Sexual content.******AlessoI put on my pants and walk upstairs to the bedroom. Opening the door to the room there was no sign of Maria. I walked in and scanned the room to see the balcony door open.As I walk towards it, I make sure to be silent and not make much noise. Even being 6"1" I can be very silent and unnoticed. I walk to her and stood right behind her. She still has not noticed me, busy looking at the sea, it was dark outside, but due to the moonlight, the waves were seen. It was breezy out here and you can hear the sounds of waves hitting the shore.Inching forward so my body is pressed to her back, I grip the railing in front of me, with each hand beside her side. She jumps a bit in surprise and I nuzzle my head in the crook of her neck."Can't escape now can you baby?"I can feel the goosebumps on her skin as I trail my one hand across her arm. She leans to my touch as I kissed and nibbled on her collar bone. She squirms as I kiss her neck, wanting more from me. I groa
MariaIt's been two days since I and Alesso have arrived back in Italy and to be honest it feels weird. I don't know if it's just me or our last night on the island to make me notice that he is acting differently. Two days ago, in the morning it was all fine, he was acting like a cocky bastard as always, but then when we arrived in Italy he was distant. Like he wouldn't hold my hand like he did or say snarky remarks like he used to.He has become more stern and alert as if we were in a war zone. He is barely talking with me let alone touching me. I don't want to be a complaining wife but it feels like he is hiding something. I can't comment on the fact that I barely see him in the mansion anymore because of his job timings.His brother Matteo also accompanies him, Georgia and Vincent took off after the wedding and so did my family and friends.Alesso arrives home by midnight, looking very exhausted so I don't ask him any questions. He just pulls me to his chest and sleeps. At least he
Trigger warning (panic attacks)MariaAlesso looked livid. His pupils were dilated looking almost devious silver. There was no warmth was in them like it used to. His face has almost white as if seen a ghost and he was sweating. His hands were balled into fists so tightly that his knuckles had turned white. I could see his muscles along his arms were contracted and he was breathing heavily, almost panting for air as if not getting enough air.He walked in nearly tripping as he took each step. I climbed down one stair to see if he is ok but he looked at me and I could see the fear in his eyes."No! Stay there! Don't come near me!" Alesso yelled startling me with his harsh tone. It was more like he was scared. Matteo came from behind him holding his shoulder and guiding him to the living room. I walked down the stairs either way and walked to them. Alesso was behaving like he was trying to resist himself from doing something. He kept muttering something under his breath."No!" He scream
Maria"Are you ok?" I look at him with sleepy eyes.He looks better than last night, so I think he is feeling better now."Yea I am, thank you." I can see he is not comfortable talking about it, but I hope one day he would let me in.So I change the topic."You are not going to get ready for work?" I asked him with furrowed brows. This is the first time I am waking up with him by my side. It feels good though."Yea things are going out of hand so I am going to work from home and ifI have to go out, I will send Matteo to do it for me." He traces small circles on my back and I sit straight with my legs on each side of his torso."Will your boss be ok with that?" He can't just sit at home and do work, that reminds me, I have to ask him about my job too. He smirks at my question."I am the boss." Ok if he says so. Don't come crying to me if you get fired. I just nod playfully and got up from the bed and he turned in my direction to look at me."What is getting out of hand? Are there so
17years before...Alesso (10 yrs)Blood.Blood is all I see.There was a table placed in the middle of the room and dim light hanging above it which had an unpleasant yellow bulb.I was there paralysed, too shocked to move or to make a sound. I didn't feel my legs as I stared at the bleeding body in front of me which was tied on the chair lifeless. There were 5 scars on his chest which were openily bleeding. My throat had gone dry and my shoulders were limp as I kept looking.I couldn't move.I adverted my gaze to see no window in this familiar room and that's why it was so dark in here. The room was filled with the smell of blood which made me gag I wanted to run and run away as far as I could, but I couldn't move.I was seated on a chair right in front of the bloody man with my legs tied to the chair and my hands tied to the back. I couldn't scream because the tape stuck to my mouth.I just cried.I don't know how long it has been, but now my shirt was wet with my tears. It was get
Maria"I am not who you think I am." He looks at me in the eye. I am so confused.To be honest, when I got to know him I found out he has a lot of secrets, I just never pushed into asking him. I was curious to know, but while being raised I had no right to ask. Whenever I did ask I got backhanded by my father. I know Alesso would never do that but I still didn't know him well enough to trust him that much. Even though he says he will never hurt me, I don't believe him because I have trust issues."So you have a secret?" His hand doesn't move from my knee but it gives me comfort that he won't do anything right now.Before this, his eyes were fully black. He looked evil. I was so scared that he would hurt me a lot, but deep down I knew he was not Alesso. He was just... lost."I have many skeletons in my closet but yes I will tell you one of them because I can't lie to you anymore." He looked nervous."Okay." I am a bit calmer than before."I lost control of myself or usually have panic
Trigger warning.MariaIt's been a week since Alesso's breakdown. I am a bit hesitant when I talk making sure I don't trigger him. It hurts me by knowing what his stepbrother did to him. I asked him for his name but he didn't tell me so I didn't push him into telling. It was tough for me to tell him what happened when he was blacked out."Tell me what I did. I know it is hard for you but I need to know so I don't do things like that again." Alesso said as we cuddled in the bed."I don't krnow ifI should." I don't want him to feel guilty for what he did unintentionally."Hey, I want to know. I don't want to hurt you." He looked at me sadly as he strokes my bruised cheek. I take a deep breath."Ok." I swallow hard. "What is the last thing you remember?" I say and look at him.He clears his throat. "We were having dinner and you asked me about the job."I nod and recall the event to tell him. I won't tell every detail, I don't want to burden him with remorse."So um... I asked you if I
MariaIt's been two months since our marriage.Me and Alesso we're busy as hell. He was leaving for a party around seven in the evening today so there are three hours left. I was getting bored in the house and I wanted to go with him but I don't know if he will take me along. I know it is ridiculous but if he wanted me to go along he would have asked.Which he didn't so... yeah.I had just talked to Jo on the phone and she sounded out of breath and when I asked her why she told me she was having sex with Tom making me cut the line immediately.Does she have no filter?Passing through the halls I knocked on the office door. I heard a small 'come in' and I let myself in. Alesso was looking outside the window while taking on the phone with someone. He turned around to give me a small smile and I returned it and sat on the desk making him smirk.Oh, the things we have done on this desk.I shake my head as my cheeks go red at the memory. I looked around because II had nothing to do. I see