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Because I only thought about you!
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His statement made me all goofy, my mood changed when I could tell by the tone of his voice that my question made him uncomfortable.
— Nothing, I was just kidding! — I answered, and then we didn't speak anymore.
During the trip, I realized that instead of him taking the avenue leading to his house, he entered an avenue leading to my house.
All right!
I knew that he would not take me to his house after what I asked, but I nurtured some hope that he would have the courage, take me to his house, and we could improvise the scene I so much desire.
— I don't want to go home, Nate!
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