~Zenaida~I decided to give up on the game because Isabella doesn't want to. Seeing her reaction, it is so impossible for her to give up. She doesn't want to give up out of pride and because I realize that this battle won't do good, I insisted. Although I gave up didn't mean I will allow Isabella to take Ares. It doesn't mean I will give up on being a Luna. Isabella can't take that away from me. She can't do anything to get Ares away from my life. We are together, and I can't allow Ares to be the bet of this stupid fight between us.“You're not doing this to me, Zenaida!”Isabella's scream filled with anger. I stop on walking through Ares' direction just to face her. As I turned my body in her direction, all I could see was anger. She was angry because I insisted on giving up on our battle.“This is my decision, Isabella. You have to respect it. I don't need to fight you just to prove anything because according to Ares, I am good enough. I know in myself that I am good enough.”There
~Zenaida~Three days passed by after the fight between me and Isabella. After that, she's nowhere to be found. I haven't seen her roaming around the pack and I didn't dare ask Ares about it. Speaking of Ares, he's been a bit busy these past three days. I couldn't disturb him because like I said, Ares has to take good care of his responsibility as the Alpha of this pack. I am just beside him to help the best that I could. However, he told me that I should have some rest because lately, I haven't been feeling well. There's something in me that I can't even explain.It used to happen every morning when I woke up. My head seemed to be spinning even though I was so sure that I wasn't tired. I didn't do heavy work for my head to spin like that. But it's bearable and I can handle all of this not until today.I was with my friends this morning for our mission. We are tasked to visit the houses of the pack to personally deliver the food for young wolves. My friends didn't want to bring me with
~Zenaida~I was already in the room and Zoey went back to Cassandra to help her with our work today. She made sure that I entered the room before she left me. I roamed my eyes around the room after letting out a deep breath. Ares is not back yet, so I was just alone. My head is still spinning, and it's getting worse after a minute. I decided to lay on the bed to rest for a moment. It wasn't hard for me to fall asleep because of what I felt now.It's been hours and I haven't noticed the time. I still feel dizzy and this is not right anymore. There must be something with me and I have to know it. I should do something to know what I felt. There might be an explanation about this, and I know someone who can tell me about this. She will help me understand this feeling I feel now.I was on my way to the door when my eyes caught something. My heart pounded so fast when my eyes fixed at Ares' drawers. We are living in one room since we admitted our feelings for each other, but I didn't check
~Zenaida~The moment I opened my eyes, I found out I was already in the room. The dazzling color of the light made me close my eyes. A deep breath escaped out of my throat before I opened it again. There was someone holding my hand and when I looked at it, I found Ares. He was asleep, and I couldn't stop looking at him. The events from earlier are still fresh in my head and I admit that I was the cause for his anger.Ares opened his eyes when he noticed that I was already awake. His expression changed when he looked at me, deep into my eyes.“How did you feel, Athena? Do you want me to rush to the doctor now?”I sighed upon hearing the concern from his voice. His facial reaction was also telling me that he's concerned about me. I thought he didn't care, but then I was wrong.“I just need some rest, Ares.”My response is just blank that made him hold my hands. He showered my hands with his soft kisses. I bit my bottom lips as my way to stop my reaction from what Ares is doing.“The doc
~Zenaida~Seeing the reaction from the doctor's face brought so many emotions deep inside. She's done checking me and at this time, she was looking at me. Her face filled with so much excitement makes me nervous.“Please tell me, doctor. What's happening?”Despite the nervousness in my heart, I still manage to calm my nerves. I have to stay chill not until I hear the result from the doctor's mouth while hoping I will receive good news. Was hoping that I don't have any illness.“Congratulations, Luna Zenaida. You're one month pregnant.”My world seems like it suddenly stops moving for a moment while my eyes went straight directly in the doctor's face. The words that came out from her mouth did not sink in to me. I can't even think that these words would come out from her.“What did you just say?”I managed myself not to stutter even a little, which the pack doctor can't stop from chuckling. She held my hands and I felt her cold hands. It seems that even the pack doctor can't express he
~Zenaida~My heart keeps pounding so fast while looking at Ares and Stephen. They still had no idea that I was behind them. No one from them feels my presence, and I am doing my best to stay silent, so I would hear everything they will talk about. My inner self was telling me that I should listen to them. I should stay because I have a lot of things to learn from them, especially about my past.Thinking about the information I would learn from them made my heart nervous now. Tears started forming in my eyes, but I did my best not to cry in front of them. I would never cry so that they wouldn't notice my presence.What did Ares do to Alexander?The words that Stephen had mentioned to Ares a while ago kept banging into my head. I can't wait to know what he did to Alexander, and I was hoping that he has nothing to do with his death.“What for? Zenaida doesn't need to know that I killed her mate, Alexander. It is not needed anymore as long as I already made him pay for what he did. My ang
~Zenaida~I leave the room without a sound while tears keep on falling from my eyes. Ares never noticed my presence even after I left his office. I just can't stand everything I heard from Ares. The words that he mentioned earlier keeps flashing back into my head. I felt weakened as I stepped my feet away, but I did keep myself strong. The only way for me to escape from the betrayal Ares did to me is to flee away.I have to run away from this place, away from the man who hurt me. He still loved his first love. He played my heart. Ares fooled me and made me believe that everything he said were all real. But those are just part of his plans. He used me against Alexander, and it hurts so much. I thought he loved me. I thought he's not like Alexander, but what he did to me was no different from what Alexander had done before.“I can't believe you will do this to me, Ares. I was supposed to tell you about my pregnancy, but you ended up hurting me.”The tears never stop streaming. It almost
~Zenaida~Drake had successfully taken me out of Ares' pack. No one saw us, and I just hope so. I don't want Ares to come over and take me. I will never allow him to fool me again. The child that I was carrying, I will never allow him to see this. He will never find out.Drake brought me to his friend's house. We will stay here and let the night pass. He told me he wanted to bring me away from here. Ares can visit all the packs of this place and the better way to stay away from his life is to leave the country. Drake will help me and I am so grateful for him. He never leaves me. Drake sacrificed his friendship towards Ares just for me and I really appreciated it.I was on the balcony of the house of Drake's friend. They are talking, so I leave them for a while for privacy. I also wanted to be alone and to reflect on everything that happened. My heart is still screaming in pain. I cannot imagine that a man I thought I would live forever was actually my real enemy.The pain Ares had cau