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Nate doesn't want, I want!
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Nate
Dating a man has become a different experience than I am used to. I feel dependent on him in a way that I have never felt before for any girl, and this sometimes makes me a little insecure, and unlike me, Will seems more sure of himself, is always fun, affectionate, and emanates a light that radiates through where he goes. This light infected me and made me review concepts, feelings that I didn't know before, or didn't realize, besides losing the fear of showing what I feel, this has always been a problem for me, no matter how much I liked someone, I couldn't show what I felt. Will came into my life and messed up my mind, my heart, and today I don't recognize myself, and I feel grateful to be with him.
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