I have a history of backing my words when it comes to her. Doesn't matter how hard I try, even after an achievement, I come tumbling down to her feet once she's in front of me. I'm weak when it comes to Yvette Tanner. I thought I was making progress, that I was finally being the strong man I thought I was, when I managed to eliminate her from my life for ten months. I won't lie, that ten months was another definition of hell to me, way worse than the break ups we've had. Or the lying. Because she left on her own choice, even after all the things we have between us, even after two babies. Succumbing to my desire at the beach house, that was an epic failure. The first time I kissed her when we were at the airport, I couldn't help but to feel so overwhelmed by how much I miss her. And after that, I couldn't take my hands off her, which I took advantage of the whole situation. We were making out all the time at the beach, I didn't even care if my sister and William were there. She's
"Mhmmm." More blood rushes to my cock hearing her moan, as I take my time sucking the nape of her neck eventhough I'm almost bursting with how hard I am right now. I stripped off every article of my clothing before jumping on the bed, sneaked myself into the duvet as I pulled her to my body, then launched an attack on her skin letting go of my frustration of how much of a weak man I am. But I don't care anymore, because I get to hold her again. "Baby?" She turns around so quick the next second she is already staring at me with her big dark eyes. I don't wait for another reaction as I assault her lips next, biting the lower part softly to force her to open it for a french kiss. Oh God, she tastes so good. I will never get tired of this flavor. Her fingers trace my abs as we kiss, eating each other's tongue, and by the end of it I groan when she wraps her skinny fingers on my length."I miss you," she murmurs in between our passionate kiss. I miss you too, so much that it hurts.
Kids can't lie, and when Mimi keeps on hiding behind me and Mason runs from Eve the moment she approaches him, it becomes awkward instantly since Mom and Dad are standing right in front of us. "It's Mummy, Honey," Emma uses her nurturing tone to coax Mason as she carries him in her arms. At the same time Mimi moves from hugging my leg to Emma's who is standing next to me. "Mama," my daughter shakes her head and tugs on Emma's skirt, wanting to be lifted into her arms as well, just like her brother Mason. Colors drain from Eve's face the moment she called my Nanny that as Mom clears her throat."Welcome back, Evie," Dad takes over the situation by hugging his daughter in law, "They're still not used to seeing you, it's okay. Give them some time, I experienced that too with Maddy and Teen whenever I was away for business trips."Eve nods while smiling bitterly but Mum fires rightaway, "Maddy and Teen weren't like that. You left a month at most, Dear. Their mother left the entire year
"I'm sorry about the other night." She tells me in a low tone when we've settled down in our seats, sipping the red wine. After her outburst last Sunday, I carried her to the bed and only left when she's asleep. But I didn't go to the penthouse, or see her anywhere else until today. I even asked Charles to bring her to the airport as I come in a different car with the twins. Now that we're seated in the plane, she has finally said something to me after I avoided to even be near her when we were at the airport. Thank God for the twins who are running around keeping me occupied when we were waiting to board the plane. "I promise I'll behave after this." She adds when I don't give her any response. "Thank you for bringing me to this trip. Thank you for giving me a chance. I promise you won't regret it." She is facing me the whole time but I can't bring myself to look at her. I'm afraid I'd be the stupid, hopeless romantic Augustine all over again instead of the man I aspire to be; d
"How's stretching, man?" William taps my shoulder when I join all of them at the tail of the private jet. The adults are sitting while enjoying the buffet while the kids are missing perhaps in the little cinema with their nannies. I'm not sure if they heard Eve and I since we were sitting at the other end of this plane but Maddy must have shared the gossip with her husband. "Not sleepy anymore, Evie?" Maddy asks when she walks in. She blushes, grinning, "Where are the kids?" "They're watching Frozen. But I think Mason is still sleeping in the bedroom. Here, have a drink. Before the madness begins." Maddy hands her a glass of champagne as I settle on one of the chairs. Dad is working on his laptop while Mom watches all four of us. "I thought Evie is only 20?" Mom casually throws the question as she puts her resting-bitch face. "Uhh," Eve immediately stops the glass from tilting to her lips, as she looked like she's busted from doing a crime. "Oh come on Mom, it's a vacation. Ch
She was still sleeping when I wake up the next morning. Of course she is, having the luxury of sleeping on the king size bed, while I lie on the couch that is too small for me, struggling to fall asleep because of the blue balls and uncomfortable setting. The thought that I have to stay with her for another three days is killing me. Two hours later she finally joins us for breakfast. I was sitting with my nieces as they share about the new board game their dad just bought them when she leans in for a kiss. "Good morning Baby," she smiles sweetly after the brief kiss. "Good morning Sweetheart." I reply which later she proceeds to greeting the girls and then her children. After spending the whole morning at the beach, all of us have lunch then I settle down at the living area with my nieces to play the board game with them as Eve puts the kids down for their afternoon nap. "Who's winning?" She comes back an hour after gone missing with the twins to the bedroom upstairs, sitting ne
I am beyond exhausted after spending the whole day at the university, running around between classes and labs, only to continue the night with working at the supermarket. Augustine might have paid for my education but I still need food and a place to sleep hence these part time jobs; during the weekend I'd work as a waitress at a fine dining restaurant, making more money that I make with my weekday cashier job at the supermarket but still, I need both jobs so I can afford stuff including a ticket to go back to New York every summer. I miss my babies, I miss the father of my babies, but when I'm this exhausted every single day for the whole ten months, I don't get to feel the loneliness much. Because for every free time I have, I'd look at the pictures I took when we were together during the summer breaks, and right before I managed to dwell into sadness, somebody would call me telling 'break time is over', or I've fallen asleep with book opened, face pasted on the desk. I'm tired.
Two days ago Dad was laughing with me when we watched his favorite show, and Mom was yelling at me for being touchy-touchy with her husband. But today, I've lost both of them. Standing at a corner of the hall, I don't know what to feel as I watch my nieces talk to their mother; Dani with her twins while Zoe with her one year old. Emily at the other corner is being hugged by her husband as Serena talks to some of the guests. I can't accept the fact that we lost Dad for a bacterial infection. He was absolutely fine when I left that morning, but it only took 11 hours for sepsis to happen and he left us just like that. I didn't even get to see him before his last breath. And Mom, she took her own life a few hours later when all of us were mourning over the loss. She cut herself when nobody was looking, only to find her in her pool of blood lying unconsciously in the janitor's closet. If it wasn't for the janitor, we would never know where she was. I can feel my tears welling in my ey