all that mattered. I didn’t tell her personal stuff and she didn’t tell me anything too. When we hung out, we had sex, talked about nothing serious and then more sex. No personal information was exchanged. We didn’t even do the “how was your day” shit. We didn’t go on dates because dates meant opening up and we had decided against that. I always insisted on giving her money but she told me that she had money of her own and she wasn’t sleeping with me for money; so I settled on
CHAPTER ELEVENNahlelaI felt bad that Timi came right to my parent’s place to drop me, so I invited him in. Dad recognized him and they immediately started talking about football. When I joined mom in the kitchen to set the table for dinner, she tried asking me questions about him but I told her that I was interviewing him for an article and we had a meeting today. She tried to dig deeper but there was nothing more to say. Mom always complained that I was not dating anyone and I was growing old, so she always tried as much as possible to encourage me to go out more. Once or twice, she had tried to set me up on dates with her colleague’s sons but I didn’t even go because going meant giving her hope and I was not giving her false hope and of course, I wasn’t wasting my time. I saw Timi looking at family pictures on the wall and I thought he was going to bring
TimiThe same way I didn’t plan on ending my arrangement with Amanda but did it anyway, was the same way I didn’t plan on texting Nahlela but I did. I read somewhere that midnight was the best time to text girls because the lonely ones will always reply and so, I decided to try my luck. I was surprised when she replied and I was shocked when she told me about her twin sister. I had noticed their pictures at her parents’ house, but I didn’t want to bring up the issue because it was a sad story. I knew a few things about Nahlela from stalking her on Facebook but I pretended as if I knew nothing and waited for her to tell me everything herself.I had spoken about my family with Nahlela and it was a first for me. I had never told any girl anything about my background. Some looked up information about me from google and tried prying for more but I never told them anything. I was letting her in
TimiI watched Nahlela as she moved towards the fountain, the expression on her face was priceless, it was like she was mesmerised by everything. As she turned and stretched to touch the water, I quietly knelt down and softly called her name. when she turned and saw me on my knee with a box in a tiny velvet box ion my hand, she looked shocked. She wanted to speak but I cleared my throat and she kept quiet.“Nahlela Bih Samgena, from the first day we met, you got under my skin, there was something about you which I couldn’t place my hands on, then we got to know each other and it became evident why you always unnerved me, I loved you from the first day we met. Io love your smile, the way you talk, the way you walk, your personality, in fact I love everything about you. Since you came into my life, you have shown me that there is more to life, you have been my inspiration and muse, you hav
NahlelaEveryone was behaving strangely, like they were all hiding something from me. Timi had been very distant lately. Timi left home very early in the mornings and came back late at night and after eating and taking his bath, he slept immediately. Sometimes he fell asleep in the middle of conversations or in front of the television which was very unusual for him. I asked him if anything was wrong and he passively told me everything was fine. I felt like something was off so I insisted but he insisted everything was fine and I shouldn’t bother. I tried asking his sister Aaliyah but she said everything was fine and I shouldn’t bother.After the whole kidnapping saga, I had moved in with Timi and terminated my contract with my former landlord. I wanted to take a few days off because I felt like I was suffocating Timi; he didn’t exactly say it, but I felt like he needed a
NahlelaMom, dad and Timi rushed into the room at the same time. Before they could start asking me questions, I told them Nadine was behind the kidnapping. Timi said she had called earlier and when he told her I was unconscious, she said she was on her way. Dad immediately called the police and informed them of the new developments, Mom climbed on the bed and kept on hugging me. Timi just stood at one corner and kept on looking at me and smiling. I was so happy and grateful to have them. I told them the full story about how I was kidnapped and how I managed to escape and mom cried all through. I was trying not to cry but she was making it so difficult for me. Timi asked mom and dad to go home and promised to stay with me through the night. Mom tried refusing but we all told her to go home and rest and she said she will be back first thing in the morning. She and
NahlelaLater that evening, Nadine left the building and I was left with the boy who instead of watching me had been concentrating on his phone all through. I told him I was pregnant and needed to pee, so he took me to the bathroom. When I was done, I told him I was tired of sitting on one place and my back was aching. He seemed to take pity on me, so he brought out a tiny mattress from the wardrobe and gave me to sleep on it with a little blanket to cover my body. Early in the morning when I woke up, I noticed that he had fallen asleep and was snoring so I tiptoed to the door and tried the key and the door opened. The stupid boy had left the key on the door and fallen asleep. I wondered where Nadine had taken him from. He looked like a good kid trying to make fast money. I took out the key and when I closed the door from outside, I locked it with the key. The house was
TimiI hadn’t heard from Nahlela since she told me she was leaving the office. I called her and she didn’t pick up. I was worried. Two hours had passed already and it was so unlike her. I called her parents to ask if they had heard from her and they said they hadn’t. They promised to tell her I had been asking after her but I insisted that they go to her house and check up on her. They told me I was worrying over nothing, but agreed to go to her house and promised to take her to their place.Two hours later, Nahlela’s dad called me. He told me he had just received a call from Nahlela’s phone. She had been kidnapped and the kidnappers were demanding a ransom of twenty million francs. I wanted to leave Dschang and start going back to Bamenda but he told me he had it all under control. He told me he had installed a tracker on her phone once. I was really grateful for that. H
Nahlela I woke up when Timi was still asleep. I quietly got out of bed and went to the kitchen. He was leaving with the team for Dschang in a few hours’ time for the university games. I would have loved to go with him to watch the games but I had a doctor’s appointment; so he agreed to give me daily updates about the game so I would add to the article. I made him breakfast and packed some treats for the team to eat on the way. Then even though he insisted on the fact that he wasn’t a kid going to boarding school, I made some snacks for him. Timi insisted on hiring a driver for the few days he was away but I wasn’t having it. He said he wasn’t comfortable with me staying alone so I told him I was going to go and stay at my parent’s place till he came back. I was only pregnant and he was pampering me as if I was a baby. He even
TimiI woke up to seven missed calls from Aaliyah, mom and dad. I was already panicking, thinking there was an emergency but then I remembered it was my birthday so I calmed down. Instead of calling them back, I went to WhatsApp and checked the messages I had there. My friends and former team mates had sent me birthday wishes and the birthday wishes kept coming in. I scrolled down looking for Nahlela’s message but I didn’t see anyone from her. I didn’t really care about my birthday but I wanted her to care about it. I called Aaliyah on video call and then added mom and dad. They were together so dad picked up on his phone and they both used it. We spoke for some time and then dropped the call. I was about to take my bath when I heard the doorbell ring. Mary had probably forgotten her key again. I went to open the door and It was Nahlela at the door. She was hold
NahlelaIt was Saturday and I had decided to stay home, clean my house and then cook and relax a bit. Timi had training with the guys and other errands he had to run. I put on the television and the first thing I saw was an advert for sanitary pad. I picked up my phone and checked my calendar. Lo and behold, my period was a couple of days late. No, strike that; It was two weeks late. I started trying to remember all the times I had sex and see where they fell on my calendar, but I had no such luck. I could not remember all the dates. When I finished cleaning the house, I went to the market to buy foodstuff and also some personal items. I went to a medicine store and took five different pregnancy test strips made by five different companies. When I got home, instead of taking the tests immediately, I tried stalling. I put it off for as many hours I could afford but once I was done
Nahlela“I woke up before Timi and I didn't want to disturb him so I quietly tiptoed into the bathroom and took my bath. I was already late for work so I didn't waste time in the bathroom. When I came back to the bedroom, I was surprised to see that Timi was no longer in bed. The dress I had taken didn't need ironing again so I dressed up and tied my braids in a bun. I didn't even bother with make-up, Just wore my shoes and was going to the living room to look for my laptop and notepad to put in my bag and runout when Timi stopped me&Good morning babe&&Good morning & I answered&Trying to sneak past me huh?&& I'm not sneaking. planned on calling you once I got to work&