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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Do you trust me?
This chapter contains mature content... Amber's POV..."I don't want you to feel that way, I am not using you," he said. "And what you expect me to feel, you didn't have the right to do that to me," I said. "You made me wait for you," he said. "And what I am doing, sleeping around with boys?" I asked him like a taunt and he glared hard at me, his hold tightened around my body and I immediately felt fear due to his possessiveness. "You better not have been," he growled at me. "No, but even if I was, it has nothing to do with you. So don't act like you were the only one not having sex, you are acting like you are the only one waiting here...and YOU DON'T OWN ME," My voice was raising as I spoke. "You are mine, Amber," he threatened me with a deadly face. "At this rate, I don't think so," I muttered inaudibly but I think he heard me. He flipped us pinning me beneath him on the bed," What does that means?" He questioned which made me more angry. My eyes narrowed at him and I wrap
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Waiting for weekend!
Amber's POV...He approached the bed cautiously and began with my neck. He nibbled on the skin, kissed, and licked his way to my nipples, lightly moistening them with saliva before blowing on each one. My nipples instantly reached their peak.Then he looked me in the eyes as he took one into his mouth. His tongue darting out and flicking it before his lips closed and he sucked. His teeth gently pulled at it and when he was done he flicked his tongue over it again and then went and repeated the process to the other side.During the time he was sucking on my ni pples his hand went between my legs and was gently and slowly rubbing me, keeping me extremely turned on, but nothing too much. Just a reminder of what was to come. And hopefully it would be me.I was breathing harder now, and I groaned at kind gestures. When he was done, I tugged at the cuffs, hoping he would stay in there longer. His tongue trailed down my abdomen and between my breasts. He moved further down as soon as he reac
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Pleasure with pain
Amber's POV...This chapter contains mature content...It was weekend already, today was the day I was eagerly waiting for. I warmed the water in the bathtub for bath, and add some essence for fragnance in it. My body relaxed the muscle when I sunk down. I sighed as my body relaxed. I tried touching myself but alas! my fingers couldn't do the wonders, his tongue does. I was restraining myself from touching since a week as I know how much I wanted him badly inside me, and I want him to touch me the way he does. After taking a warm bath, I moisturize myself, and added some perfume. I wore a hot blue lingerie which has tiny straps to support my body. It was made of velvety satin, it has a bra and a toung beneath. I let my hairs open in it natural curls, as it was wet. My stomach was churning in anticipation, in any moment I was expecting him. My brother and family wasn't at home, they usually goes out in weekend night to spend time. So I was cautious while choosing weekend. Suddenly,
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Heaven and Hell!
Amber's POV...This chapter contains mature content...My breast rubbed in the matter as my body inched forward when I felt a stinging pain on my ass cheeks. Tiny tears escaped my eyes. "Two," I uttered gritting my teeth. "There are more to come," he said and the rope tightened around me when my body moved forward on each spank. He recently becoming an asshole torturing me but I was becoming more wetter and wetter, somewhere it felt like humiliating as he was seeing me from my behind but it felt good as well. "Three," I said. "Four""Five"" six""Seven""Eight""Nine" "Ten" "Eleven" "Twelve," the blindfold was drenched with tears. My back sting like it couldn't take it anymore. A little touch was causing me lots of pain. My cunt was drenched and dripping, messing with the sheets. I can't anymore. "Stop," I said and I couldn't take anymore of the torture. I felt him stopping immediately and I took a deep breath. I could hear his rasp breath knowing well that he is somewhere n
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Every part of him!
Amber's POV...This chapter contains mature content..."Put it in," I said as my throat felt extremely dry. Each part of my body was sensitive now. My hands was continuously clutching the sheets, my knuckles turned white, my breasts and my bottom felt extremely sensitive. My throat felt rougher. "What you need?" He asked me, not stopping his game. I growled in frustration. Each passing minutes were like a torture for me, I felt like my soul was leaving my body. My heart was running tremendously."Your cock, please put in inside," I pleaded with every bit of energy left inside my body. " sure," he smile. I felt his cold hands taking the substance out of my body. The object was drenched with my liquid. I have never felt so arouse and sensitive down there. He grabbed my thighs and dragged me toward him, before entering me in a single thrust and my body arched up as I felt his manhood inside me. My body convulsed in delight as it get what it wanted. My eyes rolled back as he was just
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) A day out!
Amber's POV... The next day, at the morning, we wake up together early as I know, I have to send him back before Noah wakes up. I can't imagine Noah and Ethan crashing against each other in the morning, it would be the worst revelation I have ever imagined. He gathered his clothes and wore it hastily. I was already feeling damn sleepy, I yawned and he chuckled at me. I really don't want to send him away but have to. "Wake up, sleepy head," he said and I couldn't just move my body all thanks to him for knocking me out whole night continously without much break."You should go," I said to him. In any time, my brother might wake up. So I didn't want to take the risk now. "Yeah, but I didn't want to," he said pouting his lips like a kid. I know he was just teasing me. "But you have to, we can't take the risk, Noah can see you," I reasoned with him, while he was still hugging me, being extremely clingy to me. "Then let him see, I don't want to leave you," he said, his lips were tugge
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Behind the door!
Amber's pov...This chapter contains mature content..."Give it a try," he said and I don't know what to do. I went inside the changing room, while he was still waiting outside desperately to see me in that hot piece. I took all my clothes off and wore that red bra and thong. The bra made my breast appear full and the thong hide my vagina but alot transparent to see. It was something only two person can enjoy and not for daily use. However, the color complimented my skin beautifully. I agree myself, I was kind of looking hot. I slightly opened the door and gestured him to come closer. "Ethan, come here," I said inaudibly, didn't want to catch much attention.He stride toward me excited. He was appearing more excited that I was. Your partner choosing lingerie for you was something else. I know he like to experiment, which was proven when je agreed to try those sex toys on me but I didn't expected him to have a thing for female lingerie. I opened the door a little so that he could p
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Switch of roles
I was bored of writing Amber's POV, so I thought to write about Ethan's POV today. Enjoy reading! Ethan's POV...In a blink of the eyes, weekend was at my door step. Last week, I went to her house and we had awesome kind of sex, I didn't know she would like all of the pleasure and torture I throw on her. I sometimes felt guilty for keeping her on edge but she says it's fine. She says, she like it, my controlled or uncontrolled both sides. I am amaze that finally we are together. I am not that religious but I don't deny, I have asked her from God. It was a decade ago, when I first saw her in Noah's parents house and when my eyes got struck to her, I know she has to be mine. She was very small at that time, may be in her early teenage year and I was all manly due to sports. She was giving me all nerdy feminine vibe which attracted me alot. Her toothy grin and her getting annoyed by her brother's clingness was cherry on top of it. The feeling to conquer her arouse in my mind that day
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Epilogue!
Amber's POV...It been almost three years to our honeymoon, and I am deeply contented in life, with Ethan. I don't know, how God made me so lucky? To marry my best friend. I never thought in my early twenties, that I would marry him, as I considered him as a dick, but believe me, now every moment I spent with him, I consider myself fortunate, that I marry a good man who love me, more than I love myself. Apparently, he is also the best dad, my children could have. God was generous enough to blessed me with gorgeous twins, when I thought that my womb might be barren. I didn't ask more from the Almighty, he has provided me the best fortune a woman could pray for. Our children, Brian and Sophie was more just a minute apart. Sophie is the eldest one; more like rebellious and bossy; she is a daddy's girl. While Brian was a shy and gentle baby, more like mummy's boy. It was the time to check me out, whether my prince was awake. I rushed through the crowd in hurry and went inside kid's room
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Honeymoon!
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...The phones had officially been switched off and our two weeks of seclusion from the outside world had started as Ethan and I were boarding the boat.After working ten to twelve hour days for weeks, I couldn't believe we would finally be able to leave it all behind. Ethan's college friend would step in and help while we were away, so I was thrilled when we arrived to our room, which would serve as our home for the next two weeks.I was mentally hoping that we could convince him to stay. I, for one, was prepared to make it worthwhile for him to stay if he performed well while we were away; if it got him to move here."No thinking about work," He encircled me with his arms from behind."How do you know I'm thinking about work?" I questioned him."Because you worry too much, now," He said this while he released my dress's straps and allowed it to drop to the floor."Already?" He nodded when I asked.He questioned me, "Are you complain
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Wedding night!
This chapter contains mature content...Finally the wedding night folks...Enjoy! Amber's POV...I stared at him as the door to our hotel room closed and my mouth fell open."Be gentle with me tonight," I implored. On my wedding night, I was emotionally vulnerable—more exposed than I think I've ever been—and I wanted everything to be delicate. I feel so exposed and emotionally spent from the music and the feelings that my body isn't the only thing that's naked tonight.In a way that I couldn't quite put into words, my soul would be exposed to him in a way that I had never experienced before."Of course Angel," When I reached out to him, he extended his hand and took a step away from me, leading me closer to the chamber. When we entered, he stopped, took my hand, and softly drew me to him."I love you," Even though I already knew he did, I informed him that I needed him to know."I love you too," I shuddered as his hot breath fanned across my neck and his lips, like a whisper against
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Imperfect wedding party!
Amber's POV...I felt and looked like a different person as soon as I walked back into the reception area. I felt lighter, like if the bottom half of me had disappeared, shedding like the weight of my misery.Standing in the center of the floor by himself, David was waiting for me. As I approached him, he smiled and extended his hand, which I accepted."Oh, why do you look so depressed? You have tears in your eyes. Please come see me right away. It's okay to shed tears. I've seen the dark side too, so let me see you through. Nothing you confess could make me love you less; I'll be there for you and promise not to let anyone hurt you when the night falls and you're at a loss for what to do."He was my second father when I was a child and my father-in-law now, so the song fit well. He has supported me throughout my life, having been there since I was fifteen. He was only as active in my life as my parents were in Ethan's.When my parents died, I pushed Dua and David away because I was s
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) The wedding!
Here comes the wedding...Finally! Amber's POV...After the music began to play, Ela and Bella began their walk down the aisle, Theo followed, and my ladies came to the lads at the end. Everyone was seated, the wedding party was lined up, and I stayed out of sight. One of the few friends Ethan kept from college, James was his roommate in college and he arrived just in time last night."Ready?" Looking over my shoulder, I noticed Noah standing there; he looked amazing in a tuxedo."No," He grinned as I laughed."Yes you are," he said. "You look beautiful Amber and I'm so happy for you and I'm so proud of you," He gently stroked my cheek before leaning in to kiss my forehead."Thanks," He grabbed for my flowers and flicked on the candlelight."You deserve to be happy," He took hold of my hand and interlaced his fingers with mine, refusing to let me take his arm to descend."Don't let go," Since he was all I had, it felt appropriate for him to be the one to give me away. When I told him,
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Ready for wedding!
Amber's PoV..."Amber, come on get up," When I felt a faint shake, I rolled away and moaned."No," I voiced my complaints."Woman get your ass up so we can get you ready so you can get married," After that, my covers were torn off, and I glared at Daya, realizing that I preferred Lily."Bitch," I muttered."You are the last one who needs a shower, as you are aware, so we waited until we were all in the shower before waking you up. When you go, breakfast will be waiting for you and you're mimosa," I took a brief shower after Daya shoved me in since I was famished.Food was one way they knew how to get me moving!My appetite has returned, which is a huge difference from when I lost all the weight and avoided food at all costs. The best part is that, should I become pregnant, Ethan won't make fun of me for eating anything I want. I will essentially become a beached whale.I cleaned myself; the spa had waxed all of us, and it hurt like hell, so he had better appreciate it. After I was cle
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Bachelorette party!
Amber's POV...Outfits? Completed.Roses? fucking figured out at last.Done, tuxes.Rings? selected and preparedSoundtrack? CompletedCake? will be completed.Food? Everything in its proper placeBeverages? Indeed.Candies? Everything set.The list goes on forever, including linens, the location, setup, shoes and jewelery, table settings, speeches, vows, and, my goodness, there are so many more details involved in a wedding than I could have ever imagined. We nearly neglected to provide our guests with favors and a unique present for our bridal party.Pearl necklaces were my choice because mine was and because I thought they were more sophisticated than diamond necklaces, which all the girls already had from Valentine's Day, Christmas, or an anniversary. I bought pearl necklaces for all the girls, including Ela and Bella, though Lily would take care of theirs until they were old enough to have them, either when they were sixteen or eighteen.Not that they're not wonderful presents; I
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) 2 weeks!
I am gonna skip Daya's wedding guys...The novel is extending too much. Amber's POV...Over the past few weeks, I've been very busy at work, spending time with Noah and Lily, Daya and Kein, and Ethan's mother. I've been feeling terrible about excluding her, so I'm making every effort to include her now. She claims to be understanding, and being such a kind person, she really does.It took me some time to realize how self-centered I was being; this isn't just my wedding; it's her son's as well, and I know she doesn't have a daughter. Rather of pushing her away, I should have used this opportunity to strengthen my relationship with her; I don't care whether she understands; I feel terrible about it.Though I wish I could sleep all weekend, I made time to go dress shopping with her in order to select a suitable dress for an early spring wedding. Although we weren't outside in the hottest of conditions, it was still a warm place inside.Ethan and I had lunch at the office and worked toget
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Second child birth!
Amber's POV...Even though I wasn't the one with the newborn, I felt like I didn't get any sleep.Noah took a leave of absence from work to spend time with Lily, so Ethan and I had to work every day and attempt to complete Noah's tasks, which confused me since I should have been able to read his handwriting after knowing him for my entire life.Then there came the wedding. Daya had believed she was going into labor, but it turned out to be a false alarm—thank goodness, since Kein was a complete mess. Hopefully that didn't happen again because he panicked entirely when she thought she was going into labor, despite the fact that he was usually the one who was cool under pressure.When Michael was just three weeks old, I awoke blearily to a call from Daya at two in the morning."It's time!" I recoiled as I withdrew the phone from my ear as she shouted."Are you sure this time?" Since they had only told her four days prior that she wouldn't be going into labor, I yawned without giving it
