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Broken Pieces and Scares
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Lucrezia
I walked off to my room and i wanted to sleep, i just wanted to forget him and everything, ugh the fucker, why did he show up in my life, there was another thing, why did he come, he was not even invited, i did not want answers i just wanted him to leave, like he did before, i have not seen in three years, it was confusing to see him in the eye like that, he opened what i thought where closed up wounds and added other cuts to my already broken heart.
it took me all my will power to stay calm and not show any emotion on my face, i felt my wolf sadness and happiness all intertwined with mine, she was also hurt. The feelings seeing him again had brought were exploding with in me.
i was different than other wolves, the way i handled the exploding emotions was different. i was both a witch and wolf,not something many does see, and definitely something my parents were not ready for.
The usual custom was for to inherent either the wolf side or the witch side.
My first side to show was magic, and to my mother delight she was sure i had no wolf in me, much to my father’s dismay, i was good with nature and i did not show any signs of wolf as a pup, it was not till when i was ten years old i had a bad incident that nearly caused me my life.
I was walking through the woods looking for some herbs from a small spell i wanted to try, even at that age i was pretty familiar with the small spells and remedies.
As i was walking my foot slipped and i felt, injuring my head badly i could not move from the howling pain i felt rendered me immobile and i could not move a limp, i felt danger coming close, it was then my wolf aurora linked my father and asked him for aid " hurry we are in great danger".
My father rushed through the woods to find my body laid down and three rogues roaming around me. I couldn't move my head banging, i felt father aura surrounding the area shielding me in his magnificent massive of a wolf. he growled and the rogues left hesitating, then two more warriors came shortly. I all i remember after was my father has not shifted his human form lowering himself and getting me up his back, i got up and held on to him, and my head still hurting, he rushed to Galleria to get me examined; the shock that filled my parents was huge, the question of what was i exactly filled them.
i healed up fast but the scare reminder, a cut on the right side of my forehead that went through my hair, i loved it on my head, it was a reminder of my wolf and how she always there for me.
My parents and the whole pack was in a state of shock, after countless arguments and fights they finally waited till the day i shifted and threatened any one to mention my case to strangers, but news spread like wild fire, other packs wanted answers others simply wanted me dead for the simple reason that i was different.
i had my parents and my pack at my back, at my thirteen birthday my wolf came to me again i saw her in my dream, a gorges light browned wolf with gold eyes, looking at me and came close, she looked at my hand and held it up to her, licking my hand and making me warm up to her, holding her head up she mind linked me, i am aurora your partner and wolf, we are one, i will be your part and always with you. Then she came close and to hug me, my heart exploded as i wrapped my hands around her.
i always liked her having her with me, she comforted me and kept me company in my darkest of days. even when Adrian left her pain was mixed with mine, i thought that she just felt me but i had a feeling it was more than that.
i had two scares on my body, one i loved, visible and warm, the other hidden deep within me, a reminded of a broken heart.
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