** The feeling sticks with the me for most of the day I’m unable to shake it off, my eyes dropping to my phone numerous times but it never lights up with any texts. I head to the library to get some studying done, plugged in my earbuds and cranked up the music to quiet my thoughts and I could finally focus. Sam joins me after an hour as I’m flipping through my economics textbook a frown etched on my face. I managed a smile, I haven’t seen him since Friday night. Kyle also, it seems now that the concert is gone everyone is reminded of their academic responsibilities when in the past we spent every free time planning. But there’s not regret. He pops open his books beside me and got down to it. About two hours later I’m popping my knuckles, I I straightened my hands over my head to get get some relief on my spine. I see it’s already dark outside as I tug out the band in my hair to redo the bun at the top of my hair. I turn to see Sam looking at me, a soft smile on his face. And I le
**“Sam almost kissed me last night” I blurted out. I’ve been ansty since it happened and I wished I could have said it was because of Sam’s odd behavior but it wasn’t, by the time I drove into the driveway, another car pulled up beside mine and Ian stepped out of the back at the same time I did, doing up his jacket. We headed in together, I took a quick shower and got into something comfortable and went down for dinner. He asked about school and how my day went, I responded and returned the questions as we ate. It was calm, uneventful, I stated that I was done and he didn’t prob for me to eat more, just motioned for Ms Pat to serve desert. It was nice. But smehow I swear it was like he was waiting for me to tell him something. It was probably just the guilty conscience talking. And that was the other thing, the more I smiled politely and made small talk, the more guilt bit my heels. I hadn’t even done anything to feel guilty about. When I couldn’t stand it anymore I
**I’m very busy the next day I don’t have any spare time to dwell on my thoughts, I replied Sam’s texts, telling him we were cool but I haven’t seen any other them the entire day. It’s late afternoon when I get a text from Hannah. Hannah: I broke up with Kyle. I reread it. Shit, what happened. I forego replying and hit the call button instead. She answers in the second ring. “Hey” her voice sounded deep, had she been crying? Crap. Hannah never cries. “What happened? Are you okay?”“That damned tramp, and the cheating bastard” she cursed. “ Oh my goodness Hannah calm down, where are you?”“He cheated on me that bastard.” She repeated and I could tel she was upset from her tone. “You at home? I’m coming right now okay?”“Okay babe” she replied then hung up. Crap. I rushed to my car on my way I stopped by a mini mart to get a huge bowl of icecream and some chocolate, and two bottles of wine. We were going to need it. Hannah and Kyle always had arguments and co
Ian Quinn: Come out. Say what now? He doesn’t mean… I looked at the time at the top of my phone, it was half past nine our last text thirty-seven minutes ago, that was enough time for him to... I shook my head, thinking I was getting ahead of myself. But then what did he mean to come out? I crossed over to the window at the side and pushed the floral curtains to the side. Three floors down, parked at the front beside Bumper is a black Mercedes with the headlights on. I can’t see shit through the darkly tinted glasses but I knew it was him. What the heck is he doing here? Glaring down at the vehicle I clicked on my phone. Me: I told you I’ll be staying here tonight. He completely ignored my wishes and came to get me himself like I was a wayward child out past curfew. You've got to be kidding me. I was mentally seething. My phone lights up. Ian Quinn: Would you like me to come get you? Gah! Damn it. I gritted my teeth I’m surprised they don’t turn to first in my mou
Ian grunted in surprise, it lasted for only a split second, and then his lips were slanting over mine. Fingers wrapped around the nape of my neck and my back bumped into the closed door as he ate at my mouth. His mouth was warm, his taste like nothing I knew, and the first stroke of his tongue into my mouth sent a jolt through me. My eyes fell shut as Ian took over, and kissed me until my anger melted, melted into something else, something just as fiery, but molten, it spread over my limbs igniting a hunger that had me arching into him, I moaned as he leaned into me fully, my fingers clenching around his shirt, desire pooling low in my belly. He kissed me in a way I wasn’t aware was possible. Claiming me with parted lips, thrusting tongue, and fervor that had my thighs clenching. Oh God… The man could kiss, his tongue glided against mine, his lips sucking, his mouth plundered mine with something akin to desperation, I didn't understand it but my God it made me heady. The h
Act normal, like nothing happened last night I nodded and straightened my spine. People hooked up casually all the time, although what we did last night doesn’t fall into the hook up category, we’d have had to go all the way for that to happen. And we didn’t. Oh my God, despite the double orgasms last night that lulled me right to sleep with my wetness still coating my thighs and the taste of my musk lingering on my tongue, I couldn’t sit still this morning. I’d never touched myself while someone watched, occasionally, when I flicked the bean for some much needed relief I stopped at one, I didn’t know I could do it and so soon, but last night with his eyes on my fingers between my parted thighs I couldn’t stop the feeling, the build of another orgasm in my core, and his voice when he said I want to watch you come again. Fudge. It was the hottest encounter of my life. Better than sex even. And all we did was kiss and I masturbated to completion with his directions of cour
I try to go about my day as I normally would, Hannah texted to say that Kyle came by her place this morning. She didn’t offer more details but she was t cursing him out so I hoped he explained what went down and they made up. I was glad for it. It gave me time to be with my thoughts. As you can imagine he was at the forefront of my mind. Last night, this morning, did I mention last night? I was still hooked up on that and why wouldn’t I be? When I finally got my body to calm down after the heavy make out session in the car this morning and attended my classes, I absorb absolutely nothing and writing half sentences until I gave up, decided to borrow the notes of a classmate of create mine after studying on the topic later when I have my senses about me. I tried to think about what went down rationally.I jumped him. There was no other word for it. I’ve never been one to react on my emotions like that, it was crazy and his response? One minute I was angry and spitting fire, de
I don’t see the woman standing inside until I’ve pushed the door open, I wasn’t expecting to see anyone, I didn’t think they came to visit anymore, her head wipped around blond hair flying as Eunice turned looking like she’d been caught doing something she shouldn’t be. In a pink blazer a cream camisole and matching wide leg pants, a pair of nude pumps at her feet and a black channel purse cradled in front of her, she looked like she was attending an event and not making a trip to the hospital. But that was to be expected. Her fists flies to her cheek a large diamond ring glinting at her finger as she dabbed under her right eye, I wondered for a second if she wasn’t worried about plucking an eyeball at her sharp nails. My eyes dropped and I cleared my throat “I can come back later” I offered unsure. I really didn’t think she and Monica still visited from the last time we were here and she couldn’t wait to leave, not to mention how displeased she was at the turn out of his last will