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I don't want to hurt you (NSFW)

Author: Dark Mage
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

“It's okay, baby. You are safe.” He kissed me on my hair as he tried to make me stop shivering. His hand gently held me, to keep me safe.

When we returned from school, I screamed for him to bathe me, to wash off the feeling of having Mr Matt's hand on me. I asked Miguel to burn the clothes I wore; so I won't get to see a reminder of today. I was like a deranged person, kicking and screaming.

My body continued to shake as my mind conjured scenario after scenario. It made me wonder what might have happened had Miguel not come over to look for me. Would he have raped me and blamed me for seducing him? Would he have killed me, should I refuse to let him kiss me?

Who knows what would have happened to be back then?

I shivered some more as goosebumps materialized on my arms. I have never felt this way. Not even when Miguel treated me like a commodity. I have never been this scared in my life, and it's no thanks to a man, whom I once thought good things about.

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