GUTEMBERG (Ghost)
Every government has laws.
Every crime has a purpose.
Every society has rules.
It's pure logic, we're just so obsessed with the idea of freedom that we don't see the obvious. We are still the same. Turns out it's so much more, It's easy to pretend there's no control. The laws in the criminal world are simple, but here there is a crown, a prickly and bloody, an ammo belt under the head, and each decision is minimally thought out to cause the smallest impact. Which also means that the king's orders must be obeyed.
I clear my throat, scratching the back of my neck as Timmy cleans his pistol. As if last night never existed.
"Are you well?"he asks with a smile provocative on the lips, glad enough to make me opine how many times has he participated in torture. Many must be the answer. For someone like Timmy, born and raised in the community, episodes of violence come naturally. But no for me.
I try not to look like I'm about to puke just looking at all the blood all over the couch, because that would make me weak, but fuck it.
"That shit is disgusting."I say this when one of the guys responsible for security on the hill sits next to the pool of blood and bites into his sandwich. Without making a face.
"Relax, man." Timmy says and I squint my eyes in his direction. He's no older than eighteen, but from the amount of tattoos and muscle on his body, he could be older than me.
"I am fine." I say, tracing circles on my jeans with my fingertips. He huffs but doesn't say anything else. Which I thank mentally.
"What are you going to do with Pryia?"the guy with the sandwich asks, still sitting next to the pool of blood.
I grimace.
"Don't speak that bitch's name."growl, clenching hands into fists ready to brand the motherfucker's face.
I haven't forgotten about the cheater for a moment since I found out about the cheating and was on my way to sort it out when Timmy called me and said the boss needed to talk.
A whole night of fucking torture!
Not me.
The sucker who decided to sell the formula I created to the Mexicans without our fucking authorization.
Of course, which brings me to Pryia CHEATER.
Everyone thinks Blake runs the hill, but he died less than two years ago and since then the only one on the front line is his younger brother Olav, or as he prefers to be called, Midnight. The guy was seventeen when he watched his brother being murdered and then had to bury him alone, I don't believe that at that moment he had the audacity to take his place, but that's what happened.
"She left."Timmy says and my attention falls on him.
"What you mean?"I ask, finally feeling enough to stand up and not throw up.
"Anything.
I click my tongue, shrugging.
"It didn't seem like anything half a minute ago.
A low, chuckling sound leaves her throat.
"That cunt really messed with your head, didn't it?
Anger explodes through my veins. First, because he is right on one level. Pryia always had control under me for a while and now that I've discovered the beautiful pair of horns she made especially for my head, I'm borderline obsessed.
The sandwich guy, who looks like he's finished his meal and looks like he really wants to suck me, snorts and points his finger toward the door.
"What!?"I shout at him.
"Everyone is calling you a cuckold.”
I open and close my mouth, my eyes narrowing on the door.
"Shit!"
Timmy starts laughing and walks over to my side, patting my shoulder in a friendly way.
I see everything red.
"Who is calling me that?" my eyes don't leave the door for a second. The adrenaline of having witnessed a murder for the first time still coursing through my body.
"Face…" Timmy starts, but I push his arm away and glare at the sandwich guy.
"Who the fuck?! I want names!"
He stares at me for a few seconds in shock. Before shaking his head in the negative. I grab him by the shirt and slam my fist into his stomach.
Someone curses in the background, but I'm so focused I don't hear the protests until someone pulls me off the worm.
"What the fuck is this in my fucking house?!" I blink a few times before focusing on Huxley's youthful but extensively scarred face, I mean Midnight. It's hard to disassociate the face from the name when you've known the person for so long.
"He attacked me, boss!" the sandwich guy says and I roll my eyes. He doesn't know that Midnight is actually the boss, but he thinks he's second to Blake and he's afraid it will get back to him.
"Ghost is upset because his girlfriend left with a sugar daddy and Crazy, there." he points to the sandwich guy. " Likes to play with fire."
I growl. Why, fuck! She traded me for an old man really?
"I just said everyone was calling him a cuckold."
Sandwich says, looking annoyed that Timmy didn't stand up for him.
"Like I said, playing with fire. Nobody calls a drug dealer a cuckold."
I raise my eyebrows and tilt my head in Timmy's direction.
"I already said I'm not a drug dealer."I talk.
He raises both hands in the air with a bored face.
"It only produces."
" That's completely different." I blink at him.
"Dude, if you're so pissed off at the horns, why don't you get even?" it's the sandwich guy talking.
I run my tongue between my parched lips, realizing that I have no idea how many hours it's been since I drank water, and that makes me more irritable. I have a routine, a strict diet and the exact amount of water I should drink a day.
"II would love to drag that bitch up the hill by her hair, take off all her clothes and humiliate her in front of her family, but she ran away to another country so…"
"And her sister?" he speaks, and my feet lock in half the way to the refrigerator.
"Who?" I arch an eyebrow, but before he has a chance to respond, Timmy is sticking his gun in the unfortunate man's mouth and spitting out threats.
"Don't speak her name, don't look at her, don't fucking think about her!"
Just when I think he's going to kill the wretch, his body relaxes and he slowly turns towards me, gun still in hand.
"Davina has nothing to do with your shit with Pryia, Phantom. Leave her out of this."
Davina.
The name echoes in my mind throughout the night and the next day. Firstly, I had no idea that Pryia had a teenage sister, and secondly, but no less importantly, what will I do with this information?
Ignoring the discovery was proving to be a difficult task, especially after Timmy practically declared his possession of the girl like a damned caveman. His mistake. This only increased my curiosity.
I rub my face with the palm of my hand and turn on the faucet, it's been over forty-eight hours since I left the house, and I'm sure my cell phone has been bombarded with messages and calls from my little sister, she usually doesn't mind when I'm out, probably the opposite of that, but since I got so much lectured by jimmy I decided to spare my ears the perfect dad rants from him and send my best friend to babysit.
Not for free.
Never for free.
But since he's tasted my special recipes, I'm his private source of supply. Of course, none of us two talks about my extracurricular role, though I suspect he has his own closet secrets.
I pull my phone out of my pocket and go straight to his contact number, waving when Blake walks past me and waves.
"Are you already going?"he asks without looking at me, opening the fridge and grabbing an apple.
"I need to check on my sister." I justify, shrugging my shoulders up. I usually don't spend more than a day on the hill, although I have a house here too.
He frowns and grimaces.
"Sister." he repeats.
"Yes, you met her back then." I twist my face. " For a few minutes."
Huxley snorts, biting into the apple angrily.
"But for her trying to kill me." he groans and lets out a chuckle.
"That was just a little girl defending herself." I explain, though he didn't ask for a justification and frankly, he doesn't need one. Morgana lives in a diamond-colored bubble and thought her home had been invaded, so she acted impulsively and hit her head with a pan? Problem. I was proud. "Besides, people try to kill him every day." I add.
"Whatever." he says and silence falls between us until finally Vincent mutters from the other side of the line.
"What the hell!" fumes, half sleepy." What time is it?" I let my eyes wander to the watch on my wrist and whistle.
"More than waking time, Cinderella."
"Rapunzel." I look up at Midnight.
"As?"
"The right princess is Rapunzel, not Cinderella."speaks, the tone almost condescending.
I crack a smile.
"And you know so much about princesses..."
He holds up his middle finger and snarls half a dozen curses.
My smile widens.
"Where are you the in the end?" Vincent retakes my attention."It's a day and night late."
Sigh.
"There was an unforeseen." Huxley throws the half-eaten apple in the trash and opens the cupboard.to the pans, taking out a milk jug and filling it with tap water. I watch as he sets aside the bowl of coffee, opens the drawer of spoons, and pretends he isn't paying attention to my conversation."I am on my way." I close the connection, support the shoulder on the wall and wait for him to start talking.
"Do you still keep that part of your life a secret?"question.
Vualá.
"I should not?" he looks at me for a second before he decides it's not worth it and goes back to focusing on the coffee grounds.
I roll my eyes.
"What?" I ask.
"Anything."
"Man, I need to go find my parents and talk to my sister. I will be back later."
"I need you to be here today." Huxley says, and I stare at him again.
"Why?" I ask when he goes silent again.
"You'll know when you're here."
I run my hand over my face and nod, because I knew I couldn't keep the two sides of my world apart much longer, but I thought I'd have more time.
GUTEMBERGI slide the gate bolt slowly, checking over my shoulder to see if any lights have come on since I locked the front door, when I realize they haven't, I let out a sigh of relief and look down. I stare at my bare, dirty feet, then scenes from last night explode inside my head and the smell of blood hits me.The blood is stuck to my clothes and skin, a clear note of what I've done.In my right hand, my phone vibrates non-stop.I crush the urge to answer the call and throw the device away, it hits the wall and falls to the floor.My parents have an important place in society, a place inherited from my father's family, a place my mother will never relinquish, a position I have never had the option of denying. To all the important people in San Diego, I am Gutemberg Ramsey, a promising lawyer with a penchant for dangerous sports, fast romances and a born activist. To the underprivileged part of West City, a place we call the Hill, I'm the right-hand man of the local drug dealer.Mi
DAVINAThe blanket I chose earlier today, the same one I've been using since I was thirteen and welcomed as a favorite after Grandma confessed that she sewed it herself, barely covers the bed, leaving a third of the mattress exposed. The thing is, I refuse to change the blanket and get a new one.Even with the bedroom door locked, I can hear my parents arguing, every day they find a new reason to fight, even if the reason is something silly like leaving the orange peel in the sink. It's nonsense, we all know that Mom blames Dad for Pryia's departure. Another piece of nonsense. My sister has always hated this place and was going to leave sooner or later, it just happened to be soon enough to drive Mom crazy.I throw myself back on the bed, drowning among the lined pillows. My sister used to tease me about this as a child, pointing out how strange I was for having so many pillows around me that there was no room left for me on the mattress.The memory makes me look away, at her empty, t
DAVINA'' Mrs. Carter? One minute, please.''I freeze in place, my breathing wavering when I hear his footsteps behind me.He shouldn't be talking to me here, not when we're alone. Someone might notice.'' What? '' I ask, but my voice is so low and hoarse that it's more like a grunt.Tom looks around before closing the distance between us, then when he's sure there's no one near, his fingers touch my cheek and lips.'' I missed you this weekend." His tone is sweet, so sweet that I want to smile, but I can't. He and I aren't going to happen anymore. It's not going to happen anymore.'' And your fiancée? '' a wrinkle appears between his eyebrows and his body tenses, but all he does is shake his head. I still hoped he would deny it.'' I don't love her.'''' She's expecting you, baby. '' I accuse, pulling away from his touch.'' Yes, she set me up. I'm going to marry her just to give my daughter a family. ''I wrinkle my nose.'' Fine, then go back to her and stay away from me.'''' No,
GUTEMBERGMy eyes flick towards Timmy and I focus on the tattoo on his neck, it's just a number, an eight, but he's never explained the meaning to anyone. The two of us are having yet another argument over it, his little protégé and my newest obsession.If he only knew what I know about his little darling."You're the one who keeps talking about her. "I reply, and his jaw clenches. He's one step away from hitting me in the face, the only thing stopping him is his weakened state.I was having fun with our little debate until he started talking about my other name, not the real one, the one no one here should hear."Shut the fuck up! There is no Phantom here, only Gutemberg." Remember that, no one can know about my other life.I'm sure he can see that he's crossed a line, but there will be no apologies. I can see in his eyes that he will do anything to get me away from Davina, including blackmailing me. Likewise, I need to think about all my future steps from here. I still want to make
DAVINA I shouldn't drink. At least, I shouldn't drink anything alcoholic before I was the right age. The thing is, I needed a drink. A lot. The conversation I had with Timmy three days ago in hospital both terrified me and created a certain hope, which is crazy, since he made me promise to stay away from Gutemberg Ramsey under threat, yes, Gutemberg Ramsey, I say his full name because he's not there, in fact, I've repeated his name countless times since I found out, and I don't intend to stop. He could also be a Ghost, considering I'd never seen him before that day in the hospital, and I've never been so scared in someone's presence. Scared and on all fours. I nearly had a heart attack when he opened the bedroom door and I fell to my knees on the floor in the most humiliating position. Urgh. Unbelievable. I rest my eyes on the three blinking dots on the cell phone Sissy has been typing on since I told her about my sister's ex leading a double life. I wasn't sure I was going to t
DAVINA I'm so immersed in the conversation with Sissy that I only notice the confusion around me when it's too late. My mom yells at my dad, defending Pryia and blaming him, again, the chaotic news is that he responds with the same intensity. I almost reach for my headphones before she sends him away from the house screaming.In an instant, I jump out of bed and hurry into the living room to avoid a bigger disaster.I'm also reaching my limit with them, it's like my parents have been replaced by beings from another planet. Before Priya left, I don't remember witnessing fights between them, in fact, they barely communicated beyond what was necessary. I think their marriage wasn't going well and my sister's sudden departure was the trigger."What are you doing?" All the neighbors will hear it!"Stay out of it, Davina. My father grumbled, looking disoriented. As I approached him, I realized why. He was drunk, something that was becoming more and more frequent."Your father lost all
GUTEMBERGI ran my finger down the page of the book one last time, memorizing the final sentence and reflecting on it for a second before saying goodbye to the story.If anyone asks me, I don't like books. A lie I've invented and reinvented several times to erase the memory of an altruistic and loving mother who no longer exists. For the gossip sites, I'm the stripped-down and adventurous heir. For the members and brothers of the faction I'm part of, I'm the shadow, the blade, the Ghost. Most of them don't know where I came from or what my real role is, but they all look for me.But in my room, I'm a lover of contemporary novels. It all started with biographies, then adventure and mystery books, then somehow I stumbled across novels.I rest my head on the pillow and retrieve my cell phone from between the sheets. As soon as it lights up, Midnight's name appears. He wants me to go back to the Hill and deal with his new pet, Aaron Taylor. I say a huge no, because I'm not a bloody babysit
DAVINAThe square was deserted. Not even the sound of a breeze dared to break the silence. The yellowish lights of the streetlamps cast long, restless shadows, distorting the outline of the benches and sparse trees. My heart beat like a muffled storm. I looked at him with hatred. Ghost. That nickname came to mind as naturally as the contempt I felt. If Gutemberg had disappeared with my sister, then now I would disappear with his peace.I crouched down, clutching the shard of glass I'd found on the ground earlier. Just one blow to the rearview mirror... that's all, I kept repeating in my head. The thought of destroying something of his ignited a dark rage that I tried to control.But before I could act, I heard the familiar sound of a car door opening. It descended slowly, as if waiting for something. His silhouette stood out against the streetlamp, tall and calm. He always seemed to be in control, always one step ahead, as if I were the rebellious girl he could ignore. This irritated m
DAVINATimmy was kissing me with a fervor I had never imagined he was capable of, and, in a matter of seconds, he took my tongue, stole my breath, and everything around him disappeared.My monster.That's what he said, isn't it? That he was my monster. The only one I could ever have.But what did that mean? My best friend didn't ask permission, there was no room for any hesitation. He simply took, demanded and stole what he wanted, as if he were consuming me, and I didn't want to resist that wave of intensity. His fingers touched all the right places, making me lose track of what was real and what was repressed desire. Something inside me wanted him not to stop.His hands squeezed my waist even tighter, holding me prisoner in a relentless kiss where he took more than I was ready to give. And when he finally pulled away, his breath still hot against my skin, his eyes were filled with an insane possessiveness, as if he had finally taken something that rightfully belonged to him.And, i
DAVINAMidnight opened the door and, before I could ask another question or try to understand what was going on, he was already leaving. The door closed behind him with a soft click, and silence overtook the kitchen.I stood there in the same spot, trying to process everything that had happened. I still didn't know what he really wanted, but what he had just suggested seemed ridiculous, even absurd. Cake? He couldn't be serious. But there was something in his tone, something in the way he spoke that made me feel that he really wasn't joking.I looked down at my hands, my fingers still trembling slightly, as if I could touch what he had just left behind. He gave me a task, something to do, but at the same time he treated me as if he were... controlling me. I didn't know what to think, and every second that passed made me feel more lost. What the hell did he want?The knock on the door made me jump, still lost in the thoughts that were piling up in my head. Is he back? I tried not to fo
DAVINAMy anger was about to consume me completely, and he was doing it to me. He was doing it while his expression remained calm, while his breathing was unchanged. How could he? My teeth were clenched, my heart pounding, the urge to put my hands on his thick neck and squeeze until he couldn't breathe anymore growing. His every word sounded like an insult."You have no right!" I shouted, my voice shaking with anger. "You can't make Gutemberg give up!"He looked at me, smiling slightly, but his gaze was serious, impassive."Why?" he asked, arching an eyebrow, as if trying to understand my resistance. As if it were a game, something easy to solve.Those words exploded in my mind before I could control them:"Because he owes me!" My voice came out firm, but my anger didn't subside.Midnight kept his gaze fixed on me, but didn't respond immediately. Instead, he let out a sigh, as if he were sharing a weight he'd been carrying for a while."That's not true, is it?" His voice became lower,
DAVINAThe smell of chocolate still hung in the air as I looked at the cake on the counter. The syrup ran smoothly down the sides, forming a sweet puddle on the plate. It was an attempt to make the day less heavy, but not even the taste of the cake could dispel the cloud of tension that surrounded me. The muffled sound of footsteps in the hallway made my heart race. I glanced at my mother's bedroom door, as if I could guarantee her safety with just one look.She's asleep, I thought. She's taken enough of a tranquilizer to make her sleep until tomorrow night.The knock on the door froze me. Three firm knocks, spaced apart.It's late, who would come here?My first thought was KJ. He wouldn't hesitate to show up at my house, not after what he'd done to my father. The man had the gall to go to the funeral, a cold smile on his face, as if we were pawns in a game he controlled. But what does he want now?I swallowed and reached fo
GUTEMBERGTimmy stopped walking, staring at me with wide eyes, as if he had been punched. And then, to my utter amazement, he started laughing. An uncontrollable, almost maniacal laugh that filled the room with a disconcerting energy.He rubbed his face with his hands and looked at me incredulously."You can't be serious. Do you like her?" He shook his head, still laughing."That's none of your fucking business," I growled back, not recognizing my own voice.Where did all this anger come from?"Yes, it's my fucking business. Do you know why? Because you don't have the right to say that." He took a deep breath, trying to calm down, but failing miserably. "You don't have the right. Not after everything you've done. After fighting that childish war with her. After..." He made a broad gesture with his hands, as if trying to encompass everything that had happened between us. "After all that."I just shrugged, trying to stay calm as I stared at him."I never did anything against her."Timmy
GUTEMBERGThe dimness of the room seemed to reflect the state of my soul, while the sound of the shower coming from upstairs filled the uncomfortable silence. Midnight was in the shower, and I was taking advantage of the break to talk to Timmy. But my mind was still stuck in the chaos we had just left behind."Isn't it always like this, man?" Timmy grumbled, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. He looked calm, but I knew it was a disguise. We all wore one.I didn't answer immediately. Instead, I ran my hand over my face, feeling the sweat mixed with the dust and the smell that insisted on sticking, ferrous, nauseating. The smell of blood. It was on my clothes, on my skin. No matter how many times it happened, I could never get used to it.The shooting was still fresh in my mind. The screams of terror. Those final seconds when you realize the end has come. The panic in their eyes. The kind of panic that shouldn't shake me anymore. But it did. It always did."We got the drugs
TIMMY"I don't care if you slept or fucked, Timmy," Midnight grumbled, his voice laden with disdain, but also with the authority of one who commands everything around him. "You're a member of my gang, and when I call you, you come."The words echoed in the air, and I felt the weight on my shoulders. There was no choice here, no room for questioning. He might be a son of a bitch, but he was always clear about his power, and he liked to make it obvious. I took a deep breath, trying to control my anger."What happened?" I asked, not wanting to waste time on the discussion.It was then that Gutemberg answered, and the way he spoke sent a shiver through me. He had a deeper tone than usual, his voice carrying something deeper, almost a sense of unease."Someone broke into one of the sheds yesterday... and stole all the drugs," he said, the tension in his voice undisguised. I could see the concern in Gutemberg's eyes, although he was trying to hide it.The answer didn't surprise me, but ange
TIMMYI woke up feeling strange, but good. The house was silent, except for a sound that made me frown. It was a sucking noise, slow and rhythmic, coming from the direction of my feet. A moan escaped my mouth before I could stop it, and my eyes snapped open.My vision was blurry at first, but when it cleared, I was still. Davina was there, between my legs, her messy hair falling over her face as she slid her soft lips down my hard cock. I couldn't hold back a moan when her hands grabbed my balls and squeezed, I threw my head back and relaxed my hands at my sides. I didn't know if it was right to receive oral from a girl who had just lost her father, but I wasn't going to complain or interrupt.I didn't even know if it was a dream or reality, but the heat that took over my body made me feel like I was burning up. Little sparks seemed to run through my skin, turning every muscle into jelly.“Baby, like this. That's my good girl... “ I murmured, my voice hoarse and laden with desire.Dav
DAVINAThe yellowish lights illuminated the room with a welcoming warmth, but the mood between us was anything but light. Aaron leaned against the table with an unpretentious expression as he spoke."That's how I met KJ," he said, turning the mug of tea in his hands. His tone was casual, but charged with something deeper. "I found out that I had been adopted illegally. My parents bought me from KJ."There was a suffocating silence. The sound of the clock hand on the wall seemed to amplify, marking every second of tension in the air.Aaron shrugged, as if he were commenting on something trivial."My biological mother is probably a drug addict or someone very poor. That's how human trafficking works, isn't it?"I leaned against the counter with a cup of tea in my hands, letting out a low sigh. I was sitting on the stool closest to the window. Gutemberg, on the other hand, was quieter than usual, his eyes fixed on the table, while Timmy crossed his arms and frowned. He had made tea for a