GUTEMBERG (Ghost)
Every government has laws.
Every crime has a purpose.
Every society has rules.
It's pure logic, we're just so obsessed with the idea of freedom that we don't see the obvious. We are still the same. Turns out it's so much more, It's easy to pretend there's no control. The laws in the criminal world are simple, but here there is a crown, a prickly and bloody, an ammo belt under the head, and each decision is minimally thought out to cause the smallest impact. Which also means that the king's orders must be obeyed.
I clear my throat, scratching the back of my neck as Timmy cleans his pistol. As if last night never existed.
"Are you well?"he asks with a smile provocative on the lips, glad enough to make me opine how many times has he participated in torture. Many must be the answer. For someone like Timmy, born and raised in the community, episodes of violence come naturally. But no for me.
I try not to look like I'm about to puke just looking at all the blood all over the couch, because that would make me weak, but fuck it.
"That shit is disgusting."I say this when one of the guys responsible for security on the hill sits next to the pool of blood and bites into his sandwich. Without making a face.
"Relax, man." Timmy says and I squint my eyes in his direction. He's no older than eighteen, but from the amount of tattoos and muscle on his body, he could be older than me.
"I am fine." I say, tracing circles on my jeans with my fingertips. He huffs but doesn't say anything else. Which I thank mentally.
"What are you going to do with Pryia?"the guy with the sandwich asks, still sitting next to the pool of blood.
I grimace.
"Don't speak that bitch's name."growl, clenching hands into fists ready to brand the motherfucker's face.
I haven't forgotten about the cheater for a moment since I found out about the cheating and was on my way to sort it out when Timmy called me and said the boss needed to talk.
A whole night of fucking torture!
Not me.
The sucker who decided to sell the formula I created to the Mexicans without our fucking authorization.
Of course, which brings me to Pryia CHEATER.
Everyone thinks Blake runs the hill, but he died less than two years ago and since then the only one on the front line is his younger brother Olav, or as he prefers to be called, Midnight. The guy was seventeen when he watched his brother being murdered and then had to bury him alone, I don't believe that at that moment he had the audacity to take his place, but that's what happened.
"She left."Timmy says and my attention falls on him.
"What you mean?"I ask, finally feeling enough to stand up and not throw up.
"Anything.
I click my tongue, shrugging.
"It didn't seem like anything half a minute ago.
A low, chuckling sound leaves her throat.
"That cunt really messed with your head, didn't it?
Anger explodes through my veins. First, because he is right on one level. Pryia always had control under me for a while and now that I've discovered the beautiful pair of horns she made especially for my head, I'm borderline obsessed.
The sandwich guy, who looks like he's finished his meal and looks like he really wants to suck me, snorts and points his finger toward the door.
"What!?"I shout at him.
"Everyone is calling you a cuckold.”
I open and close my mouth, my eyes narrowing on the door.
"Shit!"
Timmy starts laughing and walks over to my side, patting my shoulder in a friendly way.
I see everything red.
"Who is calling me that?" my eyes don't leave the door for a second. The adrenaline of having witnessed a murder for the first time still coursing through my body.
"Face…" Timmy starts, but I push his arm away and glare at the sandwich guy.
"Who the fuck?! I want names!"
He stares at me for a few seconds in shock. Before shaking his head in the negative. I grab him by the shirt and slam my fist into his stomach.
Someone curses in the background, but I'm so focused I don't hear the protests until someone pulls me off the worm.
"What the fuck is this in my fucking house?!" I blink a few times before focusing on Huxley's youthful but extensively scarred face, I mean Midnight. It's hard to disassociate the face from the name when you've known the person for so long.
"He attacked me, boss!" the sandwich guy says and I roll my eyes. He doesn't know that Midnight is actually the boss, but he thinks he's second to Blake and he's afraid it will get back to him.
"Ghost is upset because his girlfriend left with a sugar daddy and Crazy, there." he points to the sandwich guy. " Likes to play with fire."
I growl. Why, fuck! She traded me for an old man really?
"I just said everyone was calling him a cuckold."
Sandwich says, looking annoyed that Timmy didn't stand up for him.
"Like I said, playing with fire. Nobody calls a drug dealer a cuckold."
I raise my eyebrows and tilt my head in Timmy's direction.
"I already said I'm not a drug dealer."I talk.
He raises both hands in the air with a bored face.
"It only produces."
" That's completely different." I blink at him.
"Dude, if you're so pissed off at the horns, why don't you get even?" it's the sandwich guy talking.
I run my tongue between my parched lips, realizing that I have no idea how many hours it's been since I drank water, and that makes me more irritable. I have a routine, a strict diet and the exact amount of water I should drink a day.
"II would love to drag that bitch up the hill by her hair, take off all her clothes and humiliate her in front of her family, but she ran away to another country so…"
"And her sister?" he speaks, and my feet lock in half the way to the refrigerator.
"Who?" I arch an eyebrow, but before he has a chance to respond, Timmy is sticking his gun in the unfortunate man's mouth and spitting out threats.
"Don't speak her name, don't look at her, don't fucking think about her!"
Just when I think he's going to kill the wretch, his body relaxes and he slowly turns towards me, gun still in hand.
"Davina has nothing to do with your shit with Pryia, Phantom. Leave her out of this."
Davina.
The name echoes in my mind throughout the night and the next day. Firstly, I had no idea that Pryia had a teenage sister, and secondly, but no less importantly, what will I do with this information?
Ignoring the discovery was proving to be a difficult task, especially after Timmy practically declared his possession of the girl like a damned caveman. His mistake. This only increased my curiosity.
I rub my face with the palm of my hand and turn on the faucet, it's been over forty-eight hours since I left the house, and I'm sure my cell phone has been bombarded with messages and calls from my little sister, she usually doesn't mind when I'm out, probably the opposite of that, but since I got so much lectured by jimmy I decided to spare my ears the perfect dad rants from him and send my best friend to babysit.
Not for free.
Never for free.
But since he's tasted my special recipes, I'm his private source of supply. Of course, none of us two talks about my extracurricular role, though I suspect he has his own closet secrets.
I pull my phone out of my pocket and go straight to his contact number, waving when Blake walks past me and waves.
"Are you already going?"he asks without looking at me, opening the fridge and grabbing an apple.
"I need to check on my sister." I justify, shrugging my shoulders up. I usually don't spend more than a day on the hill, although I have a house here too.
He frowns and grimaces.
"Sister." he repeats.
"Yes, you met her back then." I twist my face. " For a few minutes."
Huxley snorts, biting into the apple angrily.
"But for her trying to kill me." he groans and lets out a chuckle.
"That was just a little girl defending herself." I explain, though he didn't ask for a justification and frankly, he doesn't need one. Morgana lives in a diamond-colored bubble and thought her home had been invaded, so she acted impulsively and hit her head with a pan? Problem. I was proud. "Besides, people try to kill him every day." I add.
"Whatever." he says and silence falls between us until finally Vincent mutters from the other side of the line.
"What the hell!" fumes, half sleepy." What time is it?" I let my eyes wander to the watch on my wrist and whistle.
"More than waking time, Cinderella."
"Rapunzel." I look up at Midnight.
"As?"
"The right princess is Rapunzel, not Cinderella."speaks, the tone almost condescending.
I crack a smile.
"And you know so much about princesses..."
He holds up his middle finger and snarls half a dozen curses.
My smile widens.
"Where are you the in the end?" Vincent retakes my attention."It's a day and night late."
Sigh.
"There was an unforeseen." Huxley throws the half-eaten apple in the trash and opens the cupboard.to the pans, taking out a milk jug and filling it with tap water. I watch as he sets aside the bowl of coffee, opens the drawer of spoons, and pretends he isn't paying attention to my conversation."I am on my way." I close the connection, support the shoulder on the wall and wait for him to start talking.
"Do you still keep that part of your life a secret?"question.
Vualá.
"I should not?" he looks at me for a second before he decides it's not worth it and goes back to focusing on the coffee grounds.
I roll my eyes.
"What?" I ask.
"Anything."
"Man, I need to go find my parents and talk to my sister. I will be back later."
"I need you to be here today." Huxley says, and I stare at him again.
"Why?" I ask when he goes silent again.
"You'll know when you're here."
I run my hand over my face and nod, because I knew I couldn't keep the two sides of my world apart much longer, but I thought I'd have more time.
GUTEMBERGI slide the gate bolt slowly, checking over my shoulder to see if any lights have come on since I locked the front door, when I realize they haven't, I let out a sigh of relief and look down. I stare at my bare, dirty feet, then scenes from last night explode inside my head and the smell of blood hits me.The blood is stuck to my clothes and skin, a clear note of what I've done.In my right hand, my phone vibrates non-stop.I crush the urge to answer the call and throw the device away, it hits the wall and falls to the floor.My parents have an important place in society, a place inherited from my father's family, a place my mother will never relinquish, a position I have never had the option of denying. To all the important people in San Diego, I am Gutemberg Ramsey, a promising lawyer with a penchant for dangerous sports, fast romances and a born activist. To the underprivileged part of West City, a place we call the Hill, I'm the right-hand man of the local drug dealer.
DAVINAThe blanket I chose earlier today, the same one I've been using since I was thirteen and welcomed as a favorite after Grandma confessed that she sewed it herself, barely covers the bed, leaving a third of the mattress exposed. The thing is, I refuse to change the blanket and get a new one.Even with the bedroom door locked, I can hear my parents arguing, every day they find a new reason to fight, even if the reason is something silly like leaving the orange peel in the sink. It's nonsense, we all know that Mom blames Dad for Pryia's departure. Another piece of nonsense. My sister has always hated this place and was going to leave sooner or later, it just happened to be soon enough to drive Mom crazy.I throw myself back on the bed, drowning among the lined pillows. My sister used to tease me about this as a child, pointing out how strange I was for having so many pillows around me that there was no room left for me on the mattress.The memory makes me look away, at her empty, t
DAVINA'' Mrs. Carter? One minute, please.''I freeze in place, my breathing wavering when I hear his footsteps behind me.He shouldn't be talking to me here, not when we're alone. Someone might notice.'' What? '' I ask, but my voice is so low and hoarse that it's more like a grunt.Tom looks around before closing the distance between us, then when he's sure there's no one near, his fingers touch my cheek and lips.'' I missed you this weekend." His tone is sweet, so sweet that I want to smile, but I can't. He and I aren't going to happen anymore. It's not going to happen anymore.'' And your fiancée? '' a wrinkle appears between his eyebrows and his body tenses, but all he does is shake his head. I still hoped he would deny it.'' I don't love her.'''' She's expecting you, baby. '' I accuse, pulling away from his touch.'' Yes, she set me up. I'm going to marry her just to give my daughter a family. ''I wrinkle my nose.'' Fine, then go back to her and stay away from me.'''' No,
GUTEMBERGMy eyes flick towards Timmy and I focus on the tattoo on his neck, it's just a number, an eight, but he's never explained the meaning to anyone. The two of us are having yet another argument over it, his little protégé and my newest obsession.If he only knew what I know about his little darling."You're the one who keeps talking about her. "I reply, and his jaw clenches. He's one step away from hitting me in the face, the only thing stopping him is his weakened state.I was having fun with our little debate until he started talking about my other name, not the real one, the one no one here should hear."Shut the fuck up! There is no Phantom here, only Gutemberg." Remember that, no one can know about my other life.I'm sure he can see that he's crossed a line, but there will be no apologies. I can see in his eyes that he will do anything to get me away from Davina, including blackmailing me. Likewise, I need to think about all my future steps from here. I still want to make
DAVINA I shouldn't drink. At least, I shouldn't drink anything alcoholic before I was the right age. The thing is, I needed a drink. A lot. The conversation I had with Timmy three days ago in hospital both terrified me and created a certain hope, which is crazy, since he made me promise to stay away from Gutemberg Ramsey under threat, yes, Gutemberg Ramsey, I say his full name because he's not there, in fact, I've repeated his name countless times since I found out, and I don't intend to stop. He could also be a Ghost, considering I'd never seen him before that day in the hospital, and I've never been so scared in someone's presence. Scared and on all fours. I nearly had a heart attack when he opened the bedroom door and I fell to my knees on the floor in the most humiliating position. Urgh. Unbelievable. I rest my eyes on the three blinking dots on the cell phone Sissy has been typing on since I told her about my sister's ex leading a double life. I wasn't sure I was going to t
DAVINA I'm so immersed in the conversation with Sissy that I only notice the confusion around me when it's too late. My mom yells at my dad, defending Pryia and blaming him, again, the chaotic news is that he responds with the same intensity. I almost reach for my headphones before she sends him away from the house screaming.In an instant, I jump out of bed and hurry into the living room to avoid a bigger disaster.I'm also reaching my limit with them, it's like my parents have been replaced by beings from another planet. Before Priya left, I don't remember witnessing fights between them, in fact, they barely communicated beyond what was necessary. I think their marriage wasn't going well and my sister's sudden departure was the trigger."What are you doing?" All the neighbors will hear it!"Stay out of it, Davina. My father grumbled, looking disoriented. As I approached him, I realized why. He was drunk, something that was becoming more and more frequent."Your father lost all
GUTEMBERGI ran my finger down the page of the book one last time, memorizing the final sentence and reflecting on it for a second before saying goodbye to the story.If anyone asks me, I don't like books. A lie I've invented and reinvented several times to erase the memory of an altruistic and loving mother who no longer exists. For the gossip sites, I'm the stripped-down and adventurous heir. For the members and brothers of the faction I'm part of, I'm the shadow, the blade, the Ghost. Most of them don't know where I came from or what my real role is, but they all look for me.But in my room, I'm a lover of contemporary novels. It all started with biographies, then adventure and mystery books, then somehow I stumbled across novels.I rest my head on the pillow and retrieve my cell phone from between the sheets. As soon as it lights up, Midnight's name appears. He wants me to go back to the Hill and deal with his new pet, Aaron Taylor. I say a huge no, because I'm not a bloody babysi
DAVINAThe square was deserted. Not even the sound of a breeze dared to break the silence. The yellowish lights of the streetlamps cast long, restless shadows, distorting the outline of the benches and sparse trees. My heart beat like a muffled storm. I looked at him with hatred. Ghost. That nickname came to mind as naturally as the contempt I felt. If Gutemberg had disappeared with my sister, then now I would disappear with his peace.I crouched down, clutching the shard of glass I'd found on the ground earlier. Just one blow to the rearview mirror... that's all, I kept repeating in my head. The thought of destroying something of his ignited a dark rage that I tried to control.But before I could act, I heard the familiar sound of a car door opening. It descended slowly, as if waiting for something. His silhouette stood out against the streetlamp, tall and calm. He always seemed to be in control, always one step ahead, as if I were the rebellious girl he could ignore. This irritated m
GUTEMBERGMy apartment was too quiet. The only thing that broke the silence was the sound of the city lights coming through the windows, illuminating the white marble and the perfect lines of the kitchen. It was the kind of place that should make someone feel on top of the world. To me, lately, it just seemed empty. My sister wasn't there. Again. Her room was dark when I passed by, and something told me that she had gone to our parents' house. This bothered me more than I wanted to admit. Not that I could blame her, they can be persuasive when they want to be.''Are you going to tell me what the hell that was all about last night, or am I going to have to get the truth out of you? '' Vincent's voice broke through my thoughts.He was leaning against the bench, with that casual air he always carried, but his eyes... His blue eyes were dark, almost gray
DAVINAInside Aaron's car, with the radio playing some pop song I didn't recognize, I tried to ignore the throbbing in my temple. After all, bad days happen, but mine seemed especially committed to not ending.''Thanks for getting me out of that idiot's clutches. It was stupid of me to stay after class to talk to you '' I said, letting out a slow breath, still remembering Tom's pretentious smile.Aaron snorted, drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. ''You should situate the guy. He's a teacher, one complaint, and he'll be off your back in no time.''I turned my head, arching an eyebrow. ''I'm not going to ruin anyone's life, Aaron. Besides, a student having an affair with a rich teacher? You know who's going to be the villain in this story.''
DAVINAMy throat tightened, and the world around me seemed to crumble once again.The classroom seemed more suffocating than ever. Every second seemed to drag by, but my mind was elsewhere. I tried to concentrate on the muffled sound of the rain outside, but all I could do was go back to the problems at home. My father, the debts, Timmy. It was a weight that seemed to pull me under. Our family already owed money to Gutemberg, did my father really need to dig deeper and make new problems?''Davina! ''Tom's firm voice cut through my thoughts.I looked up and stared at him, not hiding my annoyance. He looked at me as if I were a personal challenge that he was determined to overcome.''Are you here, or do you prefer to keep wandering around in your own head?''I felt the whole room
DAVINAThe sky was beginning to lighten when I decided to leave. I didn't want to be there when Timmy came back. Facing that half-debauched, half-shy smile as we tried to ignore what had happened... no, I wasn't ready for that. In fact, I was trying not to think about it, but it was no use.Every step I took seemed to echo with memories of the kiss. The taste of him was still in my mouth, and the sensation of his touch... it just wouldn't leave my head. It was a mixture of warmth and chaos that I didn't know how to deal with. The way he held my face, the way his fingers seemed to want to say what words could not.I took a deep breath, trying to concentrate on the sound of my footsteps on the wet sidewalk. The rain had stopped, and the stree
TIMMYLeaving her behind made me angry. I should have stayed, made up an excuse that would convince Midnight and cause the rest of the guys to empathize, and stayed. But no, I had to take the call and abandon her warm, soft body. Davina is stubborn, hard-headed and full of ideas of revenge. And me, well... I'm a coward for trying to protect her from afar. But I know that this dirty side of life will only destroy her, and I can't allow that.Now, here I am, in the old plastic shed, waiting to hear Aaron's plan. Part of me wants to pick a fight with someone and get sent home, just to finish what I started with her, instead of getting stuck deeper and deeper in this hole with these guys.The smell of rust and mildew surrounds me as my footsteps echo on the crumbling floor. In the dark, I can barely see the shadows of the others, but I recognize the sound of heavy boots. Gutemberg.''T
TIMMYLeaving her behind made me angry. I should have stayed, made up an excuse that would convince Midnight and cause the rest of the guys to empathize, and stayed. But no, I had to take the call and abandon her warm, soft body. Davina is stubborn, hard-headed and full of ideas of revenge. And me, well... I'm a coward for trying to protect her from afar. But I know that this dirty side of life will only destroy her, and I can't allow that.Now, here I am, in the old plastic shed, waiting to hear Aaron's plan. Part of me wants to pick a fight with someone and get sent home, just to finish what I started with her, instead of getting stuck deeper and deeper in this hole with these guys.The smell of rust and mildew surrounds me as my footsteps echo on the crumbling floor. In the dark, I can barely see the shadows of the others, but I recognize the sound of heavy boots. Gutemberg.''Timmy," he calls, his voice low and rough, but I don'
DAVINA'' What are you watching? ''I asked, sitting down next to him. He gave me a sideways glance and pushed the bowl of popcorn onto my lap. I grabbed a handful and shoveled it into my mouth.'' Quiet, this is the best part.''I rolled my eyes, identifying the grotesque movie by the scene.The movie had barely started, and I could already feel the tension in the air. Halloween, a classic that Timmy loved, was playing on the TV in front of me. I pretended to be completely calm, but the truth was that horror movies always made me nervous, especially the ones he loved. The high''pitched sounds, the tense soundtrack... my stomach churned.Sitting next to him on the sofa, I pulled the blanket over me, trying to hide my discomfort. He was so focused that he barely blinked.'' You really love this thing, don't you?" I muttered, giving a smile to lighten the mood.He gave a crooked smile without taking his eyes off
DAVINAThe room was dark, and it took a while for my eyes to identify where I was. It was only in the dim light coming from the open window, through which lightning occasionally illuminated the space, that I identified Timmy's room. The simple decoration, without much identity, with only a banner on the wall of some strange horror movie, was different from his children's room, which was decorated by walls with hearts and children's drawings, since he shared the space with his younger sister. I looked at the clock on the bedside table, realizing that I had only slept for forty minutes.The shirt he'd given me was wrapped around my waist, and I was also wearing one of his underpants, a purchase I'd made myself from one of his drawers. I pulled the soft fabric of his shirt up to my nose and the smell of him invaded me. It was a comforting sensation, but also a dangerous one. I looked at myself in the bedroom mirror for a moment, my still damp hair falling around my shoulder
DAVINAThe square was deserted. Not even the sound of a breeze dared to break the silence. The yellowish lights of the streetlamps cast long, restless shadows, distorting the outline of the benches and sparse trees. My heart beat like a muffled storm. I looked at him with hatred. Ghost. That nickname came to mind as naturally as the contempt I felt. If Gutemberg had disappeared with my sister, then now I would disappear with his peace.I crouched down, clutching the shard of glass I'd found on the ground earlier. Just one blow to the rearview mirror... that's all, I kept repeating in my head. The thought of destroying something of his ignited a dark rage that I tried to control.But before I could act, I heard the familiar sound of a car door opening. It descended slowly, as if waiting for something. His silhouette stood out against the streetlamp, tall and calm. He always seemed to be in control, always one step ahead, as if I were the rebellious girl he could ignore. This irritated m