"So Diamond what school did you go to before this" I asked
"I went to West Lake high in Virginia"
"What made you guys decide to come to North Carolina" Roxy asked
"Um my aunt lives down here so I decided to come live with her; what classes do y'all have"
"Could I see your schedule" I asked she nodded her head and handed it to me and I compared our classes to see if we had any classes together
"Aye Alaina me and you also have Civics first period together" Roxy said smiling
I looked at her schedule then mine "I didn't even see that earlier, hey Diamond you have that class with us too and our last period too" I said happy I would be able to start and end the day with Roxy
"Cool and we have the same lunch" Diamond said "if I mean you guys wanted me sit with y'all"
"Girl its fine the more the merrier" I said nicely "well we better start walking to um Mr. Websters class"
"Oh gosh he sounds mean" Roxy said
"How, because of his name" Diamond said laughing
"Yeah Roxys theory is if a teachers name starts with a letter that's at the end of the alphabet then he or she is automatically evil" I said
"It's true Mr. Torris and Miss Young all mean as hell" Roxy said
"You might be right because I remember last year I had this teacher named Miss Simone and she was soo mean, she would send someone to the office for asking to use the bathroom" Diamond said
"Why" I asked
"Because she said and I quote by asking to go to the bathroom in the middle of the class is a disruption and therefore should be punished"
"Damn she sounds like a biiotch" Roxy said making us all laugh
"Trust me she was"
"Okay I'm pretty sure this is the class" I said looking at my schedule then the room number "yep this is right lets go ladies"
We walked into the class, I was happy because their were no assigned seats; but all the desks were positioned in groups of four
"Lets go over there by the window" Roxy said pointing to the desks
Me and Roxy sat next to each other while Diamond sat across from me, we sat and watched as the rest of the kids came in and took a seat; I rolled my eyes when I saw Sam walk in
"Out of all the fucking Civics classes" Roxy said groaning
"Y'all don't like her" Diamond asked confused
"It's a long ass story and if you last as our friend you'll know all about it" I said not really wanting to tell a stranger my business
"Yeah we have to see if you're the right fit for the Roxy and Lainy squad" Roxy said
"I think I am Roxy, Lainy and Dee" she said smiling
"You're not a psycho bitch right" Roxy asked squinting her eyes at Diamond
"Nope completely normal, but I am obsessed with Chocolate"
"Are you related to Chynna or anyone that goes to this school" Roxy asked
"No all my family is in Virginia and Georgia and I don't know a Chynna besides Blac chynna and I'm not related to her"
"Hm you're okay with me for now that is" Roxy said looking away from her slowly
"Okay down Roxy" I said laughing "but my question is in this whole Roxy and Alaina squad why is your name first" I said looking at Roxy
"Because Roxy rhymes with Foxy so you know" she said shrugging her shoulders like it made all the sense in the world
"That's make absolutely no sense" I said
"Okay lets let our new friend pick Diamond which is better: Roxy and Alaina or Alaina and Roxy" we both looked at Diamond waiting for her to choose
"Um imma let y'all finish but Diamond and the other two sound better than both of those" she said and we all burst out laughing
"Kay I'm beginning to like you" Roxy said
"Okay class quiet down and take your seats now" I tall bald white man said as he started passing out his syllabus "uh young lady take a seat" he said to a girl that was standing near the door
I looked up to see Sam standing against the wall with her arms crossed looking bored
"Awe her leader isn't here, she looks like a lost puppy" Roxy whispered making me grin
A part of me felt bad for her because it didn't seem like she knew anyone in this class but another part of me wanted her to suffer for everything that she put me through last year
"What's your name" Mr. Webster asked Sam once he noticed she wasn't moving from her spot
"Sam" she mumbled
"What" he asked cupping his hand around his ear
"I said Sam dang you can't hear" she said catching an attitude once she noticed the class looking at her she only acts tough when people are watching I thought to myself shaking my head at how disrespectful she was being
"Well Sam imma need you to drop the little attitude and take a seat" Mr. Webster said then continued to pass out the papers
"There's no more seats" she replied rolling her eyes
Mr. Webster looked around the class then his eyes stopped on the empty seat next to Diamond
"Oh gosh" I mumbled hoping there was another seat somewhere
"Right there" her pointed to the empty seat next to Diamond
Sam mumbled something and then walked over to the desk and took a seat
"Thank you, now back to what I was saying take a look at the paper I am passing out I suggest you all read it; one of my many rules is leave the attitude at the door" he said looking at Sam
Once he was done talking about himself and what this class would be about, he got a student to pass out big white poster boards to each group
"Now you guys know a little about me, now I wanna know about you; each group has a poster board and in different sections or columns I don't care you choose but I just want each group member to write their name, favorite color, food, favorite thing to do and what you want to be when you get older on the poster"
I looked at Roxy and we both rolled our eyes
"I'll write what I said on the board but you guys have about 15 minutes to get it done then present your poster, and don't read your own words read another member of your groups writing; okay you can begin there are markers and colored pencils in the back of the class"
"This is why I hate first days" I said shaking my head and pulling out my pink pencil pouch
"Right I'm here to learn Civics I don't care about other people's favorite colors" Roxy said rolling her eyes
"So are we just going to put our names in corners or in columns up and down" Diamond asked
"We can do columns right to left so there's more room" I said
"Yeah I'm cool with that" she said nodding
"Well I'm not I want to have my name by itself, I don't want it next to yours" Sam said pointing at Roxy and me
"Okay you can put yours in the corner after we get done writing ours first" Roxy said
"No let me go first" she said pulling the poster toward her desk
"No more people are doing columns so you can wait" I said pulling it back
"What ever I don't care" she said pulling her phone out and leaning back in her chair
"Oh wow" Diamond said raising her eyebrows
"Oh wow, what" Sam said looking Diamond up and down
"You're being extra over a poster like come on you're way too old for that"
"Babygirl you don't even know me so don't even try to tell me about myself" Sam said
"Okay and you don't know me either I was trying to give you the benefit of the doubt cause I don't know you, but I see why no one wanted to sit near you" Diamond snapped back
"Whatever I saw y'all three talking in the hallway earlier so you probably already had a problem with me" Sam said
"Don't flatter yourself, Sam we were definitely not talking about you to anyone; it's her discussion if she wants to be cool with you or not" I said while grabbing a marker from my pouch
"Right and I don't want to be cool with you because clearly you have issues you need to resolve" Diamond said
"Whatever I don't give a flying fuck about any of y'all so stop talking to me thanks" she said putting her head down
"No one wanted to talk to you in the first place" Roxy said "anyway guys lets get started on our project"
"Everyone who didn't present today will be presenting tomorrow so be prepared" Mr. Chase said "you guys can just chill out for the remainder of class" he added while taking a seat at his desk"Thank God I did not feel like presenting today" Diamond said putting her markers and coloring pencils up"Why" I asked"I'm kind of shy in front of people I don't know, I can have social anxiety sometimes" she said looking down at her fingers"There's nothing wrong with being shy when I was younger I was super shy" Roxy said"Really that's surprising" Diamond said making me laugh and Roxy flick her off "but how did you grow out of it""W
"Then shawty was sucking my dick and when I nutted she kept going, I was like yoo son get off my dick I almost slapped the fuck outta her" Dashawn said making me and the class laugh"Nigga you dumb as hell" I said shaking my head"Dawshawn Micheals front office now!" Ms. Stevenson yelled"Awe come on mane" he groaned throwing his hands up "gimmie another chance""I don't want to hear it, get out or will buzz the office and have you escorted out" she said pointing to the doorHe grumbled and started packing his things up"Damn man on the first day" I said laughing"Shut up man ill s
"Yo I'm telling you Ms. Stevenson is gone be trouble for me this year I can feel it" Dashawn said popping a French fry in his mouth"How can you feel it when you was only in her class for what ten minutes" Cam said laughing"Yeah so she sent my ass out that class in ten minutes no warning or nothing just get out""What did you do" I asked"I was using my right to freedom of speech"Everybody burst out laughing, Dashawn is such a clown"Y'all laughing but I'm forreal the commandments say thou shall have the freedom to talk how thine please" he said making us laugh harderI wiped my
I walked into the girls bathroom or should I say my girls bathroom because once I walk in every girl knows to walk out, at least that's how it used to be until the fight I had with Alaina; I lost all the respect I had and a lot of girls don't fear me anymore. They only get scared when I have my girls behind me, but when I'm by myself they laugh in my faceI took a seat on the bathroom counter waiting for Tanaji, Tamara and Sam to walk in; the door opened and some girl walked inI looked at her and realized she was the girl who was sitting at Alaina's table and also the girl who got out of Cams car just morning"Hi" I said when she got out of the stall and came to wash her handsShe nodded her head at me and kept doing what she was doi
I was so happy when I noticed that third period was about to end because I didn't know anyone in that class."Hey" I heard a voice say I looked up from my phone to see Chynna standing over my desk, the shirt she was wearing was so tight and small I thought her boobs were going to pop out and hit me in the eye.Even though I wasn't here last year and don't know the full entire story about her and Alaina's beef, I still didn't like her. I hate bullies, because my cousin killed herself a couple of years back due to these girls cyber bullying her daily for no reason.I leaned back in my seat and looked at her "what do you want"She faked like she was hurt by my words "I don't even know you sweetie and you're being so rude" she said puttin
"Mi favorita colore es blue, how you say blue again" I laughed at Dashawn who was presenting, everybody had already presented; and Dashawn wanted to go last"Class how do you say blue" Miss Sanchez asked"Azul" the class yelled at Dashawn"Oh okay mi favorita colore is asul and I'm eighteen how you say eighteen""Bobo go sit down" she said shooing Dashawn away"What bobo mean sexy or some" Dashawn as he walked back to his seat"What bobo mean" he asked again"It means clown" I said laughing at him"Oh damn she trynna roast a nigga
The McDonald's was packed with kids just getting out of school and it took us fifteen minutes to have our order taken. When we finally did we got our food and found a booth near the restrooms"Thank God" Diamond said as she took a bite out of her burger"Right, next time we need to come early" Alaina said while dipping her fries in mustardI scrunched my face up at the sight and pretended to gag, Alaina rolled her eyes at me"Shut up Roxy, mustard is good"I shook my head and squirted ketchup all over my fries "naw that shit nasty it look like vomit""Are you team ketchup or mustard" Alaina asked Diamond who was dipping her chicken
"You were supposed to be here at 2:35, it's three thirty; where were you" my grandma asked when I didn't respond she kept talking"I told you I was going to play Bingo with Sheryl now you made me miss it. Here get him" she said handing Princeton over to meI held him in my arms while I finished up on my homework "grandma I texted you and told you I would be home late, I didn't know I would be home this late" I said rolling my eyes"You don't need to be staying out late anyway, once you have a child that staying out late card is revoked""Okay grandma I get it, I have him now you can leave" I said not waiting to hear what she had to say"Don't tell me when I can leave, this is my hous
Alaina I know you're mad at me but I was not trying to hurt you im omw to Candies so we can talkI tossed my phone into the passenger seat, basketball practice had ran a little late but if I drove fast I should be able to make it to Candies before her shift endsI started my car upI hope she just hears me out and know I would never do anything to intentionally hurt her, shit is fucked I told Roxy to talk to her but no she wanna release tapes and shitI thought to myself as I drove thank God there was no trafficFifteen minutes later I pulled up to Candies, the place was mainly empty besides a couple of cars in the backthe must be about to close I walked to the door and pulled it openThere was a girl mopping behind the counter and I could hear another person doing something in the back of the shop"excuse me"&nbs
"Chy everyone is watching that video of the lez lovers" Tanaji said laughingWe were sitting in my room after school, me sitting in the middle of my queen sized bed and Tanaji sitting criss crossed on the floor "I knew they would, I'm just suprised I didn't catch the lesbo vibes those two were throwing" I said while picking up my nail filer"right who would have thought... oh my gosh look" Tanaji said while hopping up from the floor and showing me her phone "I sent the video to this guy that goes to Penbrooke High and he posted it on PornHub it has two thousand views already"I raised an eyebrow and took her phone to check it out myself and sure enough "High School Lesbians making out in School bathroom" had 2,000 views "maybe we should send this to their parents to let them know that their children are stars"Tanaji smirked "maybe plaster the link all over the school halls so the whole s
I tucked my phone back into my pocket Diamond has a sonI can't beleive it I thought to myself"Um Alaina it's just one scoop of pistachio"Sydney said while holding her gloved hand out to meI scrunched up my face for a second then realized I was supposed to be getting the ice cream"Sorry" I said to the customer as I put on my gloves and grabbed a cone, I looked around for a second looking for pistachio"Right there" Sydney said while pointing out the green ice cream"Thanks" I said while grabbing the spoon and scooping one spoon full.I passed the ice cream to Sydney and she passed it to the customer "have a nice day" she said with a smileOnce the customer walked out of the door Sydney turned to me "are you okay"I slipped my gloves off "sorry about that, my mind was somewhere else for a minute""I could tell girl, I called your name three times, is there anything I could do to help" she sai
"What do you have to say for yourself lil girl" my grandma saidI sighed. She already fussed at me the whole car ride homeBefore I could even speak she continued "each day when you at school I take care of YOUR son. I buy him diapers, food and clothes ON TOP OF THAT IM TAKING CARE OF YO BEHIND AND YOU AT THE DAMN SCHOOL ACTING A FOOL" she yelled"I'm sorry grandma" I said for what felt like the hundredth time "it won't happen again, it was just a stupid dare" I lied while looking back down at my math homework"I don't care what it was Diamond you shouldn't have been kissing any damn body, lil fast ass need to get your education and take care of your child. Matter of fact get up and get dressed" she saidI closed my math book and sat up on my bed "why""Cause you getting a job to help out around here, not just finna be sitting on yo ass while work and take care of you and your child. You got five minutes to get up and get dressed imma
Diamond and I had to sit and wait until after school so that Mr. Burns could meet up with our parents"You guys can go to your lockers and grab the rest of your things and then come straight back here" miss secretary said I had no idea what her name wasMe and Diamond both stood up to leave out of the office"If you're not back here in five minutes you will have extra days added on to your suspension" she said as we walked outI rolled my eyes I wish the fuck you would add days"If she add days on I'm dropping out" Diamond said jokinglyI nodded "hell yeah, where your locker at again""Mine is down this hallway you wanna split up, grab our stuff then meet back here""Yeah we can do that I know my dad gone be here soon and I'm finna take my time ion care what she talking bout" I said while turning down a hallway opposite of Diamond"You better not take more than five minutes or that's yo ass Mr. postman" she yelled behind
"Okay first thing you do when you come in is clock in, I know it seems obvious but you have no idea how many people forget to clock in and get mad when they don't get paid for their hours" Tamara said while typing something in to the clock in padI was at Candies and after changing into my uniform Malik picked Tamara to train me because he had to step out for a bit.I nodded my head "okay""So all you have to do is put your thumb here then press clock in easy peasy"I did as she said "and when I go on break I would just put my thumb here then click go on break" I asked"Yes you got it, but make sure when you get off break you remember to clock back in so it doesn't dock your pay""And I definitely don't want that I'm trying to save up for a car""I feel you girl, I've been saving up to pay for my college books. Okay Imma run to the back real quick and grab you an apron""Alrighty you want me to go up front or stay back here" I
"I was born in Philadelphia but we moved here when I was in the eighth grade" I said to Alaina we had finished the worksheet and now we sat waiting for the bell to ring"I think I remember when you guys first came to the school, everybody was talking about y'all because you guys were like the first twins we ever had here""That's so crazy cause at my old school there was like two other sets of twins there, but it did make me feel special" I said smiling at the memory, the first day my sister and I came everyone was trying to be our friend"What's it like to have an identical twin" Alaina asked"Well it used to be really fun we would switch places soo many times, my teacher would ask my mom to staple our names to our shirts so she would know who was who; but we would just switch shirts in the bathroom" I said laughingAlaina laughed too "If I had a twin whenever I got in trouble I would say I'm my sister""Oh my gosh this one time my fi
I can't believe Cam would tell Dashawn, but not meI thought to myself as I walked the halls not sure on where to go. I know I shouldn't be mad at Cam because I know he wasn't trying to intentionally hurt me, but it just feels like everyone is keeping secrets; everyone in our group knew but me and that shit hurtsI walked to my English class and leaned against the wall waiting for the bell to finally ring.I'm soo ready to leave this raggedy ass school, but how the heck am I going to get to Candies ugh I need a carBRRRRIIIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGGGThe bell rang snapping me from my thoughts. I walked closer to the door as the class started to leave out
I didn't want to go to the cafeteria because I knew all eyes would be on me and I did not feel like dealing with that, so I went to the library instead; being sure to sit all the way in the back so I was unseenI texted Cam to let him know I was having lunch in the libraryI can't believe Roxy never told me, I've talked about relationships and love a billion times she had many opportunities to tell me"Laina... Laina" I could hear Cam whisper yellingI got up from my seat and waved my hand so he could see where I was sitting, once he saw me he started walking towards me; but he looked pissed"Yo what the fuck is going on" he said