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2021
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/Erin's POV/
The loud howl of an Alpha echoed around, almost making me drop to the knees. As the dried leaves crunched underneath my weight, a deadly silence settled over. I couldn't help but cover my ears, my entire body trembling with the vibrations. After that, it was a blur of events, footsteps approaching a few hands and me trying to steady me in a standing position.
Fat tears dribbled down my cheeks, an uproar as accusing eyes stared at me. I heard the pack members sneer and point their fingers in my direction, the curses making me want to curl in a hall.
"You are a pathetic omega!" A voice echoed. It was my aunt, her weak, croaky sound standing out amidst the chaos. I almost recoiled at the disgust on her face; eyes narrowed into slits in my direction.
"A disgrace!"
"Knotwhore!"
"You should be ashamed of yourself!"
"How can you stand there and face us?"
Several familiar voices echoed in my head, a faint throbbing in my temples almost making my vision blurry. I clutched my head in between my hands, hair sticking to the side of my face as I shook my head.
"Please!" I screamed. "Stop it!"
With a jolt, I woke up; my cheeks still wet with tears, chest heaving and skin bathed in sweat yet cold to the touch. My fingers trembled until I curled them in the sheets, roaming my eyes around.
It was a dream. My lips curled into a grimace, eyes squeezing shut. That wretched incident happened five years ago, and I still cannot stop dreaming about it. With a sigh, I sit up in my bed, sheets twisted around my slumped body. This was far from an unusual occurrence, much to my displeasure.
I slid out into the cool floor, shivering as my toes pressed into the ground, groping in the dark for the nightstand so I could grab my phone. It was six in the morning. With a huff, I slid on the robe and rushed to the shared bathroom to get on with my daily routine.
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"Dad, should I get you another toast?" I asked while facing him, my back straightening.
Adam Woods smiled politely in my direction, worry lines marring his face and eyes crinkling. He should have been enjoying his life in the early sixties, but instead, my father worked tirelessly to save our failing business. While his friends were out there in council meetings, he dressed up to accompany me for work.
"No, honey, I am fine. Maybe you should ask your mother."
Tilting my head towards my mother, I opened my mouth. She cut me off abruptly, not even bothering to give me a look. Patricia Woods faced her husband and rolled her eyes at him. "I am on a diet. How many times do I have to remind you?"
"You are beautiful. I don't know what you are dieting for." My father grinned at her, his eyes flickering towards my sister, who emerged from the room. I pulled a chair for her, but she sat on the other side. My face fell at that, but I quickly looked away.
My father cleared his throat. "Esther, I was thinking we should all go eat together in that new diner everyone is talking about. What do you say?"
"All of us?" She raised her head, glaring in my direction. "I'll pass. My reputation is already hanging my a thread; why would I want to be seen with her?"
I winced at that, my knuckles turning white as my grip tightened around the fork—a lump formed in my throat, which I swallowed and tried to chew on the toast.
"Esther!" My father raised his voice. "Mind your language. That's your sister you are talking about."
My mother intervened before Esther could say a word, tugging on her arm. "Did she lie? Why are you getting angry with her?" Her head turned towards me. "When in fact, it is someone else who is damaging our family reputation."
"Moons sake! Is that all your care about? More than your daughter?" Adam abruptly stood up, the sound of his chair scraping echoing loudly. His face turned red, the vein in his neck appearing prominent. "You haven't spoken to her for five years. How can you not see she is still suffering? Stop this madness, Patricia, or you will forever lose her."
I stood up and wrapped my hand around my father wrist, and tugged. "Dad! Please calm down. I am fine. Let's eat."
He shook his head. "I am not hungry anymore."
My shoulders slumped, watching him walk away, chest tightening painfully as he rushed past the doors. I saw my mother and sister walk away from me too, which I expected already, but still, it hurt.
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On the way to our publishing house, I had to take the main route. It took me almost ten minutes to reach work daily, but I didn't mind the distance. The walk helped me clear my mind most of the time, and we saved some money. Last year, my dad secretly sold the car to save us money, and it almost resulted in world war in our house. We couldn't afford it anymore, but my sister and mother were furious.
It all started five years ago. Ever since that night, my family has lost everything. Our relatives stopped associating with us, the authors didn't want to sign anymore, and the employees became complicated. Some of our significant distributors dropped given our reputation, and eventually, we started losing money. The only reason we didn't go bankrupt was royalties that kept coming in from famous books.
As I continued with my walk, a pup almost crashed into me. Before I could bend down and apologise, he screamed bloody murder. It gathered attention and several omegas from around sneered at me, accusing me of purposely scaring the child. That went on for a while before I could walk away.
It did not bother me anymore. The five years have hardened me to the point that I rarely blinked at such an incident.
Upon entering through the doors, I spotted the receptionist, Helen. She was busy with her phone and barely glanced at me. I knocked on her desk.
"Is dad in?"
"No"
I sighed. "Please let me know if he walks in. I need to speak to him."
She grunted in response. I gave her an once over before walking towards my cubicle. As soon as I saw the familiar red bob of hair sitting in a chair, a smile broke out of my lips. It's my best friend who also happened to be my coworker.
"Isabella!"
"Erin!" She turned over in her rotating chair, matching my identical grin, eyes gleaming under the lights.
"How was your trip?" I hugged her before settling on the empty chair in front of her. We haven't seen each other for almost two weeks now. As a literary agent, her job is to represent authors under contract, so she was out on a signing tour.
"Tiring!" She moaned. "It made me realise why I hate Alphas."
"But you are an Alpha."
"I hate myself too." She deadpanned.
"This is why I missed you."
"Aww, you are always so sweet, Erin. Here I got you coffee as a gift."
I sighed, taking one cup from the holder. "So generous of you. Thanks, I needed it today."
"Tough morning?"
"Something like that."
With that, I took a sip of coffee, my eyes rolling back as the cold liquid trickled down my throat.
"Guess who I saw this morning at the highway?"
I hummed with halfhearted interest. I could feel the beginnings of a headache creeping in, a splash of harsh reality in my temporary coffee bliss.
"Armani Twins," She exclaimed, waving her hands for emphasis. "The Alphas that used to be in our class!"
I froze in place, my limbs going rigid as the words sank into my head and echoed in his mind, proving that I didn't mishear or hallucinate. The room that felt so warm just seconds ago was suddenly cold and foreign, skin slick with sweat.
Armani Twins—Rowan and Reed.
"I almost didn't recognise them; they look so different! Both of them have gotten even taller and bulkier since I've seen them last, which is insane."
For a second, I couldn't breathe. No air was entering my lungs. It was a mistake when I gulped the coffee in my hand, trying to drown out the thundering in my ears, because I immediately choked, body jerking forward as I broke out into a fit of coughs, my ears turning red.
"Moons! Erin, are you okay?" Isabella gasped, lurching out of her seat.
I gestured wildly, still coughing and trying to catch my breath as she patted on my back. "I-I am fine," I exhaled, taking deep breaths and trying to will the flush on my cheeks to fade. "Just went down the wrong pipe."
"You should be careful, Erin!"
I nodded, the words sinking in like a warning. Why were they back? Why now?
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Before Isabella could start reminiscing about the old days, I quickly changed the topic. The last thing I wanted to do was discuss those Alphas. If my best friend noticed the abrupt change in my behaviour, she did not point it out. With a sigh, I turned to my desk, dreading to open the envelopes sitting on top.Most authors want to terminate their contracts, while others are almost on the verge of completing their term. We tried pursuing them, but they are simply not interested in extending the agreement anymore. Then again, we cannot blame them for the way our reputation has fully hit the ground. It’s been almost two years since we signed a new book, always trying to think of new ways to improve the company. Nothing has worked so far.Renee and Aryan worke
/Rowan's POV/It's been a week since the funeral and meeting our omega. Erin. Despite the fact that we failed to acknowledge the bond all these years, an instant spark ignited within me. Reed felt it too. I could watch as his face almost scrunched for a second before he covered up. As the members had all their attention focused on us, we could not do anything impulsive. Besides, we were still mourning for our father.The days since that have been slow and draggy, almost torturous to get by. She blossomed into a beautiful woman, bold and unaffected by the prying eyes on her. The omega did not even flinch when my mother showed indifference towards her. Or when people started whispering the moment she blended into the crowd. At least tried to.Erin stoo
/Reed's POV/Running a hand down his black striped suit, I adjusted the sleeves of the white shirt. A heavy feeling sat in the pit of my stomach, all too familiar and aching. The thought of seeing the omega again caused a stir in my heart. Immediately I thought back to the day of my fathers funeral and how broken she appeared.Erin looked like she was barely holding together when she saw my father's picture. The omega slipped away before the end of the ceremony and cried her heart out. I could hear the rings of them, and quite frankly, it ripped something inside me. But why? After all these years, I should not be thinking about comforting her for the moon's sake!“Looking handsome, brother! Who are you trying to impress?!” Rowan wriggled his brows, le
/Erin's POV/As soon as their scents fade in the meeting room, I let out a loud exhale, still able to feel the musk hit my nostrils. My eyes bore hatefully in their direction, hoping it was enough to burn their back. Both of them dared to show up and give an ultimatum. Then again, after their father's death, they had no obligation to invest in our company anymore.Still, it stung. The harsh reality that we had no one to back us anymore slowly settled in. Our staff paychecks relied heavily on monthly payments from the Pack Alpha and few royalties. How will we survive? Most importantly, Alpha Reed mentioned us paying him back.What am I going to do now? Panic began seeping into my bones, legs clamped together. My head slammed on t
/Rowan's POV/I awoke with a startle, my eyes flinging open as I felt a sharp, metallic poke at my cheek. My hand swatted at the object as I sat up as fast as my body could manage, a groan escaping from parted lips. I didn't see anyone when I came to until I heard a childish giggle from behind. With my brows furrowed together, I twisted my body to see the unwanted visitor, my back cracking as I did so.The pup blinked at me; her silky blonde hair appeared messy with a tiny hand clamped over her mouth. I had to squint from the harsh glare from the ceiling lights to observe her on her knees beside the bed in an attempt to hide.“Anya, love, what are you doing here?” I slowly tugged on her wrist and nudged her closer, making the pup sit opposite me. After the afternoo
/Erin's POV/My eyes widened as I let his voice sink in, washing over me in waves. Those words kept on echoing, my toes curling around the sandals. Goosebumps prickled at my arms all over, suddenly aware of the chill in the room. For a second, I thoroughly thought that they were both joking about it. Then again, Rowan and Reed would never try to open up past wounds, not unless they were severe.“Excuse me?”Rowan was the first to speak up, wetting his lips and breaking the silence that followed my question. “Yes, you heard us right, Miss Woods. You have to be our omega, as in the Pack Luna, and we will keep on funding your company.”I took a quick breath through my nose, feeling incredibly exposed.Rage coiled in
/Reed’s POV/Staring at the cold omega in front of me, I couldn't help but think back to the first time I met her. My brother and I were pups just like her but a few years older and mature. Or so I thought."But I don't want to go!" I whined while crossing my arms together and slumping on the bed. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Rowan tying his shoelaces, a grin on his face. At eight years old, my twin was already enthusiastic about listening to everything our father said."Reed..." My father sighed, a furrow in between his brows as he sat on his knees. "I promised my friend that I would bring both of my kids. Besides, don't you want to make a new friend?"My mouth twisted at that, head
/Erin's POV/I closed my eyes briefly, steeling myself as the honeyed voice seeped in through layers of clothes. My treacherous body had always innately responded to the dark, forbidding men sitting across. The way the Alphas talked to me, so brash and honest that it spurred something inside.Also, I hated to admit it, but they looked more dangerously handsome than ever today. I couldn’t help but gawk at their thin shirts, barely concealing anything; their dark brown hair was as attractively dishevelled. Reed's eyes appeared deep green and intense as they stared, the laugh lines at the corners in stark contrast to the brooding expression on his face.I kept my gaze down for a hesitant moment, biting on his lip, uncertain whether to oblige to the demand he made.&n
Something indescribable flickered on his face, akin to hurt, but it was gone too soon for me to decipher. I watched as he stalked in my way, like a predator towards his prey, eyes hungry and mouth twitching. I was desperate to untangle myself from this situation, the hair on the back of my neck standing up—my body screamed to rid of his smile, sound, and smell. Before I could act on any of them, Reed pushed our forms flush together, large hands almost covering the entirety of my back. He pressed his nose into my neck then, and the air between them seemed to transform, wrought with indestructible tension. From this close, I could feel his cool breath against my pulse, a steady beat that was clear as day sounding in my ears as I counted them in my head."Oh, omega..." I felt him inhale sharply, though it sounded like a small half-moan against my skin. But in a blink, it was forgotten, the vibration of his giggle in the crook of my neck startling me, making the anger grow inside."Forg
I glanced over at the books on the bedside table, releasing a small sigh while noticing a bouquet. A courting gift. That’s what my sister called while giggling and placing it on the nightstand. The twins had someone deliver it to my doorstep with an equally over the top card. I didn’t get it. Why were they doing this? This kind of generosity felt wrong, especially when I knew the nature of our relationship. My lips twisted when I saw the fond look on my sister's face as if she was genuinely happy and in awe of me. Shaking my head, I marched towards the rack to pick up the coat. Time to face the music at work. I thought under my breath while hastily buttoning the coat.***It might be the obvious scent oozing past me as everyone turned to gawk at me. I tried quite a few times to wash it off in the shower, but it did not make any change. Then again, I should have known my efforts were futile, considering the Alpha scents lasted for days. Helen’s face turned sour, lips pressing togeth
I woke up with a crick in my neck and face buried in soft and sweet-smelling sheets. For a handful of seconds, I was disoriented, eyes glazed and unfamiliarly warm. As I tried to move, I felt two heavy arms sliding down my waist.My body froze.In the stillness, I became aware of a few more things. This was not my little room and the sheets smelled heavily of the Alpha pheromones and slick. A glance down my body made me realise that I was naked and cold, a duvet pooling around my shoulders. I was sandwiched between two heated bodies. Everything came rushing back to me. My heat was a blur of touches, pheromones, and scents imprinting the experience to memory more than any other aspect. The turn of our emotions captured through biology is more appealing than any sensation. Moons sake! I cursed under my breath, fully awake enough to bite my tongue before blurting it out. Panic gripped my body, and I shot into a sitting position, my heart beating so frantically that I feared it could w
Even in my dreams, I was haunted by my mates, their rough, husky voices whispering dirty things in my ear. Two pairs of hands roamed around my body, caging me in between the hot press of their bodies. My head was thrown back as they teased, tracing down my throat, chest, stomach, down to where I was mostly aching for it.I woke up panting, my hair damp with sweat and fingers trembling while curled into the sheets. Raising my head, I noticed that the clock on the wall read nine, the vision so blurry that it felt like I was hallucinating. I struggled to find a way off the bed, every part of me screaming to stay where it was safest—in the bed, surrounded by the Alpha's scent.“You are awake?” A familiar voice asked, startling me. Reed stood in a robe draped around, his right side pressed against the bathroom door. “I was just about to take a shower.”I made a sound. “Rowan is in the kitchen.”I hummed, my hands shaking as the Alpha handed me a glass of water. Shakily I accepted and gree
The following morning I woke up with a crick in my neck, my face buried in soft and sweet-smelling sheets. Fluttering my eyes shut, I squinted at the harsh rays falling on my face. There’s a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach, warm and jittery, body disoriented for a couple of seconds. As I tried to move, I felt a heavy limb sliding down my waist. My omega was still under the chokehold of the heat. Every heat I had endured so far was different but the same. My senses are heightened; everything becomes fuzzy, and I am conscious, but it feels like a fever dream, not coherent enough to make critical decisions. It’s one of the reasons why I spend my heats alone, not trusting anyone to care for me in such a vulnerable state. But the twins opened my eyes to a world where I belonged. It’s crazy to even think about, and I wasn’t sober enough to think about the events of last night. Only that my omega was never alone, not for a single moment, and they have been attentive to my every
I could smell my pheromones filling the air, tinged with desperation and desire. When I saw Alpha Rowan approach, I mewled, resisting the feral urge to bare my neck as the bed dipped under his weight. My omega preened, thrumming at the urgency coiling in the pit of my stomach. As he came to sit on his knees in front, his scent seeped into my pores, and my eyes turned glassy. "Patience, baby...." He murmured, swiping a thumb over the arch of my cheekbone. I turned my head and caught his thumb in between my mouth. Rowan's eyes darkened, pressing down on my tongue and bottom lip. I fluttered my eyes shut, wrapping my lips around it and sucking. I could feel Reed's heavy stare on me, making the hair on my neck stand up. He was still standing at the foot of the bed, unmoving, the hitch in his breath audible from inches away."Moons!" Rowan hissed, gripping my chin and making me look up. He leaned in and replaced his thumb with his lips, licking into my mouth and dulling the ringing in m
/Rowan’s POV/ I snaked my arms around her waist, hooking my chin over the omega's shoulder. The omega went limp in my hold, pitiful whines escaping her. My head started feeling a bit dizzy with how strong her scent surrounded me, almost making it impossible to focus on the task. It sunk into me slowly, growing stronger once I let out a soft rumble from deep in my chest. My Alpha had the sudden urge to scent Erin, but I knew that was the protective side of my wolf talking. Erin murmured something under her breath, turning her head to press her cheek against my hair. My heart raced, heat pooling under my skin and thrumming through the veins. She was the one in heat; I reminded desperately. Despite the urge inside, I didn’t even try to scent her, just took a quick, fumbling step back, nearly tripping over my feet trying to get away. “Moons!” I cursed under my breath, seeing the glassy look in her eyes. “Where is Reed?” “Erin, do you want me to drop you off at home?” The noise she
There's a tug in the pit of my belly, sharp and aching which I ignored in favour of pushing at Rowan's chest. I cleared my throat, stepping back and maintaining a foot's distance between us. My arms came to wraparound my chest in defence, glaring at the Alpha.Why did I give in so easily? There was something wrong with me."O-Okay, what are you doing here?"He faltered for a second, appearing dazed whirl running a hand over his hair. I tried not to stare at the curls bouncing off before flopping on his forehead awkwardly. The Alpha's mouth twisted as he sniffed the air."Seriously, who was here?""Rowan, I don't have time to
/Reed’s POV/“Reed, wait for me!” I laughed at the grumble in her voice, racing through the trees, my feet letting me leap and sprint easily over the soft earth in the forest. Looking over my shoulder, I saw the omega running, struggling to close the distance between us.Usually, we played hide and seek, having known more spots in the forest to hide places that would conceal my fur perfectly but make Erin’s pure coat stick out like a sore thumb when she tried to copy me. This time we had chosen tag as our game, and while I could run through the trees, shifting in and out of four furry legs to two sleek ones, Erin struggled to catch up on her pudgy, short legs, and had to stop entirely and concentrate on shifting, giving me more time to run away.By the third time she