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Jackson“Shit,” I said, entering the apartment together with Drogo, who looked at me without understanding, but noticed my annoyance. I knew that he was not obligated to accept my marriage proposal, however, he would have to give me a convincing reason. I expected him to say it was still early, or another excuse other than the one he gave. To think that I would do the same thing that idiot Dereck did was the height of it. he should know me better.When I met Luke, I imagined that he had certain traumas like anyone else, just like me, but not like that. He lived his traumas in the present, without realizing it.I could have accepted not marrying him at the moment, but it wasn't about time, it was about something someone else did and he was still attached to it. Until he got rid of it, we weren't going anywhere.It used to be said that people gave what they got. Insisting on him would be like I was asking for something he couldn't give me, not until he resolved what was tormenting her.
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DerekI called Anne, but she didn't answer me, we had planned to have lunch together. Today I had the freest day and I left earlier than I expected, so I would come by and pick her up. Driving the car towards my house, since her cell phone didn't even show a signal, I would wait for her at home. I reached the traffic light and picked up my cell phone, trying to call him one more time, but there was no signal, so I gave up. I hated people who didn't answer their cell phones. Waiting for the traffic light to change, I saw her crossing the street hurriedly and wearing sunglasses. There were other cars ahead, so she didn't see me. I honked my horn lightly, as a way of getting her attention, but to no avail, she seemed in a hurry.She finished crossing, I waited for the traffic lights to open and entered the street she was walking on, however, she was very far away and there were cars ahead that I couldn't overtake. I intentionally ended up following her and picked up the cell phone again,
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Jackson“Look here, at one in the morning there will be a dance session with these fucking hot bitches,” one of my friends commented, showing me the program. “It's going to be a show.Daimen was excited, he was my childhood friend and went to almost all of my events, just like I went to his. He was a professional surfer and has won several awards.There were five of us in a nightclub, sitting in the VIP area, where there were countless sofas covered with curtains, giving us more privacy. The event had already ended, so my friends and I went to have fun and the place chosen was a nightclub that was well attended.I needed to unwind and since I was single, why not somewhere where there would be a lot of women pole dancing. It wasn't common for me to go to nightclubs, but today I needed it. The place was discreet and luxurious, with countless compartments. In the VIP area, all the tables were large enough for a striper to danc
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DerekI returned to my house and took the coldest and longest shower of my life. I still had the image of Anne in that idiot photographer's arms in my mind and I still wondered why. Unlike Luke, Anne and I didn't have anything that hindered us. She never complained about me or seemed dissatisfied.I finished showering and dressed in street clothes, ready for another day of work. I wasn't going to let that bitch interfere with my day and today we were going to cancel the engagement. Ready to leave, I saw Anne in the living room staring at me like a helpless girl, which made me angry." Why are you here? “I asked in a bad mood, I didn't want to look at that damn woman anymore.“We need to talk, Dereck. “ She looked at me with some remorse.“We have nothing else to talk about, we're going to cancel the engagement and it's resolved” he said bluntly, the quicker we resolve this, the better." I can e
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LukeDays passed and I didn't hear from Anne and Dereck about the wedding preparations. There were only 11 days left for them to get married and it was silent. I tried calling Anne these days, but to no avail. She was at my apartment getting me ready to leave and I got a message from Thomas.“Let’s go out, soon?”“I don’t know, I’ll think about it”She responded with an eye roll and laughed. She didn't know if she felt like going out, she wasn't in the mood for parties. Jackson hasn't returned yet, I only saw him on social media and he had exhibitions in other states. The last time he was in Canada and didn't know how many days he would stay, he never told me. I had my coffee and picked up the trash bag, as the collection truck was passing by early today. Opening the door, I was surprised when I saw Jackson entering the apartment, almost closing the door, but his dog ran towards me. Drogo came into m
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LukeI was at the club with Thomas, dancing and beJacksonding. After what happened, she needed to relax and take advantage of the fact that today was Friday, she did very well. Today I didn't want to be decent or well-behaved, I wanted to drink, dance until I forgot my name." You will not believe! Look who's here? “ Thomas commented and I looked back, seeing Jackson with his friends, drinking. I stared at him for a while, but he didn't seem to see me, he was so distracted. I looked away and kept my back to him, feeling my heart racing. He looked handsome, wearing black sweatpants and a white t-shirt. The sporty style suited him very well, in fact any outfit looked good on him.“Luke...“He hasn't seen me yet? “I asked.“I don't think so and now you won't like what you see. “Thomas took a sip of beer." What? “I looked back and saw a group of women approaching him and his friends. I rolled my eyes and
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Next morningLukeI opened my eyes seeing everything blurred around me, my body felt heavy and I had a horrible headache. I put my hand on my head, still drowsy, and little by little I realized where I was. Surprised, I looked around, seeing that I was in Jackson's room and asked myself how I ended up here. I looked at myself and realized I was wearing his t-shirt, which was so comfortable and soft. I saw my clothes lying on the chair next to the bedroom window and wondered what had happened. “Did I have sex? If so, he must have been as hot as ever.” I said to myself and smiled, enjoying the possibility, trying to remember when I felt his penis inside me.“Woke up, well asleep...I was scared when I heard Jackson's voice and he entered the room, wearing only sweatpants and all I could look at was the volume of his penis, which even without being erect was very noticeable.“Good morning,” he said, tucking a strand of ha
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LukeA week laterI was facing the bride who was nervous and waiting for the signal to go to the altar. Once again I was organizing the wedding of another couple, who had wanted to get married for a long time and today their dream would be fulfilled. The bride took a deep breath, trying to calm down.“Calm down, everything will be fine. “I adjusted your makeup, which could smudge due to sweat. On the wedding day, I made myself as less vain and as practical as possible, wearing the most comfortable clothes. A black t-shirt, black dress pants, tied hair and sneakers. I always carried a small bag, where I had some accessories such as pins, hooks and makeup, in case the bride or groom needed it, just to add a few touches or if something happened to the clothes. The most important thing was that the bride and groom were safe.“If he doesn't go or... “ The bride took a deep breath. “What if I'm not ready? What if I
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Blurred Promises Epilogue
LUCIEN I wake up early because I have to prepare Carol before going to school. I wake up 15 minutes late, now that I'm anemic, nauseous and dizzy. I'm slower and I can't have the same agility as before, but I'm improving. Dereck gave me his room and went to sleep in the guest room as I ordered. Lazily and drowsily, he gets me out of bed and leaves the room, walking down the hallway until I reach Carol's room. “Carol, wake up... “I say, entering the room and see the empty bed. I hear voices and I walk calmly, because I recognize Dereck and Carol's voices in the bathroom. I look over and I can't believe it when I see Carol already ready and Dereck holding her hair, trying to make a bun. The two talk, laughing. Carol teaches Dereck how to make a bun and the two have fun together. This dedication from Derek moves me. “Lucien, good morning... “Carol notices my presence. They both look at me without understanding what is happening. “ Sleep well? “Derek looks at me smiling. “Yes... “I
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Lucien Next morning I was sitting on the bed in the hospital clinic. After so much effort I managed to eat, as she was dying of nausea and lack of appetite. Days later I felt unwell again and ended up in the hospital again. In fact, I had severe anemia and needed care. I finish eating lunch and place the plate on the tray. I pick up my cell phone and start texting my friend, wanting to know about my sister. I'm missing my little one. As soon as I pick up my cell phone and the door opens, I see the vision of Dereck and Carol entering my room together. Carol soon runs to me, carefully sits down on the bed and gives me a hug. “ My love! “I give a lot of kisses, full of longing. “ Are you well? “Yes, but I miss you too. Dereck approaches me with a calm look. “Are you feeling better, Lucien? “ What are you doing here, how do you know “Lorena told me everything. “ It's nothing serious. Thank you and thank you for bringing my sister “ I say smiling, because I can't disguise my happi
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3 weeks later Lucien I walk through the garden near my house with my sister, who is now 9 years old. She's getting more and more beautiful and it just fills me with pride. Always on Sundays, from 8am until 1pm, they close the street for walking. It's 9 am on a beautiful summer day. I wear black leggings and a black top, with a cap, and my sister is wearing yellow. Her favorite color. “Lucien, can I have a puppy or kitten?" “Of course you can, but do you promise to take good care of your pet?" “ Promise!" “Okay, this week I'll take you to an animal adoption home and you choose. “Yay! “Carol smiles, jumping. My sister has always liked animals, just like me, but since my dog died ten years ago I've never had another pet. Her name was Betsy, she was my companion and best friend. “Little brother, isn't that Dereck? “Carol points out the last man I want to see on the face of the earth. She runs happily towards him, calling him. “Carol, come back here! “I quicken my steps, wanting
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LUCIENI want to hurt him at all costs. I want him to feel what I felt, to live in a dark world like the one I lived in when she simply took me out of her life as if I were nothing. “You’re no use to me.” I never forgot that phrase, but what continues to kill me inside is the way she said it, looking coldly into my eyes and having said it so easily, without even blinking. I didn't know if she ever really loved me or if it was her comfort, as she said the last time we saw each other, before I went to New York. If Dereck knew, I would leave everything for him, because he had everything here. He felt complete and anyway, he encouraged me to fight for more, but he destroyed every good thing I believed in. He made me see that love is for idiots and only serves as a consolation. That social level is much more important and now here I am. I'm on the list of the most successful.I've been in several places, until I got here, fighting to finally have the world I had left without him. I went to
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LucienI am stopped, as Dereck closes the door again, blocking my passage.“ You are crazy? “Dereck holds my arm and forces me to face him. “You're the one who's crazy and has a level of infinite arrogance!“I learned that from you.“What did you call me here for, then? To humiliate me? To be arrogant and rude?"What did you expect from me?"I stare at him for a few seconds, with no answer to give him, as I was expecting the opposite. I expected a yes and not just on the proposal, but on everything. I was hoping for a yes to having him back in my life. I expected a kiss and hot sex like other times. I was waiting for that Dereck I had known for four years, who said he loved me and adored my sister. That Dereck, who today was more like a Lucifer, a traitorous angel.Dereck holds my face, puts his mouth on mine. A rough, dominating kiss, as if wanting to demonstrate who the alpha is. A good, suffocating kiss, a mix of love and hate, perhaps more hate than love.“ Let me go. “I push him
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3 years laterDerekIn my room, just wearing a towel, choosing the suit I'm going to wear. I go to the wardrobe and see the shirt I wore the day I met Lucien at the strip club, a splendid night and a path to happiness, which I interrupted or which fate did not allow. I show a smile and run my hand over my dress, I close my eyes remembering the wonderful night I had. I remember his hands on me, feeling me, a touch without kisses, but one that managed to cause incredible sensations in my body. I open my eyes, returning with my feet on the ground; I close the wardrobe and finish getting dressed.I had been invited to the opening party of a multinational company called “Lucius”. An international magazine company, and one of the most expensive. This company exists in several places around the world and now it would have a branch here too. I had no idea who the partner of this company is, since it chooses a partner in each country where it has an established branch. However, I know one thin
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LucienI'm at home, I just got out of the shower, as I had gone to the gym. I just wear sweatpants and go to the fridge, make a snack and hear the doorbell ring.I quickly open the door and have a pleasant surprise when I see Dereck in front of me. I then give way for him to enter. I see the concern in his eyes, he looks distressed and afraid.“ Did something happen?He takes a deep breath, takes out his bag, takes out an envelope and hands it to me.“ What is that? “I ask, already opening the envelope. I take out the letter and start reading. I was accepted to do a 4”month corporate management internship and, if all went well, I would be given the position on a two”year contract. I'm speechless.“Congratulations “Dereck says with a trembling voice.I look at the date the letter was signed and it was just over a month ago; I only have fifteen days to prepare.“Dereck, when did you receive this letter?“ A month ago...“ One month? It took you a month to show me this?“I know, sorry! I
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DERECKIn front of my papers, I am analyzing some documents and signing new partnerships. In the middle there is a letter, coming from another multinational company in New York. In fact, this letter came by mistake, it was for Lucien. Months ago, another publisher opened applications for anyone who wanted to do a management internship at the company. Lucien and many signed up; he, as my assistant, is more than aware of what it's like to have to deal with certain companies in terms of business and everything. That's why he signed up. I took the letter and was in shock, not knowing what to do, I don't know why I'm anxious for the answer. I'm selfish for a moment in wishing that the letter stated that he didn't get the position, as I want him close to me and not far away, but I also hoped that he would be accepted, as it would be a great opportunity for him to grow in his professional career and I I would be very proud. I spend a few seconds looking at the letter, not knowing what to do,
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LUCIENI leave Dereck's office and go to my desk. Dereck does the same, going to his appointment. I spend some time at the company, sorting out some of my documents and sorting out some things. There's only me in the company, my other colleagues had already come forward. I close my suitcase, turn around and come across Ryco, who is looking at me in a bad mood.“Geez, Ryco, do you want to scare me to death?“What's going on between you and Dereck?“ What do you mean by that?“I'm not an idiot, Lucien, I see the looks, your reaction to her... “Ryco puts his hands on his hips. “She even tries to hide it, but I see a sparkle in her eyes.I don't comment, I just look at her as if I don't understand what she's saying.“Have you guys been fucking each other? You left me to hit the boss, didn't you? So you Lucien, all correct, opening your legs for your boss?—Watch how you talk, Ryco! He pays your salary and mine too, so let's have respect in our work environment.“I know you have been seein
