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21 - Becca

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Before I met Fred, I had gotten involved with another man. I was in love. She was silly, and immature. He just took the opportunity to have someone to fuck with. I thought he had a different way of making love, but he didn't love me. He made me a bad person. Unable to break the ice in my heart, I could never love anyone. Feeling attracted, yes, that was easy. But loving... I thought I never knew the meaning of that word.

Fred moved me as soon as our eyes met the first time we saw each other, his unusual tastes made me see in him a man who could give me a greater reason to be happy. Without chocolates and flowers. Not with all the luxury. All it was was enough for him. Did I love him too? I didn't know.

I felt an electric current wandering through my body whenever it was around, but that was nothing in relation to the chills inside my belly or the acceleration of my heartbeat. He had me, but he wanted me to have him too. But I didn't feel worthy of it. I couldn't delude myself again. A
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    The notes that sounded from my piano were the saddest I could ever play in my entire life. Nothing else made sense in all that. It had only been fifteen hours since she left, and it was as if I expected her to enter the door again, smiling, hiding her fear. It doesn't matter, even pretending not to. We knew how to do it very well. Pretend not, when the will was yes.My cell phone vibrated once again on the piano, I picked it up on the second ringtone, thinking it was her. But it wasn't."Hanson" I spoke in a hoarse tone, letting the discouragement dominate my voice."Fred. My God, I'm calling you on time. What happened? "It was Elide's voice."I'm fine, Elide. I'd just like to be a little alone. I'll call you back later.”Before I pressed the red button to end the call, she kept talking."It was that submissive of yours, wasn't it? "I was silent. "I told you she wasn't right for you. She said she shouldn't spend so much time at her house, so as not to mix things up. You didn't want to

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    I woke up with the sunlight hitting my face hard. I had left the window open, without even knowing it. I got up lazily, adjusting my silk pajamas to my body. I had a strange dream last night, but I preferred not to think about it too much.I had slept well, despite everything. Even waking up a few times, with the impression that there was someone in my room. But it was normal, since I was in a new place. New, I mean, it was in my old apartment. With my friends, what could I fear?"Good morning. "I told Elizabeth that she was sinking on the couch having a cup of coffee."Good morning. You look better. Did you sleep well? "She smiled, fixing her beautiful blonde hair on top of her head.“ Yes. I missed it. "I got a cup of coffee for myself too.“you miss sleeping well?”"Almost that. "I stammered, taking a sip of coffee."Hm... and your boyfriend was also in the hospital with your mother?”"He's not my boyfriend. "I spoke harshly, biting a toast. "In fact, he was never my thing. Just a

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    "One hundred and forty-five confirmed guests, Miss Swan. The buffet confirmed all the food ordered and the designer also confirmed that all the decoration was made. Would you like anything else? "I said on the phone. “ Of course. Right now. The satisfaction is mine, Miss. See you later. "I put the device back on the hook. Getting up from my desk and going to Jack's room, knocking his door three times.”Jack was wearing a black suit and looked extremely impatient as he stared at his notebook. I entered the room, closing the door behind me."Hello, Becca," he said, sounding happy. I had already been pampered by all the employees (including Jack) at the time I stepped in the office, even so, his tone of voice was unbearably sweet and kind. "What does it bring to me?”"Sir, Miss Swan asked for a new place for your party. She thinks the chosen place is too small for her guests. "I informed in a firm tone, in a professional way. Even though I knew that man moved me intensely.“ Hm. I alread

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    Elizabeth went down with me to the outside of boarding at the airport terminal, she hugged me as if it were a definitive farewell. I confess that this caused me some fear.Not that I was afraid to fly, I had already done it once or twice, the third would not kill me. I had a very logical and confusing theory for some things. If I didn't die doing something dangerous for the first time, it wouldn't be the second time that I would die.Even though it was a crazy theory, and made by my disturbed mind, thinking about it calmed me deeply." Call me as soon as you get there, or I swear to God, I'll go after you.” She said with tears in her eyes."If you keep looking like that, I won't go anymore. You know I always have a theory for everything. Any turbulence and I'll throw myself out the window.”"It's not going to work very well, silly.” She laughed."I love you. Everything will be fine.” I hugged her once again, feeling her almost fraternal warmth."I love you too. See you in a few days.”

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    I shook my head to go back to my gift, that's when I opened my email, first checking who had sent it. All my organs stopped working. It was an email from Friederich. Maybe it was to ask me about the roses, I hadn't even said I received them, even though I was sure it had been delivered at his behest. I opened the email and once again I feel my organs fail.From: Friederich HansonDate: December 14, 2012 9:30 amTo: Becca SmithSubject: Your tripIs the first class seat comfortable enough for you, Becca? Stay tuned. That knife injury wasn't an accident and you're being reckless to go so far..I curled up in my seat, feeling my hands tremble and my eyes look in all directions for Friederich. I didn't see him. Soon a commissioner approached asking me to keep the device, since we would soon be on the air. Still in automatic mode, I put my phone in my bag, feeling that it was observed. Damn Hanson.We were in the air and I couldn't keep quiet. Always attracting the curious eyes of flight a

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    "Is everything okay? "Elide asked, finishing his glass of wine.“No.”"You should ignore her a little. It always works.”" Ignoring her is not part of my plans, Elide.”"I just meant that the more you show interest and suffocate her, the more distant she will want to stay. "She leaned towards me. "Hey, tell me how you're feeling.”"I don't know what I should feel.”"Sadness, maybe.”"I'm not sad. I think I did something right. I let her go. I could just stop her. I could not have said that... "I stopped talking. I had forgotten to tell Elide a little detail. I didn't say I had kicked Becca out of my house."What did you say to her? "Your eyes widened. "did you say you loved her?”"Don't make a scandal." I spoke calmly, still restless at not seeing any more signs of any emails on my cell phone."So what did you say?”Again everything that happened crossed my mind, making me embark on a new daydream. I remembered Becca waking me up with her light steps on tiptoe. His red sweater falling

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    The months seemed to pass absurdly quickly. In the blink of an eye, two of them passed by. Two months in which Elide remained trapped and saying that he would only recognize his accomplice if he heard his voice. The men who tortured me kept silent. They did not have lawyers, unlike Elide, who hired only the best of the entire state. Fred was also committed to listening to what Elide had to say, so he continually visited her on the days when the police tried to interrogate her.Meanwhile, my health improved, at least, on the one hand. Around two weeks before, I started to feel tired and with a ringing in my ear that didn't pass at all. I visited medical specialists, and everyone said the same thing: that it was probably something emotional, that there were no infections and no reasons for me to get so upset with that strange sound inside a single ear. The point is that I barely slept at night, and in the morning, I woke up very early to train with Elijah and Moura.Moura was a former s

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