After we went to the beach now it's time for having dinner together. We have plans to have dinner by the seaside because the weather is nice and calm.Everyone is dress up a little because we're going to take a lots of photos and light up a lantern. I can't wait to light up a lantern. I wear a white plain shirt with a red tight skirt. I let my hair down and tie it half up and put a ribbon on it. Nancy and Tania already ready too. We went out and get together with the others."Okay guys, take a seat randomly and just talk to others, don't seat with your own friends because I'll drag you to another seat." Kimberly announced and I just sit randomly.Chase plopped down beside me and this table can consist of about 4-5 people."Hey." I said to him"Hey." He greeted as he sit beside me"Hello love." Ben sit in front of me"Love?" Chase looked at us weirdly"Stop calling me that or I'll cut you to pieces." I glared to Ben"You out." Kimberly pulled Ben out and I laughed"Yaaa Kimberly." Ben
"Come out now." Nancy knocked the door so hard"Okay okay." I went it from the changing room and she looked to my swimming suit."Why aren't you wearing a bikini?" Tania asked."Because I'm not comfortable revealing my own body." I covered my chest"You have a great body and why would you do that?" She rolled her eyes"I get cold?" I came a little smile"It's summer you idiot." Nancy smacked me"Aww." I screamed in pain"Just come on, I wanna have fun today." I pushed my girls out from the changing room and we walked to the beach.The three go straight to the water and just have fun. It's nice to just have fun in the sea not thinking about work. I have a tons of work coming when I get home. All our friends are enjoying too. The guys are playing volley and the girls are just sit down and lay down on the sand.The view is incredible and my friends are here. I'm complete. After playing, we walked to the beach again. Suddenly my feet stung"Aww." I winced in pain because it really hurt"O
I was up at 4.30 this time and I decided to walk out again. I walked to the beach with my blue baggy shirt and a black short thats hidden in the shirt. I walked to the beach just enjoying the view.I looked around and if there is Ben here. Why am I wanting him here anyway? Let him be..I sit on the ground and waiting for the sunrise to come. Wanting to see it again and capture the moment."Waking up in the morning again?" Suddenly"Hey." I greeted Ben"And yeah." I answered his question, he just walked to me and sit beside me"Uhmm thankyou for yesterday." I said slowly and I looked at him"It still hurt?" He asked"Yeah." My mind was thinking about Nancy's and Tania's word. Is he jealous?"Good then." He stood up"Where are you going?" I asked"Go back""Can you stay here? I don't want to see the sunrise alone." I pouted and he chuckled"Wanting to be near your crush?" He teased and I smacked his arm playfully and I laughed"It's beautiful." I said not answering his question"It is."
"How can you keep something like that?" I asked him as we walked back"Buried myself with work, I work like a workaholic and my mom always worried about me because I never stop working even I'm not happy with it." He said and I looked at his hand and my hand interwhined together."Ben" I stopped him"What?""I still don't have the right feeling for you, I me-""I know, I'll give you time but I know you have a crush on me." He touched my nose but suddenly I sneezed."Bless you." He chuckled"No, I don't." I lied"Oh really? Should I kiss you again?""No!" I put my hand in front of him and he laughed"I swear you're so adorable." He told me and kissed my cheek"No kissing." I glared"Ohh feisty.""Ahhhh." Suddenly someone scream"Am I dreaming?" Nancy said dramatic"You're so not cool." Tania shook her headI blushed and let go his hand and they both walked to us"You." Nancy pointed to Ben"What did you do to her?" She asked him"I just kiss her.""Again?" Nancy blurted"What do you me
Today we're going home, the flight is in the morning since today is monday so everyone decided to get home early. We all going to the airport now.I'm wearing a white sweater with a dark blue short skirt. I let my hair down for today. Nancy is sleeping ang so is Tania. I'm bored, we're in a bus going to the airport now.I looked at my phone just to find an entertaiment.Bored?Suddenly my messenger appeared and I opened it.How do you know my kakao? -LI have my ways babe -BDon't babe me loser -LThat hurts -BI chuckled just reading a message from himYou look beautiful today -BThanks *smile emoji* -LWanna sit beside me on the plane? -BIt's already arrange Ben, you can't just switch -LI can -BThat's rude -LIt's fine as long as I'm near you -BAre you always this cheesy? -LWell.. -BSuch a jerk -LOuch -BOuww -LTurn around -BI turned and saw Ben giving me a smirk and heart gesture. I blushed and turned again to hide it.I saw a pink cheek there -BI turned to him and stick
"Ben's girlfriend?" I looked at him weirdly"Honey, you know Ben?" Nancy asked"I'm the one who take care of his grandma when she had her regular therapy, I always come to his house regularly to check up on his grandma. There's a photo of you inside his bedroom and I saw it when I excuse myself to change my shirt and he lend me his room." William explained"Why did he have your photo?" Tania looked at me"It's a long story." I sighed"You know?""Yeah." I nodded"Why do you assume that I'm his girlfriend?" I asked William"Well he has your photo when you're laughing at the gym." He raised his eyebrows"Me? Ho-""Oh gosh, he already like you since we're in highschool." Nancy squealed"Oh my." Tania followed"So are you his girlfriend?""Baby she's not, she just got here from Paris like 2 weeks ago." Nancy explained to William and he nodded"We both have to go first, bye." William said and they left"Hey." Paul said to Tania oh great I'm third wheeling"Hey." Tania said"So wanna ride w
"Lauren." Ben called but I tried to keep calm and just put a straight face"Lauren." He hold my wrist and I turned to him and manage my calm expression"Hmm?" I asked calmly and hoping he will just let it slide and leave me alone"Look, it's out of my control. Sudden-""Why do you explaining to me?" I asked and hide my heartache"So you wouldn't miss understanding?" He said in a weird tone"Hey it's your life, why are you explaining this to me?" I chuckled"I saw hurt in your eyes Lauren." He said seriously and I looked into his eyes and smiled. A fake smile"Who's hurt? I'm not hurt. Go back there, you don't want her to get misunderstanding right?" I smiled and he looked hurt? This time I saw him hurt"Aren't you going to tell me to stay away from her? Or ask me why I left you earlier? Or ask me why am I getting married in 2 months? Say something, Lauren! Get mad at me, punch me, slap me. You really don’t care, do you?" He asked and I know if I ask him that, he will come to me but I'
I walked out from my house and bid my goodbyes to my family. Now, I'm going to go to Wonder cafe to meet Jason for the last time.I get inside my car and sighed. I can't sleep yesterday, Ben was lingering in my mind. I swear I can't sleep and my eyes are so heavy. I want to go to club suddenly to relieve everything. I don't know why my heart hurts so much. I tried to ignore it and just go drive.I go to Wonder cafe and park my car. I went there and saw Jason sitting on the corner. He's looking at his phone as I walked in. He saw me and smile."Hey." He smiled"Hey.""So how are you doing?" He asked"I'm fine." I lied"You're lying.""Jason listen-""I know I'm not your boyfriend anymore but we dated almost 2 years, I know your thoughs and everything about you." He said and I just sighed"Do you regret 'us'?" I asked him"No, never. I never regret us happen, I regret that we broke up. That bastard is lucky to have you." He said and I just smile fakely to him.Ben was never mine and wil