This game. I was losing.
My days usually started with brutal training. Matteo wasn't going easy on me— not that I expected him to. His strikes were always fast, powerful and relentless, designed to bruise skin and break bones. I took it all. I had to. But what I didn’t expect was the way he pushed boundaries. Teasing touch on my exposed body, brushing his hand against my member, sliding his knee between my legs and brushing his lips against my skin while Luca watches from the sidelines with a drink in hand, always. He was always watching. For what? I didn't know. And I didn’t know if I was passing. *** After training one day, I was shoved into a shower but not alone. Matteo, who was drenched in sweat, stepped in after me like he owned the place. No. Like he owned me. Peeling his shirt off his body and looking amused by my reaction. “What are you doing here? "You’re stiff," he said, ignoring my question, his eyes flicking over my body. No shit. "There's a lot of tension in his muscles," Luca murmured from the doorway, arms crossed. "You should help him with that, Matteo." I stiffened and Matteo smirked then his hands were on me. “Relax, I'm only here to help.” Drifted to his lips as he spoke. The lips that have been making me restless all week. Lips that I shouldn't even be thinking about. Heat. That’s the first thing I felt. The heat of his body as he stepped behind me, the heat from his breath fanning my next. He gently touched my shoulder then he began to massage my shoulders, gently kneading the flesh beneath his fingers. My body reacted against my will and my toes curled from the feeling of his hands. He was performing a miracle with them. Matteo chuckled, his thumbs pressing into a tight knot between my shoulder blades. "Tense as hell," he murmured, his lips brushing my ear. I swallowed hard. I didn't like this but, I didn't want it to stop. I felt blood rushing to my lower region as Matteo pressed his body against mine. His hard chest came on contact with my back and something hard pressed against my— My eyes flew open as I realized what it was. “Shh…” he murmured in my ear as he pressed further into me, a slow, deep, alluring sound escaping from him. Heat bubbled up with me and my heart hammered against my chest. I hated it. I hated that my skin was burning where he touched me. Hated that my breath was coming faster. I hated that I was getting more aroused and wanted to hear more of that sound from him. Matteo’s fingers slid lower. Slow and teasing. He was testing the waters, he wanted to see if I would stop him. I wanted to, but I couldn't. He gently rubbed my nipple between his fingers, instantly making me breathless. “Good boy.” Oh God. He went further down until it got to my hard aching member. His fingers brushed it barely, making my hips buckle and a soft moan escaped me. Matteo hummed. “That's it.” I closed my eyes and sighed as he continued to brush his fingers against my slightly. I wanted him to touch me fully but I wasn't going to ask. His lips brushed against my shoulder, not really a kiss but one of his teasing touches. I felt like I was going to explode from the pent up arousal in me. "All done," he murmured. “What?” I whispered. “All done.” Matteo said with a dark chuckle before stepping away from me. I stumbled a bit from the lack of contact and support from his body making Luca chuckled from the doorway. “You're no longer tense.” I lifted my head to look at them and that was a bad idea because Luca was watching me with his predatory gaze. Slowly, he smirked. And that’s when I knew one thing. I was completely fucked. **** The rest of the day continued like that. Small touches. Lingering gazes. Gentle brushing of lips against my skin. All I wanted was to be away from them. At lunch, Luca passed me a drink, his fingers deliberately touching mine for a moment too long. At dinner, Matteo leaned in too close, his breath fanning my neck as he reached for a bottle of wine. By nightfall, my entire body was on fire. I was overstimulated and frustrated. I didn’t know if it was anger at the fact that I was being harassed or something else. Something that I was trying to deny. And that terrified me. *** Later that night, I stood in my room, hands gripping my dresser so hard that my knuckles turned white and my breathing was hard. This was the control I had heard whispers about. They were controlling me without really laying their hands on me. Their powers were clawing into my mind. I closed my eyes. This was a mission. A game. And I wasn’t going to fucking lose.One thing I have come to learn in my story time at the Rossi mansion is that the hallways had ears. If your loyalty is doubted even for a second, you will join the blood of the people used to build the empire.The first step of my mission was to get in, the second was to gain their trust dn from the look of things, I was on the right track.So here I was, standing in front of the dinning table, my body still sore from my training session with Matteo. Bruises had become a part of me now, he always made sure to leave a mark like the masochist that he was. He left marks that wouldn't fade for days and always made sure to add new ones. I caught him staring at them with a sick, twisted smile on his face on several occasions.Luca and Matteo were like fire and ice. One made calculated cold moves while the other ripped things apart.And now, they were both watching me keenly.“You’ve proven yourself,” Luca finally said, his deep, soft voice echoing in the dining room. “You’re an excellent fi
I stayed in the car until my heart calmed down and my body didn't feel like a burning inferno.Fuck them. I won't let them get me caught and tangled in their web of lies and manipulation.By the time I stepped out of the car, I saw Luca talking to his men that were stationed around the building we had come to. It looked like an old, repurposed factory— such types of buildings were commonly known to be neutral ground for Mafia businesses. No camera, no recording devices. Nothing but blood and business.I could already tell that this was no small meeting.Luca motioned for me to follow them inside with a tilt of his head. Inside, I saw a lot of high ranking Mafia members of the Rossi Mafia that I had been investigating for months. They were all seated around a long, black table under the dim lights.I watched as their eyes flickered over to me, scanning me, sizing me up.I ignored them, playing my role as the perfect bodyguard.“Sir.” A man whom I had never seen before, spoke up.“Yes,
The gun felt like it weighed a ton. I could see the impatience beginning to crawl into Luca's eyes. Matteo on the other hand was happy about the position I had been put in, he found it entertaining.The man was pushed to his knees before me. He shook violently, his breathing becoming panicked and frantic. He knew that he was going to die either way but the question was whether or not I was going to be the one to pull the trigger.I had killed before but not like this. Not in cold blood.Not to prove loyalty to men that I had vowed to destroy.My mission. That's what I had to focus on.My grip on the gun tightened, time was ticking. My heart raced in my chest so fast that I thought it would burst out. My instincts screamed at me to do something — to move, to run.But I didn't move. I couldn't.Matteo let out a slow airy laugh then walked behind me. He was way too close for comfort as he pressed his chest against my back, letting his heat seep into my bones. His fingers trailed from m
I took a deep breath, running my palm down my face.Luca.The way he looked at me. The way he touched me—deliberate, calculated.His words still echoed in my mind. Congratulations, Eli. Like I had passed some twisted test. Like I belonged here.I didn’t.But fuck if my body wasn’t betraying me. I reached up, brushing my fingers against the spot on my neck where his breath had fanned over. It was still warm. My skin still tingled.I should be thinking about my mission, about how I was closer than ever to bringing these men down. Instead I was thinking about Luca.His touch. His scent.His dominance.I ran a hand through my hair, frustration bubbling inside me. I needed to shake this off. I needed a cold shower.Taking off my clothes, I carelessly tossed them in a corner of the bedroom, trying my best to ignore my lower region which throbbed with need.My member stood erect as the cold breeze touched my naked body, making me shiver. I walked into the bathroom, turning on the shower befor
The night's air was filled with the smell of rain and gunpowder. Outside, the wind howled, rattling the windows of the mansion.Something seemed different tonight. The air seemed charged, dark and twisted. It was coming from Luca. Ever since we got back from the warehouse, I noticed something different in the way he looked at Eli.I exhaled slowly, swirling the whiskey in my glass, watching as the amber liquid glowed under the dim light of the chandelier up above. The ice clinked softly against the glass, but it did nothing to cool the lessen curiosity burning beneath my skin.Luca had been gone for a while.Too long.I leaned back against the bar, rolling my shoulders back, forcing myself to remain still as all I wanted to do was run upstairs and see what was going on.A moment later, the door creaked up, breaking the silence. I didn't turn— I didn't need to. I knew it was him due to the way the air shifted.He always carried a dangerous aura that filled rooms when he walked it.I to
The sound of the bathroom's door clicking shut behind me might as well have been the sound of a gun shooting me in my face because that was what I wanted at the moment. My breath was ragged, my skin burning with the imprint of his hands, his words and most importantly… his control.I staggered forward, body trembling, trying to breathe but I couldn't.The air felt too thick, suffocating, pressing against my ribs like someone stepping on me with their boot. I squeezed my eyes shut, swallowing down the bile creeping up my throat, but it did nothing to stop the voice in my head."Così bello... così perfetto.”"Voglio sentire di più quei dolci suoni, mio piccolo soldato.”“Good, just like that.”I gritted my teeth, clenching my hands into fists that were so tight my nails dug into my palm and drew blood. I welcomed the pain, it was the only thing grounding me.I had promised myself I wouldn’t let their influence get a hold on me and yet—I caught sight of my reflection on the mirror by t
The tension in the dining room was suffocating.The sound of cutlery scraping against ceramic plates felt too loud, the quiet conversation between the other men at the table sounded distant to my eyes.My focus was solely locked onto the food on my table, trying to eat by cutting my food into small, manageable pieces and chewing at a steady pace then forcing it down my throat.I had to act normal.I needed to act normal.Skipping breakfast wasn’t an option. That would have raised suspicion. But sitting here, across from them, pretending like everything was fine, like my skin didn’t crawl under their gazes, was almost unbearable.I felt both of them watching me.Not just watching, they were studying me.I kept my head down, forcing myself to breathe evenly. If I gave even the slightest indication that something was wrong, Luca would see it. Matteo would see it. And if they did…I clenched my jaw. I couldn’t let that happen."Did you sleep well, Eli?"Matteo’s voice was casual, almost l
Eli was a terrible liar.I watched him over the rim of my coffee cup, studying every subtle shift in his posture—the way his shoulders tensed just a little too much, the way his fingers twitched around his fork, the way his breathing was slightly uneven.My amusement was growing with every nervous movement. He was trying too hard to be normal.Poor thing.Matteo’s teasing had already done a fine job of flustering him this morning, letting him think he got away with it. Letting him believe that he was safe.Then, the moment he let his guard down, I reminded him exactly whose world he was playing in. I asked if he had left his room last night, something changed.Eli went rigid.No. I was in my room all night.A blatant lie. And yet, he had the nerve to look me in the eye after saying it.Plus, he knew I knew.I let the silence stretch, let him fidget under my gaze. Then I simply hummed and took another sip of my coffee.He swallowed hard.That was all the confirmation I needed.See, El
I never thought I'd be sitting in a living room with Ricci, watching a movie, and actually enjoying it. The atmosphere between us had shifted somehow since the carnival. Gone was the tension, the need for a mask. For once, there was no power play, no constant games. It was just Ricci and me, in the quiet of his grand living room, the glow of the TV lighting up his sharp features.I tried not to think too much about the circumstances that had led me here. If I allowed myself to focus on that, I might find the guilt creeping in, but at this point, I didn’t care. Ricci had been nothing but… well, decent to me in his own strange way. And for a moment, I let myself believe that maybe he wasn’t the monster I had thought he was.“Okay, I have to admit,” I said, my voice light, “this movie is kind of... fun.”Ricci chuckled, his gaze flickering toward me with a mischievous glint in his eyes. “I told you. I have excellent taste.”I rolled my eyes, but the
I reached into the box and pulled out more photos. A dozen. Maybe more, each one more damning than the last. They were all from the same night—Ricci and Eli together at the carnival. Laughing. Holding hands. The way they looked at each other… It was sickening. It was as if Ricci was claiming him in front of the world.Ricci and Eli eating cotton candy. Ricci winning Eli a stupid teddy bear.Each image is more damning than the last.My chest felt tight, a storm building inside me.Then my fingers brushed against something hard, and I grabbed it. It was a small, folded piece of paper with a QR code on it. No hesitation now—I grabbed my phone from the table and scanned it. A video popped up, playing instantlyIt was them.Eli laughing, head thrown back. Ricci beside him, smiling like a schoolboy. They were holding hands, spinning on a ride, sharing a soda, Ricci leaning in to kiss Eli’s cheek like he was something to be cherished. T
It had been a long, tense week. The kind that settles like a shadow in the halls of the estate and refuses to lift. Everyone felt it. The guards moved quieter, the servants looked down more, and even Luca—usually too quiet, too reserved—had gone stiller.I was in my study, watching the second hand of the grandfather clock tick painfully slow when there was a knock.The knock on the door was sharp, insistent. My body tensed instinctively, the way it always did when things were about to go south. "Enter," I said coldly, not looking away from the clock.I wasn't in the mood to deal with anything, but when the door creaked open. One of the outer perimeter guards stepped in, clutching something rectangular, wrapped in brown paper with no visible address. I spared him a quick glance and he looked uneasy.From the look on his face I knew it was something that couldn’t wait."Sir... we found this outside the gate.” He stammered.I raised an eyebrow, annoyed but
I wore jeans and a shirt. Nothing fancy. Faded denim and a loose white tee I found folded neatly at the end in a corner of my closet.The idea was simple: disappoint him. Underdress. Ruin whatever plans he had in his polished, twisted mind. Maybe he wanted to parade me around like a trophy or dress me up like a doll.Well, not tonight.I stood in front of the mirror, arms crossed, daring myself to argue. I still looked good, sure. But not Ricci’s type of good. No jewelry. No suit. Just plain, unremarkable Eli.Good.The door creaked open, and I didn’t need to turn to know it was him.I caught his reflection in the mirror instead—Ricci in all black again, slacks that fit too perfectly, a charcoal shirt rolled at the sleeves, and that glint in his eyes like he always knew something I didn’t.He looked me over.A slow, deliberate sweep from head to toe.And then… he smiled.“Perfect,” he murmured, the word thicker than usual. “Come on.”I bli
The feeling of kiss lingered.His soft, warm lips on mine, the taste of whiskey on his tongue, his hot breath on my cheek and his intoxicating cologne.I had come to terms with my sexuality and I knew that Ricci was a dangerously attractive man who seemed to be attracted to me.No matter how hard I tried to shake it off, it kept replaying in my mind like a broken record. Ricci’s lips on mine—firm, slow, unyielding—and the worst part? I kissed him back.My body betrayed me at that moment. The same body that flinched at the sound of Luca’s voice. The same hands that trembled when Matteo tried to touch me. The same heart that once used beat way too loud at the sound of Luca’s footsteps and the sound of Matteo's voice.Now? Now it was quiet. Confused. Still.I leaned against the window, eyes fixed on the large estate grounds outside. It was beautiful, in that eerie, silent way. Perfectly manicured gardens. Endless marble paths. Statues that looked like they had s
The amber liquid in my glass swirled as I tilted it absentmindedly, my gaze fixed on the monitor before me. Eli sat on the edge of his bed, his body tense, his fingers digging into the plush fabric of the sheets. He hadn't moved much since returned there hours ago, after I left him on the balcony. I could see the big storm in his eyes.He was thinking—scheming, perhaps—but there was no escape from me. Not anymore.I took a slow sip of my whiskey, letting the burn settle in my chest as I leaned back in my chair. The dim glow of his bedside lamp in his room could be seen through the monitor as it highlighted the sharp angles of his face, the stubborn tightness of his jaw. Even in captivity, even after everything, he still held onto that defiant fire in his eyes.And fuck, I wanted to break him.Not in the way I broke my enemies. Not with pain or cruelty. No, the need I had for Eli ran far deeper than that, and I hated it almost as much as I swam in
The air inside Don Ricci’s estate was suffocating, thick smoke, perfume, wealth and power. The party was a twisted version of the last one I attended, darker, more unhinged.I stood at the edge of the grand hall, watching as people moved around like predators in silk and velvet. Shadows stretched across the room, candlelight flickering over faces filled with secrets. It was a masquerade of pleasure, a place where power wasn’t just spoken of but tasted, felt,l and owned.Masked men and women were involved in a lot of activities around the ballroom that I was both intrigued and disgusted by.The scent of expensive cigars and aged whiskey curled in the air, mingling with something more sinister—lust and seduction.And I was standing in the lion’s den, right beside the devil himself.Ricci stood beside me, always close but never touching. Not yet. He let me feel his presence, let it sink under my skin like a slow poison. Every once in a whil
It had been a few days since Ricci called, sending me into a rampage. Now, here I was in my office, drowning myself in alcohol as I was on the verge of going mad and this was the only thing keeping me sane. The Sharon sound of a phone ringing pierced through my thoughts making me sigh and run a hand through my hair before picking it up and answering. The moment Ricci’s voice came through the speaker, something inside me snapped. “Eli looks good here, you know. Maybe I should keep him.” My grip on the phone tightened until my knuckles turned white. Matteo was watching me carefully, his jaw tense, but he didn’t say anything. He knew. He could see the rage pouring out of me in waves. The kind of rage that burned everything in its path. “You’re a dead man, Ricci” I growled into the phone. My voice was low, steady, but filled with a lot of venom that I wished I could flood into his veins,
The room was too quiet. Too luxurious. Too suffocating. I sat on the edge of the silk-covered bed, my fingers curling into a fist on the sheets, trying to ground myself. The chandelier above me cast golden light over the space, but it all felt artificial, like I was in a dollhouse—one where Don Ricci controlled every little piece. The door opened with a soft click. I didn’t look up. I didn’t have to. His presence was unmistakable, a slow-moving deadly force that filled the room, even when he hadn’t said a word. He looks too refined to be a monster. But I knew better. “You haven’t touched your dinner,” Ricci’s voice was soft but it sounded like he was still amused. “What a shame. My chef is world-class.” “I’m not hungry.” “Mm.” He walked closer, and I stiffened when he stopped just in front of me. “That’s a problem. I need you strong, Eli.” The way he said my name—low and seductive—sent an involuntary shi