Bloody pleasure

Episode 1

He was a sex god; he knew how to satisfy me and keep me wanting more. I should not want to be with someone else when I am already married, and it is also sinful, but I can not stop myself; I want everything from his body to the way his lips caress my neck; fuck! I want to feel that again and again, but given my situation, I can't. I can not leave my husband, Lucas, who has done so much for me, and while I do not love him, I greatly respect him."Is it all in?" I might try to pull him off, but I am not able to take that kind of pain.My discomfort is just enough to make me want to pull him away, but not enough to make me itchy. Not sure you understand? Let me clarify.We have been married for two years, and although Lucas is a wonderful person and loves me very much, he is awful in bed. He tries to move me around, but all I feel is a hollow hole in my heart.Even though it is the truth, I would not want to tell him that because he does not trust me or satisfy me. I honestly do not