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10. Burnt through the flames
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~ Cercy ~
I'm not weak. Then why do I fu*ing act like this when I'm around Liam. Why can't I just shout at him, yell at him for what he is doing? Why do I feel like my heart is in a racing game and my knees are being broken ready to fall? Why does it have to be like this?
Why can't I be the one in control? The one always a step further, the one to take risks, be the bad guy? I want to yell at him, push him away, he doesn't get to do this, but the voices..., they never stop. Like a hungry wolf, they are waiting for Liam to make a move like our life depends on this, and just like this, I let these inner voices break through my walls and decide what am I going to do next.
I take a deep breath..., close my eyes for a second to hear t
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