As River so embarrassingly pointed out, I’m an Immortal Eclipse fan. Tonight was the first show I’ve been able to attend. However, I’ve seen videos of their shows online. So, I kind of knew what to expect. Auðr always talks to the audience and gets them excited for the show before they roll into the first song. The first song always changes based on the gig. It was fitting that they went with Colors In the Dark for a Pride Festival show.
Watching videos of the shows is very different from being here live. I knew Auðr was likely to remove layers as the performance carried on. Eclipse didn’t like the idea of our mate stripping any layers of clothes for anyone but us. I felt Eclipse’s annoyance with how flirty Auðr sounded in his intro. That annoyance tempered when Auðr looked my way and winked at the end of his sentence. That seemed to appease my wolf. There were moments during the song when it felt like only Auðr and I were in the room. His voice was hypnotic and even hotter live than on my Spotify or even listening to their records on mom’s old record player. Who’d have thought something once considered an outdated medium would make such a resurgence? No wonder everyone in the audience was so into the music—even the lesbians were all about my mate while he sang. ‘I don’t care what any of their sexualities are. Auðr is ours.’ Eclipse growled when one audience member attempted to get past security to touch Auðr. Auðr either didn’t notice or stayed professional by not acknowledging it. He stepped back and let Rune and Zeke come forward to play an instrumental portion of the song. Excellent timing there. It was even more excellent because Auðr removed his jacket and threw it directly at me with a wink. Oh fuck yeah. Auðr can strip for me all he wants. But only for me. I’m not a fan of others getting to ogle what’s mine. Sure, it was just a jacket, but removing that top layer let his rainbow vest and black dress shirt showcase his slim but toned physique. I knew he was yummy from the posters I’d need to take off my wall before I let him see my bedroom. Though, it’s hard to know how much in real vs airbrushed when it comes to posters like that. ‘We’ll get to find out in due time.’ Eclipse liked his chops. River snickered and elbowed me as I hugged Auðr’s jacket against my chest. I rolled my eyes, opting to ignore my twin. They don’t get to tease me now that I’ve found my mate. Sure, I teased them about Leo, but way back when they were dating and before we knew anything about being werewolves. I haven’t messed with them since they saved Leo from that awful pack and became mates. I have enough to deal with getting Auðr onboard with being my mate. The rest of the show was, of course, great. Auðr has a great stage presence. I’ve already covered his hypnotic voice. His jacket wasn’t the only clothing he lost, and I caught. The vest and tie ended up in my possession before the show ended. Several people in the audience were not pleased that I was ‘hoarding’ Auðr’s clothes. They hadn’t said anything directly to me, but I saw and felt their glares when he intentionally threw the items at me. As the final song, one of my favorites, Savage Beauty, wrapped up, I neatly folded my collection of Auðr clothes. I was ready to go backstage and meet up with Auðr. Preferably in private because we still have A LOT to talk about. However, as I went to move, a couple of guys blocked my way. I internalized a sigh but couldn’t stop my eye roll. “You got a problem?” I asked. I knew they did. I could easily guess what that problem was. They made it clear without words as they glared at me and looked at Auðr’s jacket, vest, and tie in my arms. They could pound sand. I’m not giving them anything. My mate gave them to me—end of story. “Don’t think you’re special. You’re just the flavor of the night.” The one scoffed. “We came to warn you. You look young. We wouldn’t want to see you get hurt thinking this…” He pointed at the clothes in my arms. “Means anything serious. He’s just looking for someone to fuck tonight.” “Who the fuck do you think you are to roll up and talk to my twin like that?” River growled. “Yeah. Who are you to talk like you know a damn thing about Auðr? Being a groupie doesn’t mean you know him.” Leo scoffed. “We aren’t groupies.” The first one scoffed. “We’ve just been there.” The second shrugged. “I was his hook-up at their last show in San Fransisco.” It took everything I had to hold Eclipse back. They were ready to come forward, and bitch slap this dude harder than Rune. It’s crazy when I’m the logical one. Like ever. Eclipse wasn’t willing to think about it logically. He didn’t care that Auðr didn’t know us before today. He didn’t even want to consider that Auðr has slept with others, let alone look at someone who’s slept with him. “Leo Darby?” A nervous-looking staff member squeezed past the two guys. “Darby?” The guy who claimed to have fucked my mate blinked. “That’s me.” Leo raised their hand. It’s weird to hear them called a Darby. Biologically, it’s correct, and if Léonel sent this person to find Leo, he likely wouldn’t have wanted to use Theodore’s name. I totally agree with that thought process. Because that fucker and everything about him and his cunt mate shouldn’t be associated with someone as awesome as Leo. The look on Tweedle Dee and Dum’s faces was priceless. I could see the moment they started connecting the dots. “Your father asked that I escort you and the Carlisle twins to the dressing room. He and Auðr are waiting.” The staff member explained. Yep. That cleared any doubts. Leo smiled and shoved hard into Dum’s shoulder. River shoved Dee’s shoulder as they followed Leo. I grinned at the dumbstruck fuckwads. “And that fuck faces is what you get for assuming you know shit about anyone.” I flipped them off and shoved them out of my way. “You enjoyed that way too much.” River laughed as we walked through the door to the backstage area. “I’m not the one that called a Darby and publicly claimed as a bandmembers kid.” I shrugged. “That was pretty cool. Too bad Auðr didn’t send that guy asking for his boo.” Leo chuckled. “Yeah, I doubt he’d have done that. Despite the armful of clothes, we still have much talking to do to get on the same page.” I sighed. “It’ll be fine, Sage,” River assured me, putting an arm around my shoulder. “We’ve all got your back.” “I don’t know if that is a comforting or terrifying sentiment.” I rolled my eyes as the club security opened a door for us. I didn’t know what the band was talking about before we walked in, but they went silent when we walked in. Rhapsody looked at Leo like they had some disease she could catch. I seriously want to know what the fuck that’s about. If Rhapsody needs an attitude adjustment, I’m happy to help. I’d likely be kinder than if River did it. River and Lunar will likely take Rhapsody’s head off for looking at Leo wrong. Zeke and Zeidan at least looked indifferent to our arrival. Rune, however, was glaring at me. So, I glared right back, letting Eclipse come forward just enough to scare that fucker. He snorted and looked away. I’m pretty sure Rune is straight, but maybe he’s bi and into Auðr. It’d be a better reason to dislike me than being a speciesist twat waffle. “Let’s head out. We still have some nights left before we need to be in our room.” Rune said, waving for the others to follow him. Rune shoved my shoulder, totally on purpose since I wasn’t at all in his way, as he left the room. ‘Prick.’ Eclipse growled. ‘Agreed.’ I said. “Yeah, this feels more like a private matter anyway. Good luck, guys. We’ll see you back at the hotel or tomorrow night.” Zeidan agreed. “Later.” Zeke smiled. “Nice to have met you three.” There was no hostility from them as they walked out. Zeidan was a bit touch and go when I first met him, but compared to Rune, he’s great. I’m going to get along fine with those two. I looked at Rhapsody, waiting to see what she would do. Would she leave like the others, or does she have some skin in this game? She looked between Leo and Léonel before sighing. “I’m leaving too. I’ll see you at the hotel.” She said, grabbing her purse and leaving, too. “Sooooo…. While I have questions on what’s stuck up Rune’s ass, I’m more interested in what’s Rhapsody’s problem.” I said as soon as the door closed. “I don’t like how she looks at my Bunno,” River grumbled, folding their arms. “Bunno?” Léonel arched his brow, exchanging a look with Auðr. Mmmm, Auðr. I noticed him the moment I walked in. How could I NOT? Beyond that, he’s my mate, and every cell of my body was on high alert near him. He was changing! I’d managed to distract myself with the band drama temporarily. That, however, won’t work now. Auðr had turned around SHIRTLESS, holding a black t-shirt. Oh yeah, me likely. My likey A LOT. All other thoughts had left my brain. Auðr was stunning. And FYI, that poster in my room is not airbrushed. Thank you, Goddess, for this gorgeous vampire I get to make mine. And I will make him mine. Only rejection from his lips could stop me. I don’t know if I could, let alone would want to survive a rejection from his lips.Sage is all about an undressed Auðr
Was ensuring Sage caught my jacket, vest, and tie a bad idea? Maybe. Was it better than the alternative of someone else grabbing them and Sage’s wolf going all bitch slap happy in the audience? Definitely. Could I have forgoed removing the vet and tie? Sure, but that would also create questions. I’m known for tastefully disrobing during performances. If I didn’t, fans would question if something was wrong. Léonel had stopped someone from the club and sent them to get Leo, River, and Sage. I’m sure it’ll stir up trouble, especially since he called Leo a Darby and his kid. I may not go by our surname, but Léonel still uses his birth name. So, all our fans know he’s a Darby. They’ll be curious if anyone hears that club employee all Leo a Darby. The nail in the coffin would be if they heard Leo directly referred to as Léonel’s kid. The press is going to have a fucking field day. I made a mental note to contact Albert. He and his company will need to handle it. I don’t want anyone bother
I was unsurprised that Rune probably said or did something duchy, and my reluctant mate took offense on my behalf. Auðr may be in full denial about our mate bond, but I’ve seen the glimmers of his protective side. He’s trying so hard to keep that canoe afloat and moving in that river of denial, but it sounds like he’s lost his paddles, and that canoe is starting to rock. I wonder what more it will take to get him out of that boat and his denial. “What does me having sired Rune and the others have to do with any of them disliking you?” Auðr asked. “Well, I figure that there’s some sire bond. They are all attached to you as their creator. I mean, you probably have some bond with Caleb. Right?” I said. “A bond to Caleb… I guess.” Auðr shrugged. “We’re friends, and I respect him. However, I can be away from him and live as I see fit without interfering with how he lives his.” “That’s the difference between you and the band, Uncle Auðr. Caleb didn’t find you at your lowest. He found y
Knock. Knock. KNOCK! KNOCK! I groaned at the incessant knocking at my hotel room door. I knew who it was. Léonel told me last night when we got to the hotel that he’d get me an hour after sunset to head to Bloodmoon. The sun had set an hour ago, so my time was up. I’d told the rest of the band we’d be in Bloodmoon. Rune wasn’t happy about it, but I told him to keep his mouth shut, or I’d shut it permanently. I’ll deal with him and the band after I’ve talked to Sage tonight. “You are annoyingly prompt,” I grumbled as I opened the door. “Nice to see you too, Uncle Auðr.” Léonel smiled. His smile fell a little as he took in my choice of outfit. My nephew had chosen dressy casual clothes, so he kept his jeans and leather jacket but put on a red button-down that I’d bet he even ironed. On the other hand, I wore what I’d usually wear on a day off. Today, I’d decided to wear black skinny jeans with rips, my black Dock Martins, and an oversized white t-shirt with a skull face. I saw no
“Where’s my… Léonel ?” Leo asked cocking their head, still unsure how to address him. “I’m right here.” Léonel greeted, patting Auðr’s shoulder. “It’s going to be fine, uncle. It’s just a bunch of wolves.” I heard him whisper “Hello. I’m Hale Shelton. Welcome to our house.” Dad greeted as Mom moved to his side. “You’ve met my mate and already know River and Leo. This is my son Austin and his mate Suzanne Walterson.” He gestured to my older brother and his mate. “It’s nice to meet you all. Thank you for inviting us. I know it’s all a bit awkward.” Léonel said. “I’m Léonel Darby, and this is my great great uncle Auðr.” He introduced. “My mate.” I proudly declared, squeezing his hand. “So you’ve mentioned.” Hale smiled fondly at me. The dude has always accepted how crazy River and I can be. That’s why we love him and so easily call him dad. He’s the best dad either of us could ask for. I’m thankful every day he’s in our lives. And tonight, I hope his easily accepting and calming p
What did I just agree to? I haven’t been thinking clearly since meeting Sage yesterday. And now, sitting on their bed with this damn wolf mating book, which didn’t say us being mates was impossible and how sure they are of all this. Outside of my sexuality, I don't think I’ve ever been as sure of something as Sage is that I’m their mate. I’d come here with a mind of telling Sage this wasn’t going to happen. You can see where that determination got me. I have agreed to a monogamous, long-distance relationship with an eighteen-year-old who, despite describing themselves as a demisexual, has a habit of getting their tongue in my mouth. I’m not complaining about the last part.Kissing Sage was strangely better than that first sip of fresh blood after waking up. If you don’t know what I’m talking about, compare it to that first sip of coffee or your drink of choice that wakes you up and makes life tolerable. Things were getting good when I felt Sage check out, so to speak, from the kiss. W
Damn it! I knew I recognized that pack name for a reason. My brain was too fried from all the Auðr hotness to think straight. Plus, I only remember important shit. There is zilch important about Dane Blackburn or his stupid pack. How fucking dare these assholes show up here unannounced and unin-FUCKING-vited. How dare their arrival get in the way of my private time with my mate. Things were getting good before they decided to crash the party.“Alpha Dane is dead.” one of the old fucks said.I’m not always good at remembering names and faces. At least not when I first meet someone. Even less when I don’t want to meet them, but I’m pretty sure the one that just talked, the brunette with brown eyes, was named Joar. I think Alpha Logan said he was the Beta. I don’t care what rank he held in Steelcrest. I don’t care about Steelcrest.I glanced at River and Mom. Based on their expressions, this was news to them. Mom looked conflicted. I think no matter how much she hated the shitstain. She’s
That was a lot to dump on an eighteen-year-old kid. I get that Logan kept them at bay for the last six months, but why not keep them away even longer? If François told him I’d meet Sage at the Pride Festival, why bring them so soon? I know there’s a blood moon eclipse this month, but there’s another one in December. So why bring them now if he knew we’d just met? Why not wait till December? Probably because they wouldn’t wait that long. When Sage started putting themselves down and generally displaying textbook shutting down and overwhelmed behavior, I was ready to shut this shit down. I’ve spent decades bringing depressed and suicidal people back from the edge. I know the signs of someone about to break. Like my bandmates, I wanted to step in and protect Sage from all this. My intervention wasn’t required, at least not to get Sage away from the Steelcrest elders. Sage handled that expertly. Even I couldn’t see in the darkness they created. No wonder their wolf is named Eclipse.
Was Auðr being serious? He looks serious. Yet, I’m still struggling to wrap my head around it. If our roles were reversed, would I be as calm as Auðr? Would I accept this massive life change with such ease and grace? Would I stick around to see if I could handle it? I don’t know. I don’t even know how to handle this in our current roles. ‘Auðr is right. I help ground you, but he’ll be that missing piece to the puzzle that is your soul. With our mate at our side, there’s nothing we can’t do.’ Eclipse assured me. Eclipse was the only person I was letting communicate with me, and well, he’s my wolf, so I kind of can’t shut him out. I could feel the pack and family link banging on my head as everyone tried to reach me. Thankfully, by focusing on Auðr and our conversation, I could ignore everyone else. “I wish I was as sure of things as you and my wolf.” I frowned. “You don’t have to be sure of anything, Sage,” Auðr said. “I take that back. There is one thing you need to be sure about.