Raya
I follow behind the man with shaky legs, scared of what may happen to me if I don’t do as he instructed. He doesn’t wait for me and continues his long strides, if I don’t try harder to keep pace then I’ll get left behind.
I push myself to get closer to him and try to maintain my breathing, not wanting him to think that I’m weak for panting as I try to keep up with his long strides.
He opens the door to a large office where two other vampires both turn to look at us. They look similar to him, both of them are just as striking. Truly, these three vampire men might be the most stunning men I’ve ever seen, but they are also just as terrifying as they are gorgeous.
One of the men has his dark hair shaved on the sides with the middle part of his hair being longer and framing his face. He seems more relaxed than the other two. His shoulders are relaxed and although his eyes widened upon seeing me, he now has a lazy half smile. The other vampire sits behind a desk, his hair is perfectly cut, he’s in a designer suit, his hands closed together in front of him, and he looks at me with a furrowed brow and seems annoyed.
The man that brought me here commands, “Sit down, pet.”
I frown, not enjoying the way he speaks to me, but I do as he says. The one that looked annoyed asks, “What the hell is going on?”
The vamp that brought me here plops down in a seat and says, “Arthur Locke believes she should be enough to cover his debt.”
The relaxed vampire makes a snorting sound as if he didn’t believe my life was worth whatever Arthur owes. The annoyed one looks me up and down and asks, “What’s so special about you?”
The question feels like a trap. My stomach rolls at the thought of answering. I force my voice to remain steady, but it’s soft as I reply, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
The annoyed one pushes himself to his feet, like he’s trying to intimidate me. I blink and he’s now towering over me. I gulp, my eyes meeting his. I notice a spark in his eyes and he says in a soothing almost hypnotic voice, “Tell us, what’s so special about you?”
There’s an urge inside of me to tell him everything, but it quickly goes away as I realize what he’s doing. I tilt my head to the side as I ask, “Are you trying to compel me?”
His head moves back in surprise and the spark leaves his eye and he looks at the other two men, both of them looking just as shocked.
The relaxed one now seems confused, his whole face contorted in this confusion as he asks loudly from disbelief, “How did you evade the question?”
My eyes flicker between the three of them, noticing the different shades of red for their eyes. The relaxed one has the brightest red almost like candy apples, the annoyed one has the deepest shade of red almost a dark as blood, and the one who brought me here is in between more of a burgundy shade.
Before I answer his question I ask, “Can I know your names so I can stop thinking of you as the grumpy one, the strong one, and the cheeky one?”
The cheeky one laughs at my description of him and gives me a charming smile as he says, “I’m Luther.”
The one who brought me here huffs, “Blade.”
And the grumpy one mumbles, “Adam.” He pauses before asking, “How did you evade my question? You should’ve told us everything when I compelled you.”
I shrug in response, “I’m part vampire and from what I’ve heard and I assume it’s correct, you can’t compel other vampires.”
Adam, Blade, and Luther look at one another and then back at me. Luther takes a seat in the chair beside me and says, “I think we’ve gotten off on the wrong foot here. Tell us more about you. What’s your name?”
My eyes flicker between him and his brothers. Although, Luther seems more relaxed with me, the other two don’t as they cross their arms and watch me harshly. I say, “I’m Raya.”
I can’t help but squirm to make myself more comfortable as they look at me so intensely. Blade asks, “Is Arthur your father?”
I shrug, “I guess. I’d think of him more as a sperm donor. He wasn’t a part of my life until he ripped me from my home a little over an hour ago.”
Adam’s gaze hardens and Luther asks, “Is there anything else you can tell us?”
I try to focus on Luther, he looks at me like he cares, smiles softly as if letting me know that I’m not alone. I say, “I’ve always known I was half-vampire, my mom always tried to keep my identity a secret. Um, I don’t know if silver bothers me, my mom would never risk it. I can see my reflection although it seems to fade at night. I heal faster than regular humans do. Sunlight doesn’t really phase me too much.”
The more details I give the more inquisitive looks pass between Blade and Adam. Luther tries to keep me focused on him, but it’s hard whenever Adam and Blade look at me as if I’m a science experiment.
Adam walks back to his desk rubbing his head as if he has a headache. I ask Luther, “Who are you guys? Like what clan or house do you belong to? Sorry, I’m still trying to understand the vampire lingo.”
The corner of Luther’s mouth twitches up and he answers, “We’re the Ambrose brothers. So, a part of the Ambrose line.”
I nod my head as if I knew what that meant, but honestly, I don’t know much about vampires. Most human societies don’t and my mom tried to keep me from doing research. It’s a miracle that I even knew Arthur Locke’s name.
Adam looks up at Blade and commands, “Take her to a room.”
I don’t get a chance to ask anything before Blade grabs my arm and leads me away. He walks quickly, but I know he’s not using his vampire speed. We make it to a room and he opens it up for me and says, “Make yourself at home.”
When I hesitate to cross the threshold, he pushes me across and closes the door behind him. I hear the lock click in place and I gulp as I try not to panic knowing that I’m trapped here.
My eyes flicker around the room. It’s large and spacious, bigger than anything I could’ve imagined. Hell, I think it’s bigger than Arthur’s whole cottage.
But regardless, knowing that I had no way out made the walls feel like they’re closing in on me.
I slide to the floor, my back pressed against the door as I try to steady my breaths. This day was supposed to be good. I turned 18, and yet… it doesn’t feel good. I’ve been taken from my home, handed to strangers, and I don’t know what will happen next. All I know is that my life has been forever changed.
Adam AmbroseBlade left to bring our guest to her room. I’m grateful to be away from her rather confusing presence. She resisted my powers… how is that possible? Luther sits across from me and turns to me with a wicked grin as he says, “The new girl is hot.”I shush him and rub my temples from the ongoing headache I’ve had since she stepped through those doors. Luther grumbles in response, he doesn’t like being shushed but knows better than to push me right now. The truth is, he’s not wrong, the girl is attractive, but I can’t focus on that right now.My mind is swirling because no one has ever been able to resist my power of compelling. Literally, the only people who can resist it is my immediate family, even other vampires feel forced to tell me what I want to know.But not her. She’s only a half-blood. How can she resist me like that?Our family comes from one of the original, pure vampire lines and we have managed to keep those lines pure. Because of this, we’re stronger than almo
RayaIt takes over an hour before my heartbeat returns to normal. Finally, the walls don’t feel like they’re going to close in on me and I can breathe again. Now, I can actually look around this room I was given.I walk around slowly, taking everything in. There’s a large walk in closet that literally is big enough to fit a king’s size bed, but it’s empty. There’s a bathroom that has the largest bathtub and rainfall shower I’ve ever seen. I know that I’m inside a castle, but this just seems so… so… extravagant. I can’t imagine having this kind of money or a place of my own like this. And this is just my room. Are all the rooms like this? Are some nicer than mine? How is it possible to just have this much wealth?I guess when you’re a vampire and you’re practically immortal then you have the opportunity to have a ridiculous amount of wealth.I walk into the bathroom to wash my face and I look in the mirror. My reflection is faded, the same way it always is at night. In a few hours it’
BladeI lurk in the shadows watching Raya Locke’s room. I got here too late, my brother is already in there. But I do not disturb, more curious than anything to see what will happen.Luther has always been the most charming brother, rarely using his powers of compulsion to win people over and instead just flirting with them and persuading them with his body language. I can’t help but wonder if Raya is immune to all of our powers with compulsion or if it is just Adam.Luther walks out of her room and a drop of blood falls from his arm to the floor. Anger fills my body as I step out from the shadows and demand, “What did you do?”He scoffs in response, he even has the audacity to roll his eyes as he responds, “Relax, Blade, it didn’t work anyway. She didn’t drink my blood. Hence why it’s dripping on the floor.”I growl stepping in front of him to block his path. I glare down at him as I say, “Don’t tell me to relax. You know we cannot fuck with her.”Luther rolls his eyes, “It doesn’t m
RayaI wake up feeling refreshed because… I don’t know the last time that I slept for so long, but I’m also starving. Normally, I’d want eggs or pancakes or you know, something normal for breakfast.Not today.Today, for the first time in my life, I find myself craving blood.I only tasted blood once yesterday, is this really how my life is going to be? Constantly craving it and feeing like a monster because it feels like I need it? Did this happen because I got my first real taste of it yesterday or is it just something that occurred because I’m not 18?My stomach lets out a loud grumble and it snaps me out of my thoughts. Okay, so, I’m craving real food too. Surely, that’s a good sign. It must be daytime by now so the vampires are probably asleep by now… right? Like, wouldn’t they be nocturnal? If they’re asleep then it would give me an opportunity to roam around my new home and potentially figure out the way to escape it.I push myself out of the bed and ignore the fact that for
RayaBlade shows me the rest of the house, or at least the areas that he says I’m permitted to see. I mentally noted where the library is, the workout room, and the pool… I’ve never imagined vampires swimming, but I guess when you have an indoor pool where you aren’t affected by the sunlight, why not go for it?I’ve enjoyed being around Blade more than I thought I would though. While his brother Luther made me uncomfortable last night, I found Blade’s presence to be… comforting. So, when Blade leads me back to my room I can’t help but be disappointed. And it makes me wonder… does he find me annoying? Why is he ready to be rid of me so quickly?I don’t let these insecurities show though. I thank him for his time and for showing me around. He nods and tells me that until they say so, it is best for me to stay in my room. That he will tell me when it’s okay for me to leave it.If it had been Luther or Adam commanding me, I think I would’ve felt annoyed by it. Like they think they own me
RayaI pace around my room feeling energized after the time that I spent with Blade. I feel rejuvenated and desperate to release this pent up energy. I don’t know if it’s from the time I spent with him or the blood that he gave me to drink, but it makes me feel different. I’m almost disturbed by the amount of energy I have.I’m also disturbed by the amount of blood that I drank and wondering what is wrong with me. I know, I know I’m half vampire so surely these urges are considered normal. But… I feel off.Is it because I spent my whole life having to deny this part of myself? Is it the actual act of drinking blood?I don’t know. And that makes me all the more anxious.I hate being in this room by myself. Although when I first came in here these four walls felt like they weren’t meant to keep me safe, but now… now it feels more like a prison than anything else.The urge to go and walk around the castle more is strong, but I try to listen to my inner voice and I know for a fact that it
RayaThese men are infuriating.I spent an hour trying on dresses for them and having to model it for them. They wanted to ensure it was the perfect fit and according to them I was ‘too skinny’ since I can’t fit a lot of the clothes they have available. Each time that I walked out they would tell me to walk towards them and then do a spin. I tried to refuse but Adam caged me against the wall with his arms as he reminded me that I am theirs. And I am his ‘doll’ so I have to do what he tells me.I want to smack the smug smirk off of his face, but I can’t deny that the way these men make me feel bothered. The arousal between my legs makes my knees almost buckle under their intense gazes.I walk out to show off one of the dresses they gave me, after the third dress I stopped seeing what it looked like because it didn’t matter if I thought it looked nice. All that mattered was if they thought it was a proper fit. So when Luther says in a proud voice, “Now, that’s the dress.”I have no ide
RayaBlade stayed in my room till it was time for me to meet his father. His face is grim and he seems tense and I know he isn’t looking forward to this. I want to know more about the relationship that these guys have with their father. Adam seems determined to do everything ‘by the rules’ almost like he’s scared of him, Blade is unclear of how he feels, and Luther… he seems to either not care or to think that his dad isn’t dangerous.Blade keeps a hand on my lower back as he guides me to the dining room to meet with his father. Adam and Luther both walk in front of me as if they’re my guards. My body is in tense and on edge as I feel like I’m about to enter a fighting ring.When we enter the grand dining room I keep my facial expression blank like I’m not impressed by everything going on around me. The room is gorgeous and when Blade showed me it earlier today I didn’t have much time to be in awe of my surroundings.The man is tall and radiates a powerful ancient type of presence. It
Raya“Do you know how reckless that was?!” Adam’s voice screeches for the fifteenth time. It doesn’t matter what Luther says, it doesn’t matter what I say, there’s no reason that I should’ve compelled him according to Adam.Blade watches the whole interaction with his arms crossed and he feigns disinterest. I know him, I know he’s a lot more interested than what he’s letting on.Luther snaps, “There was nothing reckless about it, Adam! You don’t get to just control everyone’s life!”“It’s my job to keep you safe!”I breathe out, letting the boys continue to fight as I lean against the counter next to Blade. I ask him softly, “Do you think we were reckless?”He shakes his head softly, “It’s natural for both of you to want to explore this new dynamic. I think Adam believes you were reckless because if our father had seen Luther when the tether broke… there’s a chance he would’ve killed you on the spot. He wants the Ambrose family to be the most powerful and with you having power over on
BlairTonight is supposed to be my Luna ceremony… I’m not entirely sure what that means, but I trust Hunter and I trust his pack. Or well, our pack.He walks into our room with a small smile on his face, his eyes flicker to look at the mark on my neck. He walks over to me and wraps his arms around my waist before kissing my mark, making tingles erupt through my body. He whispers softly, “You look perfect, like a goddess, Blair.”My cheeks heat up and I turn to look at him, his eyes shining with adoration for me. I tell him, “I’m becoming your Luna officially, I’ll be your equal, right?”He smiles, “You’re already my equal, Blair.”I comment, “I want to see Raya.”He winces softly and shakes his head, “I know you want to, Blair, but it’s dangerous around vampires.”“I don’t care.”He huffs, “You might not care, Blair, but I do, a lot, You are everything to me and if they got their hands on you.” He pinches the bridge of his nose in frustration. This has been our main argument since we
RayaI feel disoriented. I don’t know what exactly is going on, it’s like my head is spinning round and round on a ride that won’t stop. I hear Adam’s harsh voice as he asks me, “What did you do?”Something about the tone of his voice helps me to focus, although I don’t understand why he thinks it’s okay to speak to me that way. My head snaps towards him and I tell him harshly, “Mind your tone.”His eyebrows raise in surprise and I feel a hand on my shoulder, it’s a silent warning for me to stand down. I look back at Blade whose eyes are shining with concern. I frown as I look at him, I don’t know what they’re so worried about. I just went out with Luther for a little while, it isn’t as big of a deal as what they’re making it be.We went out, we came back, and then… and then… I don’t remember.My eyebrows crinkle together as I try harder to think of what happened next, but nothing is coming to my mind. I look towards Luther who also seems to be in a bit of a daze. He rubs his eyes for
RayaI’m surprised by how much I’ve enjoyed being around Luther. Things aren’t tense with him instead I feel like for once, I don’t have any worries. He doesn’t get too close to me, but I’m not sure if he’s doing that out of trying to give me peace of mind or what his motive might be. Regardless, I’ve been grateful for the night out.We get back to the Estate and he looks at me with a happy gleam in his eyes and asks, “Do you want to see what my favorite spot of the estate is? I like to go here anytime I get out of the house.”I look back where we can see the sun just beginning to peak through in the darkness. I murmur, “Is it outside? You don’t have much time.”He smirks and holds out his hand and asks, “Do you trust me?”And surprisingly, I don’t hesitate to put my hand in his. Even with the sun coming up, I don’t feel afraid. Then again, I’m not the one whose life is in danger because of the sun. He pulls me closer to him and holds me tight and his breath fans my ear as he whispers
BladeIt has been difficult to be away from Raya. I thought I made my feelings for her obvious with that kiss, yet she asked for space from all of us. She has never sought me out so I let her have her space.I watched her from a distance, still concerned about her safety even though my father seems to be less of a threat with each passing day. At this point, I’m just missing her. I miss her presence and talking to her, she was one of the only things in my life to make me feel like I have a purpose.So, after 7 days of respecting her space, I decided that today if she doesn’t crack then I will. And I hope she won’t reject me.I watched her room from afar like I always do until I heard a commotion from some of the servants we have down the hall. I sigh as I force myself to leave to help with whatever was going on. It’s rare for there to be fights around the estate, but I know no one would act up if I was around. With great reluctance, I leave Raya’s space unattended.I couldn’t have bee
RayaIt’s been a week since the Adam, Blade, and Luther admitted their feelings for me. They’ve left me alone so that I can have time to process. I haven’t seen Adam at all. Blade is always near, watching me and keeping me safe, but he doesn’t interact with me and I haven’t figured out the words to say to him. I’ve seen Luther in passing. I walk into a room, he leaves it and that’s how it’s been.I don’t know how to talk to any of them. But I feel overwhelmed with guilt for not knowing which one of them I want. For not realizing sooner that they might have feelings for me.The choice should be obvious, I should pick and want Blade. He’s been there for me the most and has made me feel valued. But I think of Luther and his charisma and the chill that I get when he calls me his toy. I think of how I haven’t seen him take a girl to his room, human or vampire, since I came here. And from the way the boys talked apparently that had been a very common thing from him.I think of Adam. I think
BlairIt’s been three days since Hunter and I returned to the Moon Pack and I abandoned my goal of rescuing my sister. I’ve stayed at the pack, unsure of what to do with myself because I don’t want to go home. I want to figure out what’s going on with Raya, but when I mentioned it to Hunter he told me to wait a couple of days.I don’t know what we’re waiting for and it makes me frustrated. Those bloodsuckers still have her in their clutches. There’s no way she could be safe for the long term and yet…. She had no problem sending me away.I fall back on the bed in frustration as I stare up at the ceiling. For the most part Hunter has left me alone to process things and he has seemed pretty busy with his pack that he hasn’t come to bother me much. I get delivered food for every meal so I’ve had no reason to venture outside of this room unless I’m wanting human interaction.The thing is, I don’t know what I want. With life, with Raya, with… anything. And it’s frustrating because I almost
RayaThe world stills, my heartbeat quickens, my toes curl. My entire being is lost into Blade and his lips and where his hands move to. I can’t help the soft moan that slips from me, but the moment is lost in an instant as the door slams open and Luther shouts, “I KNEW IT!”Blade rips away from me, scowling as he looks at his brother. Luther looks smug as he walks into the room and says, “You like Raya.”Blade rolls his eyes in annoyance add I can’t help but feel pleased from the fact that he doesn’t deny it. He does like me, he wants to be with me. Adam closes the door behind him as he walks back into my room. He moves past me, closer to Blade as he seethes, “What are you thinking?”Blade doesn’t respond instantly and Adam rants, “Do you know the kind of trouble that you’ll be in if father finds out about this? Do you want to die, Blade? Do you want her to die?”Blade’s voice drips with sarcasm as he says, “You act like I’m not already dead.”“You and I both know that there is a way
RayaAs we approached the Ambrose Estate my stomach felt twisted in knots. If Julian Ambrose sees me he’s going to want answers immediately and right now… I don’t trust him. I don’t feel like I can say everything that Arthur told me.Blade surprises me because as we head inside he doesn’t let me go. Instead, he carries me all the way to my room and then brings me inside the room and drops me on the bed. I look up at him, my eyebrows raised in surprise as I watch him begin to pace around my room.I tilt my head tot he side, he seems as if he’s overwhelmed by anxiety, but that’s not a quality I would normally associate with Blade. He is strong, confident… I don’t understand what has him so rattled.I ask softly, “Are you okay, Blade?”He freezes and looks over at me and states, “I invited a werewolf and a human to come here if they had questions for you. I’m… sure, I guess you could say that I’m ‘okay’.” He lets out a huff and I tilt my head to the side and asked, “Why did you do it if