21- the insane feeling

Oliver Castillo

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I had no other reason to visit my father in the hospital other than the sleepless night he gave me. I didn't know whether it was him or it was his mistress, I just couldn't bring myself to get a pinch of sleep knowing I kissed his mistress.

The tossing and rolling were from the insane feeling in me. The feeling of both anger mixed with desire.

The taste of her lips was still on the tip of my tongue. The soft feeling of her tender lips, the warm feeling of her mouth, and the soft moans she released from the immense pleasure.

She made me feel

That gave me feelings. I wondered if that was why Dad chose her over Mum. If he loved her lips like I did.

I did?

Fuck!

I admitted I did. No matter how hard I tried to assure myself I hated it, I did not, in fact, I craved for more.

But she was not the person I needed to need. She was taken, and the person who had her was the man lying unconscious in front of me.

He chose well, I admit, but she was fucking young. She was