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He really looks like a helpless bunny Part II
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Nate
— The passive? — asks, and I nod my head. — You know that homo-affective relationships are not like in Bl's, nor in Yaoi anime and manga?
— I know, but I still have a lot of doubts about it!
— So, in these stories there is the seme protector with the macho way, and the uke fragile that needs to be protected, all this is to make a comparison with heteronormativity. And it's not like that, what can happen between you and Will, will depend on the two of you talking, reaching a consensus, allowing yourself, and the best? To surrender to the passion.
— I need to talk to him more, but I feel ashamed, it's weird because it wasn't like this when I was dating girls.
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