"Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."
~~Alfred Lord Tennyson
I was sitting in my office and started checking files,meetings,presentations and responding to some important emails to drift off my mind from the displeasuring morning incident but a part of mine didn't stop stumbling over Grandpa's wish.
"Sir are you okay?"Amy,my personal secretary snapped her fingers in front of my eyes which brought me back in the reality.
"Umm yeah."I composed my professional gesture in order to maintain my attitude as a billionaire boss .For no reason,I don't like involving my personal life with my business,especially my staff that works under me.I can't give them a chance to cook gossip about my family and life.
"Ohh you're not seeming to focus on the meetings that's why I thought something is bothering you."She stared at me with annoyed face .
I gave her a hard glare .
"Amy you better handle the work which is assigned to you."I said coldly that made her apologize for her courage of questioning her boss.
She left after taking my sign on some papers and again my mind reversed back to Grandpa's will.I took the hard copy of the will which was lying on the table.
Every word inked on the white paper were like blood letters printed by my own blood.I read it slowly word by word and felt my anger boiling my blood.Something pinched me really hard in the heart.I scrambled the papers and threw them into the dustbin.
"Dammit."I tried to calm down the magma that was exploding in my brain.
I couldn't sit idle and let my life become a gamble my parents were playing to sink their claws in the fruit of my grandfather's hard work.
I picked up my phone and dialled my friend Jonathan's who is a well known attorney of civil cases in the city.
"Ahh you bastard Asher you timing always make me willing to kick your balls."Jason groaned from other side and I could hear the creepy screams of a woman .
"Meet me at my office tomorrow at nine thirty in the morning don't be late Jason."I said and cut the call as I didn't want my ears to be profaned by their loud screaming.
Sighing with disappointment,I walked to the window and glanced down at the busy and never tiring city lanes from the 55th and the top floor of my office building .The people on the street were normal human being busy with their small commodities.
I,Asher Black couldn't be one of them.People think I am born with silver spoon in my mouth,somewhere it's true.At the age of only twenty eight,I have expanded our business across the country's boundaries to the East countries .Under my supervision,our company now owns half of the seven star hotels in the city .
But all the lusture of a successful business tycoon and a charming personality,nobody knows how much hollow I feel inside.At this point,I feel like having everything I do not achieve something very priceless which is missing in the Love.Neither from my own parents nor the woman I ever fell in love.
"Sir,it's time to get back to the home."Eugene's voice echoed through intercom .
This man actually knows my schedule more than me.I took a deep breath and shrugged all the anxieties as my head was aching badly .
Taking my phone and few important files that I needed to complete within the night,I left the office.
The time I entered in the mansion after a long chaotic day,the living room was all dark except the centre chandelier,it's light was falling on the Boca do Lobo leather sofa.My mother was sitting on it with all her intimidating glory.
I cursed myself for coming earlier than my usual time as I was not in a mood to confront my tenancies mother whose eyes were dropping the evilness she must holding to inject into me through her great manipulator skills.
"Asher we need to talk on few certain things."She said folding her hands across her chest.
"I am tired Mom,shall we talk tomorrow at the breakfast."I tried to avoid her knowing where the conversation would end.
"No it's important please."She requested putting extra sweetness in the last word.
"Fine."I sighed in defeat and sat on the sofa next to her.
"That's like my good boy."She smirked coming over to me.Her predatory steps alarmed me of her intentions.
"My son you're almost thirty and it's time you should marry and settle down in your life with a girl of one of the wealthy families of London."She spoke pouring water in a glass .
"Mom please not again.We have talked about it enough in the morning and I f**king don't care about the will Grandpa had made."I annoyingly damped my head on the soft headboard of the sofa.
"Stop fooling yourself Asher and wasting your life in remorse for a bitch."She venomously greeted her teeth .
"Your stubbornness will only earn bad name for us Asher for Christ's sake."she gave me a dangerous look.
"You're making a mountain out of a molehill Mom."I said as calmly as I could to prevent myself bursting on my mother for her baseless rants.
She hissed like a black mamba and leaned on me with her sapphire eyes blazing with fury.
"Rich families marry their children in another rich families that's how business is done and I expect same from our only son to keep our name and business alive."The business woman again possessed the mother inside her .
"My opinion is slightly different from yours Mom.My freedom is the last thing that I can call as mine and nobody has the right to snatch it from me."I responded firmly.
"Asher for all your life we have given you everything that you ever wanted,you are a successful man in your young age because we gave you the environment and best upbringing .Now it's time to repay for our all efforts and you have no choice other than fulfilling the last wish of your grandfather."She smiled cruelly.
I knew she was hell adamant this time and there was no way to escape the castle of Mother Gothel,"I need some time to think about it."I threw my hands in the air .
Asher
The continuous clicking of my mother's heel on the wooden floor was only tormenting the volcano inside me.
"Mom I need time means I need time.Can you just leave.I want some time alone."I surpressed my anger to avoid any sour argument again.
She gave me an unpleasant look."To think about what honey?"Her brows raised to her forehead .
"If you want me to marry in haste then let me find someone on my own.Am I allowed to choose my wife or you want to impose your parental right again?"I sarcastically laughed but this time she didn't react but her eyes hooded like king cobra.
She looked scary.Really scary.
Her indecipherable expressions made me gulp down in utter suspense.She kept the empty champagne flute on the table and turned to me with a broad victorious smile.The creases of her forehead relaxed.
"I am glad that finally God put some brain inside your dumb skull Sweetheart.You must use your brain sometimes rather than something else."She patted my cheek much to my annoyance."Fine you may choose your bride but "She stared intimidatingly into my eyes,"As soon as possible your deadline is one month from tomorrow .Do you get that my boy."She kissed my forehead.
I cringed as she left sticky lipstick mark .
Saying this,she marched off to her room clicking her heels on the wooden floor.My head seemed to burst any moment.
The air filled with deathly silence when she left but a strom took fierce shape inside me.My head was continuously hit by the waves of headache.I didn't know when sleep took over my senses and I slept for the whole night in the living room in my business suit and shoes only.
Next day I woke up feeling the sharp rays of sun which were falling into the living room through opened curtains.I looked at myself,I slept in my work clothes.
"Ah!"
I winced as the sharp pain passed through my head.My throat felt dry and sour because of screaming and drinking whole two bottles of beer.
Clouds of uncertainty loomed over my senses.I felt defeated and betrayed.My own fate and family decieved me.
I could not see any ray of hope in the darkness of conspiracy.
But I could not sit and mourn the misfortune of my life.
I am Asher Black,the born fighter .Things happens according to my will in either way.
"Good morning Sir."Lisa,one of my maid kept a cup of coffee on the table and turned back to leave.
"Lisa can you bring paracetamol for God's sake?"I rubbed my temples to ease the throbbing pain.
"Sure Sir."She politely nodded her head and left.
She came back in less than two minutes holding a tray with a glass of water and the pain killer.
She handed me the painkiller which I immediately gulped down with the water when my eyes landed on a brown envelope.
"What is it Lisa?"I asked her with a frown.
"Sir,Mrs. Black left it for you last night.She ordered me to give this to you when you'll be sober."She answered with lowered head.
"You may leave."I dissmised her.
With a rapidly beating heart,I tore open the sealed envelope and read the papers.My hands balded into fists.
The copy of my grandfather's Will.
My mother left it for me as a reminder as well as a warning for me.
In the afternoon office Jason arrived at my office on the time.Well he was pissed off on me for spoiling his vacations in Scottland ,his native land.
"Hey can you insert it back in your pocket?"I pointed at his phone as he wasn't looking serious on the matter I detailed to him.
"Ohh sorry actually Rosie is upset with me.I had to leave her naked on the bed and all thanks to you Mr. Black.Woman specie will abandom me like a plague one day.All thanks to you."He gave me a killing glare.
"You can curse me later and please I haven't call you here to listen your s*x scandles."I gave him a hard look and forwarded the will papers to him.
"You're just being jealous Asher because in spite of having more handsome and magnetic personality than me,you had been starving for what I can enjoy anytime with anyone."He smirked though his dirty jokes didn't effect me.
"Read it carefully."I commanded him snatching his phone and throwing it in the drawer.
He eyed me and then the file .
"So what kind of help you want from me?"He gave me a curious look closing the file.
"I am not in a mood of joking.If you want to leave this room with your head on your shoulder.Read this file carefully."I greeted my teeth.
The dick head was testing my patience.
"Your grandfather's will."He scanned the papers then glanced at me confusingly.
I stared at the file and walked to the window.The sun was raising over the horizon.It was a bright sunny day in London.
"Can you find a way to amend the conditions which my Grandpa had put in order to pass his power to me?"I looked at him hopefully.
He leaned back on the leather chair seemed to think while I gave him his own time.All this thing was too much for me to bear.
"Sorry brother I don't want to shatter your hopes but the old man doesn't leave any alternative way to modify the conditions of the will.He took his own good time and the advise of the best attorneys of the country.You're trapped in old man's wish."He apologetically gave me a sad smile.
Anger rushed up to my veins.I punched my fist hard on the glass wall.
"But there is a way you can walk out of the marriage."He spoke further thus my eyes snapped at him in shock.
I hurriedly rushed over to him.His words somewhere moved the heaviness that was bestowed upon me.
"Are you serious Jason?Is there a way to dismiss the marriage whenever I want?"I wanted to confirm whatever he was saying,might be possible practically.
"Yes."
His lips pressed into a thin smile.
"Shoot Jason."I stared at him impatiently.
**********************************
"You never fall in love by yourself, love captures you. Love comes to you when you don't need it really, and it comes to an end when you need it the most." ~~Farah MustafaEvelynI flipped the pancake on the plate and pour some hot coffee into two mugs.I usually don't stay at home but today Bobby told me to take a leave from the work since I was not feeling well from last night due to the sudden drop in the temperature.I kept the plates and coffee mugs on the table and waited for my mother to join me.My Dad and siblings were gone in the early morning.So it was only me and Mama.
EvelynThe woman raised her eyes at me and observed me for a moment.Her judging gaze made me feel low in the territory I was completely alien."Okay please go on the top floor and wait.Mr. Black will see you after some time."She told me in her well furnished professional tone not to forget with her despiteful glance before she resumed her work.I chipped a small thanks to her and entered in the elevator.The metal door closed,it meant I had no escape.My eyes popped out as the top floor was 68th floor.My confidence was sinking to my stomach with increasing height.Evy there is still time,you should run back on your heels.My soul poked me when I noticed both male and female employees around me in highly sophisticated dresses,all had same plain expressions on their faces.The dead drop silence set a giddy feeling in the pit of my stomach.
EvelynHe distanced his large frame which was earlier leaning over me and walked back to his chair.His thin lips still had the devilish smirk.I felt my heart lightened when his huge intimidating body retreated yet my heartbeat were pacing manically.My mind was warning me to run away from the lion's den as fast as it could be possible but there was something in his magnetic eyes which made me not to leave the place."What kind of offer?"I asked confidently trying my best to hold back the fear back inside my heart but I must had seemed stupid as his eyes could peirce through my inner self."I want you to be my wife."He spoke unaffectedly.His face was as calm as the sea.As the words slipped from his mouth I felt the hair of my body erupted.What did he just say?He wanted me to be his what?I could feel butterflies in my
Evelyn"Good move Ms. Collins I am impressed,so it's final we are getting married in a week."He sat back on his chair again with a victorious grin."No umm I mean can we marry today only?"I bit my lips to stop myself from crying in front of him who actually enjoy watching me inpain."Great!You're a smart girl.I am hell impressed now just give me thirty minutes darling you'll be Mrs. Asher Black in the next hour."He picked up his phone and dialled someone's number."Get the marriage papers ready we'll be there in an hour."He ordered and again dialled someone but this time through intercom."Priscellla to my cabin right now."He said in cold icy tone .His eyes never diverted from me all this while.In less than two minutes a very attractive lady in the shortest dress knocked at the glass door.He
EvelynHe disappeared from the house telling me to be ready to meet his family means my in laws.The only thought dropped my fear into my knees .How they were going to react after seeing their son's secret wife .My appetite died with a tornado of both fear and anxiety.Honestly I wasn't eager to face any of his family.Probably they won't appreciate my presence in their billionaire son's life.Who I am?An ordinary girl coming from those families who has to struggle to keep both ends together.But you have to be prepared,there is no back out.Didn't you see the demon's wrathful eyes.It will be crazy idea to go against his wish.My soul reminded me.I don't remember for how long I sat there ,all the pain and hurt I locked in my heart tried to come out but it wasn't a place where my tears worth to be noticed or valued.It was his territory
EvelynThe day went by,it was around five I decided to take a shower.Stripping out of my clothes I soothed myself under the warm water.I cleaned off all dry skin and dust from my body to avoid any kind of flaws Lisa's words kept ringing in my mind.In the morning,Asher told me to be ready as we were going to meet his parents in the evening.I tied the towel around my chest and walked out of the bathroom to the room and slipped into the dress .It perfectly fitted to my curves.It was like feather on skin.I already loved it .With my hairs,I decided to open them plainly to one shoulder.I put a very light make up as I don't like to cake my face .I applied mascara on my thick lashes and a light shade of pink lipstick.Putting on the black heels I gave a final look to myself.I was shocked.The woman in the mirror looked different thus I noticed how a little make over
EvelynThen my eyes landed on the lady.She had a dark aura around her but she was a beautiful woman.Yes she was indeed.One could hardly say she was in her fifties and mother to a twenty eiggr year old man.She wore a tight black gown which was stuck to her body like second skin.Her sharp eyes had a magnetic charm,a weird shine in them.She was the perfect example of a sophisticated high class woman who tries best ways to show off the wealthy status.Her hairs were perfectly tied in a bun above her head . Sparkling diamond jewellery adored her neck and wrists.She must be a heart breaker in her youth years for sure.Her red lips pressed together.Her sharp gaze pierced into me.I looked away feeling all exposed and dominated just by her mere glance.I felt like a creepy creature in front of her preying glare.Heinherited this quality from his mother only.
EvelynI was a mute spectator while the three busy shooting venomous daggers , precisely the son mother.The family didn't seem sharing a loving bond wellnon of my business of concern."Marriage out of secret love sounds interesting."She plastered her anger with a fake chuckle.I could feel sarcasm in her words.Her blazing glares were enough to burn me deep in the bones."That's what I said."Asher's steel voice matched hers."And you found this little prig."She pointed her slim finger at me,"worth of bearing our flesh..I mean look at her.She is one of those kinds we offer our charity."Her teeth clattered with each word she spoke.His anger rose.He walked upto her leaving me from his warmth.Suddenly everything felt cold ."Mother the prig you're talking shits about is my wife."He breathed.".I am warning you for the last time.Do not e