Chapter 37

Cyrus

What the hell just happened?

I couldn’t explain it even if someone held a damn gun to my head.

One second, we were arguing, and the next, I’d kissed her and then everything went straight to hell from there. I rushed to my bedroom, hoping that nobody would see me because I was rock hard. I closed the door behind me and then rushed to the bathroom. I splashed water on my face, but what was I thinking? It wasn’t going to be enough. Not even the coldest shower in the world would get rid of this boner.

So, I unzipped my pants, and got straight to work.

I came hard, Eva’s name dangling on the tip of my tongue. I could still taste her in my mouth, and smell her heavenly scent on my skin. Once I was done, I cleaned up and sat on the floor of the bathroom with my head in my hands.

What was I going to do now?

I had no clue, and that was a rarity for me. I always had a plan, even when everything had long gone to shit. However, everything with her was different, and I was all but losi