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4.I missed you.
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Liam, what are you doing here?"
I saw Liam standing right in front of me, inside of my bedroom. What was he doing here? Where did he find my address? What's going on?
" You, I came for you. I missed you."
Missed me? What in the..!
"Liam, you can't be here. You shouldn't miss me. We aren't a thing or soo..., what you are doing is called stalking. I'm going to call 911."
" You wish!"
" What?!! Are you alright? Have you hit your head? Noo, no, have you lost your mind?"
" You feel it, don't you? The connection,..., the feeling...., the scent. I know you love it, you miss it.., you want it. "
So I was right. It wasn't my mind playing games with me. He feels all these things too. Since I first met him my mind its a mess. I keep thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking. It always feels like I miss someone badly. And sometimes I find myself unable to breath, wishing somebody was with me there, hugging me, comforting me.
" Liam, I don't know what are you talking about. The things you are saying..., it just doesn't make any sense."
" Cercy, stop playing with me! I know you remember what happened that night at the party. I can see that, just by giving it a look in your eyes. Your pretty eyes can't lie, but your mouth... Your lips they ain't playing right. "
He starts moving closer to me. His steps are slow like he knows that his pray can not hide anywhere. He ruls the darkness in this room. All I could do is step back until my back hits the wall. Now I'm trapped. He leans closer and closer until our bodies touch too.....
" Cercy, wake the hell up??" Icy shouts.
" We are late. Don't tell me you turned off the alarm again. Get upp!!"
" Whatt, it was all a dream!" I whispered the last part. So it was all a dream. Liam in my dreamm... I can't believe this. That guys is going to get me killed one day.
" Why did you wake me up?? The dream wasn't over yet. At least not there.... "
" Dream? What dream? Tell me? "
" Whatt?!! I am not telling you my dream. What if I was kissing Ed Collin in my dream?!"
" You wasn't, was you?" she asked.
" No, butt... Still. Dreams are private. "
" Eheeee.... Come wake up? "
" Okay, let mee take a shower first. "
I had a quick shower and put on my vanilla body cream. I dried my hair and decided to put on some light make up. I put a bit concealer under my eyes and some mascara on. I tried to do eyeliner and my brows as well. I took a look at the mirror and Liam's images filled my thoughts. I looked at my lips and the small scare at the end of it. Without noticing, my hand was already touching my lips while remembering the taste of Liam's lips on mine. Are you drunk? Stop being stupid. He is already yours, you know that. I told you. I can't stop the voices. I think I'm under some kind of a curse because there is no other explanation.
" Cerccc, wtf....., you said five!!"
" Okeyy..., okayy I'm ready."
" Wait, is that makeup in your face?
She is laughing at this point." What..., just a little. Am I not allowed to put on makeup like all the other girls? "
" You were the one saying you did not want to be like the other girls...., and now you say this?! You are acting weird, I swear. The girl I knew wouldn't do this for a guy! "
Now I understand, she thinks I'm doing this for Liam. Aren't you though? Think again before answering. You dumba**...
" You aren't thinking I'm doing this for Liam, are you? "
" Liam?? So it is Liam... Your words, not mine. " She got me there.
" Icy let's go."
At the school :
" Rob, did you find the x in this problem? I've been thinking about this since yesterday and still missing it. Help me, please?!! "
" Cerc, this is so easy. How could you not solve this?! Here let me explain this to you... " Liam cuts him off.
" Hey man, get up. You're sitting at my place!! "
" Sorry, don't you see?! I'M DOING SOMETHING HERE? If your majesty allows it of course..."
" At least you know your place.. " he said quietly.
" Wait, what? " Rob said.
" Leave, I'll help her with that. This is the last time, I'm saying this to you."
" Rob, you can go. I'LL HANDLE IT FOR NOW. " I said while looking at Liam with anger.
" Okay, see you later," he said and kissed me on the forehead. At that moment Liam's eyes winded and his veins were popping out of his skin. Woww... This makes me think.
" Don't fu*king kiss her again? Understood?" Liam said at Rob. At that moment I think I saw Liam's eyes covered by a light shadow that disappeared immediately.
" What? Come again! Who are you to tell me what to do and what not to.., huh new guy? Now don't cause a scene and do what you are told, capisco?. "
What's wrong with Rob. He never acts like this. So protective. I saw Liam ready to throw a punch at Rob and immediately stopped him. I grabbed his hands tightly with mine, looked him in the eyes, and tried to cool him off... FOR THE MOMENT. GOD KNOWS WHAT I'M GONNA DO TO HIM AFTER.
" Hey, Liam why don't you sit down a little, please? Rob go now please??!!"
I sat Liam down and saw a smiling face looking at me. What the hell? He was so mad just a second ago...
" What's so funny? Inform us please?!"
" You look pretty! Not that you aren't always but you're shining today! "
Hell, I must be blushing now. You look sweet as well too, Liam. Doesn't he always though?
" Why didn't you answer my messages last night? I wrote to you. You left me on reading purposely, didn't you? "
" Shift. I must have forgotten to reply. Means you are not important to me. What I mean by this is... Know you fu*king place... And what was that behavior with Rob? Who are you to tell him what to do or not? "
" I'm your... " he didn't complete the sentence.
" Let me help you... NOBODY. That's what you are?! I met you two days ago fuckingg hell! "
" Nobody huh.., let me remind you. You chose me against your best friend who you knew for years, right? You chose to hold my hand against his. You looked me in the eye and waited for me to calm down, not him.
A nobody... If that's what makes you sleep at night, let's leave it like that. If that is what you think when you look at the mirror, If denying this makes you comfortable.., you're free to think soo. But sooner or later you will face the truth. And I hope I'll be the one beside you. "
How does he know how I feel? He thinks I'm weak, doesn't he? How..?! He tried to talk more, but I cut him off...
" Please don't talk anymore! Tomorrow after school we do the project, in the chemistry lab and that's it. I don't want to see you again. Understand?! "
" One day is more than enough for me though!? You'll ask for more," he said.
That evil smirk and those flirting replies... God, he knows how to put my stress away.
" And one more thing, you smell awesome today. Vanilla.., my favorite flavor. I can't wait to taste it..."
" You son of a bi*ch. " I murmured under my breath
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