Ada
An elderly woman races past me, screaming that she needs help. Saying she can't swim. I turn my head to look at her, and hear her saying hysterically:
"HE'S IN THE POOL! SAMMY'S IN THE POOL! I CAN'T SWIM! SOMEONE, HELP!"
The pool isn't that far away from where I'm standing. I approach the edge of it, confused, and that's when I see it. A small figure lying at the very bottom of the pool, arms and legs flailing. I don't think twice.
I dive into the pool, shoes and all, and swim to the very bottom to grab the drowning child.
I'm still blowing air into the little boy's mouth when a crowd comes running toward me.
He coughs, water spurting from his mouth, and I turn him on his side while patting his back. I'm trembling from head to toe, adrenaline surging through me. The older lady who was screaming for help gets on her knees next to me, crying, and shortly afterward, I hear the sound of heels clattering toward us before a blood-curdling scream fills the air.
"Sammy!"
The woman in heels pushes everyone out of the way and sinks to her knees, scooping the boy named Sammy into her arms. Her mascara starts torn, and her cries become desperate. I register her face right away. Rebecca Loxley, the killer's first-born daughter. "My son!" she cries. "My boy! Someone call an ambulance! Sammy, baby? Talk to me. Talk to your Mommy."
"What happened?" a man asks, his loud, sharp voice cutting through the chaos—the same one that yelled at me not ten minutes ago.
I'm still on my knees next to the wailing mother when the crowd parts for him and another man, the actor who's Rebecca's husband. I realize what's happening in a fraction of a second. The boy whose life I saved is Rebecca's son, my father's killer's only grandson.
Hence, the nephew of the man who fired me moments ago.
Those cruel blue eyes find me, and they sharpen right away. "What are you still doing here? What the hell happened here!? What have you done!?"
The older lady stands up, crying still, but she manages to grit out the whole story. She was watching Sammy—she's his babysitter, I learn—and he ran into the pool, for some reason. She doesn't know how to swim, so she ran in screaming for help. I was conveniently there when it happened, so I ended up saving the boy instead.
While she's recounting the tale, paramedics rush toward us with a stretcher. I stand up, my legs shaky, and watch as the boy is taken from his mother's arms and placed on the stretcher after they make sure he's breathing and stable. I briefly wonder how they got here so quickly. Were they just around the corner? Do rich people have their own paramedics? Their own ambulance?
"This is the woman who saved my son's life?" the actor asks, walking toward me with his arm outstretched. His wide eyes are searching as his hand clasps mine. "Thank you. I cannot thank you enough for what you've done. Please, wait for me here."
"Mr. Manney," Mrs. Danes begins. She's standing right next to me now, with her hand on my shoulder still. The man looks her way vaguely, almost like he can barely register her voice. "I\m sorry to cut in at a time like this, but I would like to remind you that Mr. Loxley fired Miss Johnson a few moments ago."
My gaze shifts to Maximilian Loxley, the man who just fired me, briefly, and I see discomfort and shock written all over his face. His jaw is tight, and he doesn't intervene or even try to answer Mrs. Danes' query.
He frowns and says, "Nonsense. Please, wait for me here."
After saying this, he follows his wife and the paramedics through the kitchen, and the rest of the employees stay behind, whispering and shocked by the events of the day. Maximilian Loxley keeps staring at me, and for a beat, I allow myself to stare back at him freely. Then, without a word, he turns on his heel and heads inside, disappearing from sight.
Mrs. Danes squeezes my shoulder to grab my attention, and I turn my body to face her. "You saved that boy," she tells me, her voice thick with emotion. "Let's get you into a new change of clothes. You're soaked to the bone and will catch a cold in this state. Everyone, back to work, please! All is well."
I go back inside with her, and we head inside the changing room. She gestures at the uniform I just took off and says, "You'll have to put that on, I believe."
"Thanks," I whisper before I pull my sweater over my head.
She remains in the room, watching me as I change. Then, she says, "It's a gallant thing, what you did. I'm sure Mr. Manney will be lenient with you and will give you a second chance, if you still want it."
I halt, deciding to pay full attention to what she's saying. I realize that I'm not even holding the knife anymore. It's probably at the bottom of the pool. I must have dropped it when I dove in to rescue the boy.
I was going to kill Reynold Loxley, my father's killer. If I hadn't come across his grandson drowning, he would've been dead by now, if I'd succeeded in heading upstairs to finish the job. This realization makes me feel colder than I already do, and I shiver.
Now, I might be given a chance to work here again.
"Yes, I'll take it," I tell her before throwing the uniform on. The material is warm compared to my skin. "I really need this job, Mrs. Danes."
"I'll put in a good word for you," she tells me. "I'm sure you're good at what you do. Everyone deserves a second chance."
Her kind words touch a part of me, and I nod at her and say, "Thank you."
"I'll call you when Mr. Manney arrives," she claims before she grabs my wet clothes. "Wait here, please."
With that, she leaves, and I'm left alone in the huge changing room. I sit with my hands clasped together, shivering.
I was about to commit an atrocity if this incident hadn't stopped me. Such is the extent of my rage. But I don't regret saving the boy, even if it means that I might have missed my only chance to exact revenge on Reynold Loxley.
I'm sure of this.
For years, I've suffered miserably. After my father died, followed shortly afterward by my brother, something in me changed and hardened into stone. My father was a hustling businessman always looking for the next best deal, and when he'd found one, his competitor was Reynold Loxley, who was interested in buying the land as well. My father refused to let him buy it, despite the fact that Reynold offered him millions, and harsh words were exchanged between them because of this.
Reynold threatened my father loudly, claiming he'd regret his decision, and that same night, he'd been shot dead on his way home. My brother Theo, who was eighteen when it happened, started looking into the matter and gathering evidence to have Reynold arrested. He decided to call Reynold Loxley and meet with him to confront him. A month after my father's shooting, he was killed too, only his body has never been recovered.
We never even got to bury him.
The police couldn't help us. They said they had no concrete evidence against the Loxleys, but Harry Port, my father's best friend who'd been with him during the shooting and got shot himself, claimed that it's because of Reynold's influence. Those police officers and even the detective were in his pocket.
I learned a long time ago that if you want justice, you'll have to grab it with both hands, which is exactly what I'm doing.
I won't stop until that man pays for what he did to my family. I'll sit here and wait for that second chance. If I'm not given one, I'll plan again. That's what I do. Planning is what got me this far.
The day comes to an end, and Mrs. Danes walks into the changing room while shaking her head. She hands me my clothes back. They're dry. She tells me, "Mr. Manney still isn't back and he hasn't sent word. Please, come back tomorrow. I'm sure that when he's calmer, he'll remember to have a word with you."
Yes, tomorrow. I won't give up as long as there is still tomorrow.
MaximilianI have to admit that I feel like shit for having fired that woman when she's the only reason why I'm breathing properly today.If Sammy had drowned in that pool, I'd rain hell down on all those fucking incompetent people. There wouldn't be a single person left standing to tell the story. I dismissed her like she was nothing, only for her to end up saving my nephew minutes later, a boy who means the world to me. I can't take the image of her soaking wet with water pooling at her feet from my mind. Her gaze was steady, and to make matters worse, she hadn't looked at me with resentment. I only saw exhaustion in them, and that made me feel small. Smaller than I ever have in my entire life. Edmund has his arms around my sister, and he's whispering comforting words to her. She's a mess. Then again, I don't blame her. I had a few meetings today, but I've since had them rescheduled. Sammy almost drowning took a toll on us, and things haven't been easy since my father's cancer dia
Ada "To start, I'd like to thank you once again for your bravery," Mr. Manney begins dramatically. "You saved my son's life, and for that, I'm indebted to you for life, Miss Johnson. Please, if there's anything I can do for you, let me know right away."After he says this, I don't quite know what to say to him. A visit from them is the last thing I ever thought would happen. I'm glad I didn't give them a fake address when I applied for the job the same way I gave them a fake name, otherwise, I would've been in some trouble now, I think, and would've ended up losing all credibility. It would be easier to focus on Mr. Manney if his brother-in-law weren't looking at me like I'm a piece of shit standing in his way. His eyes are studying me deeply. Whenever I glance at him, I find him staring at me with an expression that's somewhat dehumanizing. He's so arrogant. So conceited. "I'd...if I could get my job back, I'd be much obliged," I tell him as humbly as I can."Why, of course," he c
MaximilianAs I watch my sister rise from the table and head tired the maid who saved Sammy’s life, I have to admit that I feel anger stirring in my gut. If someone were to ask me, I wouldn’t be able to explain why it is that I feel this way about her. Whenever I catch a glimpse of her face, I get annoyed. It’s not that I’m not grateful that my nephew’s life was spared; it’s something else entirely. Something that runs deeper than logic and simple explanations. Beside me, Edmund snickers, and as I turn my head to stare at him. He’s shaking his head as he watches me over the rim of his coffee cup and says, “Still bothered by the maid? Seriously, Max. What are you, twelve? You’re treating her like she’s your new rival at the school’s playground.”His words worsen my irritation, and I sneer at him. “I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”“Or is it that you’re annoyed that you find her so striking?” he muses. “There’s nothing striking about her,” I retort dryly while pickin
AdaThat man's on my case, and if I'm not careful, I'll land myself into trouble, the kind that I won't be able to claw myself out of so easily. The truth if that it's hard for me to hide the way I feel about these people. Of course, I'm aware that Reynold Loxley's children have nothing to do with their father's sins, but I can't help but feel resentful toward them all. They live a good life, totally oblivious to the fact that their father is a monster, and I had to live with that for the longest time. Every day, I live in the shadow of the life he created for me unknowingly. Every day, I think about how different my life would've been if my father had just lived. So, I hate them for it. I hate their ignorance and lavish lifestyle built on the blood and bones of innocent people. How many men did their father kill? How many people's lives were affected like mine were?I refuse to believe his crime was a one-time thing. I shake my head to clear my mind, and focus on the task at hand
AdaBy the time I get home, I'm beyond exhausted, both physically and mentally. It took everything for me to stay calm and not barge into that office to look for potential information. I don't expect it to be easy, but I'm counting on the fact that they won't hide things too well because they don't expect anyone to look?Also, I've been thinking a lot about the things that happened and my interactions with the family and the staff. Mr. Loxley, Reynold's son, is onto me. He eyes em suspiciously, and that's not good. I'll need time if I'm going to make a groundbreaking discovery, and I can't have people suspecting me on the second day. Mr. Manney is being weird, that's for sure. I didn't like the way he looked at me, or how he touched me before he walked away. As for Sheila, well, she's not a threat to me. She's just some psycho with way too many delusions in her head. Though, I'm honestly wondering what gave her the courage to walk up to me and say such a thing. Is she really that s
Maximilian"Rebecca," I say to my sister just before she enters the bedroom with Edmund, "could we have a word?"She and Ed exchange a look, and I convince myself that I'm not offended by it. She and I have always been on the same page about many things. A perfect example is when we all agreed to come live with our father here after his diagnosis. I just went into his room to see him, but he was out like a flame. "Sure," Rebecca replies as she makes her way to my side, interrupting my train of thought. "Where would you want to talk?"I gesture at my room. There's a balcony and I think we'd have privacy there. I ignore the way Ed's looking at me, and open the door for her to enter my room. It's immaculate, courtesy of the maids who work hard to keep the place spotless. Then again, I've never been a messy person. I like things around me neat and organized. It helps me feel sane and in control. "What's the matter?" Rebecca asks as soon as I close my bedroom door. "I was hoping to tal
AdaI’ve never really had an enemy before, so this whole experience with Sheila is very new to me. Of course, there’s Reynold Loxley, but he’s never been an active enemy, if that makes sense. I’ve never looked the man in the eyes in my life. I’ve hated him from a distance, so it’s different to what I’m experiencing now with this delusional woman who somehow thinks I’m going to steal her opportunity to be Maximilian Loxley’s wife. At least, that’s the impression I have of her. She’s a bit on the crazy side, and although I find it concerning, life has taught me that it’s the people you’re less concerned about that are the problem. I can’t see how she would jeopardize my future here. Plus, what were my options, exactly? Playing along with her? Promising her that I’d do as she says?Nope. Not an option. So, I keep my head low and try not to be too excited about the fact that I’ll be cleaning the office today. I could find some valuable information that could help me uncover the truth.
Ada “Go on,” Sheila taunts when she sees my clenched fist by my side. “Hit me. See if you won’t fired for misconduct.”“You stupid bitch,” I hiss. “You tripped me.”“This is only a taste of what’s going to happen to you if you insist on challenging me,” she claims. Shamelessly. She’s so damn shameless. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone like her in all my life. “You little—”“What’s going on?” Mrs. Danes asks as she heads toward us. “What happened?”Sheila turns around and tells her, “Naomi fell, Mrs. Danes. The poor thing.”“Are you alright?” Mrs. Danes asks me as she assesses the damage. There’s some food on the floor, but most of it’s on the tray, so that’s that. “Yes,” I answer while I make eye contact with Sheila. “Just fine. I’ll clean this mess right up.”Sheila smiles, and I realize that I have yet another person in this house who might prove to be problematic for me. I have to get rid of her. There’s no predicting what she could do, and I won’t risk my stay here. I’ve don
Ada When Grayson and I arrived here a few minutes ago, I didn’t know what to expect. I didn’t know where he was bringing me. I couldn’t even guess it. I saw the hotel with all the cars parked in the lot, and I wondered what kind of party he was bringing me to. It was only when I saw the names on the poster outside that I realized what his plan was. Now, we’re inside the venue and there are so many people here that I can’t even breathe. I’m suffocating on everything—the whole damn thing. Grayson’s grip on my arm is like a vice. I can’t even fight him off. “Stop it,” I tell him. “Stop! I don’t want to be here and I don’t understand why you’ve brought me to this place!”To Max’s engagement to that blonde woman? What if I come across him? God, I don’t think that I will be able to handle such a thing. What happened between us was too bad for me to just act like it wouldn’t be a problem. I wasn’t invited here. I don’t belong here. “Just relax,” Grayson says to me in a low voice as h
Maximilian As I fix my tie and stare at my reflection, a thought, unwanted and intrusive, occurs to me. What the fuck am I doing?I shut it down as soon as it springs to mind, but the fact remains that I've asked myself this question more often than I've convinced myself that I'm doing the right thing. And sure, that's a problem. It's not supposed to be, but it is. I can't even say that I haven't been warned. My father is showing up to the engagement party just because of the family image we need to portray. He’s made it very clear that he isn’t happy with my decision. Although I hate to disappoint him, I’m doing this to preserve my sanity. I didn’t think that getting over Ada would be this hard. She has become Ada now, completely. Utterly. I’ve forgotten all about Naomi Johnson. I pinch the bridge of my nose before taking a few moments to inhale. The more I think about it, the less I like it. But what can be done? A knock at the door interrupts my train of thought. The door o
Ada The day I have to meet with Grayson Piovani arrives, and I’m not ready. I stare at my reflection in the mirror, take a deep breath, and then put the last earring on. He mentioned he wanted me well-dressed? Well, this is it. I smooth my dress down with my hands, making sure to get all the wrinkles out. There aren’t any, I just don’t know what to do with my hands. I’ve opted for one of the only dresses I have that is presentable and I can take to an event that’s formal. It’s an emerald green with a sequined top. It belonged to my mother, but she said it no longer fit her after her gave birth to me, so I’ve had it ever since. It was meant to be worn for a special occasion, but the time never came and now, it’s useful to me. I’m nervous. I don’t know what to expect, and have no idea where he’ll be taking me. I just want to know what this big secret of his is. Why would he go through the trouble of contacting me if it wasn’t something serious that would benefit me? At this point,
AdaDamson steps away from me, finally releasing me. “He did, didn’t he?”I fold my arms. “Don’t blame him, Damson. He was just trying to help me understand why you were ignoring me the whole time.”He chuckles darkly, anger flashing in his eyes. “I see.”“It really hurt me, you know?” I mention after a stretch of silence. “I wish you’d talk to me. I don’t understand why you didn’t just tell me outright. I’d never judge you. Not ever.”His gaze meets mine and I realize that his eyes are red. He looks like he wants to cry. That, or he just looks plain furious. For some reason, I can’t tell the difference. “Right,” he then says. “Because that would be super ideal to you, wouldn’t it?”“What are you talking about?”“Nothing,” he says viciously before brushing past me to grab his coat. “Damson,” I say softly. “Damson, come on. Damson!”He ignores me outright and heads toward the door. Before he reaches it, it opens and my mother and Harry walk in, carrying takeout bags. I guess she did
Ada“Where were you?” is the first thing Damson asks me when I get back. I close the door slowly while trying to think about what I’ll say to him. I then settle with, “I just went to meet a friend.”His eyebrows raise. “A friend? Ada, you don’t have any friends.”“You don’t know that.”“I do,” he insists. “Is everything alright?”“Just fine,” I claim as I head toward the kitchen. I need to make myself some chamomile tea. It’ll help calm me and clear my mind. Damson follows me. I know how stubborn he can be, so I know he’ll continue questioning me until he’s satisfied with the answer. The tricky part is that I can’t tell him what happened with Grayson Piovani. I know what he’ll say, and I don’t want to hear it. Until I figure out what I’m going to do, I’m keeping this to myself.“I’m supposed to believe that?” he asks angrily. “Really?”I sigh. “I don’t know what you want me to say, Damson.”“Tell me the truth. Jesus, when did you start hiding things from me?”His question makes me w
Maximilian “Oh, Max!” Kelly moans as I thrust into her. Her fingernails are digging into my back and her heels are digging into the back of my legs. “Faster. Oh, yeah. That’s so good. Faster. Yes!”I’m close, and whenever this happens, I shut my eyes and all I can think about is Ada. Just her. It’s her face I see as I spill inside Kelly, my heart thundering in my chest. Fuck. I roll onto my back, lying next to her. Those few minutes right before I climax are the fucking best, and when it’s over, it all comes crashing down. I’m filled with this self-loathing that spoils my mood. “That was amazing,” Kelly says as she grabs by arm before making closer to me. We’re both breathing heavily and our bodies are covered in sweat. I hold her close, feeling terrible for thinking about someone who isn’t her while I’m inside her. Is it always going to be this way? Am I always going to be haunted by Ada Fucking Turner? Will she ever leave my thoughts alone?I must be a masochist because it does
AdaGrayson Piovani makes eye contact with me as soon as I step into the café. It’s pretty crowded, especially for this time of night, and that helps me feel safe. I approach his table and sit down, my eyes intently on his face. I might still regret doing this—it seems I’m the queen of making bad decisions—but for now, I’m curious to know what he wants. “Thank you for coming,” he says as soon as I sit down. “What’s the matter about?” I ask, getting straight to the point. “Coffee?”“No thanks.”His mouth quirks. “You don’t have to be so defensive. I didn’t ask you to come here to threaten you.”“I wouldn’t blame if you wanted to, especially because of the bomb thing.”“What made you say my name?”I inhale deeply and shrug. “I don’t know. It was a stupid thing to do.”“But you knew there would be a bomb?”“No, I didn’t.”He seems confused but quickly changes the subject. “The reason why I asked to meet with you is because I have some information that I think will help extremely valu
Ada It takes me a couple more days until I can feel somewhat normal. I don't know what it was about what Harry said to me, but I feel way better. I know that the situation was out of my control. I keep telling myself that maybe if I'd told him about it before Wes got involved, maybe he would've understood. Maybe, he would've forgiven me. But now I know that's not true. I don't think that would've happened because Max would've never understood my motives. Never. It's just something that wasn't meant to be. It was beautiful. By God, it was. I'll never forget the time I spent in his arms. But it's over now, and there's nothing I can do about it. I go shopping. I actually get ready to go and don't just step out in PJs. A heartbreak can really destroy you, I know that now. I need to be more careful of who I hand my heart to from here on out. It still hurts. I avoid the news. I have unsubscribed from all the gossip sites. I have no reason to even hear Max's name anymore. Maybe Harry
AdaI drive sound the city for many hours before I realize that I didn’t even bring my phone with me and that someone might be calling. I mean my mother, because nobody else does apart from her and Damson. It’s nearly five. I figure she’s probably home already which means I won’t be alone with a potential stalker there. I’ll have to tell her about this. Someone is following me around and leaving me these cryptic notes, and I have to find out who it is. I thought it was Wes. If not him, then who? Who could be following me around and leaving these poetic words?I park my car right behind my mother’s, and step out. I look around—and yes, I’m aware that u look paranoid—before I head toward the door. However, I stop in my tracks when I see Harry seated right outside the door, smoking a cigarette. He eyes me somewhat coldly as he sucks on the other end of it, and his eyes are searching as they land on my face. “Your mother was worried. You didn’t even call.”“I left my phone,”“I figur