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— Beth —

I couldn't believe that my life had come to this, i was all on my own and alone . I had never complained about the robotic life i had lived and endured as Cole's secretary. I had never had a single complain in my life. It was sad to see that i, who was once famous for been unseeable was now out there, in the world, bare and exposed. Everybody had seen my delicate parts, my drunken face and my state of vulnerability. I stood at my window, tear drops creased my cheeks and the hem of my shirt. I didn't want to go out today or ever, there was no use for even trying to see the outside world.

I knew that it was bullshit but still, been depressed could have been so much better than what I had going on for me. I had no job, I had no money, I had no cole.

Cole...

My belly twisted in knots and ended up giving my heart another drop in beats. The sky was grey with the tears I had welled up in my eyes as I recalled our vacation.

Baecation as I had findky tried to call it, we had so much f