It was day five and Kyle looked bored already. Although he had started his online classes, he didn't leave his apartment aside to visit mine.
Wade called him last night and check up on him. His bruises still looked painful, but he's healing nicely."Andrew, you can leave me. Go to campus, I'll be just fine."He can walk better and was moving around the apartment, training himself to get better sooner.Although Peyton kept on telling him to rest, I could see that he's been yearning to go out. But with his bruised face and eye, he knows he'd attract attention."Tomorrow okay? Peyton is at work today and she'll kill me if she knows I leave you alone for hours. That woman can be such a momma bear, I don't want to anger her."Kyle would still be hurting when he laughed, I would refrain from making jokes, but sometimes I forgot and he would groan when his face hurts."You're killing me here, dude.""I'm sorry babI thought having sex with Andrew would make the feelings go away, instead, it was making me feel so much worse.Fucking another guy and betraying them were not my greatest moments. I don't get why I was so easily swooned by the idea of taking my path, but at that moment I was feeling like shit. "I need to tell you about what happened." I rest my back to the headboard."You're making me worry, but okay," The last couple of days I've been trying to man up and tell him about Ryan. The going back and forth and hearing him making love with Peyton when they think I was sleeping was slowly building my anxiety. Wade had told me to go see someone, but I told him that I don't believe in telling strangers about my fucked up life. Though deep down I know he's right."I had sex with someone." "Is this why you want me to be with you? are you trying to shake the guilt?" he gets out of bed and started getting dressed.Andre
I was feeling better a week later, my bruises were almost gone. I was getting back to school again and Andrew had scheduled my appointments with a psychiatrist. He was adamant that he paid for my therapy and I was letting him have his way. The guilt was still there and lately, I have been saying yes to both of them almost on everything. But that day I was nervous when Andrew said that his parents were in town and told me that he wants to them to meet us.I talked to Peyton about it earlier over the phone and she said not to worry, she has been very chill about everything since she was owning me with her strap-on and liking the control she has over me."Andrew, are you sure about this?" I brought up the issue again once he entered the apartment, I was cooking dinner for my lovers and Andrew just walked in, looking hot with his slightly damp hair and smelling fresh from his after gym shower."Babe, my parents are cool, you have
The next morning I was enjoying my weekend, relaxing and cuddling to Kyle's side. Andrew was already gone to have breakfast with his parents, they're going back home in the afternoon. "So, about last night,""What about it?" he gives me a cup of coffee then drinks his and rest back on the headboard. "Are you okay? I saw you with Andrew's mom, you looked a bit...""I'm fine, baby. I have issues and I'm handling it,"Kyle was once again out of my reach, I've been trying to get close to him and lately, it has been a success and failure at the same time."I'm sorry, I just thought,"I kept on thinking, maybe I was coming on too strong at him, but Andrew assured me over and over again that it was all in my head that Kyle loves me as much as he did towards Andrew.The only way I can get through to Kyle was sexually, and I was at a stage where I needed him to want me as someone that he can talk to. And with Andrew go
It was not until a couple of months later when anxiety hits me."Hey, I'm just on my way to meet you." Kyle called saying that he was on his way back from the appointment with the psychiatrist. I still couldn't believe that we were having the best time since we started our relationship. We have met Andrew's parents, I was getting comfortable with my job, Andrew and Kyle were busy with their studies. Everything can't be more perfect as I was embracing my sexuality and getting comfortable with their companion.Andrew and I were happy that Kyle hasn't craved anyone else and he has been the perfect boyfriend to both of us. "Kyle, yeah we should meet up back at the apartment, I have called Andrew and he's on his way there right now.""Baby, what's the matter? you've been weird for the past couple of days, is everything okay at work?""Yeah, work is great, let me just meet both of you at the apartment?"Obviously,
Three years later"You are not wearing that, I can't even see if you're wearing underwear or not," Andrew muttered and pouted adorably seeing my tight just over the knee-length dress that I was wearing. "Oh come on, babe, she's freaking gorgeous in it and we're already late. You're giving the speech, we can't be late..." Kyle started babbling while taking off his choice of tie and wearing him a new one. "There, you're going to be the best-looking valedictorian ever.""Kyle, they won't see the tie while I'm giving the speech.""But, there's an after-party," he pulled the man of the hour down for a deep sexy kiss making me laugh at them. Honestly, I did not expect our relationship will stay solid three years later, not after our very rocky start. That day was graduation day for Andrew and Kyle, it was a special day for them, but more to Andrew as he was honored to give the valedictorian speech. But Andrew wasn't the on
Mini-meIt was two years into our engagement when I heard the big news."I'm not sure it's the right time.""Peyton, it is. Look, I know this was not what we planned. But this is life, and remember what Andrew told you when we had the pregnancy scare?""That was different. I hadn't taken the test, now I have and it's positive! I can't get him sidetracked, he's been so busy with his study. Oh my god, Kyle, I've been such a bad fiance, he's not ready for this..." Peyton was freaking out, I have never seen her in such a panic state, not even when we had the pregnancy scare back when we were still living in my apartment and Kyle's. I was listening in on their conversation, they must've thought that I was still at the gym where I usually go after my busy campus schedule. But that day, I thought I'd surprise Peyton with her favorite dessert since she looked a bit moody for the past couple of days. But I wasn't expecting to
Four years ago"Oh, come on... I can do this. Just let me try it.""How old are you?""Nineteen,""And this is your dream, to become a stripper?""Look, I need the money...""Well, we don't have an opening at the moment. Why don't you come back here next week?""But I need the money now,""Well, you can get a job couple of blocks down bagging groceries, you're too young for this stuff anyway kid. Try next week, we might have an opening behind the bar." I feel defeated, I have try to get a job at a local bakery, diner, garage, even as a janitor, but no respectable establishment would even consider hiring a runaway. And apparently not even a strip club.It was noon, I was hungry. That morning, I got into a fight at the local shelter where a cute girl robbed my stuff and take my money. Her boyfriend was furious that I was pointing fingers at her and I got kicked in the gut and threaten that he wo
That night was easily the best night of my life, Elroy and I made love and I was back at Jacqueline's just after eight the next day.It was a fine Sunday morning, I was smiling like a maniac and Jacqueline was looking very pleased with me. "So, last night went great I assumed?""Oh...Jacqueline, my life is now complete." She giggled and told me to go and make her breakfast, I kissed her cheek and did just that. "When are you meeting him again? what is he doing here?"Jacqueline sat on the kitchen island while she waits for my breakfast. She has been my best friend for the last couple of months, I have told her about the reason why I ran away and that I left my boyfriend in my hometown.I can tell that she was worried about me, but she was being a lovely friend by not probing me with the wrong questions. "Yep, today for lunch, he said he will go back home tomorrow...so," I shrugged and she hugged me instantly