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174. I feel you

Author: Century Pen
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-05 08:01:23

"Then, why are you mad at me till now?" Yohan questioned.

"Those days can't be brought back, Yohan. Everything has changed."

"But it all looks the same to me. This villa, where I sit with your love weighing on my heart, where you're still unsure about me, the same sky, stars, and the same moon..."

Sara glanced at him, "And Jimmy?"

"I have no problem if he calls me 'father.'"

Sara held back her emotions. She couldn't say that Yohan was Noah's real father.

"But he can't be Noah Dixon from Noah Johnson, Yohan. I'll get tired of answering his questions when he points fingers at me."

"He'll also have questions when he finds out that after our divorce, you married his father and, after his death, you continued living with me without marrying me. People will gossip, and he'll ask questions."

"I can tell him that his love for you kept me here," Sara lowered her head.

"What about me? Will I still long for you?"

"Yohan..."<

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