Ruin
The waiting was killing me. She was in there. And that son of a bitch was doing god knows what to her. Maybe not even just him.
He was charging for the privilege of hurting my woman. Charging them, it made my blood boil.
Waiting had never been something I was good at but Truth had been right. We couldn’t go in there all guns blazing. There was no way of knowing exactly how many men were in there or whether they were armed. I couldn’t save Avery with a bullet in my head.
I had to wait for Truths signal. How he had even managed to get inside was anyone’s guess. I wasn’t even sure I wanted to know. What I did want was Avery. Out of there and in my arms.
“Wh….” I snapped my mouth shut as Wicked held up a hand, silencing me. His eyebrows pinched together in concentration.
“Shut up I’m trying to listen.”
Listen to what? Truth had said he would signal us but hadn’t gone into detail. Maybe that’s what Wicked was listening for. Some kind of signal.
“Now.” Wicked moved with more speed than I thought capable for such a big man, swinging open the van door he was already on the ground before I had scrambled to my feet.
***
She was face down on the table, Dean between her legs with his hand crushing her face to the wood. That was the first thing I noticed. The second was that she was in nothing but her underwear and the third…
The third was the one that sent my simmering anger bubbling up like a volcano. Her tear-streaked face.
She had been crying.
“You might want to step away from her now.” Truths voice was silky smooth. If someone had heard him and not seen him, they would have thought he was having a casual conversation.
I knew better.
Truth might be the calm brother on the outside but inside he was just as dangerous as his hot-headed brother. Maybe more so. And when his voice got all silky smooth and quiet? That’s when you ran because it meant the psychopath was out to play.
Skidding to a halt, I watched as he pressed the barrel of his gun firmly to the back of Deans head. It seemed to happen in slow motion. Vaguely I was aware of shouting, of the metallic sound of guns being cocked. But I didn’t turn to see if it was my brothers or the scum that had paid money to hurt my woman who had drawn their weapons first. It didn’t matter, I only had eyes for Avery and the asshole who had stepped slowly from between her legs.
His jeans undone and gaping.
Had he touched her, forced himself on her? If I had been too late …..
“Slut deserves everything she got.”
I didn’t see her move, one second she was face down on the table and the next blood gushed from Deans nose.
Avery rubbed at her knuckles. “And you are a shrimp dick wannabe.”
Her words were strong but even from my place across the room, I could see the shaking in her hands. She was holding herself together but barely.
“Avery.”
Slowly she turned her head as if she hadn’t expected me to come for her. “You came.” She swayed slightly.
“Of course I did.” I went to her in a second, catching her just before she fell. “I told you I would come for you.” Gathering her up into my arms, I held her as close to me as I could. My hands searching over her skin for any injury.
Her lip was split, and there was a nasty blue-purple bruise spreading down her temple from her hairline. But other than that she seemed unarmed.
Thank god.
“I told you I would always, always protect you.” Doubt slammed into me. Had he touched her? Had he forced himself on her? She might look unharmed but that didn’t mean she was ok.
I couldn’t ask her though. I couldn’t bring myself to say the words.
“Wicked?”
The big man lifted his head, his eyes trained firmly on me and not on the half-naked Avery. If he had glanced at her I would have ripped his eyes out.
“Can you take Avery home?”
“Sure, are you sure you shouldn’t take Avery home?” His eyes darted to her and then back up to my face his own worried. “Go home with your woman and see that lad of yours?”
“No, I have a mess to clean up.” Gently I placed her back on her feet. Keeping my arm loose around her in case she needed to lean on me but loose enough that she could pull away if she didn’t want to be touched.
“We can deal with…”
I cut him off, “No, I need to do this. Avery, you will be ok with Wicked, won’t you? He will get you back to Parker.”
She froze in my arms. And for a second her chin wobbled. “Yes.” Her voice was tiny.
Was I being an asshole? I didn’t want to crowd her. Or make her uncomfortable. “Yes, I’ll be fine with Wicked. I’ll just grab my…”
“Avery .” I caught her easily as she turned to walk away. “I’ll be home as soon as I can ok?” dipping my head I kissed the tip of her nose. “I love you.”
Something I couldn’t understand flickered across her face. Something unreadable. “Ok.”
***
”Is she ok?” I didn’t turn from rubbing the towel over my wet hair, I didn’t need to, I could see Wicked easy enough in the reflection of the mirror.
“You haven’t gone to see her?” He straightened his giant frame. The puzzlement clear on his face.
I shook my head, tossing the towel into the sink. “I needed to wash …” I almost said blood out but stopped myself at the last minute. Wicked was my oldest friend so I knew he wouldn’t judge me for doing what needed to be done but I couldn’t bring myself to say it.
Truth was right on that point, the less said the better. I wouldn’t lose any sleep over it anyway.
“She needs her rest.” I finished lamely. “What room is she in?” It had been bothering me not knowing exactly where she was. Not that I could go to her. Not after everything she had been through. Me climbing into bed with her in the middle of the night was the last thing she needed right now.
Wicked smile vanished, “she’s in with Parker. I had one of the club girls check and they are both asleep…”
Sleep was good, she would need it to deal with what had gone down today. “I’m glad she’s ok.” I sounded lame.
“Ruin What is up with you? Go to her. She needs you, brother. So go and wake her up and talk to her. You both need it.”
What Avery needed was space. Space from me and most probably all men right now. “Why the sudden protectiveness?”
He shrugged, “I never had a problem with her. I had a problem with the games.” He levelled his eyes in me. “But you’re the one who is playing a dangerous game now Ruin, go to her before you lose her again.”
Why would I lose her when for the first time in my miserable life I was doing the right thing. I was doing what was best for her.
“I can’t. Not tonight. It’s best she has some space. I’ll talk to her in the morning when she has had some sleep.” Catching his eye I frowned. Why was he looking at me like I had disappointed him? Like I was being an asshole?
“Not tonight, I can’t go to her tonight.”
AveryHe was avoiding me.Not ignoring me but definitely avoiding. He kissed my cheek anytime we were in the same room, which wasn’t very often. He was polite but he couldn’t hide the distance in his eyes when he looked at me.He was gone. I could tell. Whatever he had seen in that room or thought he had seen had changed the way he felt. And it stung. It stung so much it was like a knife carving out my heart. But I couldn’t blame him. Me having a crazy psychotic ex-husband hadn’t been what he had signed up for. As long as he was there for Parker that’s all that mattered.Or at least that’s what I kept telling myself as the days passed. It was worse somehow this awkward politeness between us than anything else I had been through. And then there are the club girls. Girls who I knew I shouldn’t be jealous of that hung off his every word and touched him every chance they got. I hadn’t seen him get freaky with anyone but I wasn’t stupid. I had grown up here so I knew how things worked.
Truth Tattoos.It was time for another one. It had been time for another one for weeks. My body was covered in them, bright, colourful ones that women loved.My own personal story of violence and death.Sure they were beautiful but wasn’t death beautiful? In its own macabre way?Who was I kidding? Death wasn’t beautiful. I only told myself that so I could sleep at night. I had been telling myself that every day since I had first squeezed a trigger and ended someone’s life. Snuffed them out like a candle flame. That had been during conflict. A war where I wasn’t even sure who my enemy really was.Now I knew who they were. It was a different type of war now, sure, but it was still a battle. Of sorts anyway.Pushing open the heavy door, I scanned the large shop front. My eyes squinting. Usually, this place was a hubbub of activity. The sound of the tattoo gun filling the air with its whirl, but today it was quiet. No one sat in the chair by the window. And there was no sign of the man
Colton/ RuinMaybe I said it too loud, maybe I even meant to, but the moment the words were out of my mouth and into the smoke-filled air, I regretted them.Every single pair of eyes turned towards me, but truthfully I only cared about one. The wide brown ones that were looking at me in horror. She recognised me just like I had recognised her. I had seen it in her face even when she tried to hide it. And those brown eyes? How could I forget them? They were the same eyes that I had kissed tears from only last month as I took her virginity. And just looking at them now, I knew she had heard what I said, and I had lost her. Of course, I hadn’t known who she was then… She had just been a summer distraction, or at least she had meant to be. Until suddenly, she wasn’t. Not that I had admitted that to anyone. I had a reputation to uphold. It had hurt when the fresh-faced Ava had ghosted me. One second she was there asleep in my bed, her warm body wrapped around mine and then she was gone.
Avery- NowSometimes in life, you just don't have a choice.I didn't have a choice the day I was forced to leave this God-forsaken town. And I didn't have any choice but to come back to it now.Of course, that wasn't quite true. The choices I had made in the past had set into motion an avalanche of shit that had shaped my entire life for the last thirteen years.One wild summerA little teenage rebellion.Which was meant to be nothing but a giant screw you to my father for trying to sell me off like a broodmare so he could keep a position in the club.One mistake.Had set me on a path I couldn't get off of. But the truth was I had never expected to ever come back here. I had put this town and its people behind me. This was where Avery Waters had grown up. And I wasn't her any more. I hadn't been for a long time. I was Ava now. Ava George. ” I am Ava George.” I mumbled to myself as my car idles at the red light that seemed to be taking forever to change. ” I am fucking Ava George.
Ruin “You like what you're looking at son?” My voice was low, non-threatening but the boy jumped like I had screamed at him. Taking a step back, he dropped his hands to his side, casting his eyes in my direction to check my reaction before he nodded. “Yes sir.” I grinned, the lad had some manners on himAnd was obviously not from around here. Any of the local kids would have known better than to even step up to my bike.“I didn’t touch it or anything.” He mumbled, his cheeks flushing. “I promise.”I grinned, leaning back against the wall. “That’s good you should never touch another man’s bike.”He nodded thoughtfully and for the first time since I had opened my mouth, he fully looked at me. “Whoa…” he mumbled and took another step backwards as I grinned at him. I knew what he saw. All six foot three of me, the beard, the tattoos. The leather cut I wore proudly across my chest. This was a good kid, no doubt from an affluent family. It was obvious I was the first biker he had ever com
AveryOne look, that’s all it took. A single passing glance and I knew it was him. Even if I hadn’t recognised his piercing blue eyes, the rolling in my stomach would have told me it was him. And it has put me on edge ever since. I was literally teetering on the brink. What the hell was he doing here? This wasn’t his home, he didn’t belong. And yet he had pushed his way out of Cooks like he owned the place. The cut on his back looked more weathered now. The last time I had seen him he had only just been patched in. He had been all shiny and new. Now? Now he looked hardened.And dangerous.And still so sexy it made my knees weak just looking at him. The same as it had the day I had met him, the same as it had the day he had thrown me under the bus and ruined my life. I had thought I would be safe coming home, after all, what were the chances of running into him on my very first day?Him seeing me was an added complication I just didn’t need. In a town this small it was going to be
RuinOk, so she hadn’t said it out loud, not directly but she didn’t have to. Her son, Parker. He was mine.And she had kept him from me. She hadn’t even fucking told me. That was unforgivable. But I knew I wasn’t exactly blameless in it all. She had lost everything, and that had been because of me. She must have felt so fucking alone, on the streets and pregnant, with no one to turn to and yet somehow she had managed to drag herself out of that hell.My son seemed a well rounded young man. He had more manners than I did that was for sure. She had done a good job. And she had done it alone.But there was one thing she had said before she had stomped off to sit in her car. She had said he had a father. I wasn’t stupid I had seen the tan lines on her finger. She was married or had been married until recently. Someone else had played dad to my kid. Someone else had laid next to her naked body. For some reason that made my teeth clench. But whoever the mystery man was I had something
Avery -ThenOne last summer, that’s all I had. One last summer of freedom before I had to go back home. My father had officially called me back into the fold. It didn’t matter to him that I would have to give up school, but then again nothing really mattered to him unless it was related to The Black Aces. The dodgy as hell motorcycle club he was president of. A club he seemed to think I was the property of.One year of freedom, that’s all I had been given and that year was now rapidly coming to an end. I would have to say goodbye to my friends, to my classes. Even to my kind of boyfriend. Not that I could ever tell my dad that I had a boyfriend. He was stupidly old fashioned for a man who had cheated on my mum for years with any club girl he could get his sweaty hands on. But that was just the way it had always been. The men could do whatever and whoever they wanted and the women? Well, the women, especially daughters were held on some kind of shiny pedestal. They weren’t to be touche