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"He's such an asshole." Bea's face scrunched in distaste as she watched the scene that was taking place down the school hallway.
"A hot asshole." Jade shrugged, laughing as she pulled her books out of her locker.
I just watched.
Bea rolled her eyes. "Yes, he's hot—but that doesn't give him the right to kill anyone who dares step in his way."
Jade shut her locker and turned to look down the hallway herself. "Zac Miller is the guy who can do anything he pleases. The world runs the way people like him want it to run."
Bea scoffed loudly. "People like you are the ones allowing people like him to do so."
Jade only laughed. She was amused by Bea's annoyance. "I don't see you stopping him, Bea."
Bea opened her mouth to argue but then shut it, seeing that Jade was right.
"Earth to Jas." Jade waved a hand in front of my face, pulling me out of my thoughts and into their conversation.
I looked at her blankly. "Huh?"
"Let's go, we have class."
The three of us starting walking down the hallway when Bea glanced at me. She narrowed her eyes thoughtfully. "What do you think, Jas? Break the argument."
"What do I think of what?" I stared down at my shoes as I walked.
Bea rolled her eyes. "Zac Miller—what do you think of Zac Miller?"
Why were we talking about him again?
I looked at Bea and couldn't help laughing. "Zac Miller? Why?"
Bea looked at me flatly. "I saw you watching him—just now, down the hall and shoving some kid around."
She wasn't wrong. I couldn't pry my eyes away from the scene taking place just minutes, on the other end of the hallway.
I shrugged my shoulders softly. "I don't—have an opinion on him."
Jade shook her head in disagreement. "Everyone has something to say about Zac Miller. Do you think he's hot?"
I rolled my eyes, giving Jade a look of disbelief. "I would be blind if I thought he wasn't."
It wasn't a lie—Zac was attractive. Anyone could see it from miles away. He could easily be a model. It was one of the many reasons why he stood high on the social ladder—that was just how it worked. Somehow, your attractiveness made you more popular.
Zac was well built, defined biceps that you could notice through the v-necks he always wore. A jawline carved by the greeks Gods themselves. Tan skinned, brown eyes that sparkled when light hit them.
Bea scoffed at my answer. "So—you like him?"
My nose scrunched. "A guy like him? I don't think it's possible to like him. He's a—bad guy."
"Because he smokes and drinks?" Jade inquired, her eyebrows furrowing. "So what—half the kids in high school do drugs now."
"No," I shook my head. "Not just because he smokes and drinks. Did you see the way he was treating that kid? He thinks he's above everyone—better than everyone else. He doesn't care about anyone but himself."
"Thank you!" Bea exhaled deeply, nodding her head in agreement. She was not very fond of Zac Miller.
"Whatever," Jade grumbled as we walked into class and took our usual seats.
Jade, Bea and I had been best friends since we were 10 years old. We were the trio that nobody could tear apart.
Bea was very sassy and snippy—sometimes aggressive. She was never afraid to speak her mind, never taking crap from anyone. She was fiercely scary. She always had good intentions but sometimes—her anger was not manageable. She could get carried away.
Jade was the opposite. She was soft and warm-hearted—much more girly than Bea. She was kind, always optimistic and looking at the bright side of every situation. She kept the waters calm—always wanting everyone to be happy.
I was—I don't know. The neutral one? I stood on the sidelines. I was quiet—unless I was with the few people I was close and comfortable with. People know me but I don't necessarily like having the spotlight on me.
This was the type of school where everyone knew everyone.
The three of us balanced each other out.
"How did you finish the pop quiz so quick?" Bea looked at me with wide eyes, noticing the paper turned upside down on my desk. She looked baffled.
I shrugged. "It was easy."
Bea groaned quietly. "Yeah—easy for the smartest person in the world. Also known as you. You are the smartest person in the world, my friend."
"Maybe—the smartest person in the room." Jade laughed softly, hey eyes trained on her quiz as she finished writing.
I laughed softly, shaking my head at my friends.
"Miss Jennings—" the teacher called out to me when everyone had started placing their things away at the end of the class.
All eyes turned to me.
"Please stay a moment after class so I can have a word with you."
I blinked, confused but nodded nevertheless. I didn't know what this was about but it was slightly nerve-wracking.
"What's that about?" Bea walked over to stand in front of my desk.
I shrugged unsurely, the same confused look on my face that she wore.
asked as she stood up and walked over to stand in front of my desk. "No idea—I didn't do anything wrong." I wasn't exactly the type of person who got in trouble.
Jade heaved out a breath as she walked over to us. "He's probably going to ask you how you managed to get a hundred and ten percent on the quiz."
I rolled my eyes—ignoring their comments as I stood up and made my way to the front of the room. Everyone else was heading out.
"I'll see you guys later." Bea and Jade shrugged, waving goodbyes as they left the room. Once the classroom had emptied out, the teacher looked at me.
"Jasmine, I wanted to talk to you about tutoring. Is that something you'd be interested in?"
I blinked. "Tutoring?"
He nodded his head. "Yes. You're the brightest in the class—and I have a student who is doing very poorly in this class. He is close to failing which will pull him off the soccer team."
I nodded slowly. Okay—so he wanted me to tutor someone on the soccer team. It didn't sound like the worst idea in the world—considering I knew most of the guys on the team.
"Of course—you will receive extra curricular points. They'll be a good addition to your resume and university applications. I know that is important to you."
I cleared my throat, shaking my head unsurely. "I mean—sure, of course. I don't mind."
The teacher smiled, nodding curtly. "Very well, then. I will let him know to contact you."
Slightly befuddled, I mumbled a goodbye to the teacher as I headed out of the classroom. As soon as I stepped out, Evan caught up to me. "Hey, babe."
"Hi," I exhaled. I leaned into his side as he started walking beside me.
He leaned down to peck my cheek. "There's a party tonight. Do you think you're coming?"
I scoffed, almost laughing. "You know I don't love parties, Evan—and it's a Monday night."
Evan swung an arm around my shoulders, laughing softly. "You are precious."
Heat crept up my neck, flooding my cheeks. We had been dating for three months now but he still made me feel flustered and shy and—fuzzy. He was very sweet to me.
Evan was on the soccer team—which is why I knew many of the other players on the team.
"You should come though." We stopped in front of my next class. "You'll probably have to show up anyways—to pick up a drunk Bea."
I gnawed on my bottom lip, thinking. He had a point. "You're probably right. I'll think about it."
Evan smiled down at me, leaning down to softly kiss my lips. "I will see you at lunch?"
I nodded, smiling as I watched him walk off.
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At the end of the school day, I was walking through the parking lot to get to my car—when an unfamiliar voice stopped me.
"Jasime Jennings."
I stopped, turning around to see—Zac Miller? He leaned against his car, his arms crossed over his chest. He watched me carefully, a smirk dancing along his lips.
I blinked.
Why was he talking to me?
We had never once spoke before—little less, even make eye contact.
I was confused—and a little nervous. Why would he be talking to me? How does he even know my name? I cleared my throat, trying to seem unphased. "Can I help you?"
Zac pushed himself off his car. "I heard you could."
I stared at him, dumbfounded. I had no idea what he was talking about. "I'm sorry?"
"No need to be sorry, Bloom." He stepped towards me, grinning down at me.
Bloom?
My eyebrows furrowed at the nickname.
Why is he calling me Bloom?
I shook my head, turning to head to my car. I decided to ignore him because nothing good could possibly come out of me talking to Zac Miller. Whatever he was doing—surely he was just messing with me.
"Hold on—" Zac was quick to bounce towards me. Amusement laced his tone. He fell into step beside me, walking with me seeing as I wasn't stopping.
I sighed faintly. "What do you—want?"
"Bloom."
I didn't stop.
I should stop.
I feel like he's not someone you can entirely just walk away from. He's—well, he's Zac Miller.
"Bloom." This time, he spoke more firmly. I could hear the impatience and annoyance in his tone—which instantly worried me. God, I do not want to get on his bad side.
I stopped, hesitantly and turned to look at him.
"Miller," I mumbled, my eyes narrowing slightly. "What can I possibly do to assist you?"
He looked at me for a moment, a grin etching its way onto his face. He was amused by the frustration he could see hiding behind my eyes. "Well, that's just it—you're my new tutor, Bloom."
Oh, hell.
2As it turned out, the lucky individual on the soccer team who I had agreed to tutor was none other than Zac Miller. It could have been anyone but to my lack of luck, I happened to be stuck with Zac Miller. Don't get me wrong—I don't know him well enough to judge him. I only knew the things I had seen and heard. I wasn't typically a judgemental person—at all but I really believed that nothing good could come out of me tutoring Zac Miller. Aside from him passing the class and being able to stay on the soccer team, of course. I just—he was the last person I'd want to get involved with. From the things I had heard, he wasn't a good person. "Miller," I mumbled, my eyes narrowing slightly. "What can I possibly do to assist you?"He looked at me for a moment, a grin etching its way onto his face. He was amused by the frustration he could see hiding behind my eyes. "Well, that's just it—you're my new tutor, Bloom."I gaped at him. I didn't even know how to react.This was bad. "What?"
3As soon as I walked into Tyler's house, I wanted to turn and walk right out. The house was packed, the air smelling like sweat and booze and the music making my eardrums vibrate. "Why did I agree to come?" I walked over to Bea and Jade, shaking my head already. "I'm surprised you came," Jade admitted. She glanced around, trying to spot more familiar faces. Bea cocked her head to the side, eyeing me with confusion. "Did you Uber?" I nodded, scanning the room to try to spot Evan. "Long story—I'll fill you in later." Bea pulled both mine and jade's arms as she dragged us into the kitchen. "Let's get out drink on, bitches." I scrunched my nose as the strong smell of liquor flooded my senses. I shook my head when Bea held a drink out for me to take. "You know I don't drink." Bea sighed. "You're not DD tonight." I shook my head again. "No—thanks." Luckily for me, my knight in shining armour cut in. "You look lovely—as always." Evan wrapped his arms around me from behind, leaning
4"Bloom."I turned around to see Zac. I was putting my things in my locker when he walked up to me—an annoyed look on his face.I was surprised to see him come up to me at school. I didn't know if me being his tutor made us friends."Miller." I quirked an eyebrow. I was slightly intrigued. "You could have texted me, you know. Let me know that you got home safe and weren't drugged and kidnapped by your Uber driver." His expression was impassive, his voice cold. I blinked, almost wanting to laugh. Was he serious? Was he—worried about me?"I don't have your number—how was I supposed to text you? You didn't tell me to."Zac ran a hand down his face, evidently frustrated. "You have my number.""No, I do not." I gave him a confused look."I put it in your phone—when you were at my house." Annoyance seeped through his voice. I blinked. I was taken aback by how weird he was acting. "Was I supposed to somehow just know that?" Zac groaned, shaking his head. "You should have told me you got
5I was walking to my car after school when I got a text notification.It was from Zac.Meet me at my house, BloomI didn't bother texting him back. I'd be at his house in the next ten minutes anyways.I spotted Evan with his friends, standing by his car so I went over. "Hey."He smiled, leaning down to kiss me. "Hi. What's up?"I looked behind him—Jack and Lucas were watching us intently with grins on their faces. I lowered my voice to have them from overhearing—knowing very well they would make a scene out of anything."I have to go—tutor. I just wanted to let you know."Evan's grin diminished. His lips fell into a straight line. "Where?""His place." I mumbled, shifting on my feet. I knew it was weird—me going to another guy's house. If I were in Evan's shoes, I would probably feel annoyed too.Evan had never been the jealous type—honestly, he probably had too much ego and confidence to become jealous.However, when it came to Zac—I had never seen something get under Evan's skin mo
6ZacI had texted Bloom during last period to tell her to meet me at my house so she could tutor me.As much as I hated chemistry, studying with Bloom actually made sense. The way she explained things made it easy to understand. She was incredibly patient with me. She wouldn't get frustrated when I got distracted or started messing around. She remained composed when I was having a hard time understanding something.I just—I liked having her tutor me.It was weird. I would have never pictured myself friends with Bloom.Are we even friends?I think we are—or maybe she's just tolerating me because she has to tutor me.I don't know but I don't mind her—which is surprising because a lot of people annoy me.Bloom—she's just pure and wholesome and—I don't know. She just makes me want to keep her safe—or some ridiculous sappy shit like that.What does piss me off though—is that jackass Evan she's dating.How the hell does someone as kind and pure as Jasmine date a piece of shit like Evan.Go
7ZacI changed my mind.I walked straight up to Evan before practice.He crossed his arms over his chest and looked at me with a smirk. "Surprised to see you have the nerve coming up to me, Miller."I narrowed my eyes at him. Who does this kid think he is, the fucking president?This time, I couldn't contain my anger. I grabbed his shirt from the collar and pulled him up. "Listen you fucking asshat, either you deal with the fact that Bl—Jasmine is my fucking tutor or—I go and tell her about your past hobbies. How does that sound?"The smirk fell off his face. His eyes filled with instant panic but he didn't say anything."That's what I fucking thought." I let go of him and pushed him to the ground before walking away.Fucking pussy.-Jasmine"Earth to Jas." Bea waved her fork in front of my face.We were sitting in the cafeteria at lunch and I couldn't help but think about why Zac did another 180 on me—deciding to be an asshole again.I was growing tired of him constantly switchi
8I held the white pills in my hand, staring at them and not being able to make a decision."Hell." I grumbled and then I dropped them in the toilet and flushed them.I sighed and let my knees go weak. I slid to the ground and put my head in my hands. What the hell is wrong with me?"You okay?"I looked up to see my dad standing at the doorframe of the bathroom with his arms crossed over his chest.I pursed my lips, shrugging.My dad frowned as he stepped in and walked over to me, coming down to sit beside me. We both leaned our backs against the shower door."Want to talk about it?"I leaned my head down on his shoulder. "Boy problems."He let out a small laugh. "Your mom would be a lot of help right now. I—I always worried about when you'd get to the age where you'd have boy problems and needed your mom to talk to, not me.""I can always talk to you, dad." I spoke softly.He sighed deeply. "I know. Whose ass do you want me to kick?"I snorted, shaking my head. "Nobody—it's fine.""
9"Bloom."I ignored him."Bloom." He was persistent. "Blooooom," he whined like a child."What?" I turned to look at him, snapping. He decided to sit beside me in English— despite my arguments. I proceeded to ignore him all class because I—I was choosing to be stubborn and remain mad at him. He deserved as much. He pouted out his bottom lip like a little kid. "Stop ignoring me. Pretty please."I looked down at my paper, continuing writing. "I'm talking to you right now—aren't I?" Zac didn't bother doing his assigned work. "You're not actually talking to me." He leaned closer towards me, frowning dramatically. "Stop being mad at me. I—apologize." I rolled my eyes, not looking at him."Bloom.""Bloom.""Bloom."Then, he started poking my face with a pencil. I snatched the pencil out of his hand, glaring at him. "Can you stop? I'm trying to work.""You are such a nerd." He poked my cheek with his finger, grinning at me. "You're not helping yourself." I gritted. He smiled cheekil
As soon as I walked into Tyler's house, I wanted to turn and walk right out. The house was packed, the air smelling like sweat and booze and the music making my eardrums vibrate. "Why did I agree to come?" I walked over to Bea and Jade, shaking my head already. "I'm surprised you came," Jade admitted. She glanced around, trying to spot more familiar faces. Bea cocked her head to the side, eyeing me with confusion. "Did you Uber?" I nodded, scanning the room to try to spot Evan. "Long story—I'll fill you in later." Bea pulled both mine and jade's arms as she dragged us into the kitchen. "Let's get out drink on, bitches." I scrunched my nose as the strong smell of liquor flooded my senses. I shook my head when Bea held a drink out for me to take. "You know I don't drink." Bea sighed. "You're not DD tonight." I shook my head again. "No—thanks." Luckily for me, my knight in shining armour cut in. "You look lovely—as always." Evan wrapped his arms around me from behind, leaning do
was sitting outside on the bleachers by myself at lunch—when Zac came over to me. He didn't say anything. He walked up the bleachers and sat down beside me, silently. After a moment, he spoke quietly. "It's cold outside, you shouldn't sit here. You're going to get sick." He took off his coat and placed it over my shoulders.I looked at him flatly. "I don't care if I get sick, Zac.""I do." He just looked at me. Both his gaze and voice were gentle. I ran a hand down my face sighed. "I'm—I'm sorry I lost it this morning."Zac shook his head frantically, his eyebrows pulling together. "You have nothing to be sorry about, Bloom. I'm the one who—well, I apologize for Shane being a dumbass.""He didn't know." I shrugged. "Not his fault. It's not anyones—I just don't like my birthday."Zac turned to look out at the empty field. "I hate Christmas." I looked at him. "It just reminds me of how fucked up my family is—reminds me how much my family isn't even really a family." He chuckled dryly.
Saturday—I was sitting in my empty house, watching the news in the living room because I was too lazy to find the remote. The doorbell rang. I thought it was a package delivery because my dad loved wasting his money on old vinyl records or first edition books. When I opened the front door, my head tilted quizzically. "Miller? What are you doing at my house?"Zac grinned at me, amusement washing over his features. "Nice to see you too, Bloom." He allowed himself into my house, walking right past me. I gaped at him. "What—what are you doing here?" "Nice home," he glanced around. "Very—homey."I narrowed my eyes, baffled.What the hell was he doing here? "Zac." I grabbed his arm, pulling him to stop wandering around like an elf and look at me. "What are you doing here?" "Here I thought you'd be happy to see me. You're already breaking my heart, Bloom." He placed a hand on top of his heart, pouting out his bottom lip like a child.I rolled my eyes and swatted his arm. "Seriously, w
You're here!" I squealed as I jumped into Cody's arms and hugged the life out of him. After a ten minute hug, he laughed as he let go of me. I took a step back to take a look at his appearance.He wasn't anything like I remembered.No longer a brace-face, his hair was longer and styled upwards, his eyes looked brighter, he was no longer and skinny and lanky guy but instead was pretty well built and much, much taller now. I had to admit, Cody was really, really attractive now which was weird seeing considering we always knew him as the nerdy, brace face, little boy.Of course I had facetimed him over the years and saw his posts on social media but actually seeing him in person after all years felt a little overwhelming."You look amazing, Jabz. No longer looking like a shy little girl hiding behind her hair."I laughed as we walked into my house, "I still am a shy little girl hiding behind my hair, when I want to be, Co. You however, don't fit the whole nerd stereotype anymore."Cody q
I had texted Bloom during last period to tell her to meet me at my house so she could tutor me.As much as I hated chemistry, studying with Bloom actually made sense. The way she explained things made it easy to understand. She was incredibly patient with me. She wouldn't get frustrated when I got distracted or started messing around. She remained composed when I was having a hard time understanding something.I just—I liked having her tutor me.It was weird. I would have never pictured myself friends with Bloom.Are we even friends?I think we are—or maybe she's just tolerating me because she has to tutor me.I don't know but I don't mind her—which is surprising because a lot of people annoy me.Bloom—she's just pure and wholesome and—I don't know. She just makes me want to keep her safe—or some ridiculous sappy shit like that.What does piss me off though—is that jackass Evan she's dating.How the hell does someone as kind and pure as Jasmine date a piece of shit like Evan.God, I j
I was wrapped up in multiple blankets, laying in my bed and watching sad romance movies on Netflix when my room door was swung open and in came Shane, Bea, Jade, and John.I groaned, grabbing a pillow and putting it over my face, screaming into it.Bea walked over and grabbed the pillow, taking it away from me. She whacked me on the head with the pillow before dropping and crossing her arms over her chest."You all can kindly leave me to sulk." I muttered, still staring at the tv screen and avoiding all their gazes.Shane grabbed the remote before I had a chance to and turned the tv off.It had been another two weeks and still not a word from Zac. What was I even waiting for at this point?"Get out," I muttered dully, staring at the ceiling."No," Bea stated firmly. "How about you get out of bed."I ignored her."Come on, Jas," Jade sighed. "You have to do something other than... this. This is all you've been doing. We miss you.""And I miss him," I grumbled, still not looking at any
As soon as I walked into Tyler's house, I wanted to turn and walk right out. The house was packed, the air smelling like sweat and booze and the music making my eardrums vibrate. "Why did I agree to come?" I walked over to Bea and Jade, shaking my head already. "I'm surprised you came," Jade admitted. She glanced around, trying to spot more familiar faces. Bea cocked her head to the side, eyeing me with confusion. "Did you Uber?" I nodded, scanning the room to try to spot Evan. "Long story—I'll fill you in later." Bea pulled both mine and jade's arms as she dragged us into the kitchen. "Let's get out drink on, bitches." I scrunched my nose as the strong smell of liquor flooded my senses. I shook my head when Bea held a drink out for me to take. "You know I don't drink." Bea sighed. "You're not DD tonight." I shook my head again. "No—thanks." Luckily for me, my knight in shining armour cut in. "You look lovely—as always." Evan wrapped his arms around me from behind, leaning do
As soon as I walked into Tyler's house, I wanted to turn and walk right out. The house was packed, the air smelling like sweat and booze and the music making my eardrums vibrate. "Why did I agree to come?" I walked over to Bea and Jade, shaking my head already. "I'm surprised you came," Jade admitted. She glanced around, trying to spot more familiar faces. Bea cocked her head to the side, eyeing me with confusion. "Did you Uber?" I nodded, scanning the room to try to spot Evan. "Long story—I'll fill you in later." Bea pulled both mine and jade's arms as she dragged us into the kitchen. "Let's get out drink on, bitches." I scrunched my nose as the strong smell of liquor flooded my senses. I shook my head when Bea held a drink out for me to take. "You know I don't drink." Bea sighed. "You're not DD tonight." I shook my head again. "No—thanks." Luckily for me, my knight in shining armour cut in. "You look lovely—as always." Evan wrapped his arms around me from behind, leaning do
I got to school late because I slept in.I was pulling my books out of my locker, the hallway was empty because class had already started so I wad the only one here. Or so I thought."Hey, Jazzy," Lucas walked over and leaned against the locker beside mine. He crossed his arms over his chest and gave me his usual arrogant little smirk. He just got here and his eyes were already dancing with amusement.I mentally groaned. I shut my eyes and exhaled through my noes, trying to keep my calm. This was really not how I wanted to start my day.I turned to look at him, plastering on the most forced and fake smile I could manage. "Lucas, always a pleasure to see you."He quirked an eyebrow, growing more amused because he could already easily see he was getting under my skin. He didn't even have to try, his presence simply irritated me because he was a jackass. The biggest of them all, too."I guess your little lover-boy didn't get the message."I narrowed my eyes, suddenly growing more interes