Chapter 87

Hayden:

"So what now Hayden?" Ray questioned, taking the last sip of his wine. I had not even raised mine since he poured it into the glass.

"I don't know, Ray. I literally have no idea what to do next." I replied.

"You should take it easy and just focus on making tomorrow successful. That's the most important thing and you can't miss it for anything." He said.

I nodded my head in response, and then brought out my phone.

As I stared at it, I badly wanted to call Sarah, but I couldn't. No, I shouldn't.

If I wanted to forget everything about her and my feelings, if I wanted to start from somewhere in order to achieve it, then it should be right now.

Protecting her was a different case, and I knew I would never forgive myself if anything happened to her.

"Should I check up on her? What if…"

"What if nothing, Hayden. Why worry too much? I thought you said you wanted it to be over soon." Ray said.

"I do. But if something happens to Sarah, then I don't think I'll forgive myself."

"And you t