Ruin
“Hello?” Brown eyes lifted to mine and the first thing I noticed was how similar to Averys her eyes were. And it wasn’t just her eyes either. The brown hair, although shorter was the exact same shade. She was dressed casually, a baggy T-shirt over yoga pants.
But it wasn’t her casual outfit or the fact that she looked so much like Avery that took me by surprise. It was the bewilderment on her face as she looked up at me. Like she was confused to see three huge bikers on her doorstep on a Sunday afternoon.
“Can I help you?”
“You’re Sandra Briel?” Uncertain I threw a glance behind me, meeting Wickeds puzzled expression with one of my own.
If this was the wrong house, it would mean we had lost hours. Not only that but we would have traumatised the poor woman in front of us.
“Yes…” Her eyes darted to Wicked and then skirted behind him to Truth who hovered by the bikes and her face paled. “Is there something wrong?”
She wasn’t acting like I expected her to act. Why wasn’t she throwing a fit? Being the psycho bitch I had been expecting. Sandra Briel stood in front of me and actually seemed normal.
“Do you have Parker here?” Wicked said over my shoulder. “We’ve come to pick him up and take him home to his mum.”
Something flickered across her face. Confusion. “Dean told me, he would be picking him up. I’m not sure….”
“Ruin?” Parker skidded to a stop. “What are you doing here? Is mum ok?”
“He’s fine son, just fine.” Turning my attention back to the woman I kept my voice as even as I could. She had said that Dean had said he would pick Parker up. Which meant that son of a bitch had known where he was this whole time. “Mrs Briel, could we step inside of a minute? I think we need to clear some things up.”
“Things?” She squeaked and this time there could be no mistaking the fear on her face. I didn’t want her to be scared but I didn’t have time to mollycoddle her either.
“Yes, Miss Briel. Things like the fact we were told you kidnapped Parker.”
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“I….” Sandra’s face was twisted in something akin to horror as she motioned for us to sit down. “I didn’t kidnap anyone… I swear…” she threw a glance at Parker. And the fear that had been on her face at finding us on her doorstep had been replaced by terror. But she was trying not to show it. “Parker?”
“She didn’t..” The boy looked just as confused as I felt. “Dad came and got me from the service station and we came here. He said mum said it was ok. That ….” his young face crumbled. “He said that mum needed some time alone. He said it was fine. I….”
“Parker.” My hand came down hard on his shoulder, forcing him to look at me. “You haven’t done anything wrong, you went with your dad that’s all. Don’t get so upset buddy.” I couldn’t understand his tears.
“But why would he do that? Why would he want me away from mum?” Parker’s skinny arms went around my waist and for one second I froze. I didn’t know how to console him.
I didn’t know how to be a dad to this boy.
“I think what we should be asking is why he brought Parker here. And why he lied about it…” Wicked spoke from his perch on the couch. “Obviously he still feels close to you Mrs Briel.”
“Close to me? Why would he feel close to me?” Genuine confusion clouded her face. “I’m sorry but I don’t understand.”
“Because you were his mistress….”
Her laughter was manic, “his mistress? I was never his mistress. I was his secretary. And ever that didn’t last long. I don’t know where you have got your information from but it isn’t correct.”
“Avery said you were…”
“I don’t know why she would think that? I mean he tried. He tries with all his secretaries. He had a type and I fit it.”
It hit me then, she looked like Avery. I had noticed it when she first answered the door. And here she was saying Dean had a type? That he liked his female employees to look like his wife. I just didn’t understand why.
“But I’m not into dressing up in some man’s wife’s clothes so he can get his rocks off. Dean is totally obsessed with his wife. With this whole role-playing thing. It’s why I was so surprised to see men like you at my doorstep.”
“Men like me?” My eyebrow arched.
“Biker, he ….” she threw a look at Parker. She wanted to say something but couldn’t in front of the boy. “Parker go and get your things.”
“Deans a sick individual.” She finally spoke when the sound of Parker’s feet grew fainter on the stairs. “And he likes to hurt his lovers, and not in a fun way either.”
I already knew how sadistic he was. I had seen the marks left on Avery’s pale throat.
“He likes to make them hurt while he has sex with them?” Wicked leant forward. Elbows on his knees.
“He likes to dress up like a biker when he hurts them. He likes to punish them….”
The words echoed in the air. Faintly I heard Wicked swear under his breath. But I couldn’t move. All I could do was stare at the woman in front of me. “You’re sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure.”
“But you did him this favour? Bullshit… she’s lying about something.”
“I am not lying. I am out of work and he offered me a grand to watch Parker for a few days...I’ve met Parker before it wasn’t… Hey, where are you going?”
I didn’t answer her, my feet were almost running by the time I got to the front door. How had I been such a fool?
I had left her alone. Alone with a monster who liked to hurt women who looked just like her. Who liked to punish them for something Avery had done thirteen years ago.
“Ruin?” Truth pulled himself to his full height as I crashed out of the house and down the wide sandstone stairs.
“Get Parker home.” I almost screamed it at him, as my hands fumbled to find my phone. Scrolling until I found her name I hit the call button again and again as it went to answer phone every single time.
“What is going on?”
“It’s all been a part of his plan.” I whirled on him. “He planned this and we fell for it and now.” I couldn’t finish.
I had let her down. Again.
I kept fucking letting her down.
“Plan for what?”
I turned towards Wickeds younger brother and his face paled.
“His plan to fucking get her alone.” To hurt her I added silently but I couldn’t say that out loud. I couldn’t. I wouldn’t let him hurt her again. “Get Parker home. I have to go.”
“Hurt who?”
“Avery, this has been his plan all along.” swallowing hard I swung my leg over the saddle of my Harley, shoving the phone back into my pocket.
Why wasn’t she answering? Unless… unless she couldn’t answer.
“Cutter?”
I turned to Truth with a snarl. Why was he talking to that old man when Avery might be in danger and then it hit me. Of course, he was phoning her father. If anyone knew why Avery wasn’t answering her phone it should be him. He had been the one I had left keeping an eye on her after all.
I had been so blinded with worry that I hadn’t even thought of it. “Pass me the phone.” I held my hand out, but instead of passing it over like I expected him too. He shook his head, his brows slammed down.
“What do you mean… shit…shit… ok we will be back as soon as we can. Call the club we need to get on the road.”
“What’s happened? Avery?”
“Gone Ruin, she gave her old man the slip and went off with Dean.”
Colton -Then“Get out of bed you lazy fuck.” I came too slowly, my eyes only popping open when a large hand slapped my naked ass. It wasn’t Ava’s hand. The realisation made me bolt upright in the bed, scrambling to pull the sheets up. Not to cover my modest, I didn’t give a fuck about that but to cover her.I doubted she would want to be ogled by a bunch of rowdy bikers who had no doubt just finished partying.The bed next to me was empty. The room wasn’t empty, it was full of my brothers mulling around stinking of liquor and weed. But Ava was nowhere. Absolutely fucking nowhere.My eyes drifted towards the door of the bathroom. I could hear water from behind the closed door and a sigh of relief left my lips as I headed towards it as naked as the day I was born.“Will you lots piss off and….” I was about to tell them I wanted more time with Ava when the door opened. It wasn’t Ava that walked out of the small bathroom though. It was my closest friend. Who since he had patched in w
RuinShe was gone, and she hadn’t even put up a fight. Her room was exactly the same as when I had left it. Her dirty clothes strewn across the floor. The bedsheets in disarray. Lifting the pillow to my face I sucked in a breath. It still smelt like her. How was it possible that she could be everywhere, like a damn ghost haunting the home of her childhood? And yet be nowhere at all.Avery was gone. The only thing that was out of place in the entire house was the bleeding old man I had left in a crumpled heap in the living room.Cutter. I had trusted him to keep her safe. Because I had known… I HAD KNOWN SHE WAS IN DANGER. I hadn’t known where it would could from but I should have followed my gut and stayed with her. My instincts had told me to, and they were rarely wrong. I always followed my instincts which was why I was sergeant at arms. A position I had been given on my own merit and not because my father was President. Everyone knew I was the real brains behind the Black Aces a
Avery“Here?” I couldn’t keep the scepticism from my voice as Dean pulled the car up in front of the most decrepit bar I had ever seen. It made Cooks look like an upscale wine bar.“Yeah.” My husband didn’t look at me, instead staring straight ahead, his hands gripping the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles were white.Was he nervous about seeing his crazy ass lover? Or was it something else? Either way, the stony way he was staring straight ahead was making the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.“Dean?” What the hell was wrong with him? Why wasn’t he moving, storming in there and getting Parker back from the bitch who took him? “Yes, Ava?” Finally, he flicked his eyes to me. But it was like he didn’t really see me. “Does she really want to meet you here, it looks like a biker bar but one that hasn’t been looked after for a long time.”“It used to be a biker bar I think, now….” He shook himself. “It doesn’t matter now. This is how you will get Parker back. Or do you need to
Ruin“Where the hell is she?” I screamed it in Truths face. I didn’t care that none of this was his fault. Same as he didn’t care that I was shouting right into his face.It had been hours, and with every passing second, a pit of dread was opening in my stomach, threatening to swallow me whole. The longer she was gone the more it grew. Avery was in trouble I knew it. And where was I? Kicking my heels in the clubhouse when I should be out looking for her. I wasn’t used to sitting back and let others do the work for me.It was killing me.“We will find her, Ruin we will. You don’t even know for sure something is wrong.”But I did know, same as I knew that if she was hurt, I would never forgive myself for letting her down again, even if she forgave me.“I know, I know that son of a bitch Dean is hurting her.” “Dad’s hurting my mum?” Parker sounded small, like a lost boy. Whirling I held my hands out to him. I hadn’t even realised they were back. “Parker.” I took a step forward, I hadn’
AveryIt smelt funny, wrong somehow even half asleep it made me want to gag. And the bed I was laying on felt wrong. Hard and lumpy. It made even my bed back at my fathers feel like it was made from a cloud.My eyes fluttered open, and the dim light sent a wave of white-hot pain through my head. That’s when it came back to me.It was all wrong because I wasn’t at home, or at my father’s. I was in a bar and my asshole of an ex-husband had punched me in the face. It came back to me in a rush, everything that had happened.That son of a bitch, groaning I forced myself to sit upright. Glancing around me. No wonder it felt like a plank of wood was under me, it wasn’t a bed at all. It was a table. A long table. With what looked like chains at either end.Now, why would a table need chains, unless? I swung my legs off the table, and they dangled, swinging wildly as white-hot pain speared my brain again.That son of a bitch had knocked me out. He had closed his fist and sucker punched me.
RuinThe waiting was killing me. She was in there. And that son of a bitch was doing god knows what to her. Maybe not even just him.He was charging for the privilege of hurting my woman. Charging them, it made my blood boil.Waiting had never been something I was good at but Truth had been right. We couldn’t go in there all guns blazing. There was no way of knowing exactly how many men were in there or whether they were armed. I couldn’t save Avery with a bullet in my head.I had to wait for Truths signal. How he had even managed to get inside was anyone’s guess. I wasn’t even sure I wanted to know. What I did want was Avery. Out of there and in my arms. “Wh….” I snapped my mouth shut as Wicked held up a hand, silencing me. His eyebrows pinched together in concentration.“Shut up I’m trying to listen.”Listen to what? Truth had said he would signal us but hadn’t gone into detail. Maybe that’s what Wicked was listening for. Some kind of signal.“Now.” Wicked moved with more speed tha
AveryHe was avoiding me.Not ignoring me but definitely avoiding. He kissed my cheek anytime we were in the same room, which wasn’t very often. He was polite but he couldn’t hide the distance in his eyes when he looked at me.He was gone. I could tell. Whatever he had seen in that room or thought he had seen had changed the way he felt. And it stung. It stung so much it was like a knife carving out my heart. But I couldn’t blame him. Me having a crazy psychotic ex-husband hadn’t been what he had signed up for. As long as he was there for Parker that’s all that mattered.Or at least that’s what I kept telling myself as the days passed. It was worse somehow this awkward politeness between us than anything else I had been through. And then there are the club girls. Girls who I knew I shouldn’t be jealous of that hung off his every word and touched him every chance they got. I hadn’t seen him get freaky with anyone but I wasn’t stupid. I had grown up here so I knew how things worked.
Truth Tattoos.It was time for another one. It had been time for another one for weeks. My body was covered in them, bright, colourful ones that women loved.My own personal story of violence and death.Sure they were beautiful but wasn’t death beautiful? In its own macabre way?Who was I kidding? Death wasn’t beautiful. I only told myself that so I could sleep at night. I had been telling myself that every day since I had first squeezed a trigger and ended someone’s life. Snuffed them out like a candle flame. That had been during conflict. A war where I wasn’t even sure who my enemy really was.Now I knew who they were. It was a different type of war now, sure, but it was still a battle. Of sorts anyway.Pushing open the heavy door, I scanned the large shop front. My eyes squinting. Usually, this place was a hubbub of activity. The sound of the tattoo gun filling the air with its whirl, but today it was quiet. No one sat in the chair by the window. And there was no sign of the man