Today is Monday. Exactly 3 months after the party. I barely remember what happened after calling the shots. I was dancing, having a great time until... those eyes. Damn, those eyes are the last thing I remember. I just can't remember what happened next. How did I get to see those eyes and... It's something else I felt that morning. Like my own body was cheating on me. I smelt another scent on me, feeling something was missing already.
I was confused so I started to think that it must have been a dream until I saw my lips. The side part of my lip was scratched and I could feel a slight pain there. That made me a question, what happened that night?? Why was I feeling that way? NOT to mention the rose I found on the side my bad with a note on it " Thanks for coming". I don't understand what happened after that party. I keep hearing voices. I interrupt my thoughts when I heard my mom's voice coming from the kitchen.
" Cercy, how many times have I told you to clean that terrible mess in your closet?"
" Momm, I promise this time I will clean my room, but first I have to go to school, so please help me find my uniform. I can't stay outside today. I have a super important exam at 9:30 am."
" Since when did you start caring that much?"
" Ok, mom no kidding. Just leave it, I found it."
I grab my bag, kiss my mom and start running to school. My mom is the most precious person to me. She is one of my best friends. This can be bc I was born when she was 18, and she grew up with me. My dad is super cool. He supports me and my ridiculous dreams. You know, he even let me drive the car when I was 10, mom was so angry. What about school? Trust me, I try. I like science subjects and hate English. Why should I learn English when I speak it?? Most of the time I am out of the class but no problem, my mom has managed to keep a good relationship with the' witch ' aka "the teacher". That's the way we all call her at school.
So, here we go again. New year, same stupid faces of all the girls I hate. I can't believe that Leticia(my ex-boyfriend's GF) has a new i phone and a new car. OMG. Am I the only one with the same care and the same
phone? Ohh, shit!!" Cercy, you still alive?? Where have you been? I haven't seen you since the last party we were together!"
"Leticia, you can stop the irony. We live in the same neighborhood. I bet you are tired of seeing me. So, how is it going with Deny? I hope he is out of depression, knowing he is still with you??
Stupid bitch.I just want to kill her. I can't believe she is in the same class as me.
" Cerc, where have you been girl?"
Icy my bestie. All the guys at the school want to be with her. She has a perfect body and a perfect style. Maybe, my style isn't that good, but I like it. XXL's clothes are so cool. I can't believe I let Billie Eilish get under my skin.
"I am right here. I have missed you too. So how has it been going with the modeling?? Have you won any price yet?" - I asked.
"Good, not bad. I am shooting for the vogue this Friday. I hope this will help me be more popular."
"Don't worry. You are the most beautiful girl I have seen after Kristen aka Rob's gf ."
"Cerc?!," - she replied
"Ok, just kidding. She is a different chapter. So are you ready? First-class and first exam. I am so nervous.
Good, I forgot to take my lucky rock. It's all my mom's fault. She made me lose my mind. Should I call my dad?""Ej, Cerc it is okay. We are going to make it, even without the rock."
"Icy, have you talked to Rob? I can't find him. He said that we must meet him at the front door. I'm waiting for him. Goo!
Don't wait for me. I'll be there in time, promise" -I said."Hurry up? I don't know what excuse to use again?!" - she replied.
I was waiting for Rob at the front door and suddenly I saw a guy. Handsome as fuck, right. Shut up.
I looked into his eyes and as he came in, something was different. Idk, what happened to me. I froze, and it was like I was in a dream. Something about his eyes... I felt like I had seen those eyes before. Somewhere... Then I see Rob calling my name. He came next to me." Rob, finally. Where were you? We are late."
"I am so sorry!" - he replied.
"So, what was that thing you wanted to tell me? I'm curious?"
"We have time for that, don't worry." - he replied.
First-class... Chemistry. My favorite. It's a new semester so we had to change the class this time. I heard some new students came in this semester. Curiosity is hitting you, girl. Hey, don't talk when not asked.
I sat at the same table I sit at every class when...
" Hello everyone! I am Klaus, your chemistry teacher for the time being. These are the new students we are welcoming this semester. Say hi everyone?"
Crabs, it's the guy we saw outside, handsome face, Cerccc!!!! What are you saying? You have lost it, girl, over some guy you don't even know yet. GATHER YOURSELF UP. Don't look at him. Do you mean to stare like a crazy woman? That's it I'm not looking anymore. You wish.
" This handsome young boy is. LIAM MERIC. He is one of my best friend's sons so keep him company. I am sure you girls won't mind that." the teacher said.
" Of course, we don't mind Ms. Klaus." some of the girls replied.
" Okay, then. Liam finds a place and sit. Make yourself comfortable. "
" Okay then... Can I sit next to that girl.., over there? " Liam said.
He was pointing at me,... I guess. You dumb bitch. Of course, it's pointing at us. Say something, he is fuckingg talking to you. Ohh God I forgot. Now breathes... 1..2..3. Now can u speak, hello??
" Sorry, are u referring to me? "
I look around just to make sure." Yeah, I want to sit here," Liam said.
"Why?" I reply shortly.
" Because... I like this place, that's why."
I saw him as he gave me a devilish smirk and came towards me." You can't sit here." I quickly reply also putting one hand on the chair to show him that is not available.
" Cercy, anyone sitting there?" the teacher asked.
" Well... Now I don't know what to say it will be... Soon"
" Then it's settled. Liam goes to sit next to Cercy. I am sure she will be very pleased to have you there."
"Butt... Ms. Klaus..!" I say.
I notice Liam coming closer as he sits down and holds a hand to greed.
" Hey, I'm Liam... Nice to meet you."
I look at his hand for a while STOP LOOKING, JUST TOUCH IT ALREADY and decide to give him my hand too. Wait... I know this feeling, this touch reminds me of someone. As I feel his hand my eyes are staring at his. Those blue eyes, deep as the ocean, I know these eyes now. From when I closed my eyes at that party. I am sure now. I feel my hand shaking and quietly place it back in my pocket. I hope he didn't notice.
" Hi, I am Cercy... Nice to meet you."
" Same," he replied.
" I feel I have seen u somewhere... Hopefully, I am not wrong," he said.
" That's not possible, besides if I had met you, I surely would have remembered you," I Say.
You are lying to yourself right now. You feel it don't you. You know who that is so stop playing dumb.
And so what? What if I know. Do you think I am gonna stand and tell him... Hey, look it's me. The girl from the party who kissed you without knowing your name or even... I am not someone who goes around kissing people. I am going to sound like an idiot... So no. I'm going to keep playing dumb.Let's see how long are we going to play this game then.
Liam POVHow come had I still not figured out who she was? It was right there all along .., my savour, my light... My mate. And soon to be my bride. How long have I been waiting for her to come into my life? All this time my sanity was eaten slowly piece by piece by my darkness.She wants to win. To destroy this world and bring hell to the ground. I have tried so hard to beat my enemy.., myself. Listening to what she wants, the horrible things it makes me do but still I'm not strong enough to defeat her. I need her..., my mate. Only that way I can save myself and this world from her." Common brother we have to go there????" Dean said.Dean is my younger brother. We've always had a good relationship because we've alwa
`` CERCY ``I still can't believe what Liam is doing...!! Ufff, he is pressuring me into this. He knows you, lying girl, that's why. If u had listened to me, you wouldn't be sitting here like that. Yeah because you're always making the best decisions, right?Let's update you guys. I learned the hard way that Liam was the one whom I had kissed and hella enjoyed the night of the party. I am too ashamed to accept, so I decide to play the fool. But it seems that Liam is not a fan of this, playing him around, and has started to ask random questions out of nowhere, to... let's say make me remember. As I said, when I built a wall, there is no human force who can destroy it, unless... It's not a human, right. No. Not just kidding. I have a good defense." So,
"Liam, what are you doing here?"I saw Liam standing right in front of me, inside of my bedroom. What was he doing here? Where did he find my address? What's going on?" You, I came for you. I missed you."Missed me? What in the..!"Liam, you can't be here. You shouldn't miss me. We aren't a thing or soo..., what you are doing is called stalking. I'm going to call 911."" You wish!"" What?!! Are you alright? Have you hit your head? Noo, no, have you lost your mind?"" You feel it, don't you? The connection,..., the feeling...., the scent. I know you love it, you miss it.., you wan
For God's sake, can't Liam act normal for once? I know he keeps doing this because of me pretending not to know him, but still ..., the way he acted towards Rob today, like I am some kind, in his possession, just doesn't make any sense. I know we have a connection between us and I know I can't deny it anymore, and this always gets me thinking "Why do I feel like this" he is rude to everyone, doesn't care about anyone but himself, so self - obsessed... but when I look at him all I see is a lost puppy, smiling at me, giving me his shiny blue eyes, making my heart melt for a second. But that's it. I'm not gonna let myself get seduced by two gorgeous eyes and a pretty smile. I am not weak anymore and I'm not gonna let anyone break my heart again. I'm not gonna let another Den in my life. Let's
" Shush" was all he said realizing a warm breath on my neck that tickled my skin. He places a finger on my lip, telling me I shouldn't talk anymore. This left me speechless for a moment. I did not expect Rob to do that... Not in a million years. I stood there like a lost girl, stoned till I felt Rob's lips move away from my neck. I keep my gaze at him still shocked by what he did. He wasn't looking at me. His eyes were looking somewhere else. Somebody else. I turn my head to see where Rob's eyes were pointing. And then I see him... Liam... Furious like I have never seen him before. I could see his jaw clenched and his eyes were looking at me like daggers to be triggered. I felt my knees shaking and a lump had formed in my throat, not allowing m
Cercy Pov " If he touches one piece of your hair again, I swear I gonna cut his head off and bring it on a plate to you? `´ his lips inches from mine. `´ NO ONE TOUCHES WHAT'S MINE.´´ Breathe. Are we clear, darling? " More than clear, handsome face. Did he just threaten me? I liked it, though! Except it! You like it tough too.Stop it, stupid conscious. " Woww? Now, I'm getting scared. " I giggle at him. " Are you, now? " he says teasingly. " Ehee.. " there goes the flirting. &
CERCY POV The car was another dimension. I have to have this. I felt his gaze on me, but I was just pretending I couldn't understand him. Fuck, I want this car. " I want you," Liam says. Guess I said that out loud. " Khhhkh, so thanks for letting me drive. This is my dream car and it was my dream to ride a car like this one." " Just tell me all your dreams and I'll make them all true." he finishes. That is so romantic. Never thought Liam could be so cute. " Always for you" he then said. As if he could hear
Cercy povRight now, it's just me and him. Nobody else, just two young people who feel something towards each other and a burning flame in those poor hearts.He gets up, sitting behind me, applying sunscreen on my shoulder. As an irony, he does exactly what I did to him. Putting it on and massaging there. He realizes a breath that comes as cold air in my shoulder. Then continues with the neck, placing some circling moves there. Now... I do understand how he felt." Hey, dude, apply sunscreen not massage her!" said Rob with a heavy tone.He doesn't listen to him and keeps doing it on my neck again, placing a gentle kiss there. I quickly turn around looking at him, for the action he just did. He didn't look s
I was hoping it wasn't all a dream, but even if it was one, I wish I could stay like this for a while. Maybe in the morning, I wouldn't feel so empty and lonely inside. Maybe this could fix my broken heart, maybe seeing him in my dream was enough or maybe... chasing stars means falling into space.I opened my eyes, my head still resting on the pillow below. I was just gazing at the sight in front of me. The gorgeous man, lighted by the moon, holding his son on his shoulder, saying sweet things in baby language. That little thing looked so good on him.I could still make some differences. From the side, I was looking. He looked more of a man. Wider shoulders, sharp jaw, and I would say a scarier look on his eyes.., the oceanic eyes I would spend hours looking at before going to sleep. This time it was different. He had changed the last year.Even though I was scared that even if I spoke everything I had in front of me would decipher, I still believed and took a deep breath to say the ne
" I'm leaving you home but I'm staying here on weekdays for sure. Just make sure to tell your parents... I'm sure they won't get mad at you"" Yeah... I'll just sleep at the moment. And I'll find a better time and tell them."" Okay. Be safe"" Bye"After Rob left I went straight to my room and dialed Liam's number again. Maybe this time he would pick it up. I needed to tell him this.I dialed it once or twice but still no response. I decide to leave a message for him. That's what I'm gonna do every time I'll come from my doctor. Maybe one day he will listen to these messages and feel all the stuff I felt.Hey Liam,It's Cercy again. I have some big news for you today. I'm sure you would be so happy about this if you were here. I'm pregnant Liam. And it's a boy. Like I wanted. You remember that day when we were talking about kids and you told me you wanted a girl first... Well, it's a boy. And he is so little. Inside of me now, growing little by little. I had my first appointment toda
After 3 months:" Princess, are you ready?" I hear Rob call my name from behind the door." Yeah, a minute, and I'm done!"It's graduation day. The school year is finally over. It's been three months since I last heard from Liam. I sent him a lot of voice messages the first month, cause it still hurts that he left that way..., but still no response. Maybe he doesn't even use that phone anymore.. Or maybe Sam is right. Maybe he forgot about me. I still wish he would come back and explain everything. I would forgive him, even after everything I've been through after the breakup.I couldn't stop crying and my family thought I was going through depression. I lost a lot of weight lately and cut almost everyone from my life, except Rob. He has been standing all the time with me, helping me out, and even made me leave my house back then. He planned a trip to the east side of the town. He has been a very good support and a wonderful friend these times and I have done nothing to deserve that
Circ,My mate, my love, my beasty girl,I never thought someone would make me smile and laugh as much as you do.. until I saw how much you could make me sad and empty at the same time. Maybe it's love..., maybe it's heartbreak. Or maybe it's because I fell too hard.Never thought I would be able to love or to be loved. Never thought I would love a person so much, to do anything for her not to get hurt. We spent some time together... It's deep in my memory... It's gonna live with me forever. I've lived some of my best moments with you. And you know we even thought about kids' names. I wish we could live all the dreams we had. I wish I would be the one to hold your hand at the alter.. Or when you're giving birth.. Or even when we're taking care of a baby throwing up...I started dreaming again thanks to you Cerc. I believed I could have a happy ending. I got used to your morning kisses or the way you spelled my name to make me angry. I got used to your vanilla skin next to mine.. Or wat
~ Cercy ~I was running through the school halls, trying to find Liam, but he was nowhere to be found. I also tried to reach him through the phone but it went straight to voicemail. I checked the parking lot as well, but his car wasn't there anymore.I was just leaving the girl's bathroom when someone grabs my hand. I turn around to see Rob's smiling face wave a hand at me." Hey Rob, what's up?"" Hey, princess"" Look," we both say at the same time. Then an awkward smile appears on both of our faces. " You go" he then says." Okay," I nood and exhaled a deep breath. " I know that lately, we haven't been spending a lot of time together... But after I said those things to you... I felt like. I was playing with your feelings. Like I didn't care about you... Or our friendship. And I do. I want to be with you, Rob. And love you as a friend... "" Cercy, I know. I told you from the very beginning that if this didn't work we would still be together... With each other... As friends.
" I think I heard you moaning.... Some moments ago. I thought you were with a guy or you have sexual dreams, chica"" Mom, the hell you saying?"Do you think I need that." As you can see noone is here" I say gesturing at the room"" Good" she says and turns at me. " Get down, we're having breakfast... And call Liam as well"" Okayyy momm, just goo"I wait for mom to leave the room and put a crop top on and a pair of leggings to check on Liam." Babe, you ready..." I searched the room but he wasn't there. I thought he'd be here after he left.." Behind you" he whispers at my ear." Where were you?""Around... Since you throw me away from your room"" Stop playing the kid.. And let's go get breakfast.. We have school."We head downstairs and eat breakfast to leave for school. Liam takes the car keys but throws them at me immediately, just when I give him ' the look'. He knows me very well." Why do you go to school anyway? " I ask him." Do all vampires go to school?"" They don't.." he
After four months :Since my last kidnapping, our lives have changed. Liam has become overprotective and won't leave me alone not even for a second.After that night at the lake, we've been good to each other, no more acting childish or clingy. He's been taking really good care of me since he can't stop blaming himself for the things that happened some months ago. He is still living in our house in the room next to mine, even though he has been sleeping next to me these past months. He won't leave me alone..and I cannot say that I don't like it. I like him, sleeping next to me, cuddling with me, and don't even get me started on the sexual tension between us. I've been taking care of that myself, not to forget to take the pill every day, since Liam is the one which can't keep his dirty hands off my body.I am sleeping on my bed when I hear the door crack open. I knew exactly who that was." Liam, what are you doing again?" I ask as I turned the light on "I thought we discussed this..,
" CERC, wake up!" I hear Liam whisper my name in my ear." What... It's not seven yet mom"For a moment everything seemed normal, like those days my mom was shouting my name for me to go downstairs and not be late for school.Like. Why was I always late for school, anyway? I miss school, I miss my mom, my stupid brother.., I miss my old life.I open my eyes and recognise that I wasn't at my place. It was Liam's room. And then I get a flashback of all the things that happened the past days. I turn around and watch Liam wink an eye at me." What Liam?" I ask annoyed." You've slept enough b," he says, pulling me out of the bed. "Come the breakfast is ready. Take a shower and wear that dress over there...I'll be waiting for you downstairs. Hurry up"" But Liam..., please it seven.., I don't eat this early"" Cercy, you have an hour!"" pfff, okay... I'll be down soon."Ugh, this guy. I never wake up this early and he is making me take a shower now. I'm too lazy for that." You can't be
~ Cercy ~This wasn't a breakup, was it? Not. He won't dare think this is it. After all, I've been through I won't leave like this. This is not what I deserve after all. I'm not done yet.I turn around once more since I wasn't that far from the door and I can still hear the breaking noises coming out of his room. I do feel sorry for him, but I feel bad for myself as well.I open the door quickly, I wasn't facing Liam at first but as soon as he hears the door opening he turned around looking at me with a surprised but satisfied look on his face. He didn't talk.., he was just gazing at me.., tears rolling down his face, and don't even get me started with the eyes. They were red like he had been crying for hours... I do feel bad for him now.I walk towards him, determined what to say and do. I walk till I'm the closest to him...,until I feel his breath tickle my forehead.I exhale a deep breath and pat my index finger on his chest one time." How dare you, say that to me, huh?"Then ag