I walked back and forth in my room. Sometimes I sat, sometimes I stood up, I was restless waiting for Raka to come home. "Calm down. It's not that bad, right?" Jane asked me. I sighed heavily. "Jane? This is so bad. What are these notes for? why doesn't Raka just talk to me" I protested? I took the note and rocked it in the air in annoyance.
"Sorry, if I could know what Mr Raka asked of you?" Jane was still talking carefully to me. It made her look stiff. Even though she was a woman who I thought would be very feminist if she dressed up
"Okay, listen to this" I looked back at the note "as a wife of the honorable Mr Raka, I must obey all of Raka's orders, do what Raka wants, don't interfere in Raka's personal affairs, prepare everything that Raka needs, play happily in front of Raka's family, Raka's friends or anyone out there, and most importantly Raka won't touch my body, no love, no sex. "I tossed the note across the table, still annoyed even though I had read it over and over.
"Oh my goodness", said Jane gasped. I smiled thinly "that's bad, right ?. Raka really wanted to treat me like a shadow wife. I am his wife but treated not as a wife. Then what can I do? No love, no sex, huh," I grumbled irritably.
"I, I'm speechless" Jane looked at me concerned, I took a deep breath. "You know Jane, sooner or later I will get used to all this. my previous life was also unhappy. I've been trained to deal with all of this. but I will stick to my goal. One day Raka will kneel down to love me," I said firmly.
Not long, I heard the elevator sound "he's here, I'll go first. call me if you need anything," said Jane as she walked away. Sure enough, Raka came. He didn't see me at all. He took off his work coat and went straight to the bathroom. I've stood up to greet Raka's arrival, but it means nothing. Raka just passed me by.
"Be patient, Amara, you have to endure", I convinced myself. A few minutes passed. I was stunned to see Raka coming out of the bathroom wearing only a towel. He left his waist until his chest opened. As I thought, Raka's 8 pack stomach was clear, and his chest was muscular. I don't know since when I realized that Raka had bangs, maybe because his hair was wet after shampooing. Raka walked towards the clothes room.
I immediately crouched down and buried my head in my knees. "Oh damn, how can he act as if I'm not here. what he said, no sex. Hah I'm a normal woman and he walks casually with his body half naked, is he testing my aggressive level?" I grumbled to myself.
"What are you doing?" Asked Raka, suddenly making me scream in surprise. "Arghh", I fell on the floor and glared at Raka. Raka is already wearing a white T-shirt and shorts. He let his hair stay wet without combing "What's your problem, you intend to tear my eardrums huh?" Raka snapped, annoyed at me
I immediately stood up, feeling embarrassed. Ahh, negative thoughts just crossed my mind about Raka's hot body like a male artist in a film. "Sorry. I accidentally "I replied stiffly. Raka took the note on the table. "Have you read this?" asked Raka. I nodded my head. "Good, I'm not asking you to protest, follow everything on this note," said Raka
"What if I protest?" I asked. Raka raised an eyebrow, looked at me closely "You want me to punish? Want to feel the punishment from me? "Raka replied to ask me back. For a moment, I was silent, but my heart did not accept "Raka, that's not fair. Why are you the only one making the rules, why don't I?" I denied Raka.
"My house, my rules. Can you obey me, there's no need for drama," said Raka firmly. I shook my head "listen to me, I am your wife. I also have the right to protest. I said no less firmly.
Raka smiled thinly "then you want to feel the punishment from me, okay" Raka approached me and pulled my hand. I held my body so it wouldn't be easy to be dragged by Raka. "What are you going to do? Raka? Raka? "I shouted anxiously.Raka ignored me. He kept pulling me. At that time, I only wore a knee-length tunic, Raka dragged me out of the house. The winter wind immediately greeted my skin "Raka, where are we going?" I asked. Raka entered a door in the backyard, he continued to drag me, and I saw a swimming pool decorated with a waterfall from a distance. "Raka, what are we here for?" I asked.
There is a connecting door to the house that I saw from the swimming pool, but I still don't understand why Raka dragged me out of the house first to go to the pool "are you cold?" Raka asked me when we got to the edge of the pool. I answered honestly that at that time, I was cold, especially the clothes I wore were also relatively thin.
"That's good" Raka suddenly pushed my body into the swimming pool. I screamed in surprise, especially when I felt the cold water directly touching my skin. I had a hard time because the swimming pool was on the serious side, I forced myself to go to the edge, but when my hand touched the edge of the pool, Raka squatted in front of me, "don't expect you to go up. You want to feel my punishment, just stay here," said Raka firmly.
My shout made several maids come, including Jane. Raka smiled sarcastically at me "none of you can help or let Amara out of the pool without my permission. Dissident women should be taught this way. if you dare to help Amara, I will make sure to break your hands" Threatened Raka
"Raka, I'm so cold" I complained. Raka chuckled, annoyed. "I don't care" replied Raka and left. I hung by the poolside with my body until my chest sank in the water. "I'm sorry, Amara," said Jane. I understand Jane can't do much to me either. I'm fine, "I forced myself to smile. Even though the cold was piercing my body, my lips were trembling to withstand the cold. "Amara, what should I do, come on come out" Jane started to worry about me, it's nice to get a little attention like this
"It's okay Jane, if according to Raka this is the punishment I will accept. I will make Raka's heart, which is as hard as stone, melt. Besides, I'm used to receiving punishment, you take it easy. "I reassured Jane. Whenever I wanted to cry, I quickly wiped my face, and my tears immediately mingled with water. No matter how hard I face it, I will endure. Or maybe someday I'll give up.
It feels like my body is still frozen, even though I was out of the swimming pool two hours ago. Raka asked Jane to get me out of the swimming pool after my body was almost half frozen. I covered myself with a blanket that was thick enough. Jane also brought me warm drinks. "At this damn thing, what's the difference between me here and at home. In here Raka who punished me, at house Mom who punished me. My life may be just for this,"I grumbled, sipping little by little of my warm drink. I circle the room with my eyes, a spacious room with all these luxuries but quiet. Only my status is married, not in the true sense. Where did Raka go? He never told me what he was doing. Maybe even tonight, I will sleep alone. "It's been a long time since I saw them. Could this be the effect of bird carcasses that I found in the fridge at that time, they usually appear suddenly, "I said to myself. I was in shock when my cell phone rang. "Oh Shiit, I'm starting again. Come on Amara, t
This is the first time for me to have breakfast with Raka's family. Before, I was always late to go downstairs, and when I got downstairs, some of the Raka family were already doing their activities. I sat side by side with Raka at the dining table. Who knows what Raka's heart was made of? He was indifferent to what happened that night. Alright, this is a long dining table. Raka's extended family sits at one table. In the main seat was Grandma, beside her is Raka parents, then Mr Jacob and Mrs Mira with their two children Mulan and Patricia, and there is another woman I saw face today. I've never met that woman before. "Look at her, see the illegitimate child with her disgusting eyes," said Mulan looking at me. I can be sure the words were aimed at me. My hands shook, holding a tablespoon, and I was surprised to feel ashamed of being caught staring at the woman sitting beside Raka. "I told you, to maintain etiquette when we are at the dinner table, right?" sa
My whole body was wet with water; the clothes I wore stuck to my body because it was wet, and it was enough to print my body to reveal my curves. Raka's eyes looked at my chest, it made me uncomfortable, and I quickly crossed my arms to cover my chest. Raka smiled a line. "You think I'll be tempted by your ugly body !. Every time you do something wrong, you deserve to be punished!" said Raka. I wrinkled my forehead. "What am I doing ?. Is this all about Amber? "I asked for certain. Raka chuckled, annoyed. "For me to breathe, you're already annoying, no need to ask me that far. I know my business, and I don't like to be bothered with trivial matters. If you can't protect yourself from just one slap, then don't you dare provoke other people's emotions." Said Raka as he left. My legs shook away from the shower; I took a towel and wiped the water on my face; my body was shivering, suddenly my body felt bad. I replaced the shower with warm water and chose to take a short
This is a copy chapter to complete the old rules when applying for a contract. to meet the requirements of 15000 wordsI trembled when the wedding ring was attached to my ring finger. The sound of loud applause was heard, some of them cheered happily watching my wedding, without them knowing that I was married because I had to. My eyes were glazing at the diamond ring on my finger, and a whispering voice from the man was heard in my ear. "This ring, only a tie for you. Become my slave, "said the spokesperson. I raised my head, glared at the man, who is now legally my husband."I should have disapproved of this marriage," I replied, feeling insulted by the look in my husband's eyes. I have only known a man named Raka Albert for one month, a man who is for some reason I like him even though I only hear his breath. He grabbed my arm roughly. "You see your parents? They s
This is a copy chapter to complete the old rules when applying for a contract. to meet the requirements of 15000 wordsI trembled when the wedding ring was attached to my ring finger. The sound of loud applause was heard, some of them cheered happily watching my wedding, without them knowing that I was married because I had to. My eyes were glazing at the diamond ring on my finger, and a whispering voice from the man was heard in my ear. "This ring, only a tie for you. Become my slave, "said the spokesperson. I raised my head, glared at the man, who is now legally my husband."I should have disapproved of this marriage," I replied, feeling insulted by the look in my husband's eyes. I have only known a man named Raka Albert for one month, a man who is for some reason I like him even though I only hear his breath. He grabbed my arm roughly. "You see your parents? They s
To make a 15000 Word My whole body was wet with water; the clothes I wore stuck to my body because it was wet, and it was enough to print my body to reveal my curves. Raka's eyes looked at my chest, it made me uncomfortable, and I quickly crossed my arms to cover my chest. Raka smiled a line. "You think I'll be tempted by your ugly body !. Every time you do something wrong, you deserve to be punished!" said Raka. I wrinkled my forehead. "What am I doing ?. Is this all about Amber? "I asked for certain. Raka chuckled, annoyed. "For me to breathe, you're already annoying, no need to ask me that far. I know my business, and I don't like to be bothered with trivial matters. If you can't protect yourself from just one slap, then don't you dare provoke other people's emotions." Said Raka as he left. My legs shook away from the shower; I took a towel and wiped the water on my face; my body was shivering, suddenly my body felt bad. I replaced the sho
Rose sedang memulihkan diri di rumah karena patah tulang ringan. Itu hanya seminggu setelah masa-masa indah, karena Sean terstimulasi oleh hasil akhir ujian tengah semesternya dan mengantarnya ke sekolah. Satu-satunya keuntungan adalah dia memiliki sopir untuk menjemput dan mengantarnya selama cedera. Rose belum beradaptasi dengan kehidupan awal. Dia tidur grogi untuk dua kelas. Dalam keadaan linglung, dia samar-samar merasakan seseorang di depan matanya. Ketika dia membuka matanya, ruang kelas kosong. Hanya Matthew dari Kelas 5 yang berdiri di depannya dan menatapnya dengan cemberut. Rose ingat bahwa Matthew dan Andrew menekannya seperti bukit hari itu, hampir sekarat, dan merasakan lengannya sakit lagi. Dia mendongak dan saling menatap miring. "Mengapa kamu di sini?" Matthew memandang rendah Rose, yang cuek dan frustrasi. Senang melihatnya tanpa jalan memutar, tetapi tidak mungkin. Siapa yang membiarkan dirinya memuk
Please read it, Just a secondHi Guys, Call me Anna. I was excited when I found out that there was a CEO Romance competition. Honestly, I like writing this genre. It's like I write my diary, but of course, I write the results of my thoughts.Guys, can I ask for a bit of help. I think this is also a small wish. Can you vote and comment when you read my book ?. I am an introvert. Personally, I don't have too many friends. It would be nice to give me input Or support me, even if it's just a little word. I will also be happy if we greet each other in the comments column.For this story, Amara is the main character. A woman who has no friends other than her younger sister Deliana. Amara grew up without a mother's affection, even though she received abundant love from her father. Why does the mother hate her? Why is Amara a lonely person? Of course, you have to read this book to know the answer, right?.For a male character, shhh, this
Rose sedang memulihkan diri di rumah karena patah tulang ringan. Itu hanya seminggu setelah masa-masa indah, karena Sean terstimulasi oleh hasil akhir ujian tengah semesternya dan mengantarnya ke sekolah. Satu-satunya keuntungan adalah dia memiliki sopir untuk menjemput dan mengantarnya selama cedera. Rose belum beradaptasi dengan kehidupan awal. Dia tidur grogi untuk dua kelas. Dalam keadaan linglung, dia samar-samar merasakan seseorang di depan matanya. Ketika dia membuka matanya, ruang kelas kosong. Hanya Matthew dari Kelas 5 yang berdiri di depannya dan menatapnya dengan cemberut. Rose ingat bahwa Matthew dan Andrew menekannya seperti bukit hari itu, hampir sekarat, dan merasakan lengannya sakit lagi. Dia mendongak dan saling menatap miring. "Mengapa kamu di sini?" Matthew memandang rendah Rose, yang cuek dan frustrasi. Senang melihatnya tanpa jalan memutar, tetapi tidak mungkin. Siapa yang membiarkan dirinya memuk
To make a 15000 Word My whole body was wet with water; the clothes I wore stuck to my body because it was wet, and it was enough to print my body to reveal my curves. Raka's eyes looked at my chest, it made me uncomfortable, and I quickly crossed my arms to cover my chest. Raka smiled a line. "You think I'll be tempted by your ugly body !. Every time you do something wrong, you deserve to be punished!" said Raka. I wrinkled my forehead. "What am I doing ?. Is this all about Amber? "I asked for certain. Raka chuckled, annoyed. "For me to breathe, you're already annoying, no need to ask me that far. I know my business, and I don't like to be bothered with trivial matters. If you can't protect yourself from just one slap, then don't you dare provoke other people's emotions." Said Raka as he left. My legs shook away from the shower; I took a towel and wiped the water on my face; my body was shivering, suddenly my body felt bad. I replaced the sho
This is a copy chapter to complete the old rules when applying for a contract. to meet the requirements of 15000 wordsI trembled when the wedding ring was attached to my ring finger. The sound of loud applause was heard, some of them cheered happily watching my wedding, without them knowing that I was married because I had to. My eyes were glazing at the diamond ring on my finger, and a whispering voice from the man was heard in my ear. "This ring, only a tie for you. Become my slave, "said the spokesperson. I raised my head, glared at the man, who is now legally my husband."I should have disapproved of this marriage," I replied, feeling insulted by the look in my husband's eyes. I have only known a man named Raka Albert for one month, a man who is for some reason I like him even though I only hear his breath. He grabbed my arm roughly. "You see your parents? They s
This is a copy chapter to complete the old rules when applying for a contract. to meet the requirements of 15000 wordsI trembled when the wedding ring was attached to my ring finger. The sound of loud applause was heard, some of them cheered happily watching my wedding, without them knowing that I was married because I had to. My eyes were glazing at the diamond ring on my finger, and a whispering voice from the man was heard in my ear. "This ring, only a tie for you. Become my slave, "said the spokesperson. I raised my head, glared at the man, who is now legally my husband."I should have disapproved of this marriage," I replied, feeling insulted by the look in my husband's eyes. I have only known a man named Raka Albert for one month, a man who is for some reason I like him even though I only hear his breath. He grabbed my arm roughly. "You see your parents? They s
My whole body was wet with water; the clothes I wore stuck to my body because it was wet, and it was enough to print my body to reveal my curves. Raka's eyes looked at my chest, it made me uncomfortable, and I quickly crossed my arms to cover my chest. Raka smiled a line. "You think I'll be tempted by your ugly body !. Every time you do something wrong, you deserve to be punished!" said Raka. I wrinkled my forehead. "What am I doing ?. Is this all about Amber? "I asked for certain. Raka chuckled, annoyed. "For me to breathe, you're already annoying, no need to ask me that far. I know my business, and I don't like to be bothered with trivial matters. If you can't protect yourself from just one slap, then don't you dare provoke other people's emotions." Said Raka as he left. My legs shook away from the shower; I took a towel and wiped the water on my face; my body was shivering, suddenly my body felt bad. I replaced the shower with warm water and chose to take a short
This is the first time for me to have breakfast with Raka's family. Before, I was always late to go downstairs, and when I got downstairs, some of the Raka family were already doing their activities. I sat side by side with Raka at the dining table. Who knows what Raka's heart was made of? He was indifferent to what happened that night. Alright, this is a long dining table. Raka's extended family sits at one table. In the main seat was Grandma, beside her is Raka parents, then Mr Jacob and Mrs Mira with their two children Mulan and Patricia, and there is another woman I saw face today. I've never met that woman before. "Look at her, see the illegitimate child with her disgusting eyes," said Mulan looking at me. I can be sure the words were aimed at me. My hands shook, holding a tablespoon, and I was surprised to feel ashamed of being caught staring at the woman sitting beside Raka. "I told you, to maintain etiquette when we are at the dinner table, right?" sa
It feels like my body is still frozen, even though I was out of the swimming pool two hours ago. Raka asked Jane to get me out of the swimming pool after my body was almost half frozen. I covered myself with a blanket that was thick enough. Jane also brought me warm drinks. "At this damn thing, what's the difference between me here and at home. In here Raka who punished me, at house Mom who punished me. My life may be just for this,"I grumbled, sipping little by little of my warm drink. I circle the room with my eyes, a spacious room with all these luxuries but quiet. Only my status is married, not in the true sense. Where did Raka go? He never told me what he was doing. Maybe even tonight, I will sleep alone. "It's been a long time since I saw them. Could this be the effect of bird carcasses that I found in the fridge at that time, they usually appear suddenly, "I said to myself. I was in shock when my cell phone rang. "Oh Shiit, I'm starting again. Come on Amara, t
I walked back and forth in my room. Sometimes I sat, sometimes I stood up, I was restless waiting for Raka to come home. "Calm down. It's not that bad, right?" Jane asked me. I sighed heavily. "Jane? This is so bad. What are these notes for? why doesn't Raka just talk to me" I protested? I took the note and rocked it in the air in annoyance."Sorry, if I could know what Mr Raka asked of you?" Jane was still talking carefully to me. It made her look stiff. Even though she was a woman who I thought would be very feminist if she dressed up"Okay, listen to this" I looked back at the note "as a wife of the honorable Mr Raka, I must obey all of Raka's orders, do what Raka wants, don't interfere in Raka's personal affairs, prepare everything that Raka needs, play happily in front of Raka's family, Raka's friends or anyone out there, and most importantly Raka won't touch my body, no love, no sex. "I tossed the note across the table, still annoyed even though I had read it ove
Feelings of annoyance, confusion, tension all mixed into one in my heart. The first day I entered Raka's house, I met a terrible thing like this. Inside the box was a dead white bird, covered with blood and placed in the refrigerator. When all of Raka's extended family gathered in the lounge, I knew that this bird was Mrs Mira's favourite bird."Until when will everything be like this? Isn't it enough terror that happened so far? "Mr Jacob protested sternly. I watched one by one Raka's big family. Their faces were like they were tired of this kind of thing.Mrs Linda sat while on her husband's lap, grandmother sat quietly. Mulan and Patricia acted ignorant, while Raka stood in front of the window staring at the scenery outside. "How could that person have the heart to kill my Boly, look at my beloved bird is dead," said Mrs Mira sadly. She had been crying, sobbing all this time."Who cleaned my room today?" asked Raka in his baritone voice. Jane left, and soon s