When we went out of the bathroom, the security guard nodded at me. We were still smelling sex, spreading it all over the place. I could feel Becca's smile above my shoulders. We sat down again at our table, soon the same strange skinny boy approached with our wine, serving our glasses. Nothing better than sex in a different place to leave us in a good mood. I took a quick sip of the wine, still looking at Becca and her smile."Is the wine good for you? "I tried to balance the silence that hovered over us.“Wonderful. "She replied still smiling.Again the waiter approached with our dishes. Seafood soup was a great choice. We devour our meal in silence, giving endless sips of our wine.As soon as I finished paying the bill and the use of the Jet Ski and the parking lot, we left the inn heading towards the Pier. I held Becca's hand all the way, walking in silence, although I saw her quite thoughtful most of the time.“What a beautiful view. "She said suddenly, as we walked over the bridg
On the way back home, Friederich answered at least fifteen calls. To serve them, I pressed a button next to the steering wheel of the car. I kept yawning, sleepy, tired, but happy for the lively afternoon. In the sky there was only a thin black layer, it was already past 6 p.m. when we decided to return.I had a slight impression that he had noticed that the injury on my back was still clearly visible, even if it no longer caused me any pain, and I was all the time wanting to see if the injury in my belly was causing me discomfort. If not even our crazy sex in the bathroom was able to reopen that wound, nothing else would be.Most of the way, he smiled at me, or held my thigh, retiring me from my common daydreams. He seemed so carefree, even bored of answering so many calls, most of them I barely understood what he said. In a way it seemed calm to be with me, even if most of the time it made me act like a child.“ Hanson. "He said, discouraged for the next call.“ Fred! I miss you so
The next day, I woke up very relaxed and happy, after an intense and fun day with my former dominee and maybe future boyfriend. For a while, I stood in bed, looking at the ceiling and reflecting on how everything Friederich and I had built had reached that point. I didn't know if I felt happy to take that step, to let everything flow, or if I was still afraid.I stretched out and looked for my cell phone. Some messages appeared on the screen, but I answered Friederich first, who in addition to his good morning was explaining to me that there would be video call meetings in the next few hours and that I could not keep in touch until our meeting. I answered him kindly, but I tried not to be so cute.The other messages were from Raphael, apologizing for anything he could have done, for any embarrassment. I tried to answer with all the kindness in the world, because he was not to blame if Friederich was dominating me again, and despite the regrets, he also deserved explanations.As I expe
We were sitting in the back seat of your car. Tyler was driving carefully. Friederich held my hand."I never even knew the names of your brothers.”"You never asked. "He still stared at the outside. "And I only have one sister.”"you have told me if I asked?”“ Of course. "He looked in my direction. Immediately, his seductive look fell on me, and I melted again. "You're the only one who knows almost everything about me.”"What about that woman you told me months ago that was your platonic passion and BDSM instructor? "I spoke, referring to the first woman who showed him the wonders of the BDSM world. "I bet you two are full of secrets.”"She's just a friend, and you know more than she does.”" you have lunch with her on Friday? "This curiosity was killing me. I feared the answer.“ Yes.”“ Ah.”I was disappointed. How could he go out with that woman? She was his first passion, he admitted that he loved her when he vaguely told her to me. The anger rose from the depths of my soul and l
We quickly sat at the table reserved for my family and very close friends. Becca still seemed uncomfortable with the whole situation. Let's say that taking into account the fact that my family had never seen me with a woman, always thinking that I had been hiding a girlfriend for millennia, and at that time I would already be married, the situation would be really unpleasant.All the guests who passed by the table were introduced to Becca by my grandfather and my mother. They seemed really very happy, and so did she, although nervous.“ Stay calm. "I asked quietly, holding one of his hands."I don't know anyone. "She whispered. "I'm terrified. I don't know how to act.”"Be yourself.”"I can't make people love me just by being myself. I need to train for that.”"You've already done it once. "The words escaped from my mouth before I could avoid it.“ When? "She kept her nervous expression, sketching a smile.All parts of my body shuddered, I looked inside my mind for some intelligent an
Friederich seemed worried and extremely angry when he asked Maddie to accompany me. We stayed together with five other people at the end of the green tent. One of those people was Elide.I was forced to endure his superior looks, his sarcastic jokes and his mean comments about my relationship with Friederich, while he was in the center of the place, talking to Tyler. Both seemed stunned by something, looking in all directions, looking for something or someone."So what about Becca? " someone would remove me from my thoughts.It was a girl next to Maddie, with red hair in a bun at the top of her head, wearing a bright light green dress. If I'm not mistaken, his name was Jasmine, another weird person I met that night."Sorry, what did you say? "I frowned, confused."How did you and Friederich meet? We all always thought that he would never be with someone fixed. "She took a sip of her champagne.She was probably preparing for a story like "I found him while working as a maid in a hotel
"Mrs. Smith? "Sawyer tried to get me up with one hand while calling me.Where was he when I needed it?I got up feeling my head hurt, the fall had been ugly. It was completely destroyed. Undone hair, blurred makeup, broken heels, pain in the feet, not to mention that my hand was still bleeding. Sawyer supported me on his shoulders as he walked with me back to the main gate of the mansion, outside there was a small group of people, one of them was Tyler who jumped over the others to come towards me."Mrs. Smith, what happened?”Everything revolved around me. Had I been beaten while I was fainting? It was how I felt, like someone who had just been beaten.“ Becca! "Friederich materialized on my side, removing me from Sawyer's shoulders. "What did she do to you? "He asked with total concern in his voice.I couldn't talk, no matter how much I wanted."We'd better get out of here, sir. "Tyler said, referring to the guests who arrived at the hills outside the mansion, all around a car. I di
Fred's mouth found mine, his tongue opening my lips and putting himself inside, taking me as his favorite drink, keeping me still, but taking me to many light years away from that room.My whole body was filled with his presence and his strength, as I gave in to desire, letting myself be totally carried away by a warm and overwhelming kiss. My fingers tightened on Fred's biceps, as if I needed his solid structure to keep me on earth.The bed that should be just my resting place, trembled softly when he pushed me against it, causing the bars below to swing. His whole body covered me, like a prison of muscles and burning desire, but I didn't want to escape, I wanted him to make me his like no other could.I wanted that kiss to hold me in his arms all night long, and for the rest of the time we would still have together. Just us. No fears. No charges. I raised my hands to his shoulders, kissing him with all my will, and allowing him to snatch me with equal hunger.Fred murmured in my mou
I had woken up all sweaty and panting. I had had a nightmare like that.I found myself again in that terrible basement, and the smell was so putrid that my nose burned. The men who tortured me had faces. They were well-known men. Some good, others naturally bad. And they knew me too. They smiled when they tortured me, they screamed and laughed. And I, sitting in that chair, just wanted them to be fast, because I needed to sleep and wake up in a good place.There were days when nightmares didn't happen, but lately, they were constant. So, when I woke up in panic, I didn't need to count my fingers. I simply looked out the window and saw the landscape moving, felt the soft swing of the bed, and looked in the direction of the portraits that were glued to the walls so as not to run the risk of falling. I saw the child smiling with teeth still being born, with blond hair fluttering through the wind, and eyes similar to his father's. So I knew I wasn't dreaming.That day, I got up and looked
When I finally got to the hospital, I learned that even Tyler was fine. My mother was in a panic, but taking care of Madeleine, who seemed to be a reality show star who had just had one night like that. Raphael was with Becca's mother, because his family was still on their way to Seattle. Meanwhile, whether she wanted to or not, Rebecca was only accompanied by Pauline. My cousin's girlfriend left the room when I arrived, throwing me what seemed to be her first look of pleasure. I was surprised, but I thought it was just an effect of the madness of that day.“How are you? “I asked Rebecca.She was sitting on the bed, with her hands crossed on her lap and staring at the emptiness."I'm fine, just trying to absorb.”"Do you want to know his reasons? “I asked.Becca denied it with her head."I know they will never be enough. I've never done anything against him. And I should never have gone through what I went through.”Becca's voice became trembling at the end of her sentence, and I felt
Madeleine and Raphael were really at the place where Finley had sent me, but unfortunately the damn Donovan had set traps around the place. That day seemed to be the day I would die, or that the son of a bitch planned to be my end, but it wasn't. Luckily, or perhaps because they got tired of being incompetent, the police did their job of protecting me before I reached the destination that was supposed to be my end.As they found me, it would take me a while to know that it was because Mark was tracking me clandestinely. The damn investigator was suspicious of my steps "he still had that ridiculous idea that me or my sister were behind Joana's murder and trying to cover everything up," and that's what ensured that he would send a car to the scene. But I found out about the bombs in the worst possible way, watching the death of more innocents.If he were put on a paper, that day, Donovan would take at least a life sentence for the amount of deaths he had caused. In fact, it was those de
"Why are you doing this? "I asked in desperation, knowing that my voice would come out absurdly loud on the phone. "Madeleine never did anything against anyone. Raphael doesn't deserve any of this. If you want me, come pick me up.”“Oh, no, dog. I can't. Did you forget that you put me in jail? "He made fun of him, giggling. "And don't do so much drama, you just have to choose a name, and then it ends. At least that part, since I have some surprises for you after that.”"How the hell are you calling me if you're still stuck?”"I have some privileges.”"And how are you planning things if you can't get out of there?”"I'm still just the spokesman, dog," he said, looking so comfortable on the phone, that I swore I would be sitting with my legs up, and not in a police phone booth. It was outrageous that he had time for that kind of thing. I was outraged, but I couldn't prove it. "And I'm calling so you can decide which of your close friends should survive. Think about it, I could very well
"Can someone tell me what the fuck is going on here? "I besieged no one in particular, and I didn't even have an answer, because everyone was giving priority to surround me and try to take me safely to the car. Unfortunately, many of my security guards were being hit at that act. Everything to keep me alive, because the intention of the men who opened fire on us was simply to kill me. "How could this be happening?”"Stay behind me, boss," Tyler asked, shooting mercilessly at men who didn't even bother to wear masks, since they were really planning to end my life that day. "We were betrayed in some way.”Betrayed because only my team knew where I was going or coming throughout my day, and that team was carefully chosen to maintain the secrecy of my routine. And if those people were linked to my number one enemy, or to the gangs that wanted my blood every day, they were there, then that meant that someone from inside had passed on the news. In the midst of chaos, I felt my cell phone vi
"But how can I have my period normally? "I asked in despair, my eyes could barely see the test lines in Pauline's hand. I leaned even more against the door, ending up sitting on the floor. Suddenly, my stomach seemed not to know what its function was, and I felt extremely nauseous and with blurred views. “Pauline, that can't be true. Fred and I are barely having sex... I mean, we are, but not as often as before. In addition, pain remedies and antibiotics are too strong for a pregnancy to happen. The doctors told me about it in the hospital. In fact, they made it very clear that due to the lack of menstruation, I wouldn't ovulate. That's why Fred and I rely so much on not using any condoms, since I couldn't use the pill either. This is simply impossible to happen.”"But you told me that your period is in a much smaller flow and on irregular days," said Pauline, tilting her head lightly. I hadn't even noticed that she was sitting next to me, staring at the test as if he were the child h
"What is your real doubt? " Pauline asked, separating my medicines by schedules inside plastic coconuts."Well, I have several, especially about this virus," I explained after a long sigh. "I don't feel well, I had to end the self-defense class earlier today. I just wanted to lie down and be silent for as long as possible, but someone is always coming in to know how I am and if I'm still alive. I don't want to do anything in my life today. I think this is a very serious symptom.”Pauline laughed, moving away from the nightstand where she had put the medicines of the day. She only offered me a glass of water and baking soda, because I had complained about a strange feeling in the mouth of her stomach. It wasn't nausea or heartburn, but something so weird that I just wanted to lie down and complain all day.Moura didn't like that I had said I couldn't stand the stride of a full class, and left grumbling with Elijah who didn't know why he put her in situations of training people who didn
August Spencil was the dumbest man I've ever had the displeasure of meeting on the face of the earth.The worst part was knowing that he had some shares of my company and claimed to be a partner, but if everything depended on him, I would be bankrupt before sunset. I didn't know how Maddie had dealt with him in recent months, but I was already planning to buy a new car for her in thanks, because putting up with August was not an easy job for anyone. The man had such big shitty ideas that he couldn't take it seriously."It's just that you're not listening to me, Fred," said August, for what seemed to be the thousandth time. And I wished I wasn't in that car with him, I wished I wasn't going on a two-hour trip with him, and that I didn't have the blessed idea of giving a ride to that asshole. But no matter how big my will was, I couldn't make time come back. "I've already said that Canadians are trying to pass us back. They are almost infiltrating people in our company, just to know wha
The months seemed to pass absurdly quickly. In the blink of an eye, two of them passed by. Two months in which Elide remained trapped and saying that he would only recognize his accomplice if he heard his voice. The men who tortured me kept silent. They did not have lawyers, unlike Elide, who hired only the best of the entire state. Fred was also committed to listening to what Elide had to say, so he continually visited her on the days when the police tried to interrogate her.Meanwhile, my health improved, at least, on the one hand. Around two weeks before, I started to feel tired and with a ringing in my ear that didn't pass at all. I visited medical specialists, and everyone said the same thing: that it was probably something emotional, that there were no infections and no reasons for me to get so upset with that strange sound inside a single ear. The point is that I barely slept at night, and in the morning, I woke up very early to train with Elijah and Moura.Moura was a former s