TIFFANY WEST
An explosion of fire burst inside of me, spreading from my stomach to the tips of my fingers. My blood sizzled. My body tingled. And I couldn't breathe.
The press of my lips against his hit me with great intensity that turned my legs jelly and I lost balance on my legs but the man wrapped an arm around my waist to steady me, pressing me deeper against his body.
Air whooshed out of my lungs, my lips breaking from his for a second.
We stared at each other. My heart was racing fast and my blood burned hotter.
I didn't know what I was doing again. But it wasn't just the buzz from the alcohol making me braver. It was something else. Something stronger. Maybe it was the firm hold of his arm around me. It was no lie large hands had always been my Achilles heel. Maybe it was the heat sizzling in blue flame in his eyes. Maybe it was the darkness lurking within the edges of his eyes that made me believe was capable of drowning mine. I wasn't sure. But I couldn't stop myself. I knew this man was exactly what I needed tonight.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, leaning closer, I brought my mouth to his, pausing close enough to taste his intoxicating breath mixed with vodka.
Everything faded around me. I couldn't care less who'd been watching. I took a sweet pull on his lips. He didn't kiss me back but the heat still pulsed and spread through me like fire, tightening in my breasts before descending to the sensitive spot between my legs.
He licked his lips, drawing a lazy gaze from my mouth to my eyes, as though he found the kiss slightly bothersome to his person. It should have been discouraging but I was far too gone.
I drew my tongue across his top lips and then nipped at the bottom. I didn't miss the groan that rumbled up his throat. It was low, but it was there. And then I continued licking his lips like an ice cream cone. It had no finesse, just unadulterated lust.
He made a noise of anger and grabbed the back of my neck. “What the fuck do you think you're doing?” The thick Italian accent ignited with the blue flame in his eyes.
I cocked my brow. “Can't you tell? Seducing you, Is that a problem?”
“That depends on what you want to achieve?”
“I want everything tonight,” My voice is low, pure sex and seduction. And my plea only strengthened, feeling the hardness of his cock.
My pussy twisted in knots. There's no denying the inevitable tonight. He was going to succumb. And hell, I knew he was going to be worth it. I could already taste him on my tongue. The alcohol. The sweat.
His dark blue eyes stared at me. Drew his teeth across his bottom lips and took a sip from his tumbler while I anticipated his response. “Then no, it's not a problem at all,” He finished his drink and led me out of the bar to the hallway into the elevator. We rode to the penthouse on the top floor.
I kissed him the second we reached his room and he kicked the door shut behind us. His kisses were hard, and fast, punishing us with ferocity before he dumped me on the bed. It was soft and smelled like he did. Sandalwood and an unnamed scent I associated with sweet temptation and danger.
He took off his jacket, hanging it in the chair. His eyes flashed. “Take off your clothes,” It was a demand. His lazy mood hardened into a harsh one that made my heart thump against my cage.
Frustration flickered lazy and hesitant in my chest at his command but I swallowed it down, pulled up, and leaned on my elbow. “Why don't you come take it off yourself,”
He paused for less than a second, the darkness in his eyes narrowing on me as he pulled out a condom from his drawer, and ambled to the bed. Before I could process what was happening, he ripped off my dress and panties in one strong pull, unclasping my bra.
I was compelled to do the same. I pushed off his shirt, pants, and briefs, leaving only bare heat and skin behind.
My mouth dried at the sight before me. His body was sculpted with such perfection. Broad shoulders. Muscled chest. Bronzed skin and a faint dusting of black hair that tapered down to…
Oh fuck.
His cock jutted out, huge and hard and the mere idea of it inside me sent twin frissons of apprehension and anticipation spiraling through my stomach.
There's no way he'd fit. It was impossible.
When I finally drafted my gaze back to his, his eyes were focused on me, dark and cold.
“Dangerous mistake?” His brows were raised, his dark eyes piercing through mine as they searched for something within.
“Do I look like the type of woman who makes mistakes?” It was not a flirty tease but those words were a lie. But he didn't need to know that.
Something amusing danced within the depths of his eyes. “There’s always a first time, topolina and I have a feeling I'm going to be a special kind of mistake,”
I didn't get a chance to fully register his last sentence before he slammed into me and tore a cry from my throat.
I was so wet he slid in without much resistance, but the sensation was so sudden and intense that I clenched without thinking.
He hissed out a breath, but he didn't move until my body acclimated to his size and my whimpers of discomfort faded. Only
then did he pull out and push back in. Slowly at first, then faster and deeper until he set a rhythm that made my knees buckle.
All thoughts vanished from my mind as he hammered into me so deep he hit spots didn't know existed. My eyes fluttered closed, only to fly open again when a hand closed around my neck.
"Open your eyes," Lorenzo growled. "Look in the mirror when I'm fucking you."
I did. The sight that greeted me was almost enough to tip me over the edge. My breasts bounced with each thrust, and my eyes were glassy with lust and unshed tears as he wrung every ounce of pleasure from me. An endless stream of moans and whimpers poured from my half-open mouth.
The fucking was too intense, and all wanted was for him to keep going. To push me further and further until I crashed over the cliff looming ahead.
Lorenzo's grip tightened around my throat as he whispered something in Italian.
It was that look and those words, spoken in that voice, that finally tipped me over the edge.
I came with a sharp cry, my body shuddering around his. He followed soon after, his cock pulsing inside me until we were both spent and gasping for air.
We held on to each other, our breaths gradually evening in unison as we came down from our highs.
It was intense. It was mind-blowing. The best lay I'd had all my life. The thought made something weigh my chest. My heart was pounding fast against his chest as unwanted memories of Francis sparked back to life in my mind. I tried to fight it. But they won eventually.
I squeezed my eyes closed, tears escaping my bottom lashes. My grip tightened on his shoulders tightened. Suddenly, my lungs contracted and wouldn't release. I couldn't keep a strangled gasp from escaping.
“Look at me,” It was an order from him, carrying a harsh edge.
With no fight in me, I complied and opened my eyes. Tears blurred my vision and my nails dug further into his skin.
His gaze slid from the tear tracks on my face back to my eyes. I couldn't read the look in his eyes.
“Breathe, topolina,” It was another rough demand and I had the urge to push him off me, and yell at him to stop bossing me around. However, I couldn't. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't move. It felt like I was trapped in my twelve years old body.
He lifted his hand to my face, pushing back the careless strands of my red hair that stuck to my face before he caressed my cheek, muttering some words in Italian. The deep timbre of his voice, the cold look in his eyes, and the contrasting warmth of his hand on my cheek, somehow undid me.
The air suddenly came out from my lungs, the knot in my chest loosened and the tremor in my veins became the hot buzz of an electric line. And at that second I knew he had been right when he warned me I'd regret tonight. Because I did.
(Present) TIFFANY WEST Blackness. Inky and stagnant. It dripped into my subconscious. It was often an escape from reality, a comfort in the madness. But this time they whispered to me, telling me not to wake up now, not to wake up ever. Unfortunately, a pulsing ache in my head wakes me up. Feeling like roadkill, I let out a groan as a wake of nausea hit. “Dear God,” I groaned. Throwing the covers, I almost fell out of bed. Even my steps felt loud as I stumbled to the bathroom. Fuck. How much did I drink last night? The ache in my head stopped every attempt to remember how last night ended, all I could remember was Elena and I kept downing shots of alcohol at The Vincenzo wedding. We'd attended here in Las Vegas with her husband, Dimitri. Apparently, Dimitri Castello and Mr Vincenzo were business partners. I wasn't sure to what extent, maybe the latest groom was also a member of the Cosa Nostra, seeing as Dimitri was a New York don himself. But whatever curiosities I had, I did
TIFFANY WEST I didn't even bother getting dressed. I donned one of the robes hanging in the exquisite bathroom, heading straight to my hotel room. I sent Elena a text while I tried recalling what had happened last night, but all I could recall were fragments. And soon, small fragments began to make a whole. I remembered Elena helping me up to my room and into my bed. God knew I wished I had remained there. But not the case. Somehow I found myself at the party going on in the hotel bar. Everything from there remained a blur from the second I met Lorenzo up until the stroke of my ink on the marriage certificate. It was damned obvious I didn't have a gun pointed at my head when I signed my life away. I had always known my bad decision would catch up to me one day. In short minutes, Elena entered the room in nothing more than a pink night dress and jacket like she had just woken up or that was the closest thing she could grab as soon as she saw my text. She raised her brow. “Tiffany wh
TIFFANY WEST I woke up in comfort. The softness of a delicate pillow cradled my cheek and the gentle press of silk sheets brushed my neck.I jerked upright, opening my eyes to an immaculate room brightened by lights, and behind thick, elegant curtains was absolute darkness. I didn't know this place. I've never seen this type of furniture before. Not the polished dark room dresser. Or the carved antique chair in the corner. What was more unnerving than the unfamiliar setting was the realization that I had lost at least a good few hours of the day. It was dark outside and I had been unconscious since morning.I remembered Lorenzo coming into my suite. We were arguing and the next thing I felt was a stinging pain in my neck. That asshole injected me.I threw back the covers, rushing out of the bed, my feet hitting the cold marble tiles.My shoes… I wasn't wearing any but thank fuck my clothes were still intact but someone took my god-damned shoe.Lorenzo.I started to open the door bu
(Few Months Earlier)TIFFANY WESTI chose a bar within the heart of New York's most expensive hotel. Royale Haven. Downing down the burning liquor. I didn't even know what I was drinking, I'd told the barman to surprise me when he'd asked. And he'd surprised me. But the soothing burn of the alcohol was barely enough to keep me out of my frenzy. It was barely enough to keep his voice from echoing in my ears and it got worse as I stared at the seven words that blurred my vision from his text message. “Your mum's been calling you. We need to talk. This is important,” Seven words that unraveled me and left a series of violent shivers down my spine.It had been five years. Five fucking years since I'd last seen the pedophile of a shit bag stepfather, Francis Strauss, and my mother, Seline West.I thought I was okay. I thought I'd made peace with the past and finally moved past it. Past him. Past those nights he sneaked into my room and covered my screams with his hand on my lips. But all t
TIFFANY WEST I woke up in comfort. The softness of a delicate pillow cradled my cheek and the gentle press of silk sheets brushed my neck.I jerked upright, opening my eyes to an immaculate room brightened by lights, and behind thick, elegant curtains was absolute darkness. I didn't know this place. I've never seen this type of furniture before. Not the polished dark room dresser. Or the carved antique chair in the corner. What was more unnerving than the unfamiliar setting was the realization that I had lost at least a good few hours of the day. It was dark outside and I had been unconscious since morning.I remembered Lorenzo coming into my suite. We were arguing and the next thing I felt was a stinging pain in my neck. That asshole injected me.I threw back the covers, rushing out of the bed, my feet hitting the cold marble tiles.My shoes… I wasn't wearing any but thank fuck my clothes were still intact but someone took my god-damned shoe.Lorenzo.I started to open the door bu
TIFFANY WEST I didn't even bother getting dressed. I donned one of the robes hanging in the exquisite bathroom, heading straight to my hotel room. I sent Elena a text while I tried recalling what had happened last night, but all I could recall were fragments. And soon, small fragments began to make a whole. I remembered Elena helping me up to my room and into my bed. God knew I wished I had remained there. But not the case. Somehow I found myself at the party going on in the hotel bar. Everything from there remained a blur from the second I met Lorenzo up until the stroke of my ink on the marriage certificate. It was damned obvious I didn't have a gun pointed at my head when I signed my life away. I had always known my bad decision would catch up to me one day. In short minutes, Elena entered the room in nothing more than a pink night dress and jacket like she had just woken up or that was the closest thing she could grab as soon as she saw my text. She raised her brow. “Tiffany wh
(Present) TIFFANY WEST Blackness. Inky and stagnant. It dripped into my subconscious. It was often an escape from reality, a comfort in the madness. But this time they whispered to me, telling me not to wake up now, not to wake up ever. Unfortunately, a pulsing ache in my head wakes me up. Feeling like roadkill, I let out a groan as a wake of nausea hit. “Dear God,” I groaned. Throwing the covers, I almost fell out of bed. Even my steps felt loud as I stumbled to the bathroom. Fuck. How much did I drink last night? The ache in my head stopped every attempt to remember how last night ended, all I could remember was Elena and I kept downing shots of alcohol at The Vincenzo wedding. We'd attended here in Las Vegas with her husband, Dimitri. Apparently, Dimitri Castello and Mr Vincenzo were business partners. I wasn't sure to what extent, maybe the latest groom was also a member of the Cosa Nostra, seeing as Dimitri was a New York don himself. But whatever curiosities I had, I did
TIFFANY WEST An explosion of fire burst inside of me, spreading from my stomach to the tips of my fingers. My blood sizzled. My body tingled. And I couldn't breathe. The press of my lips against his hit me with great intensity that turned my legs jelly and I lost balance on my legs but the man wrapped an arm around my waist to steady me, pressing me deeper against his body. Air whooshed out of my lungs, my lips breaking from his for a second. We stared at each other. My heart was racing fast and my blood burned hotter. I didn't know what I was doing again. But it wasn't just the buzz from the alcohol making me braver. It was something else. Something stronger. Maybe it was the firm hold of his arm around me. It was no lie large hands had always been my Achilles heel. Maybe it was the heat sizzling in blue flame in his eyes. Maybe it was the darkness lurking within the edges of his eyes that made me believe was capable of drowning mine. I wasn't sure. But I couldn't stop myself.
(Few Months Earlier)TIFFANY WESTI chose a bar within the heart of New York's most expensive hotel. Royale Haven. Downing down the burning liquor. I didn't even know what I was drinking, I'd told the barman to surprise me when he'd asked. And he'd surprised me. But the soothing burn of the alcohol was barely enough to keep me out of my frenzy. It was barely enough to keep his voice from echoing in my ears and it got worse as I stared at the seven words that blurred my vision from his text message. “Your mum's been calling you. We need to talk. This is important,” Seven words that unraveled me and left a series of violent shivers down my spine.It had been five years. Five fucking years since I'd last seen the pedophile of a shit bag stepfather, Francis Strauss, and my mother, Seline West.I thought I was okay. I thought I'd made peace with the past and finally moved past it. Past him. Past those nights he sneaked into my room and covered my screams with his hand on my lips. But all t