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There's something wrong with him - Part II
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2022-04-06 10:26:04Will
During the rest of the day we shot a lot of scenes, we had a few breaks, but Nate didn't say anything else about what we talked about, or what was causing the fuss. So I thought it best to leave it all alone.
Confused, confused, confused. That word doesn't get out of my head, as soon as the day's recording ends, everyone heads to the parking lot, I say goodbye to everyone, and I stare at Nate who looks at me in a strange way, he seemed to want to tell me something. I turned around and opened the car, and I heard his voice from the other side of the vehicle.
— Will, can you give me a ride? — His request takes me by surprise, but I nod.
Along the way he doesn't say much, he only answers what I ask, and asks me to turn on the stereo. The music that coincidentally plays speaks of someone who is lost in feelings, and doesn't have the courage to admit what he feels.
Try to find yourself before it's too late,
If you think he's the one,
Don't keep this feeling kept just for you,
Maybe you found what you needed so much...
The lyrics make me hum. I stop at the light, and I'm not alone, Nate also sings along with me, I look at him, I smile, and the last part of the chorus makes us uncomfortable , because, we both look at each other, and consequently lower our eyes, she seems very suggestive about what I'm feeling. I no longer have the courage to face him. He doesn't say anything to me either, and just looks out the window. I am extremely grateful when I arrive in front of your building.
— Will, thanks for the ride! — he says and tries to loosen his belt, but there is something wrong with him, he seems to be confused by something so simple. I smile, approach to help him, but Nate looks at me in a scared way, and speaks a little desperate. — No need , I can do it!
— Let me help you… — I say and I take my hand to try to loosen the belt, and that's when our hands touch, I look at him, his face is very close to mine, and I find something I didn't expect, and the intimidating look de Nate is not there.
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