GUTEMBERG (Ghost)
Every government has laws.
Every crime has a purpose.
Every society has rules.
It's pure logic, we're just so obsessed with the idea of freedom that we don't see the obvious. We are still the same. Turns out it's so much more, It's easy to pretend there's no control. The laws in the criminal world are simple, but here there is a crown, a prickly and bloody, an ammo belt under the head, and each decision is minimally thought out to cause the smallest impact. Which also means that the king's orders must be obeyed.
I clear my throat, scratching the back of my neck as Timmy cleans his pistol. As if last night never existed.
"Are you well?"he asks with a smile provocative on the lips, glad enough to make me opine how many times has he participated in torture. Many must be the answer. For someone like Timmy, born and raised in the community, episodes of violence come naturally. But no for me.
I try not to look like I'm about to puke just looking at all the blood all over the couch, because that would make me weak, but fuck it.
"That shit is disgusting."I say this when one of the guys responsible for security on the hill sits next to the pool of blood and bites into his sandwich. Without making a face.
"Relax, man." Timmy says and I squint my eyes in his direction. He's no older than eighteen, but from the amount of tattoos and muscle on his body, he could be older than me.
"I am fine." I say, tracing circles on my jeans with my fingertips. He huffs but doesn't say anything else. Which I thank mentally.
"What are you going to do with Pryia?"the guy with the sandwich asks, still sitting next to the pool of blood.
I grimace.
"Don't speak that bitch's name."growl, clenching hands into fists ready to brand the motherfucker's face.
I haven't forgotten about the cheater for a moment since I found out about the cheating and was on my way to sort it out when Timmy called me and said the boss needed to talk.
A whole night of fucking torture!
Not me.
The sucker who decided to sell the formula I created to the Mexicans without our fucking authorization.
Of course, which brings me to Pryia CHEATER.
Everyone thinks Blake runs the hill, but he died less than two years ago and since then the only one on the front line is his younger brother Olav, or as he prefers to be called, Midnight. The guy was seventeen when he watched his brother being murdered and then had to bury him alone, I don't believe that at that moment he had the audacity to take his place, but that's what happened.
"She left."Timmy says and my attention falls on him.
"What you mean?"I ask, finally feeling enough to stand up and not throw up.
"Anything.
I click my tongue, shrugging.
"It didn't seem like anything half a minute ago.
A low, chuckling sound leaves her throat.
"That cunt really messed with your head, didn't it?
Anger explodes through my veins. First, because he is right on one level. Pryia always had control under me for a while and now that I've discovered the beautiful pair of horns she made especially for my head, I'm borderline obsessed.
The sandwich guy, who looks like he's finished his meal and looks like he really wants to suck me, snorts and points his finger toward the door.
"What!?"I shout at him.
"Everyone is calling you a cuckold.”
I open and close my mouth, my eyes narrowing on the door.
"Shit!"
Timmy starts laughing and walks over to my side, patting my shoulder in a friendly way.
I see everything red.
"Who is calling me that?" my eyes don't leave the door for a second. The adrenaline of having witnessed a murder for the first time still coursing through my body.
"Face…" Timmy starts, but I push his arm away and glare at the sandwich guy.
"Who the fuck?! I want names!"
He stares at me for a few seconds in shock. Before shaking his head in the negative. I grab him by the shirt and slam my fist into his stomach.
Someone curses in the background, but I'm so focused I don't hear the protests until someone pulls me off the worm.
"What the fuck is this in my fucking house?!" I blink a few times before focusing on Huxley's youthful but extensively scarred face, I mean Midnight. It's hard to disassociate the face from the name when you've known the person for so long.
"He attacked me, boss!" the sandwich guy says and I roll my eyes. He doesn't know that Midnight is actually the boss, but he thinks he's second to Blake and he's afraid it will get back to him.
"Ghost is upset because his girlfriend left with a sugar daddy and Crazy, there." he points to the sandwich guy. " Likes to play with fire."
I growl. Why, fuck! She traded me for an old man really?
"I just said everyone was calling him a cuckold."
Sandwich says, looking annoyed that Timmy didn't stand up for him.
"Like I said, playing with fire. Nobody calls a drug dealer a cuckold."
I raise my eyebrows and tilt my head in Timmy's direction.
"I already said I'm not a drug dealer."I talk.
He raises both hands in the air with a bored face.
"It only produces."
" That's completely different." I blink at him.
"Dude, if you're so pissed off at the horns, why don't you get even?" it's the sandwich guy talking.
I run my tongue between my parched lips, realizing that I have no idea how many hours it's been since I drank water, and that makes me more irritable. I have a routine, a strict diet and the exact amount of water I should drink a day.
"II would love to drag that bitch up the hill by her hair, take off all her clothes and humiliate her in front of her family, but she ran away to another country so…"
"And her sister?" he speaks, and my feet lock in half the way to the refrigerator.
"Who?" I arch an eyebrow, but before he has a chance to respond, Timmy is sticking his gun in the unfortunate man's mouth and spitting out threats.
"Don't speak her name, don't look at her, don't fucking think about her!"
Just when I think he's going to kill the wretch, his body relaxes and he slowly turns towards me, gun still in hand.
"Davina has nothing to do with your shit with Pryia, Phantom. Leave her out of this."
Davina.
The name echoes in my mind throughout the night and the next day. Firstly, I had no idea that Pryia had a teenage sister, and secondly, but no less importantly, what will I do with this information?
Ignoring the discovery was proving to be a difficult task, especially after Timmy practically declared his possession of the girl like a damned caveman. His mistake. This only increased my curiosity.
I rub my face with the palm of my hand and turn on the faucet, it's been over forty-eight hours since I left the house, and I'm sure my cell phone has been bombarded with messages and calls from my little sister, she usually doesn't mind when I'm out, probably the opposite of that, but since I got so much lectured by jimmy I decided to spare my ears the perfect dad rants from him and send my best friend to babysit.
Not for free.
Never for free.
But since he's tasted my special recipes, I'm his private source of supply. Of course, none of us two talks about my extracurricular role, though I suspect he has his own closet secrets.
I pull my phone out of my pocket and go straight to his contact number, waving when Blake walks past me and waves.
"Are you already going?"he asks without looking at me, opening the fridge and grabbing an apple.
"I need to check on my sister." I justify, shrugging my shoulders up. I usually don't spend more than a day on the hill, although I have a house here too.
He frowns and grimaces.
"Sister." he repeats.
"Yes, you met her back then." I twist my face. " For a few minutes."
Huxley snorts, biting into the apple angrily.
"But for her trying to kill me." he groans and lets out a chuckle.
"That was just a little girl defending herself." I explain, though he didn't ask for a justification and frankly, he doesn't need one. Morgana lives in a diamond-colored bubble and thought her home had been invaded, so she acted impulsively and hit her head with a pan? Problem. I was proud. "Besides, people try to kill him every day." I add.
"Whatever." he says and silence falls between us until finally Vincent mutters from the other side of the line.
"What the hell!" fumes, half sleepy." What time is it?" I let my eyes wander to the watch on my wrist and whistle.
"More than waking time, Cinderella."
"Rapunzel." I look up at Midnight.
"As?"
"The right princess is Rapunzel, not Cinderella."speaks, the tone almost condescending.
I crack a smile.
"And you know so much about princesses..."
He holds up his middle finger and snarls half a dozen curses.
My smile widens.
"Where are you the in the end?" Vincent retakes my attention."It's a day and night late."
Sigh.
"There was an unforeseen." Huxley throws the half-eaten apple in the trash and opens the cupboard.to the pans, taking out a milk jug and filling it with tap water. I watch as he sets aside the bowl of coffee, opens the drawer of spoons, and pretends he isn't paying attention to my conversation."I am on my way." I close the connection, support the shoulder on the wall and wait for him to start talking.
"Do you still keep that part of your life a secret?"question.
Vualá.
"I should not?" he looks at me for a second before he decides it's not worth it and goes back to focusing on the coffee grounds.
I roll my eyes.
"What?" I ask.
"Anything."
"Man, I need to go find my parents and talk to my sister. I will be back later."
"I need you to be here today." Huxley says, and I stare at him again.
"Why?" I ask when he goes silent again.
"You'll know when you're here."
I run my hand over my face and nod, because I knew I couldn't keep the two sides of my world apart much longer, but I thought I'd have more time.
GUTEMBERGI slide the gate bolt slowly, checking over my shoulder to see if any lights have come on since I locked the front door, when I realize they haven't, I let out a sigh of relief and look down. I stare at my bare, dirty feet, then scenes from last night explode inside my head and the smell of blood hits me.The blood is stuck to my clothes and skin, a clear note of what I've done.In my right hand, my phone vibrates non-stop.I crush the urge to answer the call and throw the device away, it hits the wall and falls to the floor.My parents have an important place in society, a place inherited from my father's family, a place my mother will never relinquish, a position I have never had the option of denying. To all the important people in San Diego, I am Gutemberg Ramsey, a promising lawyer with a penchant for dangerous sports, fast romances and a born activist. To the underprivileged part of West City, a place we call the Hill, I'm the right-hand man of the local drug dealer.Mi
DAVINAThe blanket I chose earlier today, the same one I've been using since I was thirteen and welcomed as a favorite after Grandma confessed that she sewed it herself, barely covers the bed, leaving a third of the mattress exposed. The thing is, I refuse to change the blanket and get a new one.Even with the bedroom door locked, I can hear my parents arguing, every day they find a new reason to fight, even if the reason is something silly like leaving the orange peel in the sink. It's nonsense, we all know that Mom blames Dad for Pryia's departure. Another piece of nonsense. My sister has always hated this place and was going to leave sooner or later, it just happened to be soon enough to drive Mom crazy.I throw myself back on the bed, drowning among the lined pillows. My sister used to tease me about this as a child, pointing out how strange I was for having so many pillows around me that there was no room left for me on the mattress.The memory makes me look away, at her empty, t
DAVINA'' Mrs. Carter? One minute, please.''I freeze in place, my breathing wavering when I hear his footsteps behind me.He shouldn't be talking to me here, not when we're alone. Someone might notice.'' What? '' I ask, but my voice is so low and hoarse that it's more like a grunt.Tom looks around before closing the distance between us, then when he's sure there's no one near, his fingers touch my cheek and lips.'' I missed you this weekend." His tone is sweet, so sweet that I want to smile, but I can't. He and I aren't going to happen anymore. It's not going to happen anymore.'' And your fiancée? '' a wrinkle appears between his eyebrows and his body tenses, but all he does is shake his head. I still hoped he would deny it.'' I don't love her.'''' She's expecting you, baby. '' I accuse, pulling away from his touch.'' Yes, she set me up. I'm going to marry her just to give my daughter a family. ''I wrinkle my nose.'' Fine, then go back to her and stay away from me.'''' No,
GUTEMBERGMy eyes flick towards Timmy and I focus on the tattoo on his neck, it's just a number, an eight, but he's never explained the meaning to anyone. The two of us are having yet another argument over it, his little protégé and my newest obsession.If he only knew what I know about his little darling."You're the one who keeps talking about her. "I reply, and his jaw clenches. He's one step away from hitting me in the face, the only thing stopping him is his weakened state.I was having fun with our little debate until he started talking about my other name, not the real one, the one no one here should hear."Shut the fuck up! There is no Phantom here, only Gutemberg." Remember that, no one can know about my other life.I'm sure he can see that he's crossed a line, but there will be no apologies. I can see in his eyes that he will do anything to get me away from Davina, including blackmailing me. Likewise, I need to think about all my future steps from here. I still want to make
DAVINA I shouldn't drink. At least, I shouldn't drink anything alcoholic before I was the right age. The thing is, I needed a drink. A lot. The conversation I had with Timmy three days ago in hospital both terrified me and created a certain hope, which is crazy, since he made me promise to stay away from Gutemberg Ramsey under threat, yes, Gutemberg Ramsey, I say his full name because he's not there, in fact, I've repeated his name countless times since I found out, and I don't intend to stop. He could also be a Ghost, considering I'd never seen him before that day in the hospital, and I've never been so scared in someone's presence. Scared and on all fours. I nearly had a heart attack when he opened the bedroom door and I fell to my knees on the floor in the most humiliating position. Urgh. Unbelievable. I rest my eyes on the three blinking dots on the cell phone Sissy has been typing on since I told her about my sister's ex leading a double life. I wasn't sure I was going to t
DAVINA I'm so immersed in the conversation with Sissy that I only notice the confusion around me when it's too late. My mom yells at my dad, defending Pryia and blaming him, again, the chaotic news is that he responds with the same intensity. I almost reach for my headphones before she sends him away from the house screaming.In an instant, I jump out of bed and hurry into the living room to avoid a bigger disaster.I'm also reaching my limit with them, it's like my parents have been replaced by beings from another planet. Before Priya left, I don't remember witnessing fights between them, in fact, they barely communicated beyond what was necessary. I think their marriage wasn't going well and my sister's sudden departure was the trigger."What are you doing?" All the neighbors will hear it!"Stay out of it, Davina. My father grumbled, looking disoriented. As I approached him, I realized why. He was drunk, something that was becoming more and more frequent."Your father lost all
GUTEMBERGI ran my finger down the page of the book one last time, memorizing the final sentence and reflecting on it for a second before saying goodbye to the story.If anyone asks me, I don't like books. A lie I've invented and reinvented several times to erase the memory of an altruistic and loving mother who no longer exists. For the gossip sites, I'm the stripped-down and adventurous heir. For the members and brothers of the faction I'm part of, I'm the shadow, the blade, the Ghost. Most of them don't know where I came from or what my real role is, but they all look for me.But in my room, I'm a lover of contemporary novels. It all started with biographies, then adventure and mystery books, then somehow I stumbled across novels.I rest my head on the pillow and retrieve my cell phone from between the sheets. As soon as it lights up, Midnight's name appears. He wants me to go back to the Hill and deal with his new pet, Aaron Taylor. I say a huge no, because I'm not a bloody babysit
DAVINAThe square was deserted. Not even the sound of a breeze dared to break the silence. The yellowish lights of the streetlamps cast long, restless shadows, distorting the outline of the benches and sparse trees. My heart beat like a muffled storm. I looked at him with hatred. Ghost. That nickname came to mind as naturally as the contempt I felt. If Gutemberg had disappeared with my sister, then now I would disappear with his peace.I crouched down, clutching the shard of glass I'd found on the ground earlier. Just one blow to the rearview mirror... that's all, I kept repeating in my head. The thought of destroying something of his ignited a dark rage that I tried to control.But before I could act, I heard the familiar sound of a car door opening. It descended slowly, as if waiting for something. His silhouette stood out against the streetlamp, tall and calm. He always seemed to be in control, always one step ahead, as if I were the rebellious girl he could ignore. This irritated m
GUTEMBERGGUTEMBERGThe motorcycle is lying in the middle of the street, engine still hot, smoke rising. The streetlights flicker, casting restless shadows across the asphalt. My chest rises and falls, blood rushing hot through my veins, but none of that compares to the rage pulsing inside me. My eyes lock onto Timmy’s figure, fists clenched, standing just a few feet away.I throw my helmet to the ground hard, the sound echoing through the empty street, and I charge like a starving animal finding a scrap of meat."What the hell is wrong with you!?" I yell, shoving him with all my strength. "You rammed your car into my bike? Were you trying to kill me?"He doesn’t move an inch. That mocking smirk on his face only fuels the fire in my chest."And you’re trying to ruin Davina, aren’t you, Ghost?" The nickname rolls off his tongue like a slap. "Did you tell her about Pryia? Dropped that bomb on her lap? Who the hell do you think you are?""She deserved to know!" I snap, my voice ripping t
DAVINAI narrowed my eyes.“So? What are you hiding?”“Nothing,” Timmy replied too quickly, looking away.Hmm.Liar.“Don’t lie.” My voice was heavy with hurt, but also with determination. “I can feel it. You’re hiding something.”Gutemberg sighed, rubbing the back of his neck, while Timmy looked like he was about to explode.“We’re not hiding anything,” Gutemberg said, but his tone wasn’t convincing.“You’re a terrible liar,” I shot back, staring at them both. “Just say it. What else do you know?”Timmy huffed, kicking the floor hard before turning to face me.“You’re not going to like it, Davina.”“I already don’t!” I yelled, throwing my arms in the air. “Now talk.”He clenched his fists like he was fighting with himself, then muttered a curse under his breath.“It’s KJ,” he finally said, spitting out the name like poison.I blinked, confused.“KJ?”“Yes, KJ.” Timmy was furious, his eyes locked on mine like he wanted to strangle me for making him say it. “He’s behind all of this.”T
DAVINA"You've got to be kidding me!"Timmy's voice echoed through the room like thunder, making me spin on my heels. He stormed in, his hair still wet, even though he had showered before me. In the blink of an eye, he grabbed Gutemberg by the collar."What do you think you're doing?" he snarled, his eyes blazing with anger.Gutemberg stared at him in surprise, taking a second to understand where Timmy had come from."How the hell did you get in here?" Gutemberg asked, incredulous.Timmy let out a dry laugh, full of irony."I should ask you the same question. But that doesn't matter now. What matters is that you broke our agreement.""Agreement?" I repeated, confused, looking from one to the other.Timmy ignored my question and tightened his grip on Gutemberg's collar, who maintained his posture, although his eyes gave away a slight discomfort."We agreed not to talk about this shit with Davina!" Timmy roared, bringing his face closer to his.My stomach knotted up."What are you talki
DAVINAI left the bathroom with my towel slung over my shoulder, drying my wet hair. I was still processing Timmy's words when I suddenly stopped in the hallway. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to figure out if I was imagining things. Maybe it was my mother, or my grandmother. But it wasn't.I stopped at the living room door, and there he was. Gutemberg.He was sitting comfortably on the sofa, as if he owned the house. One leg crossed casually over his knee, his hands resting on the arms of the furniture. He wore a black shirt that highlighted his broad shoulders, dark jeans and boots. There was something new on him, a thin gold chain with a crystal pendant hanging from it. It looked old, but intriguing. His fingers, covered in rings, tapped gently on the sofa as if he were waiting for something or someone.He looked up and smiled slightly when he saw me standing there, completely frozen, with a probably ridiculous expression."Are you going to stare at me like a little fan? It's a bi
DAVINAThe sound of the cutlery clinking against the expensive plates made me want to scream. My parents' mansion had never been a home; it had always been a museum, a stage where happiness was just a cheap act. And today was no different.My mother, sitting at the head of the table with a forced smile, was talking about a charity dinner that Jimmy, my father, was planning to hold soon."They'll love the idea, dear. Who wouldn't want to help children in need?" Her voice was sweet, but soulless. Just an echo of who she used to be.I pretended to be interested, cutting the piece of meat on my plate without really thinking about eating it. I knew she didn't believe a word she said. The donations, the parties, everything was to feed Jimmy's ego and keep up appearances.I looked at her and felt that familiar tightness in my chest. Her platinum blonde hair was perfectly groomed, cut elegantly just above her shoulders. She looked like a princess from a fairytale, but the sparkle in her eyes
DAVINAI was trying to keep my composure, but the way Gutemberg was looking at me was getting on my nerves. It was that look that said he knew something I didn’t. Something he was keeping from me, and that irritated me even more. So when he finally opened his mouth, I already knew something bad was coming.“What?” he asked, with that mocking tone that made my patience evaporate. “Do you think Midnight is going to invite you for afternoon tea if you keep bringing him cake?”My eyebrows shot up, and I stared at him like he had lost his mind.“What are you talking about?” I spat, crossing my arms.He shrugged, that crooked smile playing on his lips, but his eyes seemed… upset? No. That was impossible. Gutemberg didn’t get u
DAVINAThe clock seemed to mock my lack of patience. The last lesson of the day always dragged on, but today, every second seemed like an eternity. It wasn't the teacher's fault, he did his best to keep us interested, but the persistent feeling of being watched took my focus away.Especially as I knew where the stares were coming from.Tom.I pretended not to notice, but his stares were obvious, even if he tried to be discreet. Every time he thought I wasn't looking, there he was, staring. Before, it would have made me blush. Today, it just made the blood boil in my veins.He had the audacity to stare at me like that while still reposting happy photos with his pregnant fiancée on social media. “Our family is growing,” read the caption on her latest post.I breathed a sigh of relief when the bell rang, ending the lesson. Finally. I gathered my things in a hurry, sensing that he would try to talk to me again. He's been trying all week. Two weeks ago, when he came with his mask of sympat
DAVINA"You shouldn't be here!" Gutemberg spoke, his jaw locked and his voice deadly, the kind of tone that makes the back of your neck shiver.I blinked, completely bewildered. I hadn't seen him for a month, and now he was standing there, on Midnight's doorstep, looking more sullen and menacing than ever."I...," the words just disappeared from my mouth. "I just... brought a cake."Great, Davina. That'll definitely make things less awkward.Gutemberg arched an eyebrow, but before he could say anything, Midnight appeared behind him, as if to summon him with a thought."You brought it," he said, pushing Gutemberg aside nonchalantly. His half-lidded eyes ran over me, from the cake in my hands to my face. It was almost as if he was too lazy to deal with me but still curious enough not to dismiss me."Is that strawberry in there?" Midnight asked, pointing with his chin at the cake.I shook my head quickly, holding the cake tighter."No. It's chocolate with nuts."But I should have added s
DAVINAThe smell of forgotten clothes and a light, aged floral perfume hung in the air. My mother was in bed, motionless, as if time had stopped for her. Her eyes were open but empty, fixed on the ceiling. The room was plunged into darkness. The thick curtains blocked out the sunlight that insistently tried to come through the windows."Mom..." My voice sounded softer than I had intended, almost like a plea. I entered the room carefully, like someone invading a broken shrine. It's been a month. Thirty long, suffocating days since we lost Dad.She didn't answer. She didn't even blink.I approached the bed, leaning over to meet her gaze."I know it hurts, but... I'm here too, Mom. I need you." My eyes began to sting, but I held back the tears. Someone had to be strong.Again, silence.I sighed, running my hand over my face. Every day, the hope of bringing her back seemed to diminish. It was as if Dad's death had taken her soul with it, leaving only her body behind. I turned to the small