Irwin gasped, her hands flying to his wrist as she struggled to breathe. "Dorian... stop," she whispered, barely able to force the words out.
Dorian's eyes blazed with a fierce, predatory glow as his wolf form continued to take over. Irwin struggled to breathe, her fingers clawing weakly at his arm in a desperate attempt to free herself.
She could feel the sheer strength in his grip, the power of the beast beneath his human skin."Please," she managed to croak, her voice barely audible. "Let me go."
"Please," Irwin managed to croak, her voice barely audible. "Let me go, Dorian"
Dorian’s eyes burned with fury as he stared at her, but there was something else beneath the anger. As her pleading eyes met his, he felt a strange pull toward her, something he didn’t want to acknowledge. Her desperation stirred something within him, confusing him, but not enough to make him relent. His grip on her, though slightly loosened, still kept her pinned to the wall.
He leaned forward, his face inches from hers. His eyes darted between her wide, fearful gaze and her trembling lips. His anger mixed with something darker, something he couldn’t control. Before he realized what he was doing, Dorian pressed his lips against hers, roughly and hungrily. He kissed her like a man who had lost all reason, his mouth devouring hers, forcing her into a moment she never saw coming.
Irwin whimpered, overwhelmed by the intensity. She didn’t expect this. This raw force. This sudden rush of heat. Her body trembled, her hand instinctively reaching out to touch his bare chest, to find some anchor in the storm of emotions that hit her.
But Dorian jerked her hand away roughly, like her touch burned him. Reality crashed back into him. What had he done? His mind reeled as he yanked himself away from her, disgusted not just with her, but with himself. He ran a hand through his hair, his breaths coming in shallow, and angry bursts.
Irwin stood frozen, her back still pressed against the wall, her lips tingling from the force of his kiss. What just happened? She looked at him, her mind racing, but no words came out. She was too shocked, too shaken.
"What… what was that?" she whispered, her voice trembling.
Dorian glared at her, his face contorted with rage and confusion. "It was nothing," he snapped. "Don’t read into it."
"Nothing?" Irwin repeated, her voice cracking. "You kissed me! You—"
"It was a mistake!" he cut her off, his voice cold. "I don’t want you, Irwin. You’re nothing to me."
She stared at him, the sting of his words cutting deeper than she thought possible. "Then why did you......,"
"Because you were there!" Dorian shouted, his frustration boiling over. "That’s all. Don’t think for a second it means anything. You’re just… you're just a hybrid. A mistake the council forced on me, I never wanted someone like you Irwin."
Irwin’s chest tightened. "A mistake?" she echoed, her voice shaking. "I didn’t ask for this! You think I wanted to be chosen for whatever this is?"
Dorian scoffed, his eyes narrowing. "Oh...You think Alpha Dorian wanted this? You think I would ever choose someone like you? You’re a hybrid, Irwin. You don’t belong with me. Never!."
Irwin’s anger flared. "And you think you do? Because you’re pure? Because you think being an alpha makes you better than me?"
"It does Irwin!" Dorian shot back, his voice hard. "I’m an alpha. You’re just a hybrid. A half-breed. You’re beneath me."
Irwin’s fists clenched at her sides. "You can say whatever you want, Dorian, but I’m not afraid of you. You can’t control me, no matter how much you try."
"I Can’t control you?" Dorian sneered, stepping closer. "You think you have a choice in this? You think the council chose you because you’re special? No. They picked you because you’re expendable. A tool that can be used um to secure their plans."
Irwin’s heart pounded, but she stood her ground. "You’re wrong. I’m not a tool. I’m not here to be used by you or the council."
"You’re here because they made you my burden!" Dorian roared. "You’re the last thing I wanted. And you're A hybrid. Someone I could never accept."
"Why?" Irwin demanded, her voice rising. "Because you’re too proud? Too full of yourself to admit that maybe there’s more to me than what you see?"
"There’s nothing more to you!" Dorian snapped, his face inches from hers, his eyes blazing with fury. "You’re just a mistake."
Irwin’s voice trembled with anger. "I didn’t ask for any of this, Dorian! I didn’t want to be forced into your world!"
"And yet, here you are," Dorian growled. "Forced into my life, into my world. A burden I never asked for."
Irwin glared at him, her voice shaking with defiance. "I’m not your burden. You don’t own me, Dorian. I won’t let you treat me like I’m less than you."
"You are less than me," Dorian said coldly. "And I’ll remind you of that every time you forget."
"You think you’re so powerful," Irwin shot back, her eyes filled with fire. "But you’re afraid of me. You hate that you’re drawn to me, and you can’t stand it."
Dorian’s jaw tightened, his fists clenching at his sides. "I feel nothing for you, Irwin" Dorian trying not to raise his voice.
"Then why did you kiss me?" Irwin challenged, her voice trembling. "Why do you keep trying to push me away if I mean nothing to you?"
Dorian didn’t answer. He stared at her, his chest heaving with anger and something else he couldn’t name. But the silence said more than words ever could.
"See?" Irwin whispered. "You don’t even know why you hate me. You’re just being scared."
"I am not scared!" Dorian snarled, stepping back, his fists shaking. "I hate you, Irwin. I hate everything about you."
"Then why do you care so much?" she shot back, her voice rising. "If you hate me, why are you so obsessed with proving it?"
"Enough!" Dorian roared. "Guards!"
Two guards appeared at the door, their eyes widening as they saw Dorian’s fury.
"Take her to her chambers," Dorian ordered, his voice cold and hard. "Now."
Irwin’s eyes flashed with defiance as the guards approached her. "You can’t just send me away, Dorian. You can’t control me."
Dorian didn’t respond. He turned his back on her, his fists still clenched at his sides, refusing to look at her as the guards took hold of her arms.
As they led her down the hallway, Irwin could hear the murmurs of the servants as they passed.
"Did you see her?" one servant whispered. "The hybrid. I can’t believe she’s the one chosen for him."
"She doesn’t belong here," another said. "She’s ruining everything. Lord Dorian deserves better."
Irwin clenched her fists, trying to block out their words, but they stung all the same.
The guards weren’t any kinder as they walked her to her room. One of them, a burly man with a scar across his cheek, sneered at her.
"Think you’re something special, don’t you?" he muttered under his breath.
Irwin glared at him. "I don’t think anything. I just want to be left alone."
The guard laughed, a harsh, bitter sound. "Left alone? You think Lord Dorian’s just going to let that happen? He’ll get what he wants from you sooner or later."
Irwin’s stomach turned with confusion reading on her face, but she refused to show any fear. "You don’t know anything about him."
"Oh, we know plenty," the other guard chimed in, smirking. "Dorian will take what’s his. You’re just here to secure his future, whether you like it or not."
"You think he cares about you?" the first guard asked, his voice dripping with disdain. "He doesn’t. You’re just a means to an end. A way to keep his power. To make sure no one challenges him."
Irwin’s eyes burned with anger. "He doesn’t own me. And I’m not here for him or his power."
The guard laughed again, shaking his head. "You really don’t get it, do you? You’re nothing to him."
"You’re nothing to him. Just a body, just a pawn. And if you don’t fall in line, you’ll regret it." The guards continued.
Irwin stayed silent, her heart pounding in her chest as they reached her chamber. She knew they were wrong. They had to be. But the doubt crept in anyway.
" Am i really just a pawn in this game? ....Did Dorian really see me as nothing more than a tool?" She thoughts within herself.
The guards shoved her into the room, the door slamming shut behind her. Irwin collapsed onto the bed, her mind spinning.
Irwin was jolted awake by a loud slam on her door. She had fallen into a restless sleep, haunted by the thoughts of everything that had transpired between her and Dorian the night before. The knocking had apparently been going on for some time, but she had been too lost in her troubled dreams to notice. Another knock followed, this time louder, and she groaned, pulling herself up from the bed.“Lady Irwin?” A servant's voice called from outside.“I’m awake,” Irwin muttered, her voice groggy. “Give me a moment.”After she quickly washed her face and tried to collect her thoughts, the door creaked open, and two servants entered. They quietly went about helping her get ready for the day, assisting her with bathing and dressing. The silence in the room felt thick, almost uncomfortable. It was clear none of them wanted to speak to her.As the servants fastened the ties on her gown, one of them finally broke the silence. “You’ll be expected in the dining hall shortly, my lady.”Irwin nodde
The flicker of the fire cast long, shifting shadows across the stone walls of the hall. Alpha Valen stood at the far end, his piercing eyes fixed on the doorway. His patience was wearing thin, and his mood was very like the storm brewing outside the dark, very restless, and ready to break at any moment. Finally, the door creaked open, and a figure stepped in. Valen’s expression tightened, his voice dripping with impatience as he hissed, “What took you so long?”The woman who entered barely flinched at his tone. Her form shimmered for a brief second, the image of Gwen, a high profile elders from shadowclaw , fading like a mirage. In her place stood Vendetta, the powerful witch who had been working in the shadows for him for years.A woman that wore so many faces. Her transformation was fluid, effortless, a testament to the dark magic she wielded with such mastery. Smirking, Vendetta approached Valen, her lips grazing the back of his hand as she bent down. “They wouldn’t let me leave
A scream echoed through the cold, damp air of the underground chamber beneath Alpha Valen’s mansion. The walls seemed to shiver with the sound, the agony piercing through the stillness like a blade. Gwen, the proud councilwoman from Shadowclaw, was bound to a chair, her face twisted in pain and defiance.From the shadows, a figure emerged—Vendetta, her dark eyes gleaming with cruel amusement. Gwen’s breath hitched, but her defiance didn’t waver. As Vendetta stepped closer, Gwen spat at her feet, her voice hoarse but filled with fire. “The Shadowclaw pack will come for you,” she growled. “For all of you.”Vendetta’s lips curled into a mocking smile as she circled Gwen like a predator toying with its prey. “Will they now? I wouldn’t hold your breath,” she said, her tone dripping with condescension. “By the time they figure out where you are, you’ll be long gone.”Gwen’s eyes blazed with fury. “You don’t scare me, witch,” she spat, her voice filled with hatred. “You think hiding in the d
The loud moans from Dorian’s chambers echoed through the Shadowclaw mansion, tormenting Irwin as she stood alone in the hallway. The servant’s cries of pleasure were like nails in her mind, reminding her of her place outside. Dorian’s choice to indulge with a servant, without any regard for her, stung more than she cared to admit.Her fists clenched at her sides, nails biting into her palms. “Enough, of all this torment from you Dorian” she muttered under her breath, cursing Dorian as she strode away.His chambers, and the lust that filled them, were the last things she wanted to think about. She needed to clear her mind, to breathe.Without a word, she slipped into the mansion’s garden, seeking solace among the flowers. She knelt by the roses, their soft petals soothing against her fingers. The fragrant air was a balm to her frustration, and for a moment, she allowed herself to relax. But peace was fleeting here. She felt restless.A sharp voice cut through the stillness behind her.
Irwin’s thoughts raced as she made her way through the corridors toward Dorian’s chambers. What could he want with her this time? She tried to calm her nerves, but her heart hammered in her chest. The last few days since their mating ritual, had been a whirlwind of confusion and tension. Each time they crossed paths, Dorian’s presence made her feel things she didn’t understand and that keep stressing her out.When she arrived at Dorian’s chamber, the servants silently led her to him. She stood in the dimly lit room, her head bowed, avoiding his gaze as she greeted him in a soft voice.“My Lord Dorian, you sent for me.”Dorian watched her closely, feeling a strange twinge of emotion. It bothered him why would she being addressing him with such deference when she was supposed to be his mate? That thought alone had annoyed him. He couldn’t afford to appear weak in front of her, so he quickly masked any emotion with a cruel smile.“That’s how you should greet an alpha like me,” he said, h
Dorian’s grip on Irwin tightened as he lowered her gently onto his bed, his fingers brushing her bare skin with hunger. Irwin’s heart raced as his mouth found her neck, his lips tracing the path of her pulse. The intensity of his touch made her gasp, her hands gripping him instinctively, her nails digging into his back.Dorian’s desire was fierce, his body pressing against hers with urgency. His lips moved lower, finding her nipple and sucking with an almost primal hunger. Irwin arched beneath him, torn between wanting to pull him closer and the lingering confusion about why she affected him so much. She wasn’t supposed to feel this, yet the tension between them had grown stronger with every passing moment.Suddenly, a knock at the door shattered the intensity.Dorian’s head snapped up, his muscles tensing as a growl escaped him. His eyes darkened with irritation as he pulled away from her. Irwin lay on the bed, panting, her body trembling from the abrupt shift in energy. The moment w
Dorian’s sharp senses immediately caught a movement in the woods. His body tensed as he instinctively lunged forward, aiming for the source of the disturbance. His powerful frame surged with predatory grace, and before he could think twice, his hands wrapped around the shape shifting figure.A sudden shift in the air startled him. The wolf beneath his grip transformed in a blur, its fur receding and morphing into the form of a slender, agile woman. Her mischievous grin met his eyes as she lay pinned under his weight.“Alpha, why are you so impatient? You could have asked questions, not trying to jump over.” Her voice was soft yet teasing, her eyes dancing with humor as she gazed up at him.Dorian blinked in surprise, pulling back slightly. "Ashina?" His deep growl turned into a confused murmur. "Why would you—"Ashina chuckled, her laughter carefree. “Calm down, Alpha. You should’ve known it was me by now.” She didn’t seem at all bothered by being tackled. "It’s not like I’m a threat.
The tension in the hall was thick as Ashina caught sight of what had grabbed Dorian’s attention. Her laughter, light and playful, cut through the silence like a knife. "Oh, there she is," she teased, her eyes glittering with a mix of curiosity and amusement.Dorian’s gaze dropped immediately, his jaw tightening. He hadn’t wanted anyone to notice Irwin, least of all Ashina. He could feel his control slipping, and that was the last thing he needed.Leo sighed heavily beside him, running a hand through his hair. "Ashina, must you always make a scene?" His voice held a thread of irritation, though it was mostly for show. He knew better than to try and control Ashina.With a mischievous grin, Ashina ignored Leo and quickly made her way down the hallway toward Dorian’s chambers. She pushed open the door and was greeted by the sight of Irwin standing near the entrance, looking startled. Their eyes met briefly before Irwin quickly looked away, her confusion evident. "Hey," Ashina said casua
"I thought if I pushed you hard enough, you’d leave," Dorian admitted quietly, the truth slipping out as if he hadn’t intended to reveal it. His gaze was distant, fixed on a point somewhere past her, as though looking at her would make it harder to continue. "Maybe you’d reject the bond yourself."His words hung heavily in the room, their meaning sinking into the space between them. Irwin felt a familiar ache stir in her chest, the old hurt of his rejection rising to the surface again. She had known, deep down, that Dorian had been trying to push her away, but hearing him admit it out loud was something else entirely.Irwin raised an eyebrow, masking the swirl of emotions inside her with a calm expression. "Oh....Well, you nearly got your wish."Dorian’s eyes flicked to hers at that, something unreadable passing over his face. He opened his mouth as if to respond, but then seemed to think better of it, his lips pressing into a thin line. The silence stretched on, heavy and uncomfortab
Dorian’s room felt colder as his words hung in the air. His gaze was distant, locked in memories that Irwin had never been part of, a time before they were bound together by fate. The weight of his confession pressed on her chest like a stone, making it hard to breathe."I was scared when I became the leader of the Shadowclaw pack." Dorian’s voice was low, almost as if he were speaking to himself. "I grew up believing I had to be stronger than my father, tougher than any of my ancestors. Failure wasn’t an option."He paused, his eyes flickering toward her for the briefest moment before he looked away again. "None of the she-wolves who pursued me ever caught my interest. Not because they weren’t strong. They were. Many of them were fierce, capable, everything you’d expect from a mate of the Alpha. But I couldn’t choose any of them." Irwin’s hands tightened on the armrests of her chair, her heart thudding in her chest as she listened. She had heard stories about Dorian’s many suitors,
The room was filled with a strange silence as Irwin stepped inside, her footsteps barely making a sound against the thick rug beneath her. The warmth of Dorian's room enveloped her, and she hesitated for a moment, unsure of what to do. It was a space so personal, so distinctly his, yet here she was, invited but still feeling like an outsider. Irwin quietly made her way to a chair set against the far side of the room. She sat down, her hands resting in her lap as she watched Dorian, waiting for some indication of what he wanted. There was an air of uncertainty between them, a tension that had yet to unravel, and Irwin couldn’t help but wonder what this night would bring.Dorian, however, didn’t look at her. He moved to the window, gazing out into the darkness beyond, the light from the moon casting soft shadows across his face. For a long moment, he stood there, his back to her, and the silence stretched on.Irwin shifted in her seat, her curiosity piqued. This wasn’t like him, to be
The night was very calm with no sound of the guards or the servants, but the tension in the air was palpable, a delicate balance between what was happening and what neither of them could admit. Irwin’s footsteps slowed as they neared her room. Her body, though physically tired, felt a strange kind of alertness. The mouth of Dorian was still fresh on her mouth, and the weight of Dorian’s touch and traces of kisses on her lips lingering longer than she anticipated.She instinctively veered toward her door, the familiar path pulling her closer to the solitude she was accustomed to. But just as she took a step toward the door, she felt a gentle, almost absent-minded tug on her wrist. It wasn’t forceful, but it was enough to stop her in her tracks.She turned, her eyes landing on Dorian, who hadn’t even realized what he had done. His fingers lingered on her wrist for a heartbeat longer before falling away, but the gesture didn’t go unnoticed. His face was unreadable, his eyes distant yet
The hallway was bathed in the soft glow of the moonlight filtering through the narrow windows, as Irwin's face beamed in smile. The air between them felt thick, charged with something unspoken. Their footsteps, once in perfect rhythm, seemed to slow as the space between them diminished. Each step felt heavier, as if the distance that had once stretched far and wide between them was shrinking with every passing second.Dorian’s presence beside her was more noticeable than ever before. The tension in the air was not the kind that signaled a fight, but rather something more intimate, something that both of them had been avoiding for too long. His movements, usually so precise and controlled, felt almost hesitant, as if he wasn’t sure of what to do next. Without thinking, Dorian’s hand lightly brushed against Irwin’s shoulder, the contact so subtle that it could have been mistaken for an accident. But to Irwin, it wasn’t. The warmth of his touch spread through her like wildfire, stopping
The hallway stretched long before them, illuminated by the soft flicker of torchlight that danced along the stone walls. Their footsteps echoed in unison, the rhythmic sounds filling the otherwise quiet space as they moved side by side. Irwin glanced at Dorian from the corner of her eye, the tension between them for once muted. The silence that hung in the air was not strained, but peaceful—something that felt rare, almost fragile.As they walked, Irwin found herself lost in thought. She couldn’t remember the last time they had shared a moment like this, one without sharp words or cold glares. The memory of their recent fights seemed to linger at the edges of her mind, uninvited but ever-present. Each argument had left invisible scars, and each harsh exchange had added to the growing wall between them. It had become a pattern, one she had learned to expect from their strained bond. And yet tonight, there was something different.The softness in Dorian’s expression, the subtle way he w
When Dorian pulled away from the kiss, his eyes lingered on Irwin's, as though he were searching for something—reassurance, understanding, perhaps even a reflection of his own tumultuous emotions. His fingers, rough from battles and hardened by years of holding back, softened as they traced the curve of her lips. It was as though he couldn’t fully believe what had just happened, and neither could Irwin. Her heart raced, pounding against her ribs with a wild intensity that she had never felt before. Dorian had always been so distant, locked away behind walls of ice, but now, something inside him had melted. Something had shifted between them, and it was undeniable. Irwin stared up at him, still trying to process the moment. The tenderness of the kiss lingered, but it wasn’t just the kiss that had shaken her—it was the way Dorian had allowed himself to be vulnerable. It was the way he had let down his guard, even for just a brief moment. Without a word, Dorian moved. He took her by t
Dorian’s hand slid gently from her hair, tracing the side of her face with a tenderness that Irwin had never experienced from him before. His fingers moved delicately, brushing her cheek as though he were afraid she might disappear at any moment. The touch sent a shiver down her spine, but she chuckled softly, trying to ease the tension that hung between them, thick and heavy.“You’re beautiful,” Dorian said suddenly, his voice low but filled with conviction.The words hit her like a wave, knocking the air from her lungs. She had never expected to hear that from him—not from Dorian, who had always kept her at arm’s length. Her heart began to race, her breath catching in her throat as she stared up at him, stunned into silence. The sincerity in his eyes was undeniable, but it was so out of character, so unlike the guarded man she had come to know.Irwin blinked, trying to process the weight of what he had just said. All this time, she had believed Dorian saw her as a burden, someone he
Irwin’s gaze never wavered from Dorian’s face, her mind racing with questions she dared not voice. The weight of his silence pressed down on her, making the air between them feel thick and heavy. His hand, still nestled in her hair, moved with a gentleness that seemed almost foreign to the man she knew. It wasn’t the touch of a warrior or an Alpha; it was the touch of someone vulnerable, someone struggling with emotions he had long tried to bury.“Dorian,” Irwin whispered, her voice barely above a breath, “what’s bothering you?”Her question lingered in the air, unanswered, as Dorian’s eyes met hers. For a split second, she thought she saw something—a flicker of pain, regret, something deep and raw. But just as quickly as it appeared, it vanished, replaced by the guarded expression he always wore. His lips parted, as though he was going to respond, but instead, he simply murmured her name.“Irwin...”The way he said her name, the strain in his voice, made her heart tighten in her ches