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Chapter 18 : Fighting Temptation

Author: Lillith Carrie
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Seeing as I had made a huge spectacle over not caring that Nash was with Julia, and also that I was going to be going out for Halloween, I actually had to go. The internal cringe of having to actually make it seem like I was moving on past him was something I hadn’t wanted to do. Not because him being with someone else bothered me but because I didn’t actually want to go out with Becca.

But there was no backing out now.

Taking an Uber with Becca a few days after the incident with Nash and Julia, I found myself roaming around the center of town. My nerves were on edge due to the possibility that Trevor was still around. My eyes constantly found the face of every man who passed on the street corner as if he was everywhere. Call it paranoia if you want, but after everything he had put me through, one could never be too careful.

Would it stop? Would my heart stop racing all over again when I turned the corner and saw his face looming over mine? To be trapped in his grip again felt l
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