Time moves impossibly slowly as we rush through the highway and the sun begins to peek over the horizon. It's probably been only twenty minutes, but it feels like an eternity.
The bleeding in Thomas' arms has stopped, but his wound is still open, and his breathing is almost imperceptible.
I place a hand on his forehead. He's deathly cold.
In the distance, I can see the city skyline propping up against the vastness of the surrounding forest. We aren't so far out after all.
"There's a hospital near the entrance to the city. Can't we just go there?" I plead with Alexei, who has been silent until now.
"We don't go to human doctors." Alexei swerves to catch an exit, leading away from the city and away from any hope he'd listen to me.
A few minutes later, we're at a port of sorts, and two men open a gate just in time for the car to speed through.
"Where are we going?" I ask, not understanding the situation.
"We're taking a boat."
Calling the thing we board a boat is a severe understatement. It's more like a big motorized kayak, and Alexei props Thomas down on one of the seats. I hold on to his back as we rush through rough waters.
I am so confused and terrified, though I hate to admit it. I don't like water, and for a second, I'm afraid that Alexei is just taking us out to sea to dump our bodies there so no one will find us.
But a few moments later, we enter a path through some wetlands. It's a mangrove maze, and I have no idea how he knows where we're going. Soon enough, a dock of sorts comes into view, and Alexei stops the boat.
Farther behind, there's a guard post, and men rush toward us.
"Take him to Giselle," Alexei says, stepping onto the dock, and making the boat wobble. I hold on to Thomas' inert body while trying not to fall off myself.
The men roughly pick him up and they carry him quickly away from sight behind the trees while I struggle to get out of the boat and run after them. When my bare, sore feet hit the pavement, they almost sizzle. It's burning hot.
"Woah, woah, woah, you aren't going anywhere," Alexei cries out behind me. He's busy tying up the boat to the dock. "I will take you to the clinic. Wait."
I step back onto the wooden pier and stop to take a look at this place. Down the pavement path, there's a tall chain-link fence
It's like a fortress hidden in the middle of wetlands.
"Cover your eyes," he says, handing me a dark piece of fabric. "And get on."
He opens the garage door next to the guard post and gets on a motorcycle. The engine rushes to life, and he turns it toward me.
"Come on!" he yells, and I step up behind him. I don't like the proximity of his bare chest against my shirt, but I grab onto him, anyway. "And put on that damned mask if you don't want me to toss you into the water."
I place it on my head, but I lower it a bit. Alexei glances back and seems satisfied with what I did, so he accelerates.
I can't believe my eyes once we fully enter what seems to be an enormous compound. There are cozy-looking homes with perfectly tended front yards and paved streets.
We even pass by a group of children playing basketball on the sidewalk.
What is this place?
We then make it to an enormous clinic and I quickly move the mask up before Alexei is off the motorcycle. I hear someone's footsteps approach us.
"Honey, do you need care, too?" It's a woman's voice, and I assume she's talking to me, though she says nothing about the black thing on my face.
"I..."
"Yes, she has a few cuts," Alexei says. "Take her to a secure wing."
The woman gently grabs me by the arm and starts guiding me.
"We should get you a chair. Don't want to step on the dirty clinic's floors like that."
"Where is Thomas?" I cut in, as the cool air conditioner greets me when some doors close to us open.
"Beta Tommy is with Healer Giselle. He will recover," the woman says.
Beta Tommy?
As in beta to Alpha Maximilian Thorn?
"Liz, shut it," Alexei growls from nearby. "What part of secure didn't you get?"
"You don't get to boss me around in the clinic, mister. You shut it," Liz says, and in an instant, I feel her gently pushing me back.
"Sit," she says, as I realize there's a wheelchair behind me. "We'll get you patched up in no time."
She wheels me for a few seconds, greeting other people as we move. Then she comes to an abrupt stop, and even with my eyes covered, I know who's in her way. I don't know if it's his scent or just a change of tension in the air, but I know it's him.
"I will take her," Maximilian's deep voice says.
"Alpha, sir, Alexei said..." I feel Liz letting go of the chair's handles. "I'm taking her to the secure wing."
"Thank you, Liz."
I hear Maximilian step closer and roughly start moving the wheelchair behind me.
He startles me by placing his mouth really close to my ear.
"You shouldn't be here..." he whispers.
"Thomas is-"
"Tommy is fine," he says, cutting me off. "And I'm very curious as to how you know him."
So Thomas, or Tommy as he seems to be what they call him here, hadn't told Maximilian anything about me. Or is this just a trick to get me to reveal something?
We start descending, and I begin to dread what their secure place is.
"You can take the cover off," he says, and I comply.
There's a long hallway and doors to the side. He wheels me into a windowless room and I freeze.
The bed has manacles for hands and legs, and curved edges everywhere... just like the mental institution my father confined me to a few years ago.
My heart begins to race and my breathing becomes labored.
Maximilian stands over me, a frown on his face.
"Are you OK?" he asks, but I can't hear him. I realize I'm having a panic attack, even though my rational side tells me this is not the same place. This is just so I don't see other people. Just to keep me safe. Anything but tied up to a bed...
"Helena?!" He kneels and looks into my eyes. But my labored breathing doesn't stop and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
I begin to choke for air, and Maximilian rushes out of the room, calling people. There's a flurry of people coming in and they move me to the bed, which sends me heaving even more.
Maximilian grabs my face and comes very near.
"You are safe here, Helena. Nothing is going to happen to you. You are safe," he repeats these words, but my body is shaking uncontrollably.
I barely feel someone pinch me, and my spasms begin to slow down. My vision fades away, and I finally relax, hearing the doctors and nurses murmur around me.
At one point they start moving the bed, and we're going up again. They make a big fuss about closing all the curtains when they haul me into a room above ground.
I drift in and out of sleep, and every time I wake up, Maximilian is still there, standing at the foot of the bed.
I try to keep my eyes open. Gone is the concerned man who had been trying to calm me down just moments ago.
It's been a while since I've had a panic attack, and now that I'm sedated, I wish he would just go away. I want to see Thomas, but I can't bring myself to tell him that.
He looks angry or disappointed, or both.
"I don't know what happened to you down there," he says. "But if you don't want to end up in a place like that..."
The door opens and in walks Thomas, his arm in a sling and the other one dragging an IV pole. Maximilian glares at him.
I'm struggling to keep my eyes open.
"Max..." Thomas closes the door.
"Aren't you supposed to be recovering from nearly dying?" Maximilian eyes us both suspiciously.
"A nurse said she had a panic attack..." Thomas looks torn between staying close to the door and coming over to my bed.
"I'm OK," I croak.
Maximilian takes a seat on the bench near the window.
"Well, since the two of you are here, why don't you begin to explain what the fuck is going on?"
"We were friends while I was still in Moonspell pack," Thomas says before I can speak. I sigh with relief, utterly aware of Maximilian's gaze on me. Friends? I'm pretty sure friends don't do the things we did, and the memory of those evenings threaten to make me blush. "Friends?" Maximilian says, raising an eyebrow. "I lived close to their countryside estate. Helena would spend her summers there. And when I turned 17, I moved to the city to become Alpha Conrad's driver. You know all this..." Tommy is now struggling to stand, but Maximilian doesn't flinch or offer him a seat. He sits there, like a judge and executioner, weighing Tommy's words. "How come you never told me this?" "I wasn't aware she was part of your plans..." I pretend to lose the battle against sleep and turn around, giving Maximilian my back, and trying not to look too comfortable. Even though Thomas is his beta, it's clear that they can't communicate through the mind-link, or else, they probably would be spe
☽ MAXIMILIAN ☾ Things are getting out of control, and I hate not being in control. That's what happens when you delegate things to a man who can't even read or write. But I need a man like Alexei. An empire doesn't run itself just on smart guys. Brawn and a good command of people can go a long way. It takes me half an hour to reach my apartment in the city with the morning traffic, and I'm so pissed off I feel like I'm going to bite someone's head off if they cross me. If only Alexei had kept his fucking mouth shut, I wouldn't be stuck with that girl who's driving me crazy. Everything about her is chaos personified, and I can't have that in my life. Ever since I saw her sitting there in Alpha Jackson's venue, all I've wanted is to rip her clothes off and fuck her senseless. Hear her moan my name and leave her begging for more. She'd be easier to take off my mind if she wasn't so damn... interesting. It's not like I lack women if I feel like having a good bang to cool it off.
"You should get some rest," Giselle tells me, and I instantly relax. Her whole attitude has changed now that Thomas is gone from the room. "We'll get you something to eat and leave it here if you're asleep. I don't care what Alpha Max said. You aren't going anywhere until Tommy is fit to be released." With a nod, she leaves the room. I almost call out to her before the door closes, but I stop myself. She seems to be the top authority here in the hospital, but I doubt she'll listen to me if I tell her I'm here against my will. Now, though, I don't think I would leave even if they'd let me. Not when I've found Thomas, even if he belongs to Maximilian Thorn's pack. I want him to leave with me. I just have to figure out how the hell he ended up with these men and try to convince him to come with me. When I succumb to the sedatives and exhaustion, I dream of the past, but it's more like reliving a memory of me and Thomas when we were younger. We're at the creek close to my father's
I want to tell him to listen to his Alpha, but I don't, because the truth is I don't trust myself around him either. I should be afraid. I should listen to my gut that's telling me that this isn't the same person I fell in love with all these years ago. But he feels so familiar at the same time, and it's not like I have a lot of options. Between staying with him or Alexei or being locked up in some dungeon... "We should go," Thomas says after I stay silent for a few seconds. "The sun will be up soon." He hands me some plastic slippers and opens the door. The hallway outside is eerily silent as we make our way out. I was expecting someone to talk to us or that we'd have to do some paperwork to be released, but we just walk out of the hospital and I'm surprised by the bluish pink sky. "Do you want to drive?" he says, throwing me some car keys. He smiles and keeps on walking toward the parking lot. "What? I don't even know where we're going." I barely manage to catch the keys an
I've done it. I've finally managed to shift. I don't know how, or what the hell just happened, but I'm on all fours, and my senses are maxed out. Everything smells stronger, the light is brighter, and the strength I feel in my limbs is something I've never felt before. It's like I'm moving on clouds. I have paws and claws, and I feel like laughing because my fur is red, almost redder than my hair. I can't speak, though, but I let out a howl that pierces through the morning sky. Even though I'm not paying attention to the house, it's like the fur on my back can feel the four eyes watching me. Tommy stands next to the pool with his jaw dropped, and Alexei is pacing back and forth. "Isn't she too old for this to be her first time?" he grunts. "I don't like this. The place isn't secure enough." I can hear his voice faintly even though they're far away from where I stand. How have I been living without this for so long? "Just let her be for a few minutes, will you?" Tommy snap
Tommy's hoarse words send a shiver down my spine, making the hairs on my arms stand. I want him so much that it hurts. "I'm not scared of you," I whisper into his ear, bringing my cheek next to his. He slowly pulls his face away from mine, letting go of my wrists. Without warning, he pushes me onto the bed, and the towel that had been covering the lower part of my body slips away, leaving me completely naked.Now I'm so aroused that I want to squirm, but I try to play it lightly. Gods, he's gorgeous. I watch him head over to the windows and close the curtains, though it's clear he's having a hard time keeping his gaze away from me.He roughly tugs at them and they're closed, and he turns his full attention to me. Like a predator, he circles the bed, his eyes devouring every inch of my bare body lying on the bed in full display. I slowly stretch my arms and pull apart my legs just enough so he can't really see me. "I should shower," I say, and yawn. Then I start to sit up. He grab
I've spent hours pacing around the room and watching the prettiest but loneliest sunset of my life. Back at home, I could at least call Joan. Here, I don't dare leave the room in case Maximilian is still downstairs. And I'm still mad at Tommy for leaving me the way he did. A knock on the door stops me in my tracks, and the door opens before I can respond. "Dinner," Tommy says coldly, closing the door behind him. The instant it closes, his face changes into a frown. "He's still here, isn't he?" I say. I don't even need to name him. Tommy nods and sets down a tray with chicken and noodles. "Lena, if he even suspects..." I rush to him and his words are drowned by the kiss I place on his slips. Without meaning to, I've slammed into him, sending his back against the closed door. "Stop," he pushes me away gently but firmly. "Do you really not understand what he'd do to me if he knew?" His angry voice only encourages me further, but I let go and brusquely turn away. "You're a cowa
☽ MAXIMILIAN ☾ "Useless." Petra wipes her sweaty brow and bends to pick up her shirt from the mat. "That's what you are unless you learn how to shift and fight." Without glancing in Lena's direction, she heads over to the locker rooms, still panting from beating up Lena. The Princess is on the floor, also catching her breath. Dark blue and purple bruises are beginning to form on her stomach, ribs, arms, and legs. I'm not sorry for her. Ok. Maybe Petra had gotten a little carried away. She could have paced herself once she realized Lena really couldn't shift or fight. But everyone in the pack undergoes this ritual. To become stronger your first need to break. I would know. She stands and sways a bit as if gathering her strength, giving me a deathlike glare before stepping outside. I find her leaning against the car, her head resting on the top. Her neck and chest drip with sweat, threatening to give me a hard-on. I wish I could say her messy hair and beat-up look make her le
Now that he's left me here, I don't know what to do, so I look at the painting for a little longer and move on to another. I hadn't intended to piss him off so badly, and I don't really know what I said that angered him so much. Some people look at me curiously, but thankfully, no one approaches me. Just as my eyes wander, trying to find where the bathroom is, I feel someone jerk my arm from behind. "What...?" "We have to leave. Now." Tommy escorts me through the crowd, roughly making his way between people. Some stare at him and one even yells at us for bumping into them. "What's going on? Is Maximilian all right?" I ask, trying to keep my voice down. Tommy pauses for a split second and then continues heading toward the exit. "Don't tell me you like him now." "No, it's just that he disappeared... Tommy! Stop! Please, tell me what's happening." He ignores me. Soon, we're outside, and Tommy pulls my hand down the steps, almost making me trip. "Get in the car." Rushing to the
Maximilian's grip on my hand tightens the second we enter the museum, making me glance in his direction. Is he... nervous? Or is he trying to be reassuring with me? Either possibility is beyond anything I would expect of a man who seconds ago had just threatened me so I would behave. The music inside engulfs us. It's a mellow, classical song, which is instantly drowned by the hundreds of conversations taking place inside the dimly lit space. So many eyes follow us as he leads me toward an enormous bar set up in an open courtyard. Fairy lights hang from fruit trees, giving the place an ethereal, fairy-like atmosphere. "Do you want champagne?" he asks, not bothering to wait for me to answer. He grabs two bubbly flutes from a waiter's tray and hands one to me. "Even if you can't shift, I presume you can hold your alcohol down." "Maybe. Maybe not," I say teasingly, downing the champagne in one go. It makes my throat ache but I do my best to conceal it. The thinnest smile forms
After a quick shower, I grab the scandalous dress I picked back at the store. It takes me a while to find it in the pile of boxes and hangers that has been delivered to the apartment while I was in the bathroom. And just when I start to wonder what I'm supposed to do about hair and makeup, a team of cheerful and colorful people bursts in. "You must be Helena! We're going to make you look great tonight!" the oldest-looking of them says effusively. "I'm Hugo, by the way. Pleasure to meet you." He saunters over and kisses my cheeks, completely unfazed by the fact that I'm only wearing a towel. "Hi," is all I manage to say, but I return his enthusiasm with a smile. "I, um. I was going to get dressed." "Oh don't you worry, honey! We got this!" says a lady, snatching the dress from my hands and heading toward the hallway. "We're here to fix any alterations your wardrobe might need." She continues to speak but her voice fades away as she moves farther away. The team springs into action,
The second I step out of the elevator, Maximilian drops his jaw and immediately tries to compose himself, pretending not to be shocked or surprised by how I look. The change is minimal- instead of the baggy pants and shirt, the jeans and top I chose hug my curves- but I know that it's causing an impression.An army of assistants follows Farrah down the stairs, and they arrive just as I join Maximilian near the lobby. "It seems like you got everything you need." Maximilian's eyes wander over to the assistants who are carrying dozens of bags and boxes. "I'll have to get them picked up. They won't fit in the car." There's a hint of annoyance in his voice, and that makes me smile. "Yes. I was very thorough," I say in a sweet voice. I can't tell if he's annoyed that I'm making him spend so much money or because the sheer volume of clothes presents a logistical challenge to whatever his plans are. "We can have everything delivered to your apartment, Mr. Thorn." Farrah hands me a smaller
"What?!" I blurt out, just as Maximilian swerves into a driveway in front of a high-end luxury store building. "You need clothes." That's all he says as he steps out of the car and hands the keys to a valet parking guy. I fumble with the seatbelt, my hands shaking, and Maximilian is by my door, opening it. "Dearest," he says with a devilish grin. "Let me help you with that." He bends over me, his face passing dangerously close to mine. I catch a whiff of his smell and my back stiffens. It's so damn delicious that for a second, it's easy to forget this is my captor and enemy. I speak through gritted teeth. "What. Did. You. Mean." The seatbelt clicks and it slides back to its place as Maximilian turns toward me, his nose almost brushing mine. "Let's go, darling. We need to get you out of that stained, sweaty shirt." I can smell his minty breath as he holds there for a second and gives me a slow peck on the cheek right before pulling his torso out of the car. He extends a h
We take a ferry out of the mangrove maze out into the open ocean, approaching the city from a different, more crowded port than the one Alexei used to get Tommy and me to the island. This is not good. Naranjos may be a prison, but it's still a very nice one. I shudder thinking about the hospital bed and the restraints. Hopefully, Tommy hasn't told Maximilian why that situation sent me into a panic attack. The last thing I need is to let this man in on the darkest secret of my past. It would be like giving him complete power over me, though he technically already has that. Even though I'm angry with Tommy, the thought of never seeing him again is pressing against my heart. I have a feeling that wherever we're going, Tommy will be out of the picture for the foreseeable future. "Don't blame Tommy for today," I say tentatively, trying to get Maximilian to talk. He's been silent ever since he threw my own words back at me. "It wasn't his fault. I really just wanted to explore the isla
My jaw drops."Thorn?" I say, as if I hadn't heard the name clearly. "Maximilian is my grandson. Not a lot of people know in the pack, and I'm trusting you with this knowledge because it might help you." "I... I don't think I understand," I say. Help me with what?Ada sighs as if frustrated with my lack of comprehension. "Maximilian carries the weight of the world on his shoulders, fighting battles on dozens of fronts. His ways may not be the most ethical or legal, but everything he does is to protect Shadowmist pack. Sometimes there are innocent people caught along the way, and I believe humanizing him might help you understand him and the motivations behind the things he does." Ada stands and heads towards a back door without waiting for me to reply. But I don't want to understand Maximilian.Everything I've seen and heard about him so far paints such a different story from the one I've heard for such a long time. The truth is that I'm still his captive and my reality is the com
"Get up," Petra says after I've spent a few seconds panting on the mat floor. Tommy dropped me off at the gym this morning without speaking a word to me during the ride. Then he drove away, leaving me alone with Petra. This time, however, Petra is going easy on me. It seems Maximilian has instructed her to actually teach me something instead of just beating me up. I stand, wiping the sweat off my forehead. "Don't get distracted by my words. When someone's lunging at you, it doesn't matter what they're saying. You move out of the way or block them." I nod, preparing myself for another attack. Despite disliking Petra on principle -my body is still covered in the bruises she gave me yesterday- I find that I'm actually liking this. Petra rushes toward me, intent on grabbing my legs again. This time, however, I'm ready for her. Instead of getting out of the way, I stand my ground and kneel. Her arms wrap around my own and with a cry of rage, I throw her off me before she's able t
Tommy pulls away a second before the door opens. "I knew it." I gasp in surprise, but also with relief. It's not Maximilian, but I also have no idea who the pregnant woman standing at the door is. "Special guest, my ass! I knew you were with some girl!" The woman storms in and slams her fist against Tommy's shoulder. He cringes with pain, apparently still feeling the aftermath of his wounds. His eyes dart between me and the woman, and I sit there, at a loss for words. Is this his girlfriend or something? His very pregnant girlfriend? "Lilly, stop! What are you doing here?!" Tommy grabs her hands and stops her from hitting him again. "Calm down." Lilly looks at me with rage, her eyes wandering all over my bruised body. As she realizes the state I'm in, her eyes widen. "Did you... did you do this to her?" She backs away, pulling her hands from Tommy's grasp. "None of this is what it looks like," Tommy says, more to me than to Lilly. This seems to infuriate her again. "Fuck