The Desire - 45. Andrew & Peyton

I thought having sex with Andrew would make the feelings go away, instead, it was making me feel so much worse.

Fucking another guy and betraying them were not my greatest moments. I don't get why I was so easily swooned by the idea of taking my path, but at that moment I was feeling like shit.

"I need to tell you about what happened." I rest my back to the headboard.

"You're making me worry, but okay,"

The last couple of days I've been trying to man up and tell him about Ryan. The going back and forth and hearing him making love with Peyton when they think I was sleeping was slowly building my anxiety.

Wade had told me to go see someone, but I told him that I don't believe in telling strangers about my fucked up life. Though deep down I know he's right.

"I had sex with someone."

"Is this why you want me to be with you? are you trying to shake the guilt?" he gets out of bed and started getting dressed.

Andre