Ada
An elderly woman races past me, screaming that she needs help. Saying she can't swim. I turn my head to look at her, and hear her saying hysterically:
"HE'S IN THE POOL! SAMMY'S IN THE POOL! I CAN'T SWIM! SOMEONE, HELP!"
The pool isn't that far away from where I'm standing. I approach the edge of it, confused, and that's when I see it. A small figure lying at the very bottom of the pool, arms and legs flailing. I don't think twice.
I dive into the pool, shoes and all, and swim to the very bottom to grab the drowning child.
I'm still blowing air into the little boy's mouth when a crowd comes running toward me.
He coughs, water spurting from his mouth, and I turn him on his side while patting his back. I'm trembling from head to toe, adrenaline surging through me. The older lady who was screaming for help gets on her knees next to me, crying, and shortly afterward, I hear the sound of heels clattering toward us before a blood-curdling scream fills the air.
"Sammy!"
The woman in heels pushes everyone out of the way and sinks to her knees, scooping the boy named Sammy into her arms. Her mascara starts torn, and her cries become desperate. I register her face right away. Rebecca Loxley, the killer's first-born daughter. "My son!" she cries. "My boy! Someone call an ambulance! Sammy, baby? Talk to me. Talk to your Mommy."
"What happened?" a man asks, his loud, sharp voice cutting through the chaos—the same one that yelled at me not ten minutes ago.
I'm still on my knees next to the wailing mother when the crowd parts for him and another man, the actor who's Rebecca's husband. I realize what's happening in a fraction of a second. The boy whose life I saved is Rebecca's son, my father's killer's only grandson.
Hence, the nephew of the man who fired me moments ago.
Those cruel blue eyes find me, and they sharpen right away. "What are you still doing here? What the hell happened here!? What have you done!?"
The older lady stands up, crying still, but she manages to grit out the whole story. She was watching Sammy—she's his babysitter, I learn—and he ran into the pool, for some reason. She doesn't know how to swim, so she ran in screaming for help. I was conveniently there when it happened, so I ended up saving the boy instead.
While she's recounting the tale, paramedics rush toward us with a stretcher. I stand up, my legs shaky, and watch as the boy is taken from his mother's arms and placed on the stretcher after they make sure he's breathing and stable. I briefly wonder how they got here so quickly. Were they just around the corner? Do rich people have their own paramedics? Their own ambulance?
"This is the woman who saved my son's life?" the actor asks, walking toward me with his arm outstretched. His wide eyes are searching as his hand clasps mine. "Thank you. I cannot thank you enough for what you've done. Please, wait for me here."
"Mr. Manney," Mrs. Danes begins. She's standing right next to me now, with her hand on my shoulder still. The man looks her way vaguely, almost like he can barely register her voice. "I\m sorry to cut in at a time like this, but I would like to remind you that Mr. Loxley fired Miss Johnson a few moments ago."
My gaze shifts to Maximilian Loxley, the man who just fired me, briefly, and I see discomfort and shock written all over his face. His jaw is tight, and he doesn't intervene or even try to answer Mrs. Danes' query.
He frowns and says, "Nonsense. Please, wait for me here."
After saying this, he follows his wife and the paramedics through the kitchen, and the rest of the employees stay behind, whispering and shocked by the events of the day. Maximilian Loxley keeps staring at me, and for a beat, I allow myself to stare back at him freely. Then, without a word, he turns on his heel and heads inside, disappearing from sight.
Mrs. Danes squeezes my shoulder to grab my attention, and I turn my body to face her. "You saved that boy," she tells me, her voice thick with emotion. "Let's get you into a new change of clothes. You're soaked to the bone and will catch a cold in this state. Everyone, back to work, please! All is well."
I go back inside with her, and we head inside the changing room. She gestures at the uniform I just took off and says, "You'll have to put that on, I believe."
"Thanks," I whisper before I pull my sweater over my head.
She remains in the room, watching me as I change. Then, she says, "It's a gallant thing, what you did. I'm sure Mr. Manney will be lenient with you and will give you a second chance, if you still want it."
I halt, deciding to pay full attention to what she's saying. I realize that I'm not even holding the knife anymore. It's probably at the bottom of the pool. I must have dropped it when I dove in to rescue the boy.
I was going to kill Reynold Loxley, my father's killer. If I hadn't come across his grandson drowning, he would've been dead by now, if I'd succeeded in heading upstairs to finish the job. This realization makes me feel colder than I already do, and I shiver.
Now, I might be given a chance to work here again.
"Yes, I'll take it," I tell her before throwing the uniform on. The material is warm compared to my skin. "I really need this job, Mrs. Danes."
"I'll put in a good word for you," she tells me. "I'm sure you're good at what you do. Everyone deserves a second chance."
Her kind words touch a part of me, and I nod at her and say, "Thank you."
"I'll call you when Mr. Manney arrives," she claims before she grabs my wet clothes. "Wait here, please."
With that, she leaves, and I'm left alone in the huge changing room. I sit with my hands clasped together, shivering.
I was about to commit an atrocity if this incident hadn't stopped me. Such is the extent of my rage. But I don't regret saving the boy, even if it means that I might have missed my only chance to exact revenge on Reynold Loxley.
I'm sure of this.
For years, I've suffered miserably. After my father died, followed shortly afterward by my brother, something in me changed and hardened into stone. My father was a hustling businessman always looking for the next best deal, and when he'd found one, his competitor was Reynold Loxley, who was interested in buying the land as well. My father refused to let him buy it, despite the fact that Reynold offered him millions, and harsh words were exchanged between them because of this.
Reynold threatened my father loudly, claiming he'd regret his decision, and that same night, he'd been shot dead on his way home. My brother Theo, who was eighteen when it happened, started looking into the matter and gathering evidence to have Reynold arrested. He decided to call Reynold Loxley and meet with him to confront him. A month after my father's shooting, he was killed too, only his body has never been recovered.
We never even got to bury him.
The police couldn't help us. They said they had no concrete evidence against the Loxleys, but Harry Port, my father's best friend who'd been with him during the shooting and got shot himself, claimed that it's because of Reynold's influence. Those police officers and even the detective were in his pocket.
I learned a long time ago that if you want justice, you'll have to grab it with both hands, which is exactly what I'm doing.
I won't stop until that man pays for what he did to my family. I'll sit here and wait for that second chance. If I'm not given one, I'll plan again. That's what I do. Planning is what got me this far.
The day comes to an end, and Mrs. Danes walks into the changing room while shaking her head. She hands me my clothes back. They're dry. She tells me, "Mr. Manney still isn't back and he hasn't sent word. Please, come back tomorrow. I'm sure that when he's calmer, he'll remember to have a word with you."
Yes, tomorrow. I won't give up as long as there is still tomorrow.
MaximilianI have to admit that I feel like shit for having fired that woman when she's the only reason why I'm breathing properly today.If Sammy had drowned in that pool, I'd rain hell down on all those fucking incompetent people. There wouldn't be a single person left standing to tell the story. I dismissed her like she was nothing, only for her to end up saving my nephew minutes later, a boy who means the world to me. I can't take the image of her soaking wet with water pooling at her feet from my mind. Her gaze was steady, and to make matters worse, she hadn't looked at me with resentment. I only saw exhaustion in them, and that made me feel small. Smaller than I ever have in my entire life. Edmund has his arms around my sister, and he's whispering comforting words to her. She's a mess. Then again, I don't blame her. I had a few meetings today, but I've since had them rescheduled. Sammy almost drowning took a toll on us, and things haven't been easy since my father's cancer dia
Ada "To start, I'd like to thank you once again for your bravery," Mr. Manney begins dramatically. "You saved my son's life, and for that, I'm indebted to you for life, Miss Johnson. Please, if there's anything I can do for you, let me know right away."After he says this, I don't quite know what to say to him. A visit from them is the last thing I ever thought would happen. I'm glad I didn't give them a fake address when I applied for the job the same way I gave them a fake name, otherwise, I would've been in some trouble now, I think, and would've ended up losing all credibility. It would be easier to focus on Mr. Manney if his brother-in-law weren't looking at me like I'm a piece of shit standing in his way. His eyes are studying me deeply. Whenever I glance at him, I find him staring at me with an expression that's somewhat dehumanizing. He's so arrogant. So conceited. "I'd...if I could get my job back, I'd be much obliged," I tell him as humbly as I can."Why, of course," he c
MaximilianAs I watch my sister rise from the table and head tired the maid who saved Sammy’s life, I have to admit that I feel anger stirring in my gut. If someone were to ask me, I wouldn’t be able to explain why it is that I feel this way about her. Whenever I catch a glimpse of her face, I get annoyed. It’s not that I’m not grateful that my nephew’s life was spared; it’s something else entirely. Something that runs deeper than logic and simple explanations. Beside me, Edmund snickers, and as I turn my head to stare at him. He’s shaking his head as he watches me over the rim of his coffee cup and says, “Still bothered by the maid? Seriously, Max. What are you, twelve? You’re treating her like she’s your new rival at the school’s playground.”His words worsen my irritation, and I sneer at him. “I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”“Or is it that you’re annoyed that you find her so striking?” he muses. “There’s nothing striking about her,” I retort dryly while pickin
AdaThat man's on my case, and if I'm not careful, I'll land myself into trouble, the kind that I won't be able to claw myself out of so easily. The truth if that it's hard for me to hide the way I feel about these people. Of course, I'm aware that Reynold Loxley's children have nothing to do with their father's sins, but I can't help but feel resentful toward them all. They live a good life, totally oblivious to the fact that their father is a monster, and I had to live with that for the longest time. Every day, I live in the shadow of the life he created for me unknowingly. Every day, I think about how different my life would've been if my father had just lived. So, I hate them for it. I hate their ignorance and lavish lifestyle built on the blood and bones of innocent people. How many men did their father kill? How many people's lives were affected like mine were?I refuse to believe his crime was a one-time thing. I shake my head to clear my mind, and focus on the task at hand
AdaBy the time I get home, I'm beyond exhausted, both physically and mentally. It took everything for me to stay calm and not barge into that office to look for potential information. I don't expect it to be easy, but I'm counting on the fact that they won't hide things too well because they don't expect anyone to look?Also, I've been thinking a lot about the things that happened and my interactions with the family and the staff. Mr. Loxley, Reynold's son, is onto me. He eyes em suspiciously, and that's not good. I'll need time if I'm going to make a groundbreaking discovery, and I can't have people suspecting me on the second day. Mr. Manney is being weird, that's for sure. I didn't like the way he looked at me, or how he touched me before he walked away. As for Sheila, well, she's not a threat to me. She's just some psycho with way too many delusions in her head. Though, I'm honestly wondering what gave her the courage to walk up to me and say such a thing. Is she really that s
Maximilian"Rebecca," I say to my sister just before she enters the bedroom with Edmund, "could we have a word?"She and Ed exchange a look, and I convince myself that I'm not offended by it. She and I have always been on the same page about many things. A perfect example is when we all agreed to come live with our father here after his diagnosis. I just went into his room to see him, but he was out like a flame. "Sure," Rebecca replies as she makes her way to my side, interrupting my train of thought. "Where would you want to talk?"I gesture at my room. There's a balcony and I think we'd have privacy there. I ignore the way Ed's looking at me, and open the door for her to enter my room. It's immaculate, courtesy of the maids who work hard to keep the place spotless. Then again, I've never been a messy person. I like things around me neat and organized. It helps me feel sane and in control. "What's the matter?" Rebecca asks as soon as I close my bedroom door. "I was hoping to tal
AdaI’ve never really had an enemy before, so this whole experience with Sheila is very new to me. Of course, there’s Reynold Loxley, but he’s never been an active enemy, if that makes sense. I’ve never looked the man in the eyes in my life. I’ve hated him from a distance, so it’s different to what I’m experiencing now with this delusional woman who somehow thinks I’m going to steal her opportunity to be Maximilian Loxley’s wife. At least, that’s the impression I have of her. She’s a bit on the crazy side, and although I find it concerning, life has taught me that it’s the people you’re less concerned about that are the problem. I can’t see how she would jeopardize my future here. Plus, what were my options, exactly? Playing along with her? Promising her that I’d do as she says?Nope. Not an option. So, I keep my head low and try not to be too excited about the fact that I’ll be cleaning the office today. I could find some valuable information that could help me uncover the truth.
Ada “Go on,” Sheila taunts when she sees my clenched fist by my side. “Hit me. See if you won’t fired for misconduct.”“You stupid bitch,” I hiss. “You tripped me.”“This is only a taste of what’s going to happen to you if you insist on challenging me,” she claims. Shamelessly. She’s so damn shameless. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone like her in all my life. “You little—”“What’s going on?” Mrs. Danes asks as she heads toward us. “What happened?”Sheila turns around and tells her, “Naomi fell, Mrs. Danes. The poor thing.”“Are you alright?” Mrs. Danes asks me as she assesses the damage. There’s some food on the floor, but most of it’s on the tray, so that’s that. “Yes,” I answer while I make eye contact with Sheila. “Just fine. I’ll clean this mess right up.”Sheila smiles, and I realize that I have yet another person in this house who might prove to be problematic for me. I have to get rid of her. There’s no predicting what she could do, and I won’t risk my stay here. I’ve don
AdaHowever, regardless of how much I hope—of how much I pray for things to go my way—I still find that rarely happens. Because that woman, their family friend Kelly, is here for breakfast. I don't know why she's coming around so much. I mean, it's really none of my business, but why can't she stay away? What's wrong with her? How obsessed with Maximilian is she? Even now, she's sitting close to him and constantly touches his arm or elbow while saying something. I don't know why, but it's annoying watching her. Very much so. I feel myself start to get angry as I watch her. It makes no sense for my heart to be beating like this; none. It's none of my business and honestly, who cares what they do? But I'm starting to realize that I have something against this woman. I guess it’s safe to say that she had something against me, first. For the entirety of breakfast, Maximilian makes a point of not looking at me and I do the same, even though I can’t help but steal an occasional glance
AdaThe silence seems to want to engulf me.It’s almost too quiet. I have to look around to make sure that I’m in my own apartment. It feels like a foreign place. Or maybe it’s my mind that’s become so strange to me that I can’t make sense of the places I’m in every day. I close my eyes, squeeze them shut, and then open them again slowly, ignoring the throbbing behind them. Yes. This whole mess is giving me a headache and there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m just so damn tired of always having to think. At this point, I wish I could just shut my thoughts and not have to think about Max Loxley or anyone else in their family. I’m tired. I lie on my couch. I haven’t had dinner yet and find it unlikely that I will. I’m just not hungry and anyway, I don’t have the energy to cook anything right now. I’m being haunted by the memories of this afternoon. How his grip felt. How his eyes pinned me to the spot. How my heart raced every time his face moved closer to mine. How triumphant I f
Maximilian Kelly leaves before dinner is even served, which honestly, I'm thankful for. I was surprised to see her here. I thought the discussion we had earlier would be enough to send her away forever, but it seems not, and I don't know how I feel about that.I'm cutting into my ribeye when Rebecca says my name. "Max."I look up at her. My expression is one of boredom, I'm sure. Judging by her tone, she wants to talk about a complicated matter. I'm sure it has to do with Kelly and what happened earlier. "What's going on with you? Could you tell me?""Rebecca," I begin, "I don't think that—""Kelly told me what happened," she whispers after looking around to ensure that nobody is around to hear her. "You know, between the two of you in your office."I suppress the urge to groan. Fuck. "I already had a conversation with her concerning this," I say, keeping my tone level. "I don't think there's anything left to say.""This isn't like you at all," she claims. "You're not one to brea
Ada"A direct order, is it?" I ask, tearing my arm from his grip. "And I suppose that makes you so much better than her?"He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, almost like he's calming himself down. When he looks back at me, his eyes are shooting daggers at me. "Do you take pleasure in being such a complicated person?""I'm not being complicated, I'm just pointing out a fact," I claim. "An order is an order. I'll get someone else to do it. As you wish, sir."I start to walk away from him, but he shocks me by grabbing my arm and forcing me to face him. A gasp leaves my lips in the process. He's doing this in broad daylight. Where anyone could see us and assume whatever they want. I tell him, "I have to remind you that anyone could be watching us, Mr. Loxley. Now's the right time for you to release me.""Do you think I care about anyone watching?" he asks in a low voice, his face only inches away from mine. "I pay them to mind their business. Whoever has a problem with what I do
AdaI haven’t seen him for the whole day. That’s how I refer to him now. As him. I didn’t have to serve breakfast because, luckily enough, nobody would be having any. Everyone left early. I have a feeling he did it to avoid me, but at the same time, I think I might be delusional because he approached me. He’s not trying to avoid me. I’m in his house, not the other way around. If he never wants to see me again, all he has to do is fire me and I’ll be out of his sight. I haven’t had a chance to look for any clues. Then again, I’m not really in the mood to. My concentration can’t falter, and right now, I’m too deep in my thoughts to get something so risky done. The day is nearly coming to an end but I swear it’s been the longest of my life. It’s been so tedious, too. I’ve just been cleaning and nothing else. At this rate, I don’t think I’ll have the encouragement to come back. I have twenty minutes until I have to leave when I’m called by Mrs. Danes. She says to me, “Miss Loxley is
MaximilianThe words I said to Naomi were more to me than to her, because I was right. I do have to forget that the kiss ever happened. I’ve gotten myself into serious trouble because of it. My desire for her has spiraled out of control to the point where I used someone dear to me to erase the thought of her from my mind, or rather, not the thought, but this curiosity of mine to know what she tastes like. What happened between Kelly and me should never have occurred. It was a mistake I think I’ll pay for for the rest of my life. I leave without having breakfast. This is for the best. Whenever she’s around, I can’t seem to think straight, so this is me cutting the problem from the root, since I don’t know how to fucking behave. I rarely drive to work with my head as full as it is. Usually, it’s easy for me to focus on what I’m going to do all day, but she hasn’t left my mind for a second. I couldn’t even tell if she was relieved by what I said, or disappointed. She’s never given me
Ada When I get back to my apartment, I'm shaking. Literally. Shaking. I close the door and when I try to lock it, I drop the keys multiple times. To be fair, I don't know how I drove myself here. I should've crashed the car. It's a miracle, it truly is. Because I'm a mess. I have been since he kissed me. I even came home in my uniform. That's how jumbled up my mind is. I didn't change. I just grabbed my clothes and my bag and came running. The truth is that I was afraid he'd follow me. But he didn't. Now that I'm home, in a place that's safe for me, it's easier for me to focus and think about what truly happened. The horrifying part is that I kissed him back. There, I've said it. I kissed him back. I should've pushed him away but for some reason, that didn't occur to me. I had this curiosity to kiss him back. To know what it would be like.And now I’m regretting that because it’s just about the craziest thing I’ve ever done, arguably the dumbest. I chew my thumb nonstop and
MaximilianI kiss her. I fucking kiss her. I think I grab her face and she stands up, both of us moving backward until her back hits the door of my office hard, making a sound that should scare me but doesn’t, our lips locked. I lose my mind for a moment. I’m overcome by this feverish sensation that races up and down my spine before it settles on my chest, burning bright and nearly suffocating me. Is this feeling desire? Lust? Need? Or a mixture of all three? Her hands are grabbing the lapels of my shirt, pulling me close as our mouths move together. My tongue darts out, settling on her lower lip. She parts her lips for me, allowing me entrance into her sweet mouth. My tongue finds hers and the two move like intimate friends. Like lovers. This is the first time I’ve ever kissed her but it doesn’t feel like it. It’s like my body knows her, and hers knows mine. The moment ends abruptly. She stills, becoming as rigid as a rock, and I break the kiss before taking a few steps away fr
AdaFor the next two days, things have been calm and on the low. I haven’t had any weird experience with Mr. Loxley. Except, of course, when his hand accidentally grazed mine while I was pouring him coffee this morning. It felt like I’d been zapped with electricity and when I looked at him, undoubtedly with an accusing look burning in my eyes, he seemed just as surprised as me. But whatever. That was a mild thing. Nothing to be concerned about. Damson still hasn’t called and I can’t help but wonder what’s wrong with him. Why won’t he talk to me? It’s so frustrating, to be honest. This day is almost ending. Tomorrow will be another day and things feel so stale. I won’t even mention how disappointed I was when I went through the photos I took and, you guessed it, there was absolutely nothing in them that would tie Reynold Loxley to my father’s death. It feels like I’m chasing after ghosts, to be honest. I feel so irritated with the whole thing. So frustrated, too. In my mind, this