Alone in my room, I sat on a plush white loveseat. I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about my Lycan mate and imagined how my parents would react if they found out.
Maybe love wasn't meant for me. That was the thought that kept swirling through my head as I stood in front of the full-length mirror, my red dress pooled at my feet and my neck, sore from rubbing it wearily. My mother hadn't said anything about my fall, and I was relieved to have avoided the topic.
I checked my phone. Several texts had flown in. I stared at the screen scrolling through the barrage of messages. A video of my fall had circulated online, and it had quickly become a trending topic.
Those gossiping bloggers must be grinning behind their screen, alight with excitement to gossip about my personal life and why I might have fallen. One even suggested that I might be pregnant and feeling dizzy.
I hadn't even had sex before. Maybe I was destined to be an old, lonely lady living in an old mansion, surrounded by overgrown gardens and sitting in a rocking chair with a horde of cats.
I rolled my eyes and went into my huge bathroom, trying to shake off the Lycan's face that filled my thoughts. As I leaned against the bathroom counter cluttered with skin care products, I closed my eyes in frustration and sighed.
Doing my skincare routine was supposed to be a relaxing and therapeutic activity, but tonight it just wasn't working. My mind kept drifting back to him.
The blaring sound of the mansion's alarm woke me up the next morning, and I groggily sat up, rubbing my eyes. I dragged myself out of bed and changed into my running wear, determined to get in a morning workout despite my fatigue.
As I ran down the stairs, I saw Sydney, my brother's girlfriend, standing in the hallway, taking pictures of her engagement ring.
"Hey sister-in-law," she called with fake enthusiasm. I went past her without saying anything and stepped out into the crisp morning air, ready to lose myself in the rhythm of my run.
Outside, the dew was falling and all around the streets, my pack mates were jogging on the tarred streets toward the clearing. I fell into step behind them, feeling the burn in my muscles as I pushed myself to keep up.
As we ran, my assistant Grace ran beside me, her worried expression clear . "Are you okay? Rissa" she asked, panting slightly. "You're trending online."
I nodded. "Let them say whatever they like. It's the least of my worries."
" They never stop picking on you. See it as charity, because your news is adding extra coins to their pockets."
I smiled and we picked up the pace, eager to get to the clearing and begin our training.
As we arrived at the crowded training clearing, my pack mates of all shapes and sizes sparred and practiced their fighting skills. I took my place among them, throwing myself into the fray with fierce determination.
But even as I fought and trained, a part of my mind kept drifting back to my Lycan mate. I wondered how they trained. Lycans were powerful beasts, and werewolves didn't come close in strength.
"Hey pumpkin, show me some moves," my dad, who was leading the training, blew his whistle and I shook my head in amusement. As we practiced, he watched me with a concerned expression.
"Are you okay, Rissa? You've been quiet since yesterday."
I hesitated for a moment, wondering if I should tell him about my mate and all the turmoil I was feeling inside.
"I'm good," I said, focusing on the training instead.
"Give me a kick-ass punch."
I laughed, remembering how my dad taught me to punch when I was a little girl and bullied in school. I punched him with a little too much force and he winced.
"Now that was deliberate!" I laughed and ran away, teasing him as he chased after me in the clearing. For a moment, I was able to forget about everything else and just enjoy the moment.
But my mum's voice ruined my mood as she scolded my dad when we ran past her. "Allen, you're treating Rissa like a five-year-old. It's high time she became a mother herself. All my friends have grandchildren. "
I hated starting my day by listening to Mum. Her words and crazy expectations and comparison always left me feeling frustrated and misunderstood so I walked away, a look of anger etched on my face.
I took my bath, letting the steam rise from the surface of the bubbly water as I tried to clear my mind and relax. As I got ready for work, I sat at my dressing table and applied my makeup with sharp, precise movements.
But as I was leaving the mansion, I couldn't avoid seeing Sydney, my brother's girlfriend, smirking at me from the doorway. I didn't bother giving her any response, knowing that she wasn't worth my time or energy. I was done with all the drama and just wanted to get on with my day.
I strode into the modern, sleek office building and my staff rushed to their workstations as they saw me enter. I shook my head with a small, amused smile as I watched them scurry to get back to work.
As I walked up a flight of stairs, my assistant Grace hurried to keep up and explained the day's schedule. My office was filled with the latest technology and gadgets, a testament to my success in the tech industry and my Dad's fat account.
But as Grace spoke to me, gesturing animatedly with a folder in her hand, it was clear that my mind was elsewhere.
"Are you even listening?"
"Course," I lied and nodded, making notes as I listened and trying to focus on the task at hand.
I sat up, trying to focus on my work despite the distractions of the outside world.
But all day, I couldn't concentrate. My body had changed since I saw the Lycan, and I found myself checking the internet for information about him. I didn't even know his name, and the lack of information was frustrating me to no end.
I groaned and tried to focus on a new software development program I was working on, staring at the lines of code on my computer screen, determined to lose myself in my work and forget about my Lycan mate for a little while.
I worked late into the night, the only light coming from my computer screen and a small desk lamp. I wasn't in the mood to go home, so I stayed at my desk long after work hours.
Two hours later, I walked through the darkened parking garage fishing out my car keys out of my bag, eager to get some rest. But before I could unlock my car, I felt someone behind me cover my mouth with something that immediately made me go limp.
I couldn't call security for help. Next thing I knew, they carried me into a car and I slipped into unconsciousness.
I woke up to a world of pain, my entire body screaming in protest. Struggling to sit up, I took in my surroundings and realized I had no idea where I was. My head spun as I tried to remember what had happened, but it was all a blur.I was in a dimly lit room, with peeling wallpaper and cobwebs in the corners. I was lying on the floor, my wrists and ankles bound tightly with a rope that cut into my skin. Just as I was starting to panic, a giant rat hurried past me, its beady eyes and sharp teeth, and a terrified shriek escaped my lips. I tried to get to my feet, but my hands and feet were tied and I couldn't move.My heart pounded in my chest as I shouted for help, realizing with a sinking feeling that I had been kidnapped. My bag was nowhere to be found and I couldn't even mind-link my dad for help. It was like I was nothing but chaff, and the tears started to flow down my cheeks as I cried out in desperation.I sobbed until there were no tears left, then tried to shift into my wolf
ClarissaThe moon cast a pale light through the broken window, making my panic intensify. The Lycan beast loomed above me and I lay on the cold, hard floor, screaming for help at the top of my lungs.My voice was rough, and my throat was raw from all the yelling, but I couldn't stop. I was afraid and had no idea what to do. The beast standing in front of me was fierce and angry, its eyes glowing a bloody red. It kept growling loudly, baring its sharp teeth and claws at me. I was sure it was going to tear me to shreds at any moment.The sight of its claws glinting in the moonlight made me cringe in fear. My body was paralyzed by the poison and when I tried to shift into my wolf form, my wolf was too weak to emerge, leaving me weak and at the mercy of the beast.The Lycan's hot breath washed over my face as it leaned in, its jaws dripping with saliva."Please don't hurt me," I stuttered, tears streaming down my face as I begged for mercy. My heart pounded in my chest as I imagined feel
ClarissaJalen's explosive shout took me by surprise, leaving me momentarily speechless as my heart raced in my chest. His anger was palpable, a seething heat that reminded me of the previous evening when his inner demons had taken control.As he loomed over me, the tension in the room was almost suffocating. I could feel the knots in my stomach tighten with fear, and I wisely chose to stay quiet, not wanting to further incite his wrath.Despite the anger he had displayed just moments ago, I thought I saw a hint of something like regret flash across Jalen's face as he ran a hand over his face and slumped against the wall. But he was skilled at hiding his emotions, and I couldn't be certain of what he was feeling.With a final, piercing look in my direction, he stormed out of the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I let out a sigh and cast my gaze around, hoping that my father would somehow find me and rescue me from this tumultuous situation.But deep down, I knew that it was a
As I crept out of the abandoned building, I looked left and right making sure that no one was watching me. There was no one in sight among the tall grasses. I quickly made my way to the van which had seen better days, parked close to the building. The building was hidden among the grasses except for a barely visible roof and peeling painted wall. I drove behind the wheels and my hands gripped the steering wheel tightly navigating the twists and turns on the road. My mind was consumed with thoughts of Clarissa. The abduction had proven to be more complicated than I had anticipated, especially when Cade and I visited the elderly herbalist, who informed us that the hypnosis potion would only be effective if Clarissa willingly consumed it.Also, the abduction could lead to a war between the Lycans and the werewolves. Clarissa's dad was surely looking for her by now, and I knew I had to act fast. The consequences of my actions weighed heavily on my mind as I raced home.I killed the en
ClarissaIt has been over twenty-four hours since I was kidnapped and tied up in this hellish, depressing building. My brain was going into overdrive and I couldn't even sleep for fear of what Jalen and his friend would do to me. Ever since I heard their plans to try to hypnotize me, I knew that I couldn't trust either of them. If his friend was really as nice as he pretended to be, he would have reported Jalen to the authorities for kidnapping instead of being an accomplice.The situation was so frustrating because I had a lot of work to do in the office. One of my clients had given me a project, and the testing and debugging was set to take place the next day. I also had a marketing and advertising campaign to oversee, but instead of working on these important tasks, I was stuck here, all thanks to my supposed mate."Did you feed her?" Jalen asked, treating me like a pet that needed to be fed."She said she wasn't hungry," his friend replied.Jalen pulled his friend to the window a
Downstairs, Jalen led me to a navy blue beat-up van and we both reached for the passenger door handle at the same time, our hands brushing. He stared at me with a mix of longing and sadness in his eyes, but quickly masked it and returned to his stoic, guarded self."Get in the van," he commanded, but his tone was not angry, instead my foolish wolf found it sexy. Jalen walked around to the driver's seat and I climbed into the passenger side. As he drove I felt the mating scent in the air and whenever I stole glances at him out of the corner of my eye, I felt a shocking sensation that ran from my head to my toes. I knew that he felt it too, the powerful pull of the bond between us."You know, it's funny that you think you can just pull a stunt like this and go scot-free without getting punished," I said, trying to start a conversation. "Do you know what my father would do if he found out that you kidnapped me?""How many times do I have to let you know this? I'm not scared of your fath
ClarissaIt was a restless night for me. I tossed and turned in my bed, unable to find a comfortable position despite the plush blankets and satin sheets. I even tried counting sheep, but it was no use. At midnight, I got out of bed and opened the window to let in the cool night air, hoping it would help me relax.But my mind was racing with thoughts of what had happened and the fact that I now had a bodyguard following me everywhere, thanks to Jalen. When I finally managed to fall asleep, I woke up feeling groggy and tired.Despite the lack of rest, I forced myself out of bed and got ready for the day ahead. I took a bath and chose a tailored navy blue power suit with matching pants and a crisp white blouse that showed a hint of cleavage.As I went downstairs, I saw my dad sitting in the living room with Detective Troy, an old family friend, and a long-time worker in the security unit. "Honey, can you give us a minute?" my dad called out to me. "Detective Troy needs to ask you some q
JalenI sat outside Clarissa's office building, smoking a blunt. I didn't know what had come over me earlier, to even think of working for her. I was overwhelmed with the urge to see her again, but I was too proud to admit it to Cade.When I brought up the idea to him, he couldn't control his burst of laughter. He laughed like a hyena, and I gave him a blank look."Dude, she's never going to accept you. How can you go work for her?" he said, still chuckling.My heart raced, and I dismissed the negative thoughts of what could go wrong. "I don't want to lose sight of her. What if she goes and, out of desperation to forget me, gets married to someone else?""I understand how you feel, but working for her is not a good idea. I'm sure she must have reported you to her dad, and they're on the way to get you arrested," Cade pointed out.I sneered smugly, tossing my head back. "I can bet with the last coin in my pocket that she didn't say anything to her dad," I said, feeling confident.Cade
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I stood at my window, watching Jalen and Cade entering the van and driving out and my mind was a whirlwind of emotions. I couldn't believe how much I missed him and how my body reacted to him.My mum and I went shopping for the charity ball and I wasn't expecting to see Jalen, but when our eyes met, I had to force myself to grip the bannister tightly to keep from running down the stairs and into his arms. My breathing became shallow and my knees felt weak, but I managed to hold myself together and maintain a composed demeanor.Now, my mind was a jumbled mess, filled with memories of our past together and the pain of our breakup. Anger and hurt boiled inside me, but I pushed it down, knowing that I had to be strong."Calm down, Rissa," I said to myself, trying to steady my breathing, but it was a losing battle. I wasn't as strong as I thought. No wonder people went back to their toxic partners. The mating bond was so strong that if my human self didn't restrain my wolf, I'd have jumpe
My packmates were working tirelessly, sanding down the rough spots on the wooden floor of the pack's hall in preparation for the Lycan king's coronation coming up in seven days. I watched one of them up on a ladder, hanging glittering lights from the rafters and another laying down fresh coats of paint on the wallsThe hall was beautiful with a long red carpet laid, leading to the platform and the stage and the scent of flowers filled the air as a group of packmates arranged beautiful bouquets on either side of the platform.I could feel the energy and excitement from my packmates as they worked, it was palpable and it made my heart swell with pride.My mum stood rigidly beside me, her eyes shining with excitement."This is so beautiful," she nudged me and I nodded in response.She took a deep breath and said, "A king needs his queen."I rolled my eyes, feeling annoyance wash over me.She placed a hand on my arm, her grip tight. "You can't wait to marry Malory."I frowned and said, "
I lay in bed, feeling comfortable and relaxed, and felt my left breast with my hand, which was a habit that I had picked up when I was a teenager. My fingers lightly ran over the curve of my nipple, pausing at the top and I shut my eyes, remembering how Jalen used to drive me wild with his tongue on my nipple, how I would have him suckle it until I came from just being touched there, and how I would cry out into the night, my hands clutching onto his chest so tightly.I took a deep breath and lifted my feet, bringing them closer to my chest. It's not like I was happy. Far from it, but. I couldn't just mope around and be useless just because Jalen was getting married to someone else. I wish Jaela hadn't even told me, but I made a conscious effort to be happy. My family was there for me and my mom always checked on me, even going as far as canceling some of her schedules just to make sure that she was always available for me. I felt the stretch in my legs as I brought them closer to m
My days were bland and uninteresting as I felt dejected and defeated. I lost the woman I truly loved, and now I proposed to someone I have no attraction to. The thought of spending the rest of my life with someone who doesn't make my heart skip a beat was a heavy weight to bear. I leaned into the leather armchair taking a long drink from my cold bear. The icy liquid provided a temporary escape from all my troubles. It was crazy how everyone expected me to move on, be a man and do the right thing because I knocked someone up. I set the beer down on the table and let out a sigh, trying to ignore the emptiness inside of me. This wasn't the life I imagined for myself, and Malory robbed me of my chance at true love and joy."Jalen are you there," Jaela's melodic voice which by the way I could never get tired of hearing, walked in, her steps slow and hesitant."What the hell, brother," she gasped at the sight of scattered bottles of beer. I reached for a remote control absently flipping
Today sucked horribly. It started when I walked into the conference room for our daily board meeting. My mood was irritable and I couldn't seem to shake it.I took my seat at the head of the table and tried to focus on the agenda, but the more my staff presented their ideas for a new app, the more frustrated I became. Every suggestion was met with a sharp rejection from me - the layout was wrong, the logo was uninspired, and I even snapped at them for wasting my time.The IT guys were eager to discuss some updates with me, but I couldn't concentrate on what they were saying. Instead, I found myself doodling aimlessly on a notepad, tracing lines and shapes without any real purpose.Everyone there looked at me with confusion, and the tension in the room rose with every passing moment. I rubbed my temples, trying to ease the headache that was growing stronger by the minute."Excuse me," I finally said, standing up from my chair. "I think we should continue this meeting later. I have a he
As I stood in the clearing surrounded by the tallest trees in the forest, I felt the weight of the moment settling onto my shoulders. This was the coronation ceremony that marked my ascension to the throne as the Lycan king. The full moon shone bright and clear above, casting an eerie glow on the gathering below. The pack elders and council were all present, their beastly forms looming large and imposing.As the pack leader, I felt a surge of pride and respect for these powerful creatures. I knew that the role of the Lycan king was a heavy responsibility, but I was ready to embrace it. I closed my eyes, savoring the sweet scent of the forest and the whispers of the night.The elders stepped forward, forming a circle around me. They began to chant, their voices rising in a low rumble that vibrated through the air. I felt the magic of the moment wash over me, and I knew that this was truly the beginning of a new chapter in my life.The chanting grew louder, reaching a crescendo as the e
The day before my departure date was a whirlwind of emotions. On one hand, I was excited to get back to my company and oversee the work there, but on the other hand, I was sad to be leaving Paris, the city I had grown to love over the past month. I had been working remotely, but my presence was needed back at the office to ensure everything was running smoothly.I spent the day shopping for gifts for my family, trying to find the perfect tokens of my affection. I wanted to make sure my dad, mum, Bryon, and his wife, Sydney all got something. I browsed through multiple stores, searching for the perfect presents. Finally, I found some beautifully handcrafted souvenirs for each of them. I hoped they would appreciate them.I went back to the hotel, feeling tired but satisfied with my day's work. I started packing my stuff, trying to fit everything into my luggage. I had brought a lot of clothes and other items with me, but now it seemed like they wouldn't fit in my bags anymore.I lay in
I was in the final stretch of my stay in Paris and only had two days left. I'd spent the majority of my time here hanging out with Tony and his family. Tony was especially busy these past few days because his little sister, I made, was turning fourteen. I felt emotionally attached to Imade, so I offered to go shopping with Tony to help prepare for her birthday.We walked down the busy streets of Paris, with Tony leading the way. He seemed to know exactly where he was going, and I followed behind, taking in the sights and sounds of the city. The smell of freshly baked croissants and coffee filled the air, making my mouth water.As we walked, Tony filled me in on the details of Imade's birthday party. "My mum wants to throw her a big bash, with balloons, cake, and lots of presents, just to make her happy."We finally arrived at a bustling marketplace, filled with vendors selling all sorts of things. Tony headed straight for a store selling party supplies, and I followed him inside. The