Weeks passed like a blur, sited on the wooden long chair, cheerful loud disorder voices fills the dinning room. Bringing a small spoon of beans into my mouth swallowing it quickly. I try to concentrate on Emmanuel, his grinning sheepishly, mouth moving from side to side but his words don't register in my brain. Feeling restless and antsy, preoccupied with a nagging thought that keeps me up at night, for three weeks have cleaned the empty space never once catching a glimpse of him. Huffing out an annoyed breath, I shove more food down my throat.
"Are u okay"? He interrogate.I stop midway, swallowing loudly, his face scrunch in distress, I only manage to grin."You make it seem as if the food sweet" narrowing his full brows.I only shrugged in response.He doesn't comment any further and continues to speak ebulliently.Together we walk down the familiar hallway, my shoulders are hunched back, glaring down at ever object. The foreign feeling of longing watches over me, it makes me more nervous, wishing and hoping for something have been denying myself of. Emmanuel strode close by as I stalk around brooding sorrowful. Upon reaching the wooden door, a bulky guard stands erect. He doesn't look our way till we are at close proximity." State your purpose" deep bass voice uttered out.Sighing softly"I clean here" I sayHe looks at me with a pointed look, eyeing me up and down."Only Big-mummy cleans the Alpha's chambers". Came his prompt response.Groaning out, I try to explain why am here, the door swings open a silhouette shadow peeps out, anticipation fills my stream, expecting cold brown orbs. A fair skinned man walks out, the guard immediately bows down in respect, I follow his league."You must be Vivian"At the mention of my name, I snapped my head upward, he smiles charmingly. I could only manage to nod meekly.He whispers softly to the guard, who only nod in response. He mentions for me to come in, turning back to Emmanuel his eyes are glued at the strangers back, tapping his shoulder, he snapped out from the trance. Saying a quick bye, he murmured incoherently and leaves.The room is still the same, curtains are down, bed is made everything is in order."If you are looking for the Alpha, he isn't back"Turning towards the voice, he watches me with a hidden agenda, gulping down a ball of saliva, I only manage to nod not having the courage to speak up."I'm kelechi" he introduced. Stepping away from the wall, he stalks closer, moving like a gazelle, his calculative eyes holds mine captive. Feeling uncomfortable, shrinking back into my toes, I look down.Pointed animal pattern shoes come into view, black tailored pants with straight vertical lines.Humming out gently he walks away leaving me perplexed.When his gone from the front door, i look up to heaven at the white creamy ceiling.My palm are rough harden from the days of labour, squatting down my back ached in protest. A dull familiar sting pitches my neck, moving it sideways, it makes a crack sound.Looking out the window, the sun settles down slowly orange hue scatters around the fading blue sky. My thoughts are railing, staring searchingly into the horizon, an unknown rage fuels into my stream, a new born hunger wakes. That leaves me confused.The kitchen is cloudy with smoke, heavy with the smell of spices and crayfish. Roasted fish smokes on the stove, the pounding of pestle on mortar, encircled by heavy breathing woman. I walk down the slippery floor, plates are arranged out ready to be served. Stirring the pot with a spoon, a delicious smell of Vegetable soup whisk through the busy room.She turns, lines marked with age runs down her face, cheeks rising into a smile reveling gap teeth."Comes, taste this" bringing the spoon closer to lips, I savory the taste. Licking my lips, I tell her is delicious."I know" she boast out, her heavy breast lifting up in pride. Mama Anena cooks for the mansion as the head chief. Moving from the streaming pot, she begins to cut onions on the countertop."Are you done with your work?" She ask authoritatively."Yes ma" i murmured quickly."You should rest, than saying in this hot place""Am restless" I say.Looking up from her task, she shakes her head incredulously. Murmuring something about children and old age.Washing my hands in the sink, I join her, the process makes my eyes sting with tears. We walk in comfortable silence, Mama Anena is a middle aged woman, she has been like a guardian to me since I arrived here. We meet when I was helping Ebere out, when she was on kitchen duty. She's reversed and calm, her massive shape makes her intimidating but nevertheless she's kind without a fault."Is nwa m nwoke back?"( is my son back) she questions."No he isn't back" I respond lowly.She hums and continues to cut distantly.Mama Anena story begins when she was dropped off in the mansion. Her mother told her to wait at the doorstep and knock obediently she obeyed. Once the door opened Mama mother was gone."You look tired" she eyes me up and down a frown on her face.Assuring her quickly I add " I'm okay""Don't worry, am almost done" her persistent reply leaves no room for argument. Left with no choice, warping my hands on a small towel, I walk out from the kitchen. Dragging my feet down stairs, going underground to servant quarter following mama instructions. Shining touch light illuminate the narrow walls. Rubbing the back of neck, a yawn escapes my lips, high pitch laughter and loud footstep approaches, walking from a distance Aisha and two other girls comes closer, for weeks there have decided to torment me.When she spots me a mischievous smile forms her dark witch like lips.Three pairs of eyes glare at my direction, mouth narrowing into a hard line. Aisha whisper into ones ears and a taunting laughter sounds out, all three of them begins to laugh mockingly, swaying there hips in confidence towards me."Ashawo" one whisper out at earshot. My hands are folded in tight fist. Snorting out, I try desperately to control myself knowing fully well I was outnumbered if a fight were to erupt.There walk away giving me contemptuous look. There verbal abuse, leave me fuming, restraining myself from going back, I inhale deep. Through out the brisk walk, I'm thinking of an ungodly way to commit murder.As fate would have it, I saw him the next day.At the break of dawn, i walk into the room, pushing the door weakly, my eyes still heavy with sleep. The room is dim only a fate spark of light passes through the curtains. Stretching my limbs, a yawn escapes my lips. A low growl makes my ear sharpen, looking around suspiciously, my senses seemed to sharped as well. Moving towards the sound dumbly, I feed my aching curiosity. The bathroom door is ajar, a loud curse rises out, the deep bass voice makes me go still in shock all to aware who it was. Contemplating my options, I ponder on what to do. Gathering enough courage I enter the open door. Standing in all glory, his covered in blood. Gasping out, his eyes travel to mine.Taking two weak steps towards him, my eyes wonder to his bloody covered chest, looking worriedly for any wounds, his cold eyes watches me like a pry. Standing with only one feet away, my eyes widen at a large cut on his right ribs. Without thin
I walked slowly down the marble stairs carrying a mop and bucket. Every step seemed to echo through the vast walls. I descended down reaching the dining table. Servants walked earnestly murmuring among themselves. Going left I dropped the bucket at the cleaning closet. Heaving out a sigh, I tried to relax my shoulders but my arm were teased, muscle sniff allowing no movement. Stretching out leisurely and walking with no destination in mind. "It's today" someone whispered. Two young servants walked ahead. The other seemed to teased up by the statement."Have mercy on me God!" the other spoke up sounding fearful.Two of them walked with caution searching for an invisible danger. The moved closer murmuring audible prayers. They passed by lost in precation. I looked back at them watching them closely. They words brought curiosity. Turning left, I went searching for Ebere. The ball room was just below the floor, a spacious wooden polish floor, heavy curtain wi
The golden sun shined above, warming my skin, droplets of sweats slid down my bare back. My bones ached from exhaustion and pain, bonded by heavy chains to the hands and knees, I knelt down feeling tiny pebble pierce my kneecap. Head bowed down in forceful submission, my freedom was kept. The hush whispers and excited cries from the sadistic crowd grow louder, consuming all sounds. I could feel them gawking at my naked form, it brought needle like feelings to my skin being so vulnerable and exposed to all who cared to see, it made my pulse race and my eye watered knowing that I was at their mercy. My heart quicken at the thought of being stoned to death or beheaded, it might come down to that I thought bitterly. I can still remember years ago when I stood as a witness in the crowd, the shrilling cry and pleas for help were deft to them, I stood there watching fear gripping my bones. Blood, there so much blood. I watched as my mother was stoned till she couldn't beg, till there where sa
Everything disappeared, time stood still, the tangles and spark floating around the cluster, tangling through my skin, it pulled and dragged like a magnet towards mental, leaving only a defenceless body. I stood still, with those eyes on mine. The feeling made me afraid, it was unreal. Shaking my head rapidly, I tried desperately to regain my wits. Silence dragged for what seemed like hours, I stood there unsure, not really thinking but just breathing, I had no idea where I was, if I was dead it was still unproven. He stood staring with those cold eyes, I looked away unsure. His sudden movement forward made me go still, my eyes lowered automatically, my hands rolled up in tight fist. Submission and obedience in my village was a must, especially from the female to any walking being with a stick dangling between their leg. We showed our submission, with polite mannerisms and lowered head, showing weakness. Talking slow deliberately step, he was two feet away, I felt myself being pulle
We walk closely knitted, well I stayed very close to her not leaving any space between us afraid of getting lost in the maze like building. We went through a flight of stairs going deeper underground. Torch hangs from the wall illuminating the dark place. We pass guard and other servant watching us curiously and whispering among themselves. Taking bends and turn we reach a wooden door, Ebere opens it and steps aside. I walk into the room, a small single beds lays by the wall with a small cupboard by the side. There's a reading table by the left with a candle on top. A wardrobe stands irregularly by the wall. Looking down at my shirt, is the only cloth I have and is not even mine. "There's a uniform inside with other necessities" she speaks as if reading my thoughts. I nod slowly a little overwhelmed."Lunch would start soon, there's a bathroom at that corner." She points out.This place is better than the former I thought. "I'll come later to take you" Facing her I Smiled at her wor
Am up before the first light, ready and dressed. The uniform feels scratching on my skin and oddly it's fit perfectly. I walk down the narrow hall trying to find my way around, I take different turns that seems to lead to the same place. A tangling feel on my belly makes me stop briefly.Morning" some calls out Turning back I face the voice, his white teeth comes into view, his face lined up in a smile."Morning" I greet back but with less enthusiasm."Are you new here"?"Yeah, I'm supposed to start today" He hums to himself nodding his head."I'm Emmanuel" "Vivian" "Where are you heading to?"I look around, my eyes uncertain. His chest vibrates in a deep laugh, I stay silence embarrassed."Where are you assigned to"? "Cleaning staff" my voice carrying a sharper tone. He leads the way as I stroll slowly behind. His warm chatter fills the silence, unbothered by my monotone response he continues to speak happily. I find myself smiling for the first time in a long while as he speak
Everything was dark, the night sky is void empty of any stars, the moon shines lonely half full. Covered by thick forest tress and brushes, obnubilate clouds covers the eerie forest. The night is obscure shapeless presence lurks through the night. Looking around I make nothing out, bright golden wide eyes shines, sited on a tree root, it stared unblinking. Hooting out loudly flapping its wings it fly's away. I chills runs through my spine. The place looks lucid. A low growl sounds vibrating through the night, I look back a shadow approaches it's huge form dominating leaving me in dismay. My feet moves own it's own accord, I move fast down the muddy path. Brushing pass rough tree truck, turning left and right with no direction, fear starts to creep into my bones, everything closes in. A howl rings out, birds scattered around crying into the night, am racing down the forest my heart down my throat. Stumbling down my own feet, I trip and fall landing on my arms, an anima
I walked slowly down the marble stairs carrying a mop and bucket. Every step seemed to echo through the vast walls. I descended down reaching the dining table. Servants walked earnestly murmuring among themselves. Going left I dropped the bucket at the cleaning closet. Heaving out a sigh, I tried to relax my shoulders but my arm were teased, muscle sniff allowing no movement. Stretching out leisurely and walking with no destination in mind. "It's today" someone whispered. Two young servants walked ahead. The other seemed to teased up by the statement."Have mercy on me God!" the other spoke up sounding fearful.Two of them walked with caution searching for an invisible danger. The moved closer murmuring audible prayers. They passed by lost in precation. I looked back at them watching them closely. They words brought curiosity. Turning left, I went searching for Ebere. The ball room was just below the floor, a spacious wooden polish floor, heavy curtain wi
As fate would have it, I saw him the next day.At the break of dawn, i walk into the room, pushing the door weakly, my eyes still heavy with sleep. The room is dim only a fate spark of light passes through the curtains. Stretching my limbs, a yawn escapes my lips. A low growl makes my ear sharpen, looking around suspiciously, my senses seemed to sharped as well. Moving towards the sound dumbly, I feed my aching curiosity. The bathroom door is ajar, a loud curse rises out, the deep bass voice makes me go still in shock all to aware who it was. Contemplating my options, I ponder on what to do. Gathering enough courage I enter the open door. Standing in all glory, his covered in blood. Gasping out, his eyes travel to mine.Taking two weak steps towards him, my eyes wonder to his bloody covered chest, looking worriedly for any wounds, his cold eyes watches me like a pry. Standing with only one feet away, my eyes widen at a large cut on his right ribs. Without thin
Weeks passed like a blur, sited on the wooden long chair, cheerful loud disorder voices fills the dinning room. Bringing a small spoon of beans into my mouth swallowing it quickly. I try to concentrate on Emmanuel, his grinning sheepishly, mouth moving from side to side but his words don't register in my brain. Feeling restless and antsy, preoccupied with a nagging thought that keeps me up at night, for three weeks have cleaned the empty space never once catching a glimpse of him. Huffing out an annoyed breath, I shove more food down my throat. "Are u okay"? He interrogate.I stop midway, swallowing loudly, his face scrunch in distress, I only manage to grin."You make it seem as if the food sweet" narrowing his full brows.I only shrugged in response.He doesn't comment any further and continues to speak ebulliently. Together we walk down the familiar hallway, my shoulders are hunched back, glaring down at ever object. The for
Everything was dark, the night sky is void empty of any stars, the moon shines lonely half full. Covered by thick forest tress and brushes, obnubilate clouds covers the eerie forest. The night is obscure shapeless presence lurks through the night. Looking around I make nothing out, bright golden wide eyes shines, sited on a tree root, it stared unblinking. Hooting out loudly flapping its wings it fly's away. I chills runs through my spine. The place looks lucid. A low growl sounds vibrating through the night, I look back a shadow approaches it's huge form dominating leaving me in dismay. My feet moves own it's own accord, I move fast down the muddy path. Brushing pass rough tree truck, turning left and right with no direction, fear starts to creep into my bones, everything closes in. A howl rings out, birds scattered around crying into the night, am racing down the forest my heart down my throat. Stumbling down my own feet, I trip and fall landing on my arms, an anima
Am up before the first light, ready and dressed. The uniform feels scratching on my skin and oddly it's fit perfectly. I walk down the narrow hall trying to find my way around, I take different turns that seems to lead to the same place. A tangling feel on my belly makes me stop briefly.Morning" some calls out Turning back I face the voice, his white teeth comes into view, his face lined up in a smile."Morning" I greet back but with less enthusiasm."Are you new here"?"Yeah, I'm supposed to start today" He hums to himself nodding his head."I'm Emmanuel" "Vivian" "Where are you heading to?"I look around, my eyes uncertain. His chest vibrates in a deep laugh, I stay silence embarrassed."Where are you assigned to"? "Cleaning staff" my voice carrying a sharper tone. He leads the way as I stroll slowly behind. His warm chatter fills the silence, unbothered by my monotone response he continues to speak happily. I find myself smiling for the first time in a long while as he speak
We walk closely knitted, well I stayed very close to her not leaving any space between us afraid of getting lost in the maze like building. We went through a flight of stairs going deeper underground. Torch hangs from the wall illuminating the dark place. We pass guard and other servant watching us curiously and whispering among themselves. Taking bends and turn we reach a wooden door, Ebere opens it and steps aside. I walk into the room, a small single beds lays by the wall with a small cupboard by the side. There's a reading table by the left with a candle on top. A wardrobe stands irregularly by the wall. Looking down at my shirt, is the only cloth I have and is not even mine. "There's a uniform inside with other necessities" she speaks as if reading my thoughts. I nod slowly a little overwhelmed."Lunch would start soon, there's a bathroom at that corner." She points out.This place is better than the former I thought. "I'll come later to take you" Facing her I Smiled at her wor
Everything disappeared, time stood still, the tangles and spark floating around the cluster, tangling through my skin, it pulled and dragged like a magnet towards mental, leaving only a defenceless body. I stood still, with those eyes on mine. The feeling made me afraid, it was unreal. Shaking my head rapidly, I tried desperately to regain my wits. Silence dragged for what seemed like hours, I stood there unsure, not really thinking but just breathing, I had no idea where I was, if I was dead it was still unproven. He stood staring with those cold eyes, I looked away unsure. His sudden movement forward made me go still, my eyes lowered automatically, my hands rolled up in tight fist. Submission and obedience in my village was a must, especially from the female to any walking being with a stick dangling between their leg. We showed our submission, with polite mannerisms and lowered head, showing weakness. Talking slow deliberately step, he was two feet away, I felt myself being pulle
The golden sun shined above, warming my skin, droplets of sweats slid down my bare back. My bones ached from exhaustion and pain, bonded by heavy chains to the hands and knees, I knelt down feeling tiny pebble pierce my kneecap. Head bowed down in forceful submission, my freedom was kept. The hush whispers and excited cries from the sadistic crowd grow louder, consuming all sounds. I could feel them gawking at my naked form, it brought needle like feelings to my skin being so vulnerable and exposed to all who cared to see, it made my pulse race and my eye watered knowing that I was at their mercy. My heart quicken at the thought of being stoned to death or beheaded, it might come down to that I thought bitterly. I can still remember years ago when I stood as a witness in the crowd, the shrilling cry and pleas for help were deft to them, I stood there watching fear gripping my bones. Blood, there so much blood. I watched as my mother was stoned till she couldn't beg, till there where sa