CHAPTER 38. Too good to be real. “So how are you now? I hope I helped you forget them from your head to some extent?” Forcing a smile in reflex I crossed my legs sitting comfortably in the seat. The buckle was discomforting my posture. We were sitting in his private jet moving our ways to Serbia for the fair he mentioned, what was that? Uh I don’t clearly remember it. But anyways I heaved a sigh looking out of the window. “Hmm, almost.” I lied, adoring the foggy clouds that seemed nothing more than accumulation of smoke together that formed them. The azure sky running heavenly with the white clouds made my heart flutter. The world seemed beautiful from all the sides. Be it the scenic beauty of the lands or the heavenly exquisiteness of the clouds and the majestic aura of the lovely view. I have never seen something like this ever before. I wonder if he or anyone like him who frequently travels in air planes has ever taken a moment to adore them! “These clouds, they are so beautiful
CHAPTER 39. Date When my eyes unlatched I found myself in an amusing well ventilated, high class room with lavish furniture. The walls were painted with soft maroon colour and flooring of white tiles intrigued my imagination. The room was as good as I could ever imagine in my dreams. Everywhere my pupil stayed, all I could see was something unique very well conveying that the room was located in a seven star expensive hotel! I was in the bed comfortably covered with the thick feathery quilt. Payton must have brought me here while I was asleep. He can be such a gentleman! I never knew it. Slipping out my body from the covers as I stepped down, the skin of my feet came in contact with a feathery floor mat with white fur as if it was made with feathers. I slightly brushed my feet over it making my hair into a bun. The lights emitting in the room made it hard for me to understand whether it was still day or evening. With soft cozy steps taken ahead as I moved near the big balcony, I p
CHAPTER 40. Confused mind “Kiara, this is for you!” Payton sat on his knees in a position as though proposing to me. Indeed, he has a ring in his hand with those hopeful expressions on his face that said he was up to something. “I know you are still in the phase of considering my proposal but would you like to accept my chocolate ring, made with a hundred percent pure Belgium chocolate!” chuckling at his words I saw the crowd pointing at him. Some whispered that he was the famous entrepreneur who was growing as a businessman rapidly while others adoringly watched as he passed the ring to me. “ Please don’t say no otherwise my heart that is like this chocolate ring— will melt in sadness” I don’t think even he had any thought as to what he was speaking. People stood in their places admiring us and eagerly waiting to see what will be my answer to his proposal while some removed their cellphones to capture this moment and obviously post on their blogs as to how the popular businessman
41. His agonies. Life is not easy. Not at all if you ask someone like Kiara whose life has always been a hardship filled with drawbacks and obstacles. However, it will not be wrong to compare her life with little Billy though. Even though it has hardly been two stupid fucking damn years to his existence yet whatever he has gone through counts more than what Kiara has experienced in life. Both suffered the same. Immense love, depended on somebody who gave no shit to their feelings and gradually in the end saw a cruel heart break that left them with no grounds. Yet again, if their sorrows are measured, it will be realized Billy suffered more. At least Kiara knew that the person she loved, she was dependent on, would never come back after they left, albeit poor Billy was yet confused and hopeful that one day his Mamma would come back to him and love him like the old times. “Stop it Billy! Can’t you just shut your ass hole mouth and eat this in silence!!!” He cried louder every time Sh
CHAPTER 42. Worried for him. “Billlyyyy!!!”Kiara woke up screaming maniacally in the bed. Her face glistened with sweat and eyes with accumulating tears. Her uneven breaths resulting in panicking pants pulled Payton toward them at an instant. “Kiara! Wh-what happened!” he had to barge in the room mentally armed with a weapon for the way she screamed it felt she was in utmost danger! He sat on the edge of the bed switching on the lights as she was sitting blankly under the dark room with heavy breaths looking nowhere particularly but in the thin air as her tears finally lost count and fell off her lashes. “Kia—” He cannot even finish speaking her name that she jumped into his arms hiding in there from all the haunting problems. Her head rubbed against his chest while Kiara bit the cuff of her sleeve sobbing soundly in his arms. “I.. I… Payton… I saw Billy with her. She will kill… Kill him… Like… Like… Her daughter… He is… Not… Not safe with her!” It was really hard to comprehend he
CHAPTER 43. Shocked Afternoon went by like the blink of an eye, the generous atmosphere soothed hearts with its amusing view. Even the magnificent appearance of the gentlemen during a lunch with Payton in the famous restaurant of Siberia proved to be really amazing. “I will be right back.” Payton smiled with a nod as Kiara excused herself from there moving toward the washroom. Her smile vanished soon as she entered the doors and sighed looking at her reflection in the mirror. “Gosh!” having rested her hands on the slab of the basin across staring her reflection in the mirror, Kiara pressed her lips tiringly. Last night was damn disturbing, she could not focus on anything— not even on her breakfast. The flashes of Billy’s face were stabbing her heart. She wished to see him, just for once but yeah… Anyways, just to get a glimpse of him. And to beguile her, he offered Kiara to accompany him to lunch with his new clients. Although she hated the idea as it did not please her at all. Ho
CHAPTER 44. Are you baffled— on seeing me? His head rested on her collarbone and fingers clutching the fabric of her one piece. He looked so weak that kiara felt hard to breathe. She clutched the table behind her back taking its support. On the other side, Payton awkwardly saw the two women simultaneously in surprise. His heart pumped in ache seeing Kiara’s condition. He wished to provide her comfort and console her notwithstanding he himself could not stand Billy’s weak occurrence. He was described in indescribable words by her to Payton but the way he was seeing Billy now, he was confused whether to believe her words she said earlier or believe how he physically looked like! The surroundings blurred. What Kiara could concentrate on was only Billy. She yearned to see him in all these days, her heart ached to feel him, her hands itched to caress his cheeks, her motherly emotions craved to see him smile again henceforth make everything lively with his fascination. “Give me a moment,
CHAPTER 45. Tears of regret Payton’s point of view… The two ladies in the room stared at each other silently. From what I can sense, Shania was more than shocked on learning Kiara’s presence here. She did not blink her eyes even for a second. Very well it was clear, she was insecure, baffled and curious to see her there WITH ME. Her body never moved from the moment she turned around. I and Shania had done so many things to separate Raven and Kiara. She wanted Raven and I badly desired to own Kiara. We worked together to seperate them. And finally when they were separated we went our ways. Shania left the country with him while here I tried to woo kiara. It was impossible though. After his leave Kiara never paid any heed to me or any other guy. She was genuinely in love with him and I know it might be very difficult for her to accept any other guy in his place. I faked a cough to break their trance. Looking away from each other, the two of them heaved a breath preparing each other.
(Last chapter)63. Baby boy's birthday"Mummy, I want tho (to) go to the market" Billy uttered with his slipping tongue.He was growing up quickly and his talks were becoming way more and more cute and naughty. He was becoming more stubborn too. Kiara smile watching baby boy stand in his half pants in front of her as if he was an obedient son of her mamma. "Sure, I will take you to the market" she pulled his chubby cheeks whilst kissing them lightly too.Five months passed by in a jiffy, and they were the most amazing five months of their lives while they stayed together in Raven's parents' house. Today was Billy's third birthday too, so the celebration was doubled.Girard and his grandparents were occupied with the task of decorating the house. They decided to go with the theme of Mowgli an
62. New beginningA week later,"Thanks" Shania smiled sitting on an armchair as Payton forwarded her a cup of coffee.She was staring at the starry sky from the ceiling to floor huge window. It was like a clip playing on a screen. The blue sky mixed with black theme looked awesomely beautiful. "How long are you going to stay here?" he asked taking a seat next to her.Shania stubbornly got discharged that day from the hospital and tried to attempt suicide again however, Payton who had followed her saved her. He slapped her on the cheek and taught her how important and worthy her life was.But as broken as she was, she still did not want to go to the hospital and face her ex-husband. She was crazy at her father too who had refused to file a case against Raven and Kiara for trick
61. Unveiling secrets and a broken WarriorWith the arrival of fresh morning new relationships came to life. The fresh breeze of the new beginning brushed Kiara's pale tired face. She stirred stretching her arms on her side. She trailed her palm on the side of the bed under her semi-conscious state. "Raven!" she sat on the bed with jolt as the side of the bed was empty.She looked at the wash room but no voice came from inside. Billy was sleeping in his cradle while the windows was perfectly curtained so that no sun light can creep inside the room and disturb her sleep.They were open in the last night. Raven may have closed them, but the question was, where was he?Kiara's heard started throbbing loudly. Hasn't he decided to abandon her!Many such emotions filled her h
60. Unexpected crashWhile the living beings were sleeping soundly in their beds Payton sat in the empty lounge of Seattle Airport alone. He was waiting for his private jet to occur that was about to come. On the other hand, his mind yearned to message Raven and Kiara and wish them a good luck before leaving.He was going back to Serbia, this time forever. Although her love was incomplete, yet he was happily going back with some of the good memories stoked up in his brain. He was happy for uniting the couple he grew up seeing since the college began. The two of them were college darlings and meant to be together.But the life played according to its game and after some separation and drama it finally brought the two of them together. Together a happy family they seemed awesome. He can't admire their love for a limit, it was limitless.&nbs
59. Their love won!It came as a shock to Kiara. She stiffened her body under his pressure while emotions built within her. She was speechless running dry with words and empty with courage. Her fingers around his shoulder s loosened and came across her chest. She suddenly felt like a fish drawn out of the water and thrown of muddy ground to suffer.She was still in daze that her eyes several times blinked. Had she imagined him saying that! She asked herself while her lung blew and such long breaths. Raven though was not in any mood of pretending it was her imagination. The way he got back on his legs and faced the open windows of their room, his tongue spoke again, "I just proved your swears wrong, Kiara. You said you were pure, didn't you? If you were pure why would you yearn to my sexual advances like that" he raised his eye brow giving her thought looks.Kiara wh
58. He's turned you into a sex addictThird person's point of view...She was waiting for him without keeping her attention occupied by any other stuff. It was 12.15 am in the night, billy was sleeping soundly in his baby cradle located beside the bed on a distance. The room was illuminating with dim lights while Kiara walked to and fro around the balcony waiting for his car to catch her glimpse.They were supposed to talk. She was prepared doing what she has planned. Alas, there was no sign of him anywhere. Ste was ready to take the bull by the horns but her badass husband was seeing to it that she suffered.Not only had he blocked her phone number but also warned anyone to give her his location. Kiara tried talking to Girard and his answer was as expectedly— useless.Bu
57. When I talk to you— look at meKiara's point of view...The life was giving me a second chance. It was not yet clear but I have seen it... It was my chance— chance to ask for my husband's forgiveness.He was mad at me for staying at another man's house. But how to make him believe we stayed in two different rooms in the same house. Payton is not that bad which he was in the college. He is a changed man now.But for raven, he was still the old guy who was just trying to woo his girlfriend turned into wife.Any ways, I have seen it in his eyes he was not angry... He was just jealous. And if what I have deciphered true, than tonight will the night of our togetherness. I will make him mine again.I have changed to take reve
56. How can I not believe that nothing happened!He halted on the door looking at the scene before him. There was nothing he could say as his son was actually crying because her uncle Girard has held him within his arms not letting him go to his mamma. She was on the bed looking extremely sick with red eyes and yellowish pale skin. There was a bottle of glucose hanging on the bedside while the pipe kept attached to the back of her wrist. Who would tell his stubborn son what was up with her.He cried kicked and bit Girard on the shoulder agitated by his action of preventing him from his mamma.But when little Billy caught the sigh of his startled father at the door step, "Pappa... Pappa" he faked a cry pushing Girard away from himself and got down of the bed carefully.Just as his little body pushed itself down the bed
55. You don't see my painAfter that leave Raven never visited his parents' house to see Billy. That Night Kiara cried to herself hugging her son to her chest as she did manage to get him back to herself but his father, she could not get him at all.He was damn angry on her.It was justified though.Kiara can comprehend as to what was holding him back. Firstly, she left them in the hardships and when her guilt was eating her for the blunder she made, she came back.Although the entire Carter family forgave her there was her husband who was still maintaining distance from her. "Morning uh, m-mom!" Her eyes were red and puffy, Mrs. Carter forced a smile recognizing them.She must have cried the whole night!